Purple Eyes - King of the World
Chapter 1 Eyes Like Amethyst
Like waves, very beautiful.
Suddenly a paper boat folded from white paper, with a simple white candle on it, just floated to my side, and I picked up the paper boat casually.
"Huan'er, you can't pick this lantern casually. Once you get it, it means you have accepted the other party's affection." Feng Xiang hurriedly explained.
I took the paper boat, a little embarrassed, and was about to throw it back into the river.
"You picked up my boat!"
A clear voice came from across the river.
When I looked up, I saw a tall and slender man in white standing across the river.
The night wind blew his white clothes full of snow, his appearance was beautiful and peerless, and he stood there gracefully.
It's really amazing that "looking back suddenly, that person is in a dimly lit place".
The man in white is none other than Ran Yu!
I held the paper boat in my hand, and for a while I didn't know whether to pick it up or throw it away.
Dilemma.
I was holding the white paper boat and suddenly found that my name was written in small characters on the white paper. All of a sudden my hands shook as if I had been shocked by an electric shock. On the Qinhuai River, it floated away and disappeared without a trace.I looked up and saw that the smile on Ran Yu's face was as intoxicating as the lights of a river, and the light of the fire shone on his beautiful face, as clear as jade.
We looked at each other across the river, and the noisy crowd seemed to be just an embellishment of this picture scroll, looking at each other from a distance.It's so close, but it's so far away that it's impossible to reach through thousands of mountains and thousands of waters.
I suddenly remembered the song "Bu Suanzi"
"I live at the head of the Yangtze River, and you live at the end of the Yangtze River. I miss you every day without seeing you, and drink the water of the Yangtze River together.
When will the water stop?When is this hatred?I only hope that your heart is like my heart, and I will definitely live up to my lovesickness. "
There is always a smile on Ran Yu's mouth that I can't understand. There is deep love in that smile, a touch of sadness, and deep pain.
But in the blink of an eye, he had already drifted away.
Like a fleeting flight, disappearing into the crowd without a trace.
On the other side of the river, only the bustling crowd remained.
In the sky, there is a river of brilliant lights flowing along with the rippling golden waves.
"Let's go look elsewhere." I hugged Feng Xiang and left the brightly lit Qinhuai River, but I couldn't get rid of those smiling eyes that were full of sadness.
He came to the river just to put a wishing lightboat for me.
lingering in the rain
It's already late autumn, those bitter winds and flying leaves tell the bleakness and chill, we meet again and again, but never say a word, he always looks at me with those sad eyes wherever I appear Look at me quietly and drive me crazy.
In the morning, I often see him standing blankly in the bamboo forest, looking at the sky, and in the evening, he is blowing that sad tune on the light boat on the river.
He is obviously so lonely, that longing, every time he waits foolishly in the place where I often go in and out, I often see the strong wind blowing his hair, and the rain wet his clothes, he doesn't even notice it, but I always Appeared, he dodged and fled.
Tomorrow will be the Suzaku God Sacrifice. This is the most important moment of the year in Nanzhu Kingdom. Many important events are announced at this moment. Emperor Nanzhu’s health has been very bad recently. The emperor intends to sit in his place, and his mother will listen to the government behind the curtain. The enthronement ceremony is scheduled for the day of the Suzaku God Sacrifice. I also help Fengxiang prepare for the complicated matters of enthronement.
When I was busy, I saw Gu Tingxuan in white running in with a hurried look.
"You guys go down first." I backed away from the left and right sides.
"Go and have a look, him, the high priest's condition is very bad." Sure enough, what Gu Tingxuan brought was the news of Ran Yu.
"where is he?"
"On the river."
I looked out the window, the rain was getting heavier and heavier, one autumn rain and one cold, this person who never knew how to take care of himself was doing stupid things again.
It was still raining heavily outside, and from a distance I saw a man wearing a coir raincoat, standing on a black-padded fishing boat, standing upright in the rain, as if the wind and rain hadn't fallen on him.
The rain had wet his face and wet his sleeves.
He stood blankly in the rain, his originally pale face was blushing unnaturally.
I found a small boat, crossed over, jumped into his poncho, pulled him into my arms, touched his forehead, it was hot!
"Are you crazy? Or don't you want to live?"
I yelled at him: "Look at what you look like now? Look, even if you die like this, no one will be sad for you."
His eyes were bloodshot and blurred.
"Yes, no one will be sad when someone like me dies. My father and mother will not. They have dedicated me to the Suzaku God. The people of Nanzhu Kingdom will not. They will only think that I am a martyr. It's very honorable." He smiled, and the smile was uglier than crying: "You won't either, because...you never have me in your heart."
He closed his eyes, tears rolling down his cheeks.
"Ran Yu" I hugged him and kissed his lips: "How do you know that I never have you in my heart? Why do you always run away?" His body was so hot, he kissed back frantically in the wind and rain I.
His passion is as intoxicating as the old wine, he is like an active volcano, erupting suddenly in the calm, his fiery heat burns me into ashes like a raging flame.Maybe we are all crazy at this moment, wanting to destroy the splendor of a moment, even if it is only for a moment, like a moth to a flame, ignoring life, even if what we get is only the beauty of that moment.
When those fiery kisses were imprinted on my body, he suddenly knelt beside me and cried.
"Huan'er, why can't I have you, you are so beautiful, I am willing to sacrifice my life for a brief embrace with you."
I don't know if it's tears or rain, but it's flowing down his face. His long black hair sticks to his chest as white as a jade. He's so coquettish. neck.
"Huan'er, at this moment you are mine!"
His body was hot as fire, and his violent madness was unexpected, like thunder, like a strong wind, like a raging fire, my body and my soul were about to be torn apart by him.
Those icy raindrops hitting my body couldn't extinguish the ignited flame, but it burned more and more intensely. He tore my wet and tight clothes.
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Moths to the fire
Longing is a flame that burns the heart, longing is a pain that eats away at the bones, let yourself get used to it, become numb, and gradually he forgets what happiness is, as if he has never tasted happiness.
Let his body burn into ashes, if the soul can leave the old body and fly to another place, where there is no high wall of restraint, no unbearable loneliness, whether there is really a paradise in this world, he dare not expect extravagantly , for he is weary of bondage, of the dead temple.
The snowflakes in the cold winter yearn for the warmth of the sun, maybe it will be melted in just a moment, and disappear without a trace.
Because he misses it too much, because he longs for it too much, let him give up everything to chase that little emptiness of joy, even if it's just for a moment.
I really want to hug him, I really want to be with him, even if my body burns out, he would rather become a ghost, so that he can accompany that person day and night, even though he can't hear his voice A voice of longing, a little bit of affection, although he can't see his transparent and pale soul, as long as he can be by his side, he is already satisfied.
Let his longing heart no longer be tormented every night.
Desire, that heart-burning flame, burn it, he is already desperate.
Let him have, let him be warm, let him be happy, even if the joy is only for a moment!
"I really love you, even though I know it's wrong, even if I don't have the right to love, I am a servant of God, but I can't help falling in love, this is my sin, even if I have to pay for this sin is my Life, but God, please give me a chance, give me a chance to indulge, give me a chance to love."
I heard him howling wildly in the storm.
