Today is also tied up by the top stream [entertainment circle]

Tonight's performance went smoothly and work was over early.Jian Xing was still taking off her make-up, and Xiao Zhao came over with a dessert, "Brother Jian, rock candy pear tremella, from the crew, it moistens your throat. It's a bit cold after leaving it for too long. I specially picked it for you." Ordered the hottest."

"The hottest?" Jian Xing asked.

"Yes." Xiao Zhao looked proud, waiting for praise.

Jian Xing raised his chin, "Send it to Senior Zhaoyang."

Xiao Zhao: "?"

"Just give me his share." Jian Xing said.

Zhaoyang was not in his seat, so Fang Hua got him a copy, put it on the table, and then went to work.According to Jian Xing's order, Xiao Zhao came here to change positions, but he secretly wondered in his heart whether Jian Xing was caught by Zhao Yang for some reason?

When Zhaoyang came back, Jian Xing was no longer in the dressing room.Fang Hua was still busy, Zhaoyang only saw a dessert from the film crew on his desk, touched the box, and it was still warm.

Zhaoyang didn't take it too seriously, but a staff member came over to remind him, saying that Jian Xing had just replaced it for him.

Zhaoyang was taken aback, seeing the kind and excited smile on the face of the young girl in front of him, he belatedly understood something.

...their CP powder has seeped into the interior.

This is a dangerous sign.And this is one of the reasons why Zhao Yang is reluctant to appear in "Star Moving Era" with Jian Xing.Of course, the most important thing is not wanting to make dramas, and at the same time, I don't want the whole world to watch him tie up Jian Xing's wool in a blatant way.I can't bear it emotionally, and I don't want to accept it in terms of self-esteem.

Zhaoyang was not in the mood to eat desserts, he picked up his packing box, picked up his things and hurried out, looking around.

"Senior?" Jian Xing appeared from behind him at some point, "What are you looking for?"

Zhaoyang was taken aback by him every day, so he collected himself and said, "Looking for you."

"Ok?"

"Today's event..."

"Have you considered it?"

Zhaoyang nodded.

"Still not going?" Jian Xing asked.

"I'm sorry." Zhaoyang said softly.

"I said," Jian Xing said, "you don't have to apologize to me, senior. This is your own business."

"This is your own business", these words were so indifferent that it seemed a bit harsh, Zhao Yang couldn't help but raise his head to meet Jian Xing's gaze.Jian Xing's expression is still so gentle, his language seems to be always separated from him, whenever Zhaoyang searches his eyes, what he sees is definitely not ridicule and irony.

Zhaoyang didn't know what to say, and the two faced each other in the night wind.Zhaoyang recalled the scene just performed, they were also facing each other in the same way, they were not brothers but they were better than brothers.

Yang Yixiu and Xiao Yang have different ideas, and he and Jian Xing have different ideas.

Xiao Yang is a romantic, and Yang Yixiu is a man of action.The reality is just the other way around, Zhaoyang is a romantic, romantic stubborn, stubborn stupid.

He liked the role of Yang Yixiu when he read the script for the first time, and later he became more and more involved in the role because he understood it.He understands this role from the bottom of his heart, sticking to his beliefs so desperately, even if he has to stand against the closest relatives and loved ones.Because the so-called belief is what one chooses to believe in at the beginning of life. It is the spine supporting the soul and the only driving force for living.

"Aren't you afraid?" Jian Xing asked him suddenly.

This role is a rare opportunity for Zhaoyang.If he doesn't seize this opportunity to become popular, he will probably return to silence, remain unknown, and still struggle humblely in the field he loves most.

Desperate, treading on eggshells.

"afraid."

"I'm afraid every day."

"I'm afraid I'll never get ahead. Every day I think about where I'm not doing well enough, what I'm not as good as others, what else do I have to do, and how do I do it to prove that...my persistence is not wrong."

Fear of anxiety, fear of insomnia, tossing and turning all night, thinking over and over again, even though I know there is no result at all.

Knowing that there is no way out, I can only move forward stubbornly step by step.

"But," Zhaoyang

His voice was very low, not as if he wanted to say it to Jian Xing, but more like he said it to Night Breeze, "Compared to not being able to get ahead, I am more afraid that I will only be mediocre for the rest of my life."

Should he compromise if he can somehow excel by being mediocre?

He has been confused many times, but the answer to this question has never changed.

No.

Jian Xing stood quietly, his expression was covered by the darkness.

After a long time, Jian Xing's voice floated out from the darkness, "Okay."

"Senior, go back and rest early," Jian Xing smiled, "Good night."

Zhaoyang got into the car and sat down for a few minutes before realizing something.

He seemed to have said something wrong just now.

What he meant, no matter how it sounded, it sounded like pointing at Sang and scolding Jian Xing.It's his business if he doesn't appear in that variety show, Jian Xing still wants to appear.

"It's over." Zhaoyang said to himself as if waking up from a dream.It was cold again.

Fang Hua turned to look at him, "What's wrong?"

"...It's okay." Zhaoyang shook his head.

Nothing to blame.

Zhaoyang grabbed the phone, anxiously thinking whether to send a message to Jian Xing to explain, typing and deleting in the dialog box, deleting and typing, feeling that nothing was right.

An hour later, Zhaoyang sent out a message that had been carefully selected.

