Stand at forty

Yu Jinhuan curled up, waiting for the more and more frequent pain to pass, his face was covered with bean-sized sweat, his eyebrows were wrinkled into a hill, his teeth bit his lip, and he rolled back and forth on the bed.

It's so uncomfortable, are you going to die?

He opened a pair of red eyes wide, the fundus of the eyes was empty, without a little brilliance, when the sudden pain passed away like a tide, he didn't feel relaxed, but felt that something had left him forever.

A sad emotion welled up in my heart, tears gushed out, ran across my cheeks and ears, and drowned in the pillow.Yu Jinhuan was still like a wooden man, staring at the gray ceiling above his head, motionless.

Closing his eyes, Yu Jinhuan suddenly had a feeling that the matter was finally over.

After regaining some strength, he took a sip of water, slowly propped himself up and sat up, and after exhaling several breaths, he picked up the old mobile phone that Hu Xiaohua bought for him under the pillow, inserted the memory card and calling card, and pressed the power button firmly .

The screen brightened, and a bird with colorful feathers appeared, flapping its wings non-stop, and then the electronic notification sound of ding ding ding kept ringing. Yu Jinhuan waited for a while, and waited for the phone to quiet down before checking it slowly.

He just wanted to find a name, Yuan Tianyi.

There was no news, Yu Jinhuan closed his eyes and leaned back, the back of his head hit the wall with a bang, which was very clear in the empty room.

The lover I don’t love, the lover I don’t love, the lover who doesn’t love me, smiled wryly, Yu Jinhuan opened his eyes, and the spark of hope ignited in his eyes again, he still has something to understand, he wants to ask What happened to Yuan Tianyi.

It's just that the phone calls made in the past are never answered.Yu Jinhuan kept calling for nearly half an hour without giving up, but was automatically hung up.

He called Yuan Tianqing and Yuan Ma again, but they couldn't get through either.

He had no choice but to call Dai Ansi again, but he was connected as soon as he dialed.

"Yu Jinhuan, you finally answered the phone, where are you now?" Dai Ansi's joyful and anxious voice came.

He hadn't recovered all his strength yet, so he asked very slowly, "Am I safe now?"

"Do you know that the whole forest city has been turned upside down by your disappearance." Dai Ansi spoke in a high tone, obviously complaining, but there was a hint of appreciation in his words, "You don't have to hide anymore. Now, although the development of the matter is very surprising, you are safe for the time being."

"Then can you tell me now, what exactly am I?" Yu Jinhuan heard himself asking the other party in a self-deprecating manner.

"It's not clear on the phone. Let's make an appointment to meet and talk about it in detail, okay?" Dai Ansi asked cautiously.

"Wait a while, I will call you again." After Yu Jinhuan finished speaking, he connected to Fan Hao's call.

"Thank God, I finally got in touch with you. If you don't show up again, Xiao Liang can tear me apart." Fan Hao said in a cheerful tone.

Yu Jinhuan adjusted his sitting posture, his whole body was sore and weak, and his back was a little uncomfortable, "So?"

"I won't talk nonsense with you anymore. I can probably guess where you are. Unfortunately, I didn't dare to confirm it before, but it seems that no one is looking for you anymore. How about I go to Shilipo to look for you?"

Yu Jinhuan said hello, and he knew that even if he didn't agree, Fan Hao, who had already mentioned the name of the place, would come over directly in his own way.

He temporarily muted his phone, put it aside, and lay down quietly for a while before walking into the bathroom slowly with the help of the wall. In the mirror, he was much thinner, with protruding cheekbones, swollen eye sockets, and protruding chin. There was no trace of blood, as if he had just escaped from hell, and he looked very scary.

He slowly turned on the hot water faucet, and waited for a while before the water became hot. He soaked the towel and scrubbed his face carefully. He seemed to be a little refreshed.

He turned on the faucet and still waited for a while. There was white steam in the bathroom before he took off his clothes and began to wash himself. Leaning against the still cold tile wall, he slowly washed every part of his skin while feeling the warm water. Flushing the comfort of the body while trying to flush something out of the memory.

When the skin all over his body was slightly red, Yu Jinhuan stopped the movements of his hands, stood there blankly for a while, then turned off the water, put on his bathrobe, and dragged his trembling body back to the bedroom.

Using the remote control to increase the temperature of the bedroom by many degrees one after another, Yu Jinhuan felt a little warmer. He sat on the edge of the bed, dried his body, brushed his hair, changed into pajamas, and lay down in the hot room. Under the covers.

As soon as Hu Xiaohua walked into the room, he felt a wave of heat hit his face.

"Boss Yu, are you trying to heat yourself to death?" The temperature on the air conditioner display was 42 degrees, and Hu Xiaohua remembered that he had adjusted it to 30 degrees.

He hurriedly turned off the air conditioner, opened the window, lifted the heavy quilt on Yu Jinhuan, and complained: "Boss Yu, even if you are a patient, you can't be so self-willed. In order to hide you here, Lili and I can be described as After working hard, the two of us have been living like mice for the past few days, hiding everywhere."

"Thank you." Yu Jinhuan turned his head and said weakly.

"Don't thank me, it's all thanks to Lili." Hu Xiaohua looked away slightly, then put the bought food on the small table next to the bed, and said, "You have to eat well, and you don't even look at you. How thin you have become, Lili is really, I won't let you go to the hospital, it won't work if you continue like this."

Hu Xiaohua was muttering to the side, Yu Jinhuan sat up, picked up the chopsticks, glanced at the colorful meals on the table, frowned while Hu Xiaohua was not paying attention, and then sternly stared at the other party, struggling to put most of the food on the table. Table food stuffed into the stomach.