The long clothes have long been soaked by rain, and were easily torn apart by Ran Yu. He buried his head in sucking my neck, biting his Adam's apple, collarbone, and spreading all the way down.
"Huan'er!" His hoarse voice sounded: "Let me love you, let me own you!"
Ran Yu stared at me with lustful eyes, and his panting became heavier and heavier.
The cold raindrops kept hitting me, but the impact was not as good as the burning flames of Ranyu. The particles on my chest were bitten and licked. I curled up, suppressing the moan that was about to come out, Hands gripped the side of the boat tightly.
He pressed me on the deck of the boat, leaned over and spread my legs apart, pressing against the entrance with his hot and hard desire, and rushed in suddenly.
"Ah!" The sudden feeling of tearing made me cry out, it hurts, Ran Yu is so fucking crazy... madman
I felt that his movements were getting rougher and rougher, the quick and hard piercing made my eyes go black, and if this lunatic went on like this, my little life would almost be killed by him. "Ring Yu." My nails dug into his muscles...
Nirvana Dafa
I don't know how I walked back to the Luoyun Palace, it was almost dawn, the rain hadn't stopped yet, Feng Xiang was only wearing pajamas, standing under the eaves of the Luoyun Palace waiting for me.
"Huan'er!" He grabbed my hand, maybe my decadence worried him.
"I was with Ran Yu last night." I didn't want to lie to him.
"If you really like him, then I can be your guard like before, guarding you, and you can be with him. Really, Huan'er, what I said is true."
"No need, Feng Xiang, no need for this, we can be together, the three of us together, do you mind?"
I hugged him, it is my luck to have such a good lover.
"Why do you mind, silly Huaner, you can do whatever you want."
The sky gradually brightened, and I saw the dawn in the sky. A new day has come, and the Suzaku God sacrifice has arrived. On this day, Fengxiang will also ascend the high altar to accept the Suzaku Emperor Crown that the high priest brought for him.
I always have an ominous premonition, it seems that one of the two closest people to me, Ran Yu and Feng Xiang, will have something happen on today's Suzaku God Sacrifice, which makes me very restless.
On the altar in the rising sun, Ran Yu, the high priest of Suzaku, was already standing there.
Bathed in the golden morning light, his whole body was dyed with a sacred halo, but his expression was bleak, as if behind him was not the rising sun, but the bloody setting sun that was about to set.
He was wearing a blood-red robe embroidered with golden flames and Suzaku spreading its wings as it burned.
This is the first time I saw him wearing such a formal Suzaku priest robe, the morning light shone on his pale and bloodless face, he looked so distant and unfamiliar, it seemed that he was not the person who was with me in the rain last night, but he The haggard look on his face was so familiar again.
All of a sudden, his sad and hoarse voice murmured in my ear last night when I was half asleep and half awake:
'do you know?Huan, I have been waiting for you for too long. All these years, I have locked myself in the deep palace of Suzaku and waited for your arrival.Many years ago, I predicted that a devil with white hair and purple eyes would perish in the four kingdoms of Dongqing, Xiling, Nanzhu, and Beiwu in the Central Plains, and this devil is you!
I am the high priest of Suzaku, so it is my destiny to protect the Southern Zhuque Country. I was born to protect the inheritance of the True God of Suzaku and protect the Southern Zhuque Country, so I will definitely stop you.
But God's teasing made me fall in love with you. I wanted to get rid of you again and again, but I couldn't do it once. Carry out the task to the end, even if it means dying with you! '
I suddenly understood something, I understood why his unchanging sorrow came, I understood his paleness and gauntness, he has burdened too much, but never said it out, he is a poor person, he has never lived Not for myself.
There was a slight smile on his pale face, and he raised the scepter of the Vermilion Bird in his hand, all the people fell silent, and the densely packed people of Nanzhu Kingdom under the altar looked up at him.
He stood in the center of the altar, and his voice without emotion resounded loudly.
"Today, on this holy day, I have two things to announce to everyone. One is the enthronement of the new emperor."
He walked slowly in front of Fengxiang, took the golden scepter carved with Suzaku's wings from the priest next to him, and solemnly handed it over to Fengxiang. scepter.
"From now on, you are the emperor of the Southern Zhu Kingdom. Lead and educate your subjects well. Priests use prayers to dress up the True God of Suzaku, and you, use your swords to swear to the death to defend the True God and the God-given Suzaku Dynasty."
Li Cheng.
The people of Nanzhu Kingdom were uproarious, celebrating their new king's enthronement.
Ran Yu raised his hands.
"Today I want to use the ultimate technique of Suzaku witch power for the first time and the last time - Nirvana Dafa, to eradicate for our Nanzhu Empire a demon who is wearing the cloak of a national teacher but plots to destroy Nanzhu Kingdom."
His eyes were burning with fire, and the Suzaku scepter in his hand was pointed straight at me.
"That devil is - he, Bai Juehuan!"
"Ring Yu, you're crazy! What are you going to do?!"
Strange imprints kept changing on his hands, a ball of red flame ignited in his palm, grew bigger and bigger, and gradually became a blood-red flowing fireball, and this burning fireball slowly missed me This side expanded, enveloping the two of us. My body seemed to be frozen and I couldn't move. The ground of the altar began to shake violently. The pillars that lit the holy fire collapsed one by one. The people of Nanzhu Kingdom Exclaimed, and fled in all directions.
I saw that outside the burning fireball, Feng Xiang anxiously wanted to rush in to save me, but was blocked by an invisible wall. Burning had already set up an enchantment around us, and no one could break in. Those soldiers had Many were knocked to the ground, and some were hit by collapsing rocks.
Ran Yu raised her head and recited the mantra:
"O sacred and eternal Suzaku God!
Please use my blood as a primer to ignite everything!
The power of the sacred witch of Suzaku from the beginning of the world, condense my life, call you here through the connection of my blood, burn!
I swear by my own blood, to destroy!
The true god of Suzaku, admired by all the gods, I use my heart, my blood, and my life to borrow the divine power to destroy everything from you, the sacred bird of fire, Suzaku, spread your wings and fly as much as you want, Burn as much as you want, burn everything!
destroy!
I want to have sex with the person in front of me!stone!all!burn!
——The Ultimate Nirvana Dafa! "
I saw scarlet blood spurting from his mouth, dripping down his pale cheeks and slender neck, and his figure began to shake and crumble.
"Burning Feather!"
I eagerly wanted to grab his hand, but my whole body was like being burned by a raging fire. Various phantoms appeared in front of my eyes. With raging flames rushing towards me, passing through my body.A sharp searing pain swept over me, and a mouthful of salty liquid rushed up my throat and spurted out, staining my white robe red.
My legs go weak and I fall to my knees, is my life going to end like this?
His eyes were wide open, and many expressions flashed across his face, despair, sadness, pain, pity, reluctance...
"Huan'er" I heard his sad voice, he tried his best to stabilize his shaking body, put his hands on his chest, and frowned, and said with difficulty: "Huan'er... I regret it, I don't want you to die. I don't want you to die. ah!"
Two lines of tears rolled down his pale face like broken beads, but they were blood red in color, and the scarlet tears and blood on his handsome but pale as paper face were incomparably brilliant.
"Stop all this if you regret it, Ran Yu, you are crazy, stop it!"
"That's too late!"
