Your Majesty has a white moonlight

On the day Zhao Sheng set off, there was no one to see him off.He didn't bring much belongings, and his car was the most inconspicuous carriage.Young master Zhao has grown up to such a big age, never did he ride in a fragrant BMW car, covered with fox fur, and burning incense, but now he wants to go far away in such a "broken car", this is what he thought a few months ago Don't even think about it.

Zhao Sheng suddenly lost a lot of weight.Perhaps there are not many, but the look in the eyes is no longer so ostentatious, so clever, but the cheeks are thinner, and the cheekbones are exposed, as if the whole person is thin and haggard, and even looks a few years older overnight.

Chen Jinxing accompanied him without speaking.In the past, he was a poor and helpless scholar, while Zhao Sheng was a son of the rich and powerful who spent money like water and called the wind and rain; now he is a high school student with a bright future, but Zhao Sheng's life experience is wandering, and his future is uncertain.If you want to talk about the happy things in the past, it is inevitable that the present and the past will be contrasted, but it will be sad; if you want to talk about the future life, you don't know where to start.

"Hey." Chen Jinxing was stunned for a moment before realizing that Zhao Sheng was calling him.

He suddenly couldn't remember how Zhao Sheng called him in the past.At first I seemed to call him "idiot", but when I asked him for help, I pretended to call him "Brother Chen".

He looked calm and breezy, but his breathing slowed down, and he held his breath to concentrate on listening to what Zhao Sheng had to say.But Zhao Sheng just said: "When you have a chance to see Second Brother Yan in the future, just ask him for me, and I'm sorry to bother him."

Chen Jinxing nodded and said, "Okay."

Chen Jinxing breathed a sigh of relief, but felt somewhat disappointed.At this moment, Zhao Sheng said again: "What are you doing here? Don't you think it's not enough to collude?"

Chen Jinxing said: "What are you afraid of? It's good to be friends..."

Zhao Sheng turned his head away and stopped looking at him.Chen Jinxing continued: "If I don't come, you should be sad."

There was a long breathing sound in the wind, which seemed to be mixed with a trace of choking.The two were silent for a while, then Zhao Sheng said, "Then I'm leaving."

Chen Jinxing pursed his lips and said, "Take care of yourself."

Zhao Sheng got into the car, and the driver was about to whip his whip, when Chen Jinxing suddenly shouted: "Zhao Sheng!"

Zhao Sheng lifted the curtain of the car, saw Chen Jinxing hurried to the front of the car, and said to him, "I, I'll be waiting for you in the capital... We will always meet again."

A not-so-good-looking smile broke out on Zhao Sheng's bitter face: "Wait for me in the capital? Maybe you will go somewhere farther than me in the future."

Chen Jinxing also laughed and said, "You still look down on me? Just wait and see!"

The road outside the city was difficult to walk, and the horse's hooves kicked up a burst of sand, which was blown into obstacles by the wind.Chen Jinxing watched the carriage gradually go away, disappearing into the smoke and dust meeting the gray sky.

Yan Qinghe doesn't have the heart to pay attention to this pair of confidants who are "like neighbors at the end of the world".He hid in the house alone, and stayed behind closed doors for most of the day.

A suffocating breath was held in his chest.He still can't get over this hurdle.If he was really involved by Zhao Ji, he thought he was unlucky and had nothing to say.But what's the matter with the emperor?

He deluded himself countless times, thinking that it was just a ridiculous game, got out of bed, and went out, as if nothing had happened.But the emperor insisted on waking him up.

Because he knew some secrets, he had the illusion that he was very close to the emperor in a trance.But now Yan Qinghe finally understood that it was just an illusion.The emperor does not need his sympathy, it is himself who needs sympathy.

What is he?It's just a male pet with a layer of skin.But he used to feel otherwise.He felt that the emperor had also appreciated his ability to do things - it didn't mean that the original position would be impossible without him, but did the emperor have no selfish intentions if he was replaced because of such an unwarranted crime?Isn't it a man's favorite to tie the important matter of appointment and dismissal to shady private affairs?

There was an unknown fire in Yan Qinghe's heart, he didn't know whether he was angry with himself or the emperor.So much so that when he received the emperor's invitation again, he actually said, "No."

The lady who came to deliver the letter was stunned for a while, her smile froze on her face: "Master Yan, what kind of joke are you talking about?"

Yan Qinghe said: "Eunuch, just tell your majesty, and I will explain to your majesty later."

The eunuch smiled wryly: "Master Yan, even if you help the servants, our family can't explain it."

Yan Qinghe suddenly realized that he was confused, and hurriedly stuffed some broken gold into the eunuch, and said: "Please help me, father-in-law. If your majesty blames me, I will bear it all."

The eunuch still looked puzzled: "This..." Yan Qinghe stuffed him with another string of beads: "Please excuse me, Eunuch."

The eunuch sighed and said, "Oh, then our family will go back to answer the question, Mr. Yan, please take care."

Yan Qinghe really didn't want to see the emperor, nor anyone else.He wanted to think about it.It's not self-pity, but to face up to the problem that he has avoided for a long time.

This time there was an apparent justification, and his depression was undisguised.At dinner that day, I said that I was unwell, so I didn't have dinner with my family.

