journey

After nearly a month of cold war, Chu Zheng really felt that life was difficult.Several times I wanted to rush over to talk to Zhuang Yi, but Zhuang Yi could always avoid the opportunity that could be given to him alone.In the past, there were quarrels and cold wars, and I could feel that Zhuang Yi also wanted to reconcile, although it was Chu Zheng who took the initiative.He felt that he really couldn't understand Zhuang Yi, fell out for no reason, and didn't give a chance to reconcile, why did Zhuang Yi behave like this after so many years of friendship.

Chu Zheng was sitting on the edge of the basketball court in deep thought. A group of boys were still wearing single clothes in winter, sweating on the playground.Lu Ying came over and sat next to Chu Zheng, looking towards the stadium.

"What's the matter? It feels like you're always depressed these days."

Chu Zheng turned to look at her and sighed.

"It's nothing."

"Let's hear it, you can't help yourself, can't you, tell me, maybe I can help you think about it... I guess, is it related to Zhuang Yi?"

Chu Zheng looked at her in surprise.

"You also think Zhuang Yi is weird, don't you?"

Lu Ying glanced at him, thought for a while, and said:

"I don't know what's going on, I feel that Zhuang Yi really doesn't like talking very much. I also secretly asked Meng Xiaowen, but she said that she didn't think there was anything unusual about Zhuang Yi."

After hearing this, Chu Zheng looked at the basketball court again.My heart is still blocked.

"Did something happen to his family?"

Chu Zheng shook his head,

"No, if it's a family matter, he will definitely tell me."

The two were silent for a while, then Lu Ying spoke again:

"Actually, I have always wanted to tell you something about Zhuang Yi."

Chu Zheng turned his head and glanced at her, expressing that he was listening carefully.

"Well... just don't tell others."

Chu Zheng closed his eyes and nodded,

"Two days ago, Meng Xiaowen discussed it with me when I went out to play. In another month, it will be her birthday. Well...she wants to have a party, and then...confess to...Zhuang Yi."

When Chu Zheng heard the word confession, his eyes widened.

"What do you think? Maybe I need your help."

Chu Zheng blinked and turned his head away, without speaking for a moment.Lu Ying waited for a while, then poked his arm again,

"What do you say?"

Chu Zheng sighed, and then slowly told Lu Ying about the cold war with Zhuang Yi in the past two days, expressing that he might be helpless, and he might mess it up.

"How could this be? You two have had such a good relationship for so many years."

"Yeah, so I don't know what's going on."

Chu Zheng sighed again and again, and Lu Ying also frowned. She thought for a while,

"Hey, tell me, isn't this an opportunity. I think Zhuang Yi also likes Meng Xiaowen. Maybe he is in a bad mood these days because of his relationship. Let's create an opportunity for them. If they really It's done, Zhuang Yi's mood will get better. Then you can talk to him again, maybe everything will be fine."

Chu Zheng thought for a while, and felt that what Lu Ying said was not unreasonable, so he felt a lot more comfortable, and the corners of his mouth slowly rose.Lu Ying looked at Chu Zheng's smile, and felt warm in her heart. She really liked Chu Zheng, but she could feel that if Chu Zheng liked her too, she would show it, but he didn't, so Lu Ying Ying also didn't want to cross that line and hurt both, so it was good, at least he could be by his side at any time.

Lu Ying discussed Meng Xiaowen's party with Song Xiaoqi and Liu Lu early on, and Meng Xiaowen was very grateful for that.A week before the birthday party, Meng Xiaowen invited Zhuang Yi shyly, Zhuang Yi thought for a while, looked at Meng Xiaowen's expectant eyes, and nodded.

Lu Ying made an appointment in advance for a membership-only KTV package. The four girls plus Chu Zheng went to decorate the box in the afternoon, and Zhuang Yi would come in the evening. Meng Xiaowen was so nervous that he took a deep breath while blowing up the balloon.Liu Lu laughed at her:

"This is a confession. I'm really curious if you will have to get over your nerves at the wedding in the future."

"Haha, don't go crazy then Zhuang Yi."