He finished speaking with difficulty and conjured up the last handprint.
"Once the Nirvana Dafa starts, there is no way to stop it. Let me use my last bit of strength to send you out."
A huge momentum rushed towards me, and I was pushed out of the burning prison by that powerful force.
"Ring Yu!" The piercing pain of being slammed on the stone pillar is not as good as the burning pain in my heart at this moment.
"Huan'er, live well, I will watch you from the sky..."
There was a sound of an explosion, and everyone fell to the ground. The powerful airflow exploded with raging flames, bursting and splashing.For a moment, the world seemed to be shaking.
I saw the clothes on his body split apart and spread out like flying catkins, followed by blood and flesh flying from his body.
The smile on his face faded like a fallen petal.
"Burning Feather!"
I crawled towards him on my prostration, with the tears and blood on my face, I could no longer feel the pain, the altar was splashed with his scarlet blood and pieces of clothes, his broken limbs were burned in the fire You can't see the original shape.The person who was once so magnificent turned into such a bloody mess in an instant, and disappeared in ashes.
"Burning Feather!"
"My God! Tell me, why is this happening?!"
I raised my head and screamed at the sky.
Scarlet and viscous blood was all over my hands and face. I knelt in a pool of blood, still holding the pieces of Ran Yu's clothes in my hands.
Nirvana Dafa is the art of great sacrifice.
Using my own blood as a primer, combined with the power of the mysterious witch of Suzaku True God, I will burn all jade and stone, and burn everything to destruction!
Burning Feather is the last Suzaku high priest with the power of witchcraft and the Great Sacrifice.After his death, this mysterious power also disappeared with him.
Flowers of the Underworld
The fallen leaves are rolled up by the cold wind in late autumn, and they are flying. Those fallen leaves are pale yellow and lose their life.
I was wearing a long coat, holding the little white fox, and standing in the late autumn wind.
When the leaves fall, they will grow again in spring, but what is gone will not come back.
I suddenly feel that I have aged a lot overnight, and the changes in the world always make people physically and mentally exhausted.
I don't know whether there will be souls after people die. Maybe souls do exist, and where do they go?
Lost in another world like me, or is there really a legendary paradise?
And where will he go?Will he really be watching me from the sky?
"Huan'er, don't think too much."
A pair of arms wrapped around my waist from behind.
Feng Xiang, he always has such a gentle smile on his face.
"The high priest also hopes that you can live happily, so he is willing to sacrifice his life rather than kill you. You must live well for him."
"Xiang." I leaned against him tightly, smelling the aroma of his hair just after taking a bath.
I looked at his handsome face, he may be the most gentle emperor ever, how lucky I was to be his lover, I put down Xiaobai, hugged him in my arms, all I lost were memories, I should Cherish what you have.
I have already resigned from the position of Nanzhu Guoshi, Fengxiang let me live in his palace, enjoy the honorable treatment like a queen, but this is still not a long-term solution, maybe he has the courage to establish a male queen, but what I want to do It's not just the 'Queen', but if they know that I am the Emperor of Xiling, there will be an uproar among the four kingdoms.
Now that his position in Nanzhu Country has gradually stabilized, it's time for me to go to where I should be.
The second brother may be waiting for me.
"Fengxiang." I said to him, "Ask someone to help me pack my luggage. I'm going back to Xiling Kingdom tomorrow."
"Are you really going? Huan'er" he hugged me tightly: "Can I follow you?"
"Fool, you are the emperor here, what are you doing with me?"
I poked him, and he smiled and showed his neat teeth like small white corn ears: "I can't bear you, you are also the emperor yourself, and you are still wandering around."
I really have nothing to say.
"Master Bai, someone is looking for you outside, saying it is your old friend." The palace guard came to report.
Old friend, who will come to me at this time?
Just as he was thinking, he saw a magic sound, and a red figure came into view.
Isner, how could it be him!
"Long time no see, young master, you are still so beautiful." Isner said to me with a smile, his dark red eyes were very charming.
"Unlimited scenery?" Khan, what does this describe, my face twitched, please, man, don't speak so much if you can't speak Chinese, it makes people laugh, can't you see that I'm emaciated?
"Why are you here?" I asked him.
"Something happened in the Holy Cult." He looked around: "I won't say more here, there is a banquet in Lingxiao Pavilion in the afternoon, Chu Liuyun treats guests, you must come." He said the word "must" very clearly Heavy, it seems that this matter is very urgent.
"Okay, I'll go."
Feng Xiang helped me put on a dress for going out to the banquet, dark purple satin with white dark patterns, dark patterns, elegant dress, ruby hair tied.
"You come with me too." I told him.
"Is it convenient?" He asked me with a smile.
"Anyway, I have to introduce you to them. They are all from my own family. It's nothing."
I am his queen, and he is my leader's wife. Everyone is evened out. Besides, his mother is also from the Holy Fire Church, so she is no longer an outsider.
I arrived at Lingxiao Pavilion in a carriage, and I was taken to an elegant small courtyard. The banquet had already been set up, and there were already three people waiting there for Isner, Drunken Rain and Liuyun.My arrival was no exception, they all stared at Fengxiang I brought.
"He is my cousin, Aunt Yan's son." I introduced them.
"Young and promising Emperor Nanzhu, who doesn't know him?" Chu Liuyun smiled, but I could see that there was a spark of calcium carbide between them.
The servant came to add a chair, and Feng Xiang sat down beside me.
"If you really regard me as your little master, treat him as one of your own." I told them about my relationship with Fengxiang.
The fox laughed mischievously.
"Okay, everyone is here, let's get down to business." Isner said to me: "Since the death of the lord—your father, the previous leader, the leader of the Holy Vulcan Sect has been suspended for a long time. Our four envoys and the two elders in the church all proposed that you should be the successor, but many new believers took the opportunity to demand the election of a new leader, so the elders hope that you can rush back to Persia in the shortest possible time.”
It turns out that I am a Persian, but now I know, I am ashamed!
But is my father dead?I have vaguely heard them in their words, but I have not heard them say when and how my father died.
"My father..." I hesitated before asking, "Has he been dead for a long time?"
"He went to the corpse forest outside the sacred mountain more than ten years ago, where he went to pick flowers from the underworld, and died." Isner said to me.
Corpse grove?Beyond the Great Wall?I suddenly remembered the red-eyed man I saw in Ghost Lake a few years ago, and looked at Isner with wide eyes. I had seen him at that time, and the pile of bones in the corpse forest , Could it be my father?
What is the flower of the underworld?
As if seeing my doubts, Isner continued: "The flowers of the underworld are the flowers that bloom on the road to the underworld. There is a river of death in the corpse forest. It is said that there is the intersection of the underworld and the underworld. At the ghost gate, there are flowers of the underworld growing by the river, and it is said that people who have just died, if their bodies have not cooled down, can still come back to life after eating the flowers of the underworld."
Is there really such a miraculous thing?I also want to pick flowers for Ran Yu, but he has been wiped out, not even a body can be found.If the father was looking for the flowers of the underworld, it must have been picked for his beloved, but in the end he still didn't pick them?And ruined his own life.
"Did you get it?" I asked him.
