Record of ups and downs in troubled times

When the pill that melted in the mouth flowed into the throat, suddenly, many things came back to Tan Yun's mind.

He is old, so it is not so much that his memory is not as good as before, it is better to say that for him, a good memory is a too painful ability, so he deliberately gave it up.In any case, this is the first time he thought of Qing Yang in more than ten years.

When the last ray of light in front of him was about to disappear into the darkness, he finally thought of Ning Qingyang again.It wasn't a repressed and fleeting figure, but a living Ning Qingyang who quietly called him "Brother Tan", a young Ning Qingyang who looked like a white glutinous rice dumpling.

At that time, she hadn't fallen in love with the son of a medical officer named Yang and Qinghuai; at that time, in her not very rich life, there were only two men, one was her brother Ning Yu, and the other was It's Tan Yun.

The Tan family is not an unknown generation, they are also a well-known family of martial arts in the world.As for why Tan Yun, as the grandson of the head of the Tan family, lived on the street when he was less than ten years old, he can only blame him from his own family. His parents died early but he had no vision to rely on others. Finally, his cousin couldn't bear it and kicked him. Kicked out of the house.

He really has no eyesight.

As the saying goes, eating others' mouths is short, taking others' hands is short.Since his cousin's family provides him with food and drink, he should also bear it moderately when his cousin's kid fights with him.But Tan Yun just couldn't bear it, anyone who punched him would have to kick back dozens of times.

But just as there is always a harm in a hundred advantages, there is always a benefit in a hundred harms: although this bad temper made him unpopular, it actually saved his life.

After living on the streets for less than a month, he fought with a group of older kids who were also on the streets because of fighting for food.A dog that bites does not bark, as Tan Yun does.Those children scolded him and insulted him, and he never bothered to retaliate; but whenever these yellow and emaciated children reached out to grab the food in his hand, he would punch them in the face without saying a word.

This method is simple and straightforward. The advantage is that he does not have to starve to death on the street, but the disadvantage is that he becomes the public enemy of the whole street.

Another result that I can't tell whether it's a bad thing or a good thing is that because of a fight with someone, he blinded two tricks. When he was running for his life, he hid in a carriage transporting vegetables and fruits to Kezhou in a daze. In the morning, in a daze, he came to Kezhou by accident.

Kezhou is where the Jiangnan Ning family's residence is located.

When it comes to the reputation of the Jiangnan Ning family, it is not small.The older generation of the Ning family started their business by selling tea and silk. In Ning Yu's father's generation, the silk business gradually flourished, so they decided to sell the tea plantation to Jiangbei Yuexia Villa, and devoted themselves to running a silk and satin shop. .

The silk in the world belongs to Jiangnan, and the silk in Jiangnan belongs to Kezhou. Among the silks in Kezhou, Ningjia is naturally the number one.Gradually, among the wealthy families in the south of the Yangtze River, the Ning family gradually became the leader and became a very important family.

Fortunately, Tan Yun was rescued by the third wife of this family and stayed in Ning Mansion ever since.

The third wife of the Ning family is an unrighteous concubine.The reason why there are still two aunts on her head is not because she is inferior in appearance or temperament, but on the contrary, in Tan Yun's memory, this third lady has a beautiful appearance, a kind voice, and is the most important person. good man.The reason why she has a low status in the Ning Mansion is only because she was born in a family of folk doctors, and folk medical women have always been considered as people who violate the three obediences and four virtues, and are often despised by others.

Looking into the inside story carefully, it is actually extremely ridiculous: when people in the world have difficult and miscellaneous diseases that need to be treated, most of them recommend Pingling Xinglin Taoist first.I don't want Taoist Xinglin to have only two apprentices in his life, one of which is the third wife of the Ning family. As the apprentice of a master Xinglin, he is disgusted by others, wouldn't he kill someone with a laugh?

No matter how others ridiculed her behind her back, the third wife did not abandon her body as a medical woman easily. Although she was wronged to marry into the Ning family, she still had medical skills, so it was not a problem to treat Tan Yun, who had just injured his eyes.After living in the Ning Mansion for about two months, Tan Yun's eyes gradually recovered.

That morning, as usual, someone came to roll off the gauze and change his dressing.The difference is that Tan Yun, who could not even feel the light in the past, suddenly felt the sunlight falling on his eyelids that day.He moved his eyes slightly and opened them a little.

The sky is not bright yet, and the sunlight is not dazzling.

He opened his eyes and saw a little girl about his own age with big eyes and a pointed chin.

After living for so many years, he would sometimes ask himself when he fell in love with Ning Qingyang.Later, I vaguely felt that this troublesome love root might have been planted when the little girl stared at him in amazement for a while, and then excitedly went out to see her mother to see the "miracle".

This little girl also became the direct or indirect reason why he stayed in the Ning family, and later left the Ning family to join King Ke.

There is no need to say much about staying in the Ning's house, he really has no other place to go besides the Ning's house.Because of his talent in martial arts, as time went by, he became a servant, bodyguard, etc. of the Ning family, and occasionally guarded the darts for the Ning family. Qingyang treats his wounds, life is very happy.

But as time goes on, these four words, to a girl's family, also mean that it is time to choose a good husband and marry off.

The famous Ning family, although Qing Yang's daughter is not a direct daughter, she can't be perfunctory by simply pointing to a marriage.The elders of the Ning family chose thousands of choices, and selected for her the eldest son of the Qi family, who is of the right age and good background, so he can be regarded as a good match.

But everything is so good, it can't be worth Qingyang's "unwilling".

