Your Majesty has a white moonlight

Although there are many things in the past, the prince is just a child after all, and in the final analysis, he suffered innocently.

Although the emperor said that even if the prince is really gone, there will be a new prince.However, it's not really that easy. After all, the prince is still the emperor's own flesh and blood, a child whom the emperor likes very much and has high hopes for.

For this matter, the emperor killed many people who were originally in the queen mother's palace, as well as those around the prince.However, killing people to vent anger or solve problems is not very effective, and he still has lingering fears.And he is very clear that such things can only be prevented, but cannot be prevented-people have their own ulterior motives, as long as they stand on the top, thousands of people will worship, but also thousands of people will covet.Whether it's the prince, him, or people related to him, they always have to bear such risks.

But the emperor's worry and panic rarely showed on his face.The emperor looked very calm, but too calm, and rarely spoke.

Yan Qinghe said: "Your Majesty, you see, it is risky to be your side."

"Yes," said the emperor.

Yan Qinghe said: "If one day someone uses me to threaten you, you will definitely let me go; if one day I die because of an accident with you, you will still live as usual."

The emperor said: "Yes..."

"Go home," said the emperor.

Yan Qinghe asked: "Do you want me to stay?"

"Will you stay for me?"

"I can't say from now on..." Yan Qinghe said, "but if you stay for a few days, you will die, right?"

The emperor suddenly laughed and said, "Then I want to thank you."

Yan Qinghe said: "You don't need to thank me. Your Majesty hasn't found a new love yet, so I can only do what I can, lest you complain about being alone."

The joke wasn't very funny, but both of them laughed.When they were together, they rarely laughed like this.However, at this time, there was a great funeral all over the world, and the red paper was replaced by white cloth. They were all in a bad mood, but they laughed so happily for no reason.

Yan Qinghe knew that the emperor was sad.The queen mother passed away, the prince was poisoned, the queen mother resented him, and murdered the prince, all of which would make him sad.The wrath of the emperor, laying down millions of corpses, bleeding for thousands of miles - others are afraid of the emperor's anger, but how many people care about the emperor's sadness?The emperor said that the throne hardened people's hearts, but he was still a human being after all.As a person, he has blood and blood ties, he will appreciate the care of others, and he will also feel sad for betrayal and resentment.

In the past, the emperor made him sad, but he didn't care about his sadness.But he is not as hard-hearted as the emperor, and now the emperor puts aside his status and apologizes to him again and again, begging for his response.Although he didn't dare to accept the emperor's sincerity, he couldn't bear to watch the emperor feel sad.

They laughed a lot and felt a little empty in their minds, but the stagnation in their chests seemed to dissipate a little.The emperor said: "Shi'an, I thank you. I am speaking the truth."

Singing and dancing banquets and firecracker fairs are banned. This year has been boring.Once the annual leave is over, they start working on their own again.Yan Qinghe didn't have much to do, and he didn't need to do the proofreading and integration himself.

The emperor was busy again, and he could forget many things when he was busy, so as not to think about it, so he looked much better.

He never mentioned those romantic affairs to Yan Qinghe again.He was scared and tired.He didn't want to see Yan Qinghe worry about it, and he didn't want to see Yan Qinghe struggle with it.

After all, it was all his own selfishness.He has always known that he is selfish and domineering, but he also knows that he is the emperor, so it is only natural that he is selfish.But looking back, why?Why did Yan Qinghe have to bear this?Why should Yan Qinghe be bound by his obsessions one after another, why should Yan Qinghe be tied by his side?

He became a villain, but Yan Qinghe repaid his hatred with virtue.However, the more this happened, the more he couldn't hold on anymore.It was he who was reluctant, but Yan Qinghe didn't need to be responsible for it.

He was afraid of being alone, but now he was even more afraid that Yan Qinghe would follow him and be tied down for a lifetime for no reason.

He couldn't trust the queen mother before, and maybe he won't be able to trust the prince in the future.He can't trust the concubine, nor can he trust his ministers.

He has become the emperor, so he should be a loner.

One night, he asked Yan Qinghe: "You tell the truth, what do you think of the prince?"

Yan Qinghe thought for a while and replied, "Very good."

"Really?" asked the emperor.

Yan Qinghe said: "The crown prince is still young, so he may not be able to tell the truth. To be honest, the crown prince is not the most talented, but I think he has the heart and tolerance. There is still a long way to go. I think in a few years, The prince will be even better."

The emperor asked: "Then do you think he is worth following?"

"……what?"

"If all goes well, you should be able to wait until the day he becomes king," said the emperor, "will you support him?"

"Maybe." Yan Qinghe said, "What is Your Majesty thinking so far?"

"Is it very far away?" The emperor smiled a little, "Don't you think about the future?"

Yan Qinghe didn't have time to answer, the emperor went on to say, "You probably haven't been home for many days."

"Yes."

"I'm fine now."

"Ah."

It was very quiet at night, dark and still.After a long time, Yan Qinghe suspected that the emperor had fallen asleep.The emperor called him in a low voice: "Shi'an."

"Yeah." He responded.

The emperor said: "Have you ever had Zhen in your heart? Even a little bit."

The emperor's voice was an extremely soft whisper, almost dissipated in the night.

He felt that the emperor was unusual, and he had some premonitions.

"...Yes." Yan Qinghe said.

The emperor smiled lightly and easily: "Okay." He put Yan Qinghe in his arms and slept soundly all night.

Early the next morning, when Yan Qinghe woke up, there was no one around him.A little eunuch waited on him to get up and eat. Yan Qinghe knew him well, and he was Liu Shan's confidant disciple.

The eunuch said to Yan Qinghe: "Your Majesty has ordered you to go back to your residence today."

Yan Qinghe nodded, he was not surprised.

The little eunuch continued: "If you have anything you want to bring back, just tell the servant, and the servant will send it to your residence."

"...Okay." He wasn't surprised.He understood that leaving this time would never return.

He understands and doesn't understand.He guessed that the emperor was going to let go completely, but he didn't understand why the emperor suddenly gave up.This day was something he had been looking forward to for a long time, and he had been looking forward to this day from the very beginning.But when the day finally came, he was too calm.Instead of joy, he was numb. He didn't have time to think too much, and just took it as a normal day.

What he expected has come true.It's over, give up, stop torturing each other.

It is the most painful thing to do yourself a knife.Yet the emperor did too.

That's fine, that's fine.Yan Qinghe ate breakfast as usual, and left with the little eunuch.But when he looked back, he was very familiar with these things, this bed, this table, the emperor's books he had read were on the table, and the celadon vase from Ru Kiln was put in the emperor's place because he praised it.

This is the most beautiful celadon he has ever seen.But from now on, it has nothing to do with him.

Spring has not yet begun, and the sun is still not warm enough to the bones, but it is extremely dazzling.The morning light fell on the golden glazed tiles, and a piece of golden light flowed, making people dazzled.

Really want to let go, really want to leave.The false calm suddenly shattered, he seemed to have just realized what happened, and his emotions began to flow like ice breaking.He couldn't call this feeling reluctance, but he did feel the soreness from his chest to the tip of his nose.

He turned around and felt the corners of his eyes moist.

It must be the sun... It's the sun, it's too dazzling.

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I know it's not well written... um... scold me lightly, I won't change it anyway [

The state is not very good, but I am afraid that the state will be worse in the future, so I still write.Give everyone a baby, forgive me otz