"No." Isner stared at me for a long time and then said: "The person the Lord wants to save is your mother. You look very similar to her. She is very beautiful. She is a saint in the holy religion. Originally, she and the lord were very in love, but the lord sent her to the Xiling Palace in order to obtain the essence. After that, she was never happy and died of depression. The lord regretted it and decided to pick the flowers of the underworld, and took her away. Save the life, I didn't expect that I didn't pick it, but I lost my life."
There are two kinds of people in the world who are the saddest, one is to be given to others by the loved one, and the other is to give the loved one to others.
I didn't expect my father to be such a person.
In my impression, from the mouths of those maids, from the portraits hanging in the Xiling Palace, I can always feel the deep sorrow of the mother and concubine. She is so beautiful, but she is so beautiful. In the movie, she is always immersed in her own sadness, maybe she misses the heartless sweetheart who left her, maybe she misses her hometown, but she is bound in the deep palace, with a person she doesn't love The man who is so beautiful, the fragrance disappears early.
Everyone thought that her death was due to giving birth to me, a monster, but no one knew that she had suffered too much pain.
Realizing that my sadness made everyone quiet down, I hurriedly continued: "I will go to Persia with you, when will it be?"
"The sooner the better! We'll be on the road tomorrow or the day after tomorrow."
We carefully discussed the plan and route to Persia, and decided to pretend to be businessmen and ride camels along the Silk Road. Isnar, Drunken Rain, and Flowing Cloud, we will return to Persia together.
"And me." Feng Xiang who had been silent all this time said suddenly.
"You want to follow me to Persia?" I asked him in surprise, "What about Nanzhu?"
"I will let my mother regent for me first, she is very powerful, you don't have to worry..." He looked at me deeply: "I am also considered a half-hearted believer, and I have also done my best to find the soul, besides... ..." His face turned red: "Do you still treat me as an outsider? I said that I will always be with you and take care of you."
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I walked out of the bedroom, the autumn night in the southern capital is still cold.
Tomorrow I will leave this water town in the south of the Yangtze River. In my memory, it used to be the Jiangnan with blooming flowers and misty rain.
——Forget the misty rain in the south of the Yangtze River, forget the night flute in Qinhuai, but find that what has never stopped is the longing for him.
glass of water love song
Yellow, there is no other color except yellow, and the strong wind brings sand across the cheeks, stinging like a knife.
The air was so dry, my face, mouth, and hands were all bloody.
There is no green life here, only stretching sand dunes and quicksand blown by the wind. This is Lop Nur, the sea of death.
It was so hot I felt like I couldn't breathe.Our group has been walking in the desert for almost three days and three nights, and all we can see is sand.I am thirsty and hot, and if I don't find a source of water, I am afraid that some people will not be able to hold on.
Worst of all we got lost.
"Water, here you are." Feng Xiang was closest to me, we walked side by side in the middle of the caravan, he would let me drink a little water every once in a while, but a day and a night passed, and I still haven't seen him drink water. "I already drank it just now." He looked at my disbelieving expression and smiled and said to me: "I drank it when I went to talk to Liuyun and the others just now, don't you believe it? When did I lie to you?"
"Don't you know the way?" I couldn't bear to catch up with Isner.
"There are no rules for the road in the desert. Those sand dunes are constantly moving, and this time we are so unsatisfactory, I can only say that you are unlucky." He laughed lowly.
Damn, you actually said I was a moldy boy.
Watching the sunset gradually fall from the sand dunes, we can only camp here tonight.
Fengxiang and I are in the same tent, Liuyun, Zuiyu and Isner are in the same tent, it can be seen that it is their considerate arrangement.
The daytime in the desert is extremely hot, but the night is extremely cold. Wrapped in the quilt, I cling to Fengxiang tightly to keep warm. Under the quilt, we are both naked bodies. We can’t withstand two rubs, and my body burns again. up flames.
We did it in the imperial palace in Lingdu, and also in Nandu, but it was the first time in the desert, and we didn't even dare to think about such a situation before.Feng Xiang blushed from being rubbed against me, panting again and again.
"You come, all right." His body was fully opened in front of me, and he looked at me tenderly.
Is he tempting me to swallow such a tempting delicacy in front of me?No saint can refuse such an invitation.
"Don't regret it later!" I laughed out loud.
"What are you regretting? You are mine, and I am yours. Is it not good that we have each other?" He only loves me blindly, and I know he is the one who cares about me.
I gently kissed his pink lips, his lips were dry and cracked with blood, I kissed lightly, maybe this is what people say about each other, he looks a little weak, a little haggard, but his expression is extremely gentle.
The sand outside was blown by the wind and rustled on the tent. I stroked his white cheeks. He could have enjoyed himself comfortably in his palace, but at this moment he followed me to suffer in such a ghostly place. These few days The difficult journey of the day has relieved him a lot. I am thinking that one day everything will calm down, and when we get better, we can live happily together. Even now I am happy, even in such a difficult environment , isn't it the happiest thing to have a lover who will accompany you through life and death?
I stopped talking and hugged him tightly, letting his simmering body warm me.
……
I opened my eyes, my throat felt like it was on fire, it hurt so much, the water was gone, another camel died yesterday, today we can’t find any water source again, we may not be able to make it through, I stretched out my hand to put the clothes on my body, but Seeing that Fengxiang next to me was still motionless, sleeping deeply, he is not usually like this, he always wakes up earlier than me, because he always said that I need to take care of me, even in the Luoyun Temple in Nanzhu, he personally helped me take care of it .
"Fengxiang, lazy pig, don't get up yet." I lay on top of him to tease him, but he didn't seem to hear me at all.
My heart flustered a little.
Pat his face hard: "Feng Xiang, don't sleep, wake up quickly."
He remained completely still.
"Fengxiang, wake up, don't scare me! Wake up!" My eyes were a little sore, and my hoarse voice turned into a sob.
I pulled his arm hard and slapped his face, but there was no response at all, and his breath was as weak.
Why is it like this, last night he was still looking at me so tenderly.
No!
My heart is already too fragile to withstand more torture.
I hugged his slowly cooling body, my mind went blank and I lost the ability to think.
"My lord! Haven't you gotten up yet?"
I heard the voice from Iss outside but couldn't say anything, I just felt the cool liquid keep sliding down my cheeks.
"My lord, we're going in! It's getting late, and we have to hurry." It was Ulysses.
They broke in, but I didn't move, I didn't want to go anywhere, I really shouldn't let Fengxiang take the risk to come with me to this ghost place, I don't want to be the leader of that fucking god, just let this yellow sand general We were buried in this desert, I hugged Fengxiang's limp body without saying a word.
Ulysses put her hand on Fengxiang's pulse on the rim of the bowl.
"My lord, it seems like he hasn't had a drop of water for three days."
He lied to me!He still lied to me!
I finally couldn't help but leaned down, buried him in his arms and whimpered softly, clutching his clothes tightly, and clenched into fists.
He let me drink all the water, but he refused to take a sip himself. He thought that I would appreciate him. He was wrong. I wouldn’t appreciate it at all. Fuck, a fool who can’t even take care of himself, and said he must take care of him all the time I am all nonsense!
"Get out! Get the hell out of here! I don't want to see anyone now, I'm not the leader of Laozi! Whoever loves to be the one!"
I drove them all out and stood by his side alone.
Just asleep, he must just be asleep, I stroke his thin, pale cheek.