Song Xiaoqi answered, several people laughed, Meng Xiaowen was a little shy, Lu Ying went over and grabbed her arm,

"No problem Xiaowen, Zhuang Yi treats you well, we can see it, come on tonight, we will wait next door for your good news, right Chu Zheng."

Lu Ying looked at Chu Zheng, who just smiled and nodded.

Zhuang Yi glanced at his watch, it was 18:53, it was an appointment at seven o'clock, he stood at the entrance of the KTV and called Meng Xiaowen, several people were checking the decoration of the house for the last time, Meng Xiaowen's cell phone rang suddenly, scaring her nervous jumped,

"Hello? Zhuang Yi...you're here...uh...that...you come up, number 520."

This room number was specially requested by Lu Ying, and many people have confessed their love here, just to make it auspicious.After Meng Xiaowen stammered, Liu Lu patted her,

"Why are you so nervous? You keep answering the phone like this. What will you say later? Take a deep breath, you can only succeed!"

Liu Lu smiled and said:

"Yes, Xiaowen, don't be nervous. Let's all go out, she may not be so nervous herself."

After finishing speaking, he pushed Chu Zheng, followed by Song Xiaoqi and Liu Lu to open the door and went out. Before closing the door, he gave Meng Xiaowen a wink.

Zhuang Yi took the elevator up, followed the house number to find No. 520, knocked on the door, pushed the door open and entered.As soon as he stepped into the private room, he was stunned by the strange atmosphere in the room.The ground is covered with pink and white balloons, a large pot of roses is placed on the big table in the middle, and many heart-shaped wind chimes are hung in the sky.Zhuang Yi was surprised at first, glanced around, and then looked at Meng Xiaowen who was standing in the middle of the private room. Meng Xiaowen was wearing a pink tutu dress, with light makeup on his face and a ball head on his head, very cute.

Except for the two of them, there was no one else, Zhuang Yi felt a little strange, he slowly approached Meng Xiaowen.

"Happy birthday."

As he spoke, he reached out and handed her a small gift box. Meng Xiaowen took the gift box, which contained a crystal puppy pendant.

"I'm not very good at picking gifts. I went to the store and bought it because I saw it was cute. I hope you like it."

"Yeah. I like it, I like it very much."

Meng Xiaowen blushed and smiled sweetly.Zhuang Yi looked around again,

"Well, haven't they arrived yet?"

Meng Xiaowen didn't answer, but stared fixedly at Zhuang Yi. Zhuang Yi was a little uncomfortable, and when he was about to say something, Meng Xiaowen suddenly said:

"Zhuang Yi, I have something to tell you..."

Chu Zheng couldn't shake the gossip of a few girls, so he was dragged to the corridor at the door of 520, waiting for the good news.He glanced at it, couldn't see the scene in the room at all, and was about to go back to the private room next door, when he saw the door of 520 open from the inside, Zhuang Yi raised his head and bumped into Chu Zheng's surprised and then a little embarrassed face, Zhuang Yi's brow slowly Slowly wrinkling, he turned his head and glanced at the three girls standing upright against the wall, and then looked at Chu Zheng again, that kind of disgusting and sad eyes, which Chu Zheng had never seen from Zhuang Yi's face in his life. been there.Without saying anything, Zhuang Yi brushed past Chu Zheng and hurriedly walked towards the elevator.

The four of them stood there in a daze, Chu Zheng was the first to react, and ran after Zhuang Yi without saying a word.The three girls looked at me, and I looked at you. Lu Ying felt that something was wrong, and hurriedly opened the door of 520, and saw Meng Xiaowen kneeling on the ground, with his head lying on the sofa, crying.

Chu Zheng chased after him, but the elevator door had just closed, so he didn't stop him, and immediately ran down the safety stairs next to him.Zhuang Yi had mixed emotions in his heart, shocked, angry, and sad. He leaned his head against the elevator wall, feeling that the whole world didn't understand him and wanted to play tricks on him.

The door opened, and he dragged his tired body towards the gate, but before he reached the gate, someone pulled his elbow hard,

"Zhuang Yi..."