Zhaoyang: What I just said was nonsense, maybe I was too tired, there is no other meaning, don't worry about it

As soon as Jian Xing's mobile phone screen lit up, Zhou Ran poked his head curiously, "Yo, your little white rabbit is looking for you—"

After finishing work, Jian Xing didn't go back to the hotel, and called Zhou Ran out for a drink.

When he is depressed, Zhou Ran is always his best tree hole.Although it may not be possible to really talk about anything, it is enough to have a brother to accompany Happy tonight.

"What you said just now? Doesn't make any sense? Don't let it go—" Zhou Ran was reading in a cadence, Jian Xing grabbed the phone and glanced at Zhou Ran coldly, "Peeping other people's privacy, how shameless are you?"

"Yo, you actually told me about privacy. What kind of privacy do you put out so openly?" Zhou Ran leaned over with a mean smile, "Why, look at the meaning, the little white rabbit just confessed to you? Then what do you do?" Come and drink with me when you have time? Could it be——is it over?"

"Get out." Jian Xing was annoyed, "Don't keep using your dirty thoughts to save others."

"I'm filthy, you've cleaned you up like ice," Zhou Ran looked at him, "Come on, tell the conscience of heaven and earth that you don't want to sleep with him? Tell me, if you can say it, I will believe your evil."

Jian Xing: "..."

The conscience of heaven and earth cannot be said.

Jian Xing's expression of swallowing a fly made Zhou Ran happy on the spot, "Hey, don't tell me, just the last time you sent me that photo, I felt sleepy just looking at it..."

Jian Xing's expression changed, "What photo?"

"What photo?" Zhou Ran was also taken aback, "Are you pretending to be stupid?"

Jian Xing stared at him.

Zhou Ran was so stared at by him, he took out his mobile phone and opened the wechat chat history of the two of them, searched according to the keywords, and the screen ran in front of him, "That's it, you drank too much in the middle of the night last time and told me about you Xiaobai Rabbit, have you forgotten?"

On the screen, Zhaoyang is hugging the pillow, looking at the camera half asleep.

Complaining to Zhou Ran in the middle of the night... He did this kind of thing too much. Sometimes he thought it was a dream, but when he woke up he couldn't tell the truth from the fake.

Jian Xing grabbed Zhou Ran's cell phone suddenly, and Zhou Ran screamed in fright, "What the hell are you doing?!"

"deleted!"

"Didn't you send it to me?!"

"Your phone has too much junk, it's time to format—"

"Fuck/Dare you!"

The two were arguing for a while, and the waiter came in to deliver the wine. Seeing the two handsome men who were still wearing sunglasses and looking like a big man just now scuffled in a bad manner, they couldn't help being stunned.

When Zhou Ran snatched back the phone, Jian Xing had already deleted the photos, and sat back seriously.When the waiter left the private room, Jian Xing remembered something, "Quickly clear the application data."

"You are sick," Zhou Ran snorted coldly, "Do you think

You are the only contact in my mobile phone, Young Master Jian? "

"... If you dare to leak this photo, we will break up."

"How old are you, and you still break up with each other?"

Jian Xing's face was frosty, indicating that she was not joking.

"Okay, okay," Zhou Ran waved his hand, "I'm afraid of you, what's wrong with you? I'm so fascinated by you, why did you fall into the hands of this little white rabbit?" He said, He leaned over and put Jian Xing on the shoulders, "If you really want to sleep, you can do it. If you take it seriously, he can still run away? Don't say that brother doesn't take care of you. I'm going to buy a batch of scripts recently. It's not easy to find a gay movie. , the big deal is to spend a little more money, can he still act as the male lead? The scale can be as big as you want, and the kissing and boating scenes are kept to your satisfaction, and when the time comes, let you do whatever you want in a fair and honest manner, without being tempted?"

"..." Jian Xing looked at him inexplicably, "Zhou Ran, how can you be so shameless?"

"You're welcome." Zhou Ran said, "This is what brothers should do."

Although Zhou Ran was very enthusiastic, saying that it was not a problem to insert a knife for his brother, as long as Jian Xing said a word, he would immediately spend money to start working, but Jian Xing didn't appreciate it at all, and didn't want to pay attention to Zhou Ran's nonsense.

But when Jian Xing returned to the hotel in the middle of the night, standing under the shower head rushing towards the hot water, Zhou Ran's words began to play in a loop again, and the magic sound pierced his ears.

Not only voice playback, but also a sense of picture.

Even though he was drenched in water, his throat felt uncomfortably dry, and the water was very hot, making his body even hotter.

He thought of Zhaoyang on the screen, looking at him helplessly and confused under the soft morning light.

The still picture moves, memory becomes imagination.He began to imagine that under the camera, Zhaoyang was in front of him, fulfilling his duties, wanting to refuse and returning welcome, letting him take whatever he wanted.

Zhou Ran's words are too tempting.Just one kiss scene, he has the ability to NG until Zhaoyang suffocates.

With Zhaoyang's character, as long as he accepts a scene, he will stick to it with dedication no matter what.

Jian Xing couldn't help licking her lips, leaning against the cold and smooth bathroom wall, panting lowly, her hands moved in accordance with the rhythm of imagination, and continued this imaginary scene without any room.

Zhou Ran was right, if he really had the chance, he would definitely do whatever he wanted.

But he still didn't want to.

It's not that he can't bear to bully Zhaoyang.He was really ruthless about this.

It’s because I don’t want the final film to be seen by the whole world.

Passion/desire is loud and unrestrained, but love is inherently secretive and selfish.