After dinner, he asked Hu Xiaohua for the specific address and passed it to Fan Hao.

Fan Hao came so quickly that he even suspected that Fan Hao was already there when he called.

As soon as Fan Hao came up, he went straight to the topic and asked the question that Yu Jinhuan was most concerned about.

"I figured it out. You are Life No. 2 copied from the base. Before you, Mu Wanqing and Yu Xiuzhu gave birth to Copy No. 1, or Life No. 1."

"Copy, is that what I think it means?"

Fan Hao nodded, and Yu Jinhuan asked, "Yuan Tianyi is my caretaker, right?"

Fan Hao still nodded.

Yu Jinhuan was actually very calm at this moment. For more than a month, he was tortured by this problem repeatedly. He never understood why he was always entangled in his past and was unwilling to look forward. But in a moment, he understood a little bit. , This is probably due to nature, only when he understands where he came from, can he know how to move forward.

"Do you know who I copied?"

"I don't know yet, but it must be related to Shi Jiaming, possibly his family."

"So that's how it is." Yu Jinhuan sighed, suddenly not knowing what to say next.

"Your real identity has always been a secret, but there are quite a few people in Lincheng who know about it." Fan Hao looked at Yu Jinhuan, frowning slightly, "I don't suggest you stay in Lincheng, you should go to a new place to start life again. Just—”

"It's just that the calm on the surface does not mean that the matter is really over. After all, I, a human being who walked out of the laboratory, regardless of the original purpose of doing this, just because I am still alive will cause a lot of trouble. Huge social controversy, I can't reveal my identity, and there will be fanatics who want to continue this research, and those who oppose it may even want to eliminate my existence."

Yu Jinhuan paused for a while, and said without any emotion: "My best destination is to go back to the laboratory. At least I will live well, right?"

"Maybe you can find a place where no one is around and live your life incognito." Fan Hao was also a little sad, but he continued: "Yu Jinhuan, you can guess that no one touches you now, but because those who know People haven't negotiated a solution that pleases everyone, and because it's upsetting you, they're afraid you'll be honest with the public, but it's a very delicate and precarious balance, a little bit of feng shui, and it's all will disappear."

"Created things don't have the right to autonomy, and I haven't thought it through. I," Yu Jinhuan's eyes suddenly became far away, and after a while, he continued, "I want to see Yuan Tianyi again, I need to explain and answer."

"Actually, this is what I still don't understand. Why did Yuan Tianyi come to be your caretaker and have emotional entanglements with you? This is not something a caretaker would do." Fan Hao did not object to Yu Jinhuan On the contrary, he still supported Yu Jinhuan to meet Yuan Tianyi, "No matter what, you have to draw an end to the past 20 years."

"More than 20 years?" Yu Jinhuan asked suspiciously.

Fan Hao glanced at him, raised his hand and patted his forehead, and said, "I forgot to tell you, you were actually born when you were in junior high school, you should be 29 years old now, there is still a year left before you will be in real school." The year of its founding."

Yu Jinhuan suddenly laughed, he laughed loudly, he was out of breath, and finally covered his stomach, and said leisurely: "I was encouraged by the seedlings, so I am still a child prodigy. "

Fan Hao didn't laugh along with him, but said softly: "The years when you were weak, it was just because of the side effects of a series of over-stimulating drugs, but you are indeed different from others, and you can still go so smoothly. Li grew up, probably beyond those people's expectations."

Yu Jinhuan shook his head, and said in a nostalgic tone: "This is all thanks to Yuan Tianyi."

"Yes." Fan Hao let out a long sigh and stopped talking.

"About Diane, what do you think?" Yu Jinhuan started another topic, he wanted to know Fan Hao's opinion of Diane.

"His behavior is sometimes very strange. He didn't know your real identity before, but he knew that you came out of the base. His feelings for the base are very complicated. He seems unwilling to help them do things, and he does not refuse to help them. Some people, in short, he is a man who doesn't play his cards according to common sense, and I don't know which side he is on."

"But there is one thing that is puzzling, that is, he knows something that others don't, such as the MUE1202 flight accident, he exchanged flights with someone on a whim and boarded the plane, and gave a rescuer before boarding the plane. A friend from the team called, and after boarding the plane, he secretly mentioned several suspicious passengers to the police, and it happened that two of them were the dangerous elements who later hijacked the plane.”

"I asked him many times, but he was unwilling to tell me the truth." Yu Jinhuan added, "He has always been very mysterious."

"Don't mention him, what else do you plan to do besides meeting Yuan Tianyi?"

"Only after meeting Yuan Tianyi can I make a good plan for my future life." Speaking of this, Yu Jinhuan twitched his lips, "Who knows? Maybe I have to say goodbye to him, maybe we can still be together again, perhaps……"

Yu Jinhuan stopped and didn't continue talking. His future was beyond his control from beginning to end.But at this moment, his heart suddenly became hot. No matter what, he couldn't bow his head. Life deceived himself, because he had never seen it clearly, and a plan was quietly formed in his heart.

Fan Hao watched his eyes suddenly burst into light, smiled slightly, patted Yu Jinhuan's shoulder, and said in a firm tone: "I believe that you can walk on your own, and I can see you cheer up , I am very happy, if you need help, you are welcome."

Yu Jinhuan turned his head and smiled and said thank you. The expression on his face was very relaxed, as if he had figured something out, his brows and eyes opened a little bit, his eyes narrowed slightly, focused, and fixed on a point in the sky.

The author has something to say:

Can't think of what to say?Feeling sad for Xiao Huan and looking forward to a bright future for him, probably many chapters later.My heart is a bit heavy, and the setting of Xiao Huan's identity indicates his restless life... I wish you a happy reading!