Zhuang Yi was dragged to turn around, and saw Chu Zheng frowning at him, Zhuang Yi shook off his hand a little annoyed, and continued to walk towards the door.Before he took two steps, his wrist was held again. This time Chu Zheng crossed over and dragged him to the front, saying as he walked:

"let's talk."

Zhuang Yi shouted with all his heart, don't talk, don't talk, but he still let him drag him out of the KTV. In front of the KTV is a large square with a neon fountain in the middle. It is already the end of autumn and early winter. As soon as Zhuang Yi leaves the KTV, he feels cold, not only his body but also his heart.

Walking near the fountain, Zhuang Yi shook off Chu Zheng's hand,

"Just talk here if you have anything to say, hurry up, I have something to go home."

Zhuang Yi turned his head away and didn't look at Chu Zheng's face, so he didn't know that Chu Zheng's expression was ferocious.

After being quiet for a while, Chu Zheng made a sudden move and punched Zhuang Yi in the face. Zhuang Yi was hit to the ground by an inexplicable force, and there was a bloody smell in his mouth immediately, which shows that Chu Zheng used his strength.Not to mention punching, Chu Zheng had never glared at him before, this punch made Zhuang Yi very astonished.He looked up at Chu Zheng, frowning so much that he wanted to squeeze together.

Chu Zheng bent down and grabbed Zhuang Yi by the collar, he staggered up and pulled him closer to his face,

"Can you fucking tell me now what's wrong with you?"

Chu Zheng wished he could say these words through gritted teeth, Zhuang Yi just looked into his eyes so closely, the tip of his nose was red, and the sadness on his face couldn't be concealed.

After staring at each other for a while, Zhuang Yi's lips slowly opened,

"...I am afraid"

Zhuang Yi stared at him intently, Chu Zheng felt inexplicable and puzzled when he heard these three words, but his brows still did not relax.

"What are you afraid of?"

Zhuang Yi stared into his eyes for a long time, then closed his eyes fiercely, swallowed, stretched out his hand to break away from Chu Zheng's hand holding the neckline.

"Chu Zheng, let's end our friendship here. I'm sorry, I have my own reasons. Please stay away from me, and we will have nothing to do with each other in the future, okay?"

Chu Zheng laughed angrily when he saw him with his head down after saying this.Zhuang Yi didn't look up, and when he was about to walk away, Chu Zheng reached out and grabbed his wrist,

"Zhuang Yi, I never knew that you still have such a Qiong Yao side. Let me tell you, it's not good! What are your difficulties? What does it have to do with me? Tell me! There is nothing you can't say. Are you fucking right? What a man, just say what you want! I, Chu Zheng, can't bear what the fuck is going on!"

Chu Zheng shouted louder and louder, his eyes were not sure whether he was cold or red with anger.There were still some people in the square, and they all looked this way when they heard the rage.

Zhuang Yi didn't raise his head all the time, because he was crying, and when he said the four words irrelevant to each other, he couldn't control his tears.

"Chu Zheng, I told you, you will regret it."

Zhuang Yi's voice was a little trembling, Chu Zheng looked at his side face with his head down, and a tear dripping down his chin from his side.

"Say."

Chu Zheng said a word calmly, but it gave Zhuang Yi an aura that would not allow him to obey.Zhuang Yi raised his head, took a deep breath, looked at the sky, and said, maybe both of them can give up after saying that, it's already like this, and he doesn't care what Chu Zheng thinks of him anymore.

"...I like someone."

Chu Zheng waited for a long time, and after hearing such a sentence, he couldn't react for a while, frowned and looked at Zhuang Yi in surprise, but Zhuang Yi just looked at the sky, not him.

"However, that person... is my good brother."

Chu Zheng pushed open the door, and before he sat down on the chair, he was like a puppet doll all the way, with his soul out of his body and his eyes dull.

"Boom", he sat down on the chair in front of the desk with an expressionless face.Luo Nianli was sitting on the bed under the quilt reading a book, when he saw his brother came back, he lifted the quilt and leaned over to look at him.

"elder brother?"

