Your Majesty has a white moonlight

It was not yet dark.

The room is warm and fragrant, brightly lit.The dragon bed was covered with heavy curtains, and the brocade quilt was messy.Yan Qinghe lay on the bed, clutching a corner of the bed curtain tightly in his hands, gasping for breath, like a live fish out of water.

Behind him is his emperor.

His head was held high, his eyes staring blankly ahead.He could see everything in front of him, the tent, the soft bed, and the emperor's hair hanging down.But he seems to be unable to see anything, the five colors are just blank in his eyes.

The initial pain had passed, and now he had nothing but numbness, neither pain nor pleasure.The emperor used the best ointment for him, moving and stroking him as gently as possible.But it doesn't matter, there is no difference between gentleness and roughness to him.

He doesn't even have much pain now.He just felt powerless, and on the contrary felt a little more at ease—this day finally came, and he no longer had to worry about it, thinking about the day when he would suffer.A stone in his heart finally fell to the ground, even if he had to be crushed to death.

He buried his head deeply.

When the affair was over, Zhang Jie personally wiped off the muddy liquid on Yan Qinghe's body with a towel.He bent down again, brushed away the broken hair sticking to Yan Qinghe's eyes, and helped him wipe his sweat.He kissed Yan Qinghe's forehead lightly, and said: "There is no need to go back tonight. After Liu Shan takes you to clean up, you can rest in the palace. I have already sent someone to Yan's mansion, so I said you were drinking with your colleagues , has already rested in someone else's house."

Yan Qinghe was silent for a moment, he was actually gathering strength to speak.He said slowly: "Thank you, Your Majesty." He obviously didn't shout just now, but his voice was hoarse.

Liu Shan is the chief eunuch next to Zhang Jie.The heavens and the earth know this matter, the king knows the ministers, and only Liu Shan knows the inside story.A few nimble little eunuchs under Liu Shan washed Yan Qinghe's body and led him to a side hall.Liu Shan personally brought a cup of soup, and said: "This is specially ordered by His Majesty, this soup is very nourishing, Lord Yan, please use it while it is hot."

Yan Qinghe hurriedly said: "Thank you, Your Majesty, for your hard work, and please trouble Eunuch Liu."

Liu Shan said with a smile: "Don't bother, don't bother, I can talk to Your Majesty only when I see Lord Yan is fine."

Yan Qinghe brought the soup, neither hot nor cold, obviously just warmed.He finished the soup and said to Liu Shan: "It's really inconvenient today, I'll thank my father-in-law some other day."

Liu Shan waved his hands again and again: "Where is the word of Lord Yan, how dare I thank the old servant for doing things for His Majesty. It is late at night, Lord Yan should rest earlier."

After Yan Qinghe sent Liu Shan away, he turned off the lights and took a rest.He didn't expect to fall asleep at first, he thought he would toss and turn all night like he knew the emperor's mind for the first time.He didn't expect that this time he really did it to the end, but he was much calmer.Perhaps because of the exhaustion of his physical strength, or because of the sleeping pills used in the soup, he fell asleep very quickly, but he had no dreams all night.

Early the next morning, Yan Qinghe rushed home early to change into court clothes.Aside from a little soreness in the waist, there is nothing serious about it.He woke up at dawn, and he didn't bother to complain about himself, but he was very glad that he didn't have a fever, so that his family wouldn't see that something was wrong.

Yan Qinghe's mother, Gu Jin, was the daughter of Gu Lang, the former servant of the Ministry of Officials, and the daughter of a noble family, but at the moment, she couldn't help but say a few words, she just asked Yan Qinghe not to drink too much and play around.

Yan Qinghe was extremely guilty at the moment, and answered every sentence seriously. Although he felt that he looked normal together, he couldn't help but think, mother and child are connected, what if the mother can see something?

Yan Canghong comforted him from the side: "Mother, don't worry, Qinghe is such an old man now, he always has a sense of propriety." After that, he joked: "When I was the same age as Qinghe, the children were all in the courtyard. Playing around, how can you not even take care of yourself?"

Gu Jin was amused by his son, and once again worried about his second son's marriage, he sighed: "I should have married you a daughter-in-law a long time ago, so I can keep you under control."

Yan Qinghe had already forgotten what happened last night like a dream, but when the elder brother and mother's marriage and children's words came out, instead of amusing him, it made him stiff.The scene from last night resurfaced in his mind, and what he could not see clearly yesterday became clearer. The yellow brocade quilt, the plain white gauze curtain, the lotus pattern on the lamp, the reddish grease, and the emperor hanging on him A strand of black hair in front of my eyes...

"Qinghe? What's the matter, are you unhappy when you talk about getting married?" Yan Canghong called out to bring him back from his thoughts.

Yan Qinghe forced a smile and said: "Where is the rush to find a good match? Not everyone has a good marriage like you and sister-in-law."

He was now thinking, what would it be like to see that person in the Golden Temple in the future?

What does it feel like?

It's just a normal feeling.

Due to his official position, he is not as close as his elder brother.It was only today that he discovered that from his position, he couldn't see the emperor's eyes clearly.He just intuited that the emperor didn't take a second look at him.

That's fine.Yan Qinghe felt a little relieved.Originally, the emperor was ruthless, and the spring night was once the spring night, and the family and the country were still the family and the country.Yu himself suffered a lot of pain, but Yu Huang was just a romantic night.

But why is it me?