Can't help but flow
Suddenly a paper boat folded from white paper, with a simple white candle on it, just floated to my side, and I picked up the paper boat casually.
"Huan'er, you can't pick this lantern casually. Once you get it, it means you have accepted the other party's affection." Feng Xiang hurriedly explained.
I took the paper boat, a little embarrassed, and was about to throw it back into the river.
"You picked up my boat!"
A clear voice came from across the river.
When I looked up, I saw a tall and slender man in white standing across the river.
The night wind blew his white clothes full of snow, his appearance was beautiful and peerless, and he stood there gracefully.
It's really amazing that "looking back suddenly, that person is in a dimly lit place".
The man in white is none other than Ran Yu!
I held the paper boat in my hand, and for a while I didn't know whether to pick it up or throw it away.
Dilemma.
I was holding the white paper boat and suddenly found that my name was written in small characters on the white paper. All of a sudden my hands shook as if I had been shocked by an electric shock. On the Qinhuai River, it floated away and disappeared without a trace.I looked up and saw that the smile on Ran Yu's face was as intoxicating as the lights of a river, and the light of the fire shone on his beautiful face, as clear as jade.
We looked at each other across the river, and the noisy crowd seemed to be just an embellishment of this picture scroll, looking at each other from a distance.It's so close, but it's so far away that it's impossible to reach through thousands of mountains and thousands of waters.
I suddenly remembered the song "Bu Suanzi"
"I live at the head of the Yangtze River, and you live at the end of the Yangtze River. I miss you every day without seeing you, and drink the water of the Yangtze River together.
When will the water stop?When is this hatred?I only hope that your heart is like my heart, and I will definitely live up to my lovesickness. "
There is always a smile on Ran Yu's mouth that I can't understand. There is deep love in that smile, a touch of sadness, and deep pain.
But in the blink of an eye, he had already drifted away.
Like a fleeting flight, disappearing into the crowd without a trace.
On the other side of the river, only the bustling crowd remained.
In the sky, there is a river of brilliant lights flowing along with the rippling golden waves.
"Let's go look elsewhere." I hugged Feng Xiang and left the brightly lit Qinhuai River, but I couldn't get rid of those smiling eyes that were full of sadness.
He came to the river just to put a wishing lightboat for me.
lingering in the rain
It's already late autumn, those bitter winds and flying leaves tell the bleakness and chill, we meet again and again, but never say a word, he always looks at me with those sad eyes wherever I appear Look at me quietly and drive me crazy.
In the morning, I often see him standing blankly in the bamboo forest, looking at the sky, and in the evening, he is blowing that sad tune on the light boat on the river.
He is obviously so lonely, that longing, every time he waits foolishly in the place where I often go in and out, I often see the strong wind blowing his hair, and the rain wet his clothes, he doesn't even notice it, but I always Appeared, he dodged and fled.
Tomorrow will be the Suzaku God Sacrifice. This is the most important moment of the year in Nanzhu Kingdom. Many important events are announced at this moment. Emperor Nanzhu’s health has been very bad recently. The emperor intends to sit in his place, and his mother will listen to the government behind the curtain. The enthronement ceremony is scheduled for the day of the Suzaku God Sacrifice. I also help Fengxiang prepare for the complicated matters of enthronement.
When I was busy, I saw Gu Tingxuan in white running in with a hurried look.
"You guys go down first." I backed away from the left and right sides.
"Go and have a look, him, the high priest's condition is very bad." Sure enough, what Gu Tingxuan brought was the news of Ran Yu.
"where is he?"
"On the river."
I looked out the window, the rain was getting heavier and heavier, one autumn rain and one cold, this person who never knew how to take care of himself was doing stupid things again.
It was still raining heavily outside, and from a distance I saw a man wearing a coir raincoat, standing on a black-padded fishing boat, standing upright in the rain, as if the wind and rain hadn't fallen on him.
The rain had wet his face and wet his sleeves.
He stood blankly in the rain, his originally pale face was blushing unnaturally.
I found a small boat, crossed over, jumped into his poncho, pulled him into my arms, touched his forehead, it was hot!
"Are you crazy? Or don't you want to live?"
I yelled at him: "Look at what you look like now? Look, even if you die like this, no one will be sad for you."
His eyes were bloodshot and blurred.
"Yes, no one will be sad when someone like me dies. My father and mother will not. They have dedicated me to the Suzaku God. The people of Nanzhu Kingdom will not. They will only think that I am a martyr. It's very honorable." He smiled, and the smile was uglier than crying: "You won't either, because...you never have me in your heart."
He closed his eyes, tears rolling down his cheeks.
"Ran Yu" I hugged him and kissed his lips: "How do you know that I never have you in my heart? Why do you always run away?" His body was so hot, he kissed back frantically in the wind and rain I.
His passion is as intoxicating as the old wine, he is like an active volcano, erupting suddenly in the calm, his fiery heat burns me into ashes like a raging flame.Maybe we are all crazy at this moment, wanting to destroy the splendor of a moment, even if it is only for a moment, like a moth to a flame, ignoring life, even if what we get is only the beauty of that moment.
When those fiery kisses were imprinted on my body, he suddenly knelt beside me and cried.
"Huan'er, why can't I have you, you are so beautiful, I am willing to sacrifice my life for a brief embrace with you."
I don't know if it's tears or rain, but it's flowing down his face. His long black hair sticks to his chest as white as a jade. He's so coquettish. neck.
"Huan'er, at this moment you are mine!"
His body was hot as fire, and his violent madness was unexpected, like thunder, like a strong wind, like a raging fire, my body and my soul were about to be torn apart by him.
Those icy raindrops hitting my body couldn't extinguish the ignited flame, but it burned more and more intensely. He tore my wet and tight clothes.
***===========》
Moths to the fire
Longing is a flame that burns the heart, longing is a pain that eats away at the bones, let yourself get used to it, become numb, and gradually he forgets what happiness is, as if he has never tasted happiness.
Let his body burn into ashes, if the soul can leave the old body and fly to another place, where there is no high wall of restraint, no unbearable loneliness, whether there is really a paradise in this world, he dare not expect extravagantly , for he is weary of bondage, of the dead temple.
The snowflakes in the cold winter yearn for the warmth of the sun, maybe it will be melted in just a moment, and disappear without a trace.
Because he misses it too much, because he longs for it too much, let him give up everything to chase that little emptiness of joy, even if it's just for a moment.
I really want to hug him, I really want to be with him, even if my body burns out, he would rather become a ghost, so that he can accompany that person day and night, even though he can't hear his voice A voice of longing, a little bit of affection, although he can't see his transparent and pale soul, as long as he can be by his side, he is already satisfied.
Let his longing heart no longer be tormented every night.
Desire, that heart-burning flame, burn it, he is already desperate.
Let him have, let him be warm, let him be happy, even if the joy is only for a moment!
"I really love you, even though I know it's wrong, even if I don't have the right to love, I am a servant of God, but I can't help falling in love, this is my sin, even if I have to pay for this sin is my Life, but God, please give me a chance, give me a chance to indulge, give me a chance to love."
I heard him howling wildly in the storm.
The long clothes have long been soaked by rain, and were easily torn apart by Ran Yu. He buried his head in sucking my neck, biting his Adam's apple, collarbone, and spreading all the way down.