Chu Zheng stared forward with blank eyes, not knowing what he was thinking.Luo Nianli was a little strange, he stretched out his hand and pushed Chu Zheng's arm, and then Chu Zheng slowly looked up at him.

"Brother? What's wrong with you?"

Chu Zheng lowered his head, slowly raised his wristband over Luo Nianli's waist, and put his head on his chest,

"It's okay, brother feels a little dizzy."

Luo Nianli felt dizzy when he heard that, so he quickly put his hand on his forehead to try it, it wasn't hot.Chu Zheng put down his hand and patted Luo Nianli's little buttocks,

"Go to sleep, I'm tired too, wash up and go to sleep now."

Luo Nianli looked at him worriedly. He felt that Chu Zheng had something on his mind and something was wrong, so he didn't move.Chu Zheng sat for a while, only to realize that Luo Nianli was staring at him without moving, so he got up and pushed him to bed, and went to the bathroom to take a shower by himself.

Turning on the shower, steaming water poured onto his body, and he felt sore after a day of fatigue. Chu Zheng stroked his hair back with both hands, then slammed his hands three times on the wall.He has never thought about this kind of relationship, it is different from him knowing that Lu Ying likes him, knowing which girl likes him, even if that person is not Zhuang Yi, he has never thought of having love with a man, what is even more frightening is that People are Zhuang Yi.What to do, what to do.He too was confused and restless.He remembered Zhuang Yi's tears, and it was conceivable that he was also tortured terribly, but Chu Zheng couldn't accept this feeling very well, or it was so sudden that he couldn't accept it for the time being.But he never thought about staying away from Zhuang Yi, not even for a moment.

After thinking about it, Chu Zheng shook his hair, dried his body with a dry towel, and then remembered that he came in to take a bath in a daze, but forgot to take his pajamas.It's no big deal since they're all family members anyway, he opened the bathroom and walked back to the bedroom naked.When he opened the door, Luo Nianli was still sitting on the bed with a thoughtful expression on his face. When he saw Chu Zheng coming back, he raised his head and looked up. The sight almost made him faint.Chu Zheng was naked, holding a towel in one hand, standing in front of the bed, reaching out to grab pajamas from the upper bunk.Luo Nianli stared straight at Chu Zheng's naked body. Chu Zheng's body texture was very comfortable to look at, with obvious abdominal muscles and clear mermaid lines. The little Chu Zheng lying in the grass was clearly displayed in front of Luo Nianli's eyes.Chu Zheng should be developing, and Luo Nianli felt that his brother's place was much bigger than his own, and he looked very good-looking.Thinking of this, Luo Nianli felt a wave of heat rushing from his neck to his face, he hurriedly lay down, the quilt covered his head.Chu Zheng was full of things, and he didn't notice Luo Nianli. If it was normal, he would have seen him and teased him. Now, he just took the pajamas and put them on, and his mind was muddled.

Luo Nianli put his schoolbag on the table in a state of desperation, and a figure came over him.Gao Wuyang held Luo Nianli's neck with one hand, and put his head on his shoulder, like a boneless sloth.

"Hey, what did you do last night, huh? Look at your swollen eyes."

Luo Nianli glanced at him, but remained silent.

Chu Zheng's artistic body played out vividly in his mind all night, how could he sleep well.

"Why did you come to our class again? You are tired of being here every day except for class time. Be careful that your classmates think you are a spy."

Gao Wuyang slowly stood up straight, tugged at his clothes,

"No way, who let you be in this class. Why don't you discuss it with the teacher, you can come to our class, or I can come here."

Luo Nianli didn't look at him, but took out his textbooks and cleared the table.

"Why, it's just in the next class."

"Honey, if I don't see you, you know how empty my brother is~"

Gao Wuyang's tall figure leaned on the desk next to him, stretching out his orchid fingers pretending to be a girl.Luo Nianli looked at him and frowned,

"I ate the buns made by my aunt in the morning. They are delicious and I don't want to spit them out."

"Tsk tsk..."

Gao Wuyang pouted, stood up and walked out.Luo Nianli looked at his back as he walked out, and grinned.