The reason why she was unwilling was not because of Tan Yun.She has learned medical skills from her mother since she was a child, and she also has some yearning in her heart to travel the world and rejuvenate. She knows that if she marries this young master Qi Feng, she will be trapped in the boudoir just like her mother for the rest of her life. It's no fun anymore.

It was at this time that Tan Yun expressed his heart to Qing Yang for the first time.

However, it was clearly rejected.

At this time, Ke Wang Liu Yi has been sealed to Kezhou, and he is acquainted with Ning Yu, the son of the Ning family.After the old father of Ning's family was stubborn and even prepared to tie Qingyang Wuhuada to Qi's family, his elder brother Ning Yu finally couldn't see it and asked King Ke for help.

At this time, it was also the time when the court forced King Ke to marry his concubine in Kezhou, trying to use this method to make him never return to the capital.

The two are beautiful, the two have their own ghosts, and finally got married.

In a few years, once the limelight passed, there was news that "Princess Ke went up to the mountain to enjoy the scenery, but unfortunately fell off the cliff and died".Since then, dust to dust, dust to dust, King Ke is still King Ke, but Ning Qingyang has become Qing Yang, a medical officer in King Ke's mansion, and finally got his wish. up.

And Tan Yun, also resolutely bearing the title of "ungrateful", has since joined Prince Ke's family.

What happened afterward is not pleasant in retrospect: Qing Yang still regards Tan Yun, whom he spends day and night with, as his own brother, but falls in love with Yang Qinghuai, the son of a bitter and bitter medical officer.After Yang Qinghuai died, Tan Yun was able to save him, but because of jealousy, he was allowed to be killed.

After Yang Qinghuai's death, Qing Yang also left the imperial capital, traveled far away, and practiced medicine everywhere.Come to think of it, it has been more than 20 years.

In the past 20 years, the number of times the Queen Mother threatened Tan Yun with Qing Yang's whereabouts, he almost lost count.But he always felt that he lived a more comfortable life than "Madam" Jin Mo, because at least the woman he was thinking of was still alive, even though he fell in love with someone else, even though he fell out with him, and even though he went away, at least he was still alive.

But Jin Mo, the person she loves has long since turned into a pile of loess.

When King Chenghuai was alive, he once built a very famous brothel in the capital.Jin Mo is the signature character of this brothel.She was not born to live in the world of mortals. She was born with the surname Mo, and her younger brother Mo Ran was also a descendant of a famous family. Later, because of the old King Xiang, the Mo family fell apart, so she was rescued by King Chenghuai, and she has been by King Chenghuai's side ever since. .

Among the late emperor's sons, the eldest son, King Huai, was the most handsome and talented, and he was a victorious general on the battlefield. For a time, the daughters in the capital's boudoirs all called him "Mr. Yuehua" in private, secretly All of them are more or less full of love.Jin Mo is also a woman, and she often accompanies King Chenghuai, so of course she inevitably falls into it.

But Cheng Huai Wang finally died in the shadow of a ruthless sword.

That year, there was a great battle in the capital city, and it was very chaotic.Soldiers from all walks of life poured into the capital, hoping to take a share of the pie. In this chaos, Feng Shuxing was one of them. It was at that time that he met Jin Mo who wanted to die, and forced her make it their own.

The woman who was already in love with King Cheng Huai and became a demon in her heart, was taken advantage of by a dirty soldier when she just learned the news of King Cheng Huai's death and wanted to seek death for her sweetheart.How can this keep her from being hit hard?Not only did she refuse to take her own life, but even the child born to Feng Shuxing had to be strangled to death.

That child, to her, was a disgrace.

"What's the name of that child?" In the dark night, Jin Mo asked Tan Yun like this, even with a stubborn smile on the corner of his mouth, "I'm a crazy woman, I'm sorry for him, but he shouldn't come. He shouldn't have been born."

Tan Yun didn't answer.

He rested his fingers on the sword, lowered his eyes and lowered his eyebrows.

"Kill me." Jin Mo said again, "People who don't want to live for a long time, why should they linger? Come on, thank you for taking care of me. Now, I beg you to take care of me again and kill me."

"You figure it out?"

Tan Yun has heard similar words countless times, and this is the first time he has responded.

"Understood. Why don't I understand?" Jin Mo smiled happily, as if he had received such a good gift, "The word 'death' is a good thing."

"I'll take you out, so you can live this life incognito." Jin Mo is Tan Yun's old friend for many years, he couldn't bear it.

"Live forever?" Jin Mo smiled as if talking to himself, "I am a prostitute, unlike you, who care about 'benevolence', 'righteousness', etc. All I know in my life is only one 'feeling' If you can die for benevolence and righteousness, why not die for love? The morals of the world are tasteless, I just think it is dull.”

It is said that when the sword is drawn very quickly, the person who is stabbed will die instantly without any pain.

Tan Yun's sword is very fast.

The moment the long sword was stained with blood, Jin Mo's smile reflected in his eyes, and in a daze, it overlapped with Qing Yang's big eyes and pointed chin.This illusion was so real that he even temporarily forgot about the burning candles and the crowded swords.

He forgot everything, and at the same time, he remembered everything.

Memory is like drinking poison to quench your thirst. Although it can cause countless troubles, it is sweet, even if you die, how dare you give up?

The author has something to say:

Memories kill.In this paragraph, the stories about Tan Yun and Qing Yang, King Chenghuai Liu Qian and Jin Mo are all mentioned in "The Gentleman with Bandits". Here I try to simplify it as much as possible, I hope everyone will not find it annoying~