"Huan'er!" His hoarse voice sounded: "Let me love you, let me own you!"
Ran Yu stared at me with lustful eyes, and his panting became heavier and heavier.
The cold raindrops kept hitting me, but the impact was not as good as the burning flames of Ranyu. The particles on my chest were bitten and licked. I curled up, suppressing the moan that was about to come out, Hands gripped the side of the boat tightly.
He pressed me on the deck of the boat, leaned over and spread my legs apart, pressing against the entrance with his hot and hard desire, and rushed in suddenly.
"Ah!" The sudden feeling of tearing made me cry out, it hurts, Ran Yu is so fucking crazy... madman
I felt that his movements were getting rougher and rougher, the quick and hard piercing made my eyes go black, and if this lunatic went on like this, my little life would almost be killed by him. "Ring Yu." My nails dug into his muscles...
Nirvana Dafa
I don't know how I walked back to the Luoyun Palace, it was almost dawn, the rain hadn't stopped yet, Feng Xiang was only wearing pajamas, standing under the eaves of the Luoyun Palace waiting for me.
"Huan'er!" He grabbed my hand, maybe my decadence worried him.
"I was with Ran Yu last night." I didn't want to lie to him.
"If you really like him, then I can be your guard like before, guarding you, and you can be with him. Really, Huan'er, what I said is true."
"No need, Feng Xiang, no need for this, we can be together, the three of us together, do you mind?"
I hugged him, it is my luck to have such a good lover.
"Why do you mind, silly Huaner, you can do whatever you want."
The sky gradually brightened, and I saw the dawn in the sky. A new day has come, and the Suzaku God sacrifice has arrived. On this day, Fengxiang will also ascend the high altar to accept the Suzaku Emperor Crown that the high priest brought for him.
I always have an ominous premonition, it seems that one of the two closest people to me, Ran Yu and Feng Xiang, will have something happen on today's Suzaku God Sacrifice, which makes me very restless.
On the altar in the rising sun, Ran Yu, the high priest of Suzaku, was already standing there.
Bathed in the golden morning light, his whole body was dyed with a sacred halo, but his expression was bleak, as if behind him was not the rising sun, but the bloody setting sun that was about to set.
He was wearing a blood-red robe embroidered with golden flames and Suzaku spreading its wings as it burned.
This is the first time I saw him wearing such a formal Suzaku priest robe, the morning light shone on his pale and bloodless face, he looked so distant and unfamiliar, it seemed that he was not the person who was with me in the rain last night, but he The haggard look on his face was so familiar again.
All of a sudden, his sad and hoarse voice murmured in my ear last night when I was half asleep and half awake:
'do you know?Huan, I have been waiting for you for too long. All these years, I have locked myself in the deep palace of Suzaku and waited for your arrival.Many years ago, I predicted that a devil with white hair and purple eyes would perish in the four kingdoms of Dongqing, Xiling, Nanzhu, and Beiwu in the Central Plains, and this devil is you!
I am the high priest of Suzaku, so it is my destiny to protect the Southern Zhuque Country. I was born to protect the inheritance of the True God of Suzaku and protect the Southern Zhuque Country, so I will definitely stop you.
But God's teasing made me fall in love with you. I wanted to get rid of you again and again, but I couldn't do it once. Carry out the task to the end, even if it means dying with you! '
I suddenly understood something, I understood why his unchanging sorrow came, I understood his paleness and gauntness, he has burdened too much, but never said it out, he is a poor person, he has never lived Not for myself.
There was a slight smile on his pale face, and he raised the scepter of the Vermilion Bird in his hand, all the people fell silent, and the densely packed people of Nanzhu Kingdom under the altar looked up at him.
He stood in the center of the altar, and his voice without emotion resounded loudly.
"Today, on this holy day, I have two things to announce to everyone. One is the enthronement of the new emperor."
He walked slowly in front of Fengxiang, took the golden scepter carved with Suzaku's wings from the priest next to him, and solemnly handed it over to Fengxiang. scepter.
"From now on, you are the emperor of the Southern Zhu Kingdom. Lead and educate your subjects well. Priests use prayers to dress up the True God of Suzaku, and you, use your swords to swear to the death to defend the True God and the God-given Suzaku Dynasty."
Li Cheng.
The people of Nanzhu Kingdom were uproarious, celebrating their new king's enthronement.
Ran Yu raised his hands.
"Today I want to use the ultimate technique of Suzaku witch power for the first time and the last time - Nirvana Dafa, to eradicate for our Nanzhu Empire a demon who is wearing the cloak of a national teacher but plots to destroy Nanzhu Kingdom."
His eyes were burning with fire, and the Suzaku scepter in his hand was pointed straight at me.
"That devil is - he, Bai Juehuan!"
"Ring Yu, you're crazy! What are you going to do?!"
Strange imprints kept changing on his hands, a ball of red flame ignited in his palm, grew bigger and bigger, and gradually became a blood-red flowing fireball, and this burning fireball slowly missed me This side expanded, enveloping the two of us. My body seemed to be frozen and I couldn't move. The ground of the altar began to shake violently. The pillars that lit the holy fire collapsed one by one. The people of Nanzhu Kingdom Exclaimed, and fled in all directions.
I saw that outside the burning fireball, Feng Xiang anxiously wanted to rush in to save me, but was blocked by an invisible wall. Burning had already set up an enchantment around us, and no one could break in. Those soldiers had Many were knocked to the ground, and some were hit by collapsing rocks.
Ran Yu raised her head and recited the mantra:
"O sacred and eternal Suzaku God!
Please use my blood as a primer to ignite everything!
The power of the sacred witch of Suzaku from the beginning of the world, condense my life, call you here through the connection of my blood, burn!
I swear by my own blood, to destroy!
The true god of Suzaku, admired by all the gods, I use my heart, my blood, and my life to borrow the divine power to destroy everything from you, the sacred bird of fire, Suzaku, spread your wings and fly as much as you want, Burn as much as you want, burn everything!
destroy!
I want to have sex with the person in front of me!stone!all!burn!
——The Ultimate Nirvana Dafa! "
I saw scarlet blood spurting from his mouth, dripping down his pale cheeks and slender neck, and his figure began to shake and crumble.
"Burning Feather!"
I eagerly wanted to grab his hand, but my whole body was like being burned by a raging fire. Various phantoms appeared in front of my eyes. With raging flames rushing towards me, passing through my body.A sharp searing pain swept over me, and a mouthful of salty liquid rushed up my throat and spurted out, staining my white robe red.
My legs go weak and I fall to my knees, is my life going to end like this?
His eyes were wide open, and many expressions flashed across his face, despair, sadness, pain, pity, reluctance...
"Huan'er" I heard his sad voice, he tried his best to stabilize his shaking body, put his hands on his chest, and frowned, and said with difficulty: "Huan'er... I regret it, I don't want you to die. I don't want you to die. ah!"
Two lines of tears rolled down his pale face like broken beads, but they were blood red in color, and the scarlet tears and blood on his handsome but pale as paper face were incomparably brilliant.
"Stop all this if you regret it, Ran Yu, you are crazy, stop it!"
"That's too late!"
He finished speaking with difficulty and conjured up the last handprint.