Yan Fuliang's face turned cold when he heard it, and when he put the chopsticks on the bowl with a "bang", everyone stopped their chopsticks.

Yan Fuliang said to the servant girl who was serving beside him: "Go and call him. How big is it that you want him to die like this?"

Yan Qinghe was called out, apologized to his parents, and was about to sit down, Yan Fuliang said: "He doesn't want to eat, then forget it."

Yan Qinghe had no choice but to stand by the table and watch his family have dinner.Afterwards, as expected, he was called to the study by his father and scolded him head and face.

Yan Qinghe didn't refute, but just listened with his head down, and obediently agreed: "Son, remember, it's my son who is narrow-minded."

Yan Fuliang only thought that he grew up too smoothly and couldn't bear such a blow for a while, so he didn't say anything more after beating and reminded him, and let him go.

When he went out, he saw Yan Canghong waiting for him in the corridor. Yan Canghong asked, "What's going on recently? Are you unhappy?"

Yan Qinghe only said: "Thank you for your concern, brother, I'm fine."

Yan Canghong didn't speak, just kept looking at him.Yan Qinghe couldn't help turning his head, and said, "It's really fine."

Seeing that he didn't want to say more, Yan Canghong said, "I believe you know it well, don't make father worry."

"I know," Yan Qinghe said, "I'm really bored, I have to go out and relax."

He couldn't hide for a lifetime, so he decided to meet the emperor.

Yan Qinghe was actually a little apprehensive, he just rejected the emperor, did the emperor mean to see him?

But the emperor didn't make things difficult for him, instead he smiled, looking a little happy.

"I'm a little tired," said the emperor, "I'm glad you can come and accompany me."

Yan Qinghe was so full of words that he couldn't say anything.He just kept silent and didn't talk to him to express his dissatisfaction.

The emperor didn't care about his rudeness, and said softly, "I've been angry these few days, haven't you?"

The emperor seemed to be coaxing the child, so Yan Qinghe had no choice but to say: "Don't dare."

"Don't dare?" Zhang Jie said, "You obviously have the guts to play your temper, why don't you dare?"

Yan Qinghe didn't like the word temper, but if he refuted it, it would be more like temper.

"I know you're sad and want to say something, but it's okay to say it today."

"I... I have nothing to say."

Zhang Jie laughed and put down the book he was reading.The court lady came to refill tea for the two of them, Yan Qinghe avoided the emperor's eyes, staring at the ice cracks on the cup in a daze.

Zhang Jie said: "I told you earlier that I wanted to use your eldest brother. It turns out that your brother is in the same dynasty, which is already a ostentation; Zhao Hengfang is overthrown by everyone. Do you think you are the only one involved? Let's suppress you to reduce the burden." The limelight of your family. Shi'an, you should understand, right?"

"Isn't Your Majesty's appointment and removal of ministers out of selfishness?" Yan Qinghe couldn't help but ask, "Is there a precedent for such a transfer? Your Majesty is not afraid of people's comments?"

"Let's have it," Zhang Jie said, "I want to use you again, why not? It's all about one word from me."

"Your Majesty wants to demote your ministers, you can release them. Even if you go to the northern border, go to Lingnan, let the ministers go to a place where they can do things, it's better..."

With a smile in his eyes, Zhang Jie looked at Yan Qinghe with the indulgence and indulgence of seeing a child, until he was speechless, and said: "Shi'an, what kind of joke is this?"

Zhang Jie said: "You are still young, and there is still a long way to go. If you want to do practical things, you can, but you can bear it for two years-you understand the pros and cons, so you should bear it? Can I still forget you?" ?”

Yan Qinghe felt a burst of weakness, chest tightness, shortness of breath, and irritability to the point of nausea.He said: "Does Your Majesty think that I am reluctant to part with my original position? Do you want to seek an official position?"

"Otherwise?" Zhang Jie said, "What do you want? You tell me so that I can find a way to satisfy you."

He wants it to never have started.is it possible?He wants to keep the deepest relationship with the emperor forever, and wants the emperor not to interfere in his life, is it possible?

The emperor seemed to be losing patience: "You are not happy, I understand naturally. I will not treat the Yan family badly, and I will not treat you badly in the future."

Yan Qinghe blinked slowly, as if he had figured something out.He replied: "Thank you, Your Majesty." His tone was blunt.

Zhang Jie sighed, and said, "I told you, I've been tired recently. You should stay in the palace tonight."

The emperor thought for a while, and added: "When I am bored, there is someone by my side to fall asleep."

Yan Qinghe didn't expect that staying overnight was really just staying overnight, he and the emperor would really sleep on the same couch, wearing obscene clothes and doing nothing.

Most of the lights were extinguished, leaving only a small one far away, which was the emperor's habit.The faint light flickered on and off, so lazy that it brought a trace of tiredness.

At this time, the night was very quiet, and he and the emperor were also very close, so the voice of talking could be heard clearly without being too loud.When the emperor lowered his voice and spoke, his breath became heavier, and there was a hint of hoarseness. Such laziness naturally made people feel relaxed and intimate.

The emperor said: "I am very happy that you can come today. I wanted to have a good chat with you... You are willing to come, so why lose your temper again?"

The sound of light breathing fluctuated in the night, Yan Qinghe asked back: "What does your majesty want me to do? What does your majesty think of me?"

"What do you want to be?"