"Once the Nirvana Dafa starts, there is no way to stop it. Let me use my last bit of strength to send you out."
A huge momentum rushed towards me, and I was pushed out of the burning prison by that powerful force.
"Ring Yu!" The piercing pain of being slammed on the stone pillar is not as good as the burning pain in my heart at this moment.
"Huan'er, live well, I will watch you from the sky..."
There was a sound of an explosion, and everyone fell to the ground. The powerful airflow exploded with raging flames, bursting and splashing.For a moment, the world seemed to be shaking.
I saw the clothes on his body split apart and spread out like flying catkins, followed by blood and flesh flying from his body.
The smile on his face faded like a fallen petal.
"Burning Feather!"
I crawled towards him on my prostration, with the tears and blood on my face, I could no longer feel the pain, the altar was splashed with his scarlet blood and pieces of clothes, his broken limbs were burned in the fire You can't see the original shape.The person who was once so magnificent turned into such a bloody mess in an instant, and disappeared in ashes.
"Burning Feather!"
"My God! Tell me, why is this happening?!"
I raised my head and screamed at the sky.
Scarlet and viscous blood was all over my hands and face. I knelt in a pool of blood, still holding the pieces of Ran Yu's clothes in my hands.
Nirvana Dafa is the art of great sacrifice.
Using my own blood as a primer, combined with the power of the mysterious witch of Suzaku True God, I will burn all jade and stone, and burn everything to destruction!
Burning Feather is the last Suzaku high priest with the power of witchcraft and the Great Sacrifice.After his death, this mysterious power also disappeared with him.
Flowers of the Underworld
The fallen leaves are rolled up by the cold wind in late autumn, and they are flying. Those fallen leaves are pale yellow and lose their life.
I was wearing a long coat, holding the little white fox, and standing in the late autumn wind.
When the leaves fall, they will grow again in spring, but what is gone will not come back.
I suddenly feel that I have aged a lot overnight, and the changes in the world always make people physically and mentally exhausted.
I don't know whether there will be souls after people die. Maybe souls do exist, and where do they go?
Lost in another world like me, or is there really a legendary paradise?
And where will he go?Will he really be watching me from the sky?
"Huan'er, don't think too much."
A pair of arms wrapped around my waist from behind.
Feng Xiang, he always has such a gentle smile on his face.
"The high priest also hopes that you can live happily, so he is willing to sacrifice his life rather than kill you. You must live well for him."
"Xiang." I leaned against him tightly, smelling the aroma of his hair just after taking a bath.
I looked at his handsome face, he may be the most gentle emperor ever, how lucky I was to be his lover, I put down Xiaobai, hugged him in my arms, all I lost were memories, I should Cherish what you have.
I have already resigned from the position of Nanzhu Guoshi, Fengxiang let me live in his palace, enjoy the honorable treatment like a queen, but this is still not a long-term solution, maybe he has the courage to establish a male queen, but what I want to do It's not just the 'Queen', but if they know that I am the Emperor of Xiling, there will be an uproar among the four kingdoms.
Now that his position in Nanzhu Country has gradually stabilized, it's time for me to go to where I should be.
The second brother may be waiting for me.
"Fengxiang." I said to him, "Ask someone to help me pack my luggage. I'm going back to Xiling Kingdom tomorrow."
"Are you really going? Huan'er" he hugged me tightly: "Can I follow you?"
"Fool, you are the emperor here, what are you doing with me?"
I poked him, and he smiled and showed his neat teeth like small white corn ears: "I can't bear you, you are also the emperor yourself, and you are still wandering around."
I really have nothing to say.
"Master Bai, someone is looking for you outside, saying it is your old friend." The palace guard came to report.
Old friend, who will come to me at this time?
Just as he was thinking, he saw a magic sound, and a red figure came into view.
Isner, how could it be him!
"Long time no see, young master, you are still so beautiful." Isner said to me with a smile, his dark red eyes were very charming.
"Unlimited scenery?" Khan, what does this describe, my face twitched, please, man, don't speak so much if you can't speak Chinese, it makes people laugh, can't you see that I'm emaciated?
"Why are you here?" I asked him.
"Something happened in the Holy Cult." He looked around: "I won't say more here, there is a banquet in Lingxiao Pavilion in the afternoon, Chu Liuyun treats guests, you must come." He said the word "must" very clearly Heavy, it seems that this matter is very urgent.
"Okay, I'll go."
Feng Xiang helped me put on a dress for going out to the banquet, dark purple satin with white dark patterns, dark patterns, elegant dress, ruby hair tied.
"You come with me too." I told him.
"Is it convenient?" He asked me with a smile.
"Anyway, I have to introduce you to them. They are all from my own family. It's nothing."
I am his queen, and he is my leader's wife. Everyone is evened out. Besides, his mother is also from the Holy Fire Church, so she is no longer an outsider.
I arrived at Lingxiao Pavilion in a carriage, and I was taken to an elegant small courtyard. The banquet had already been set up, and there were already three people waiting there for Isner, Drunken Rain and Liuyun.My arrival was no exception, they all stared at Fengxiang I brought.
"He is my cousin, Aunt Yan's son." I introduced them.
"Young and promising Emperor Nanzhu, who doesn't know him?" Chu Liuyun smiled, but I could see that there was a spark of calcium carbide between them.
The servant came to add a chair, and Feng Xiang sat down beside me.
"If you really regard me as your little master, treat him as one of your own." I told them about my relationship with Fengxiang.
The fox laughed mischievously.
"Okay, everyone is here, let's get down to business." Isner said to me: "Since the death of the lord—your father, the previous leader, the leader of the Holy Vulcan Sect has been suspended for a long time. Our four envoys and the two elders in the church all proposed that you should be the successor, but many new believers took the opportunity to demand the election of a new leader, so the elders hope that you can rush back to Persia in the shortest possible time.”
It turns out that I am a Persian, but now I know, I am ashamed!
But is my father dead?I have vaguely heard them in their words, but I have not heard them say when and how my father died.
"My father..." I hesitated before asking, "Has he been dead for a long time?"
"He went to the corpse forest outside the sacred mountain more than ten years ago, where he went to pick flowers from the underworld, and died." Isner said to me.
Corpse grove?Beyond the Great Wall?I suddenly remembered the red-eyed man I saw in Ghost Lake a few years ago, and looked at Isner with wide eyes. I had seen him at that time, and the pile of bones in the corpse forest , Could it be my father?
What is the flower of the underworld?
As if seeing my doubts, Isner continued: "The flowers of the underworld are the flowers that bloom on the road to the underworld. There is a river of death in the corpse forest. It is said that there is the intersection of the underworld and the underworld. At the ghost gate, there are flowers of the underworld growing by the river, and it is said that people who have just died, if their bodies have not cooled down, can still come back to life after eating the flowers of the underworld."
Is there really such a miraculous thing?I also want to pick flowers for Ran Yu, but he has been wiped out, not even a body can be found.If the father was looking for the flowers of the underworld, it must have been picked for his beloved, but in the end he still didn't pick them?And ruined his own life.
"Did you get it?" I asked him.
"No." Isner stared at me for a long time and then said: "The person the Lord wants to save is your mother. You look very similar to her. She is very beautiful. She is a saint in the holy religion. Originally, she and the lord were very in love, but the lord sent her to the Xiling Palace in order to obtain the essence. After that, she was never happy and died of depression. The lord regretted it and decided to pick the flowers of the underworld, and took her away. Save the life, I didn't expect that I didn't pick it, but I lost my life."
There are two kinds of people in the world who are the saddest, one is to be given to others by the loved one, and the other is to give the loved one to others.
I didn't expect my father to be such a person.
In my impression, from the mouths of those maids, from the portraits hanging in the Xiling Palace, I can always feel the deep sorrow of the mother and concubine. She is so beautiful, but she is so beautiful. In the movie, she is always immersed in her own sadness, maybe she misses the heartless sweetheart who left her, maybe she misses her hometown, but she is bound in the deep palace, with a person she doesn't love The man who is so beautiful, the fragrance disappears early.
Everyone thought that her death was due to giving birth to me, a monster, but no one knew that she had suffered too much pain.
Realizing that my sadness made everyone quiet down, I hurriedly continued: "I will go to Persia with you, when will it be?"
"The sooner the better! We'll be on the road tomorrow or the day after tomorrow."
We carefully discussed the plan and route to Persia, and decided to pretend to be businessmen and ride camels along the Silk Road. Isnar, Drunken Rain, and Flowing Cloud, we will return to Persia together.
"And me." Feng Xiang who had been silent all this time said suddenly.
"You want to follow me to Persia?" I asked him in surprise, "What about Nanzhu?"
"I will let my mother regent for me first, she is very powerful, you don't have to worry..." He looked at me deeply: "I am also considered a half-hearted believer, and I have also done my best to find the soul, besides... ..." His face turned red: "Do you still treat me as an outsider? I said that I will always be with you and take care of you."
***
I walked out of the bedroom, the autumn night in the southern capital is still cold.
Tomorrow I will leave this water town in the south of the Yangtze River. In my memory, it used to be the Jiangnan with blooming flowers and misty rain.
——Forget the misty rain in the south of the Yangtze River, forget the night flute in Qinhuai, but find that what has never stopped is the longing for him.
glass of water love song
Yellow, there is no other color except yellow, and the strong wind brings sand across the cheeks, stinging like a knife.
The air was so dry, my face, mouth, and hands were all bloody.
There is no green life here, only stretching sand dunes and quicksand blown by the wind. This is Lop Nur, the sea of death.
It was so hot I felt like I couldn't breathe.Our group has been walking in the desert for almost three days and three nights, and all we can see is sand.I am thirsty and hot, and if I don't find a source of water, I am afraid that some people will not be able to hold on.
Worst of all we got lost.
"Water, here you are." Feng Xiang was closest to me, we walked side by side in the middle of the caravan, he would let me drink a little water every once in a while, but a day and a night passed, and I still haven't seen him drink water. "I already drank it just now." He looked at my disbelieving expression and smiled and said to me: "I drank it when I went to talk to Liuyun and the others just now, don't you believe it? When did I lie to you?"
"Don't you know the way?" I couldn't bear to catch up with Isner.
"There are no rules for the road in the desert. Those sand dunes are constantly moving, and this time we are so unsatisfactory, I can only say that you are unlucky." He laughed lowly.
Damn, you actually said I was a moldy boy.
Watching the sunset gradually fall from the sand dunes, we can only camp here tonight.
Fengxiang and I are in the same tent, Liuyun, Zuiyu and Isner are in the same tent, it can be seen that it is their considerate arrangement.
The daytime in the desert is extremely hot, but the night is extremely cold. Wrapped in the quilt, I cling to Fengxiang tightly to keep warm. Under the quilt, we are both naked bodies. We can’t withstand two rubs, and my body burns again. up flames.
We did it in the imperial palace in Lingdu, and also in Nandu, but it was the first time in the desert, and we didn't even dare to think about such a situation before.Feng Xiang blushed from being rubbed against me, panting again and again.
"You come, all right." His body was fully opened in front of me, and he looked at me tenderly.
Is he tempting me to swallow such a tempting delicacy in front of me?No saint can refuse such an invitation.
"Don't regret it later!" I laughed out loud.
"What are you regretting? You are mine, and I am yours. Is it not good that we have each other?" He only loves me blindly, and I know he is the one who cares about me.
I gently kissed his pink lips, his lips were dry and cracked with blood, I kissed lightly, maybe this is what people say about each other, he looks a little weak, a little haggard, but his expression is extremely gentle.
The sand outside was blown by the wind and rustled on the tent. I stroked his white cheeks. He could have enjoyed himself comfortably in his palace, but at this moment he followed me to suffer in such a ghostly place. These few days The difficult journey of the day has relieved him a lot. I am thinking that one day everything will calm down, and when we get better, we can live happily together. Even now I am happy, even in such a difficult environment , isn't it the happiest thing to have a lover who will accompany you through life and death?
I stopped talking and hugged him tightly, letting his simmering body warm me.
……
I opened my eyes, my throat felt like it was on fire, it hurt so much, the water was gone, another camel died yesterday, today we can’t find any water source again, we may not be able to make it through, I stretched out my hand to put the clothes on my body, but Seeing that Fengxiang next to me was still motionless, sleeping deeply, he is not usually like this, he always wakes up earlier than me, because he always said that I need to take care of me, even in the Luoyun Temple in Nanzhu, he personally helped me take care of it .
"Fengxiang, lazy pig, don't get up yet." I lay on top of him to tease him, but he didn't seem to hear me at all.
My heart flustered a little.
Pat his face hard: "Feng Xiang, don't sleep, wake up quickly."
He remained completely still.
"Fengxiang, wake up, don't scare me! Wake up!" My eyes were a little sore, and my hoarse voice turned into a sob.
I pulled his arm hard and slapped his face, but there was no response at all, and his breath was as weak.
Why is it like this, last night he was still looking at me so tenderly.
No!
My heart is already too fragile to withstand more torture.
I hugged his slowly cooling body, my mind went blank and I lost the ability to think.
"My lord! Haven't you gotten up yet?"
I heard the voice from Iss outside but couldn't say anything, I just felt the cool liquid keep sliding down my cheeks.
"My lord, we're going in! It's getting late, and we have to hurry." It was Ulysses.
They broke in, but I didn't move, I didn't want to go anywhere, I really shouldn't let Fengxiang take the risk to come with me to this ghost place, I don't want to be the leader of that fucking god, just let this yellow sand general We were buried in this desert, I hugged Fengxiang's limp body without saying a word.
Ulysses put her hand on Fengxiang's pulse on the rim of the bowl.
"My lord, it seems like he hasn't had a drop of water for three days."
He lied to me!He still lied to me!
I finally couldn't help but leaned down, buried him in his arms and whimpered softly, clutching his clothes tightly, and clenched into fists.
He let me drink all the water, but he refused to take a sip himself. He thought that I would appreciate him. He was wrong. I wouldn’t appreciate it at all. Fuck, a fool who can’t even take care of himself, and said he must take care of him all the time I am all nonsense!
"Get out! Get the hell out of here! I don't want to see anyone now, I'm not the leader of Laozi! Whoever loves to be the one!"
I drove them all out and stood by his side alone.
Just asleep, he must just be asleep, I stroke his thin, pale cheek.
Can't help but flow
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