Zhaoyang: "..."
After holding back for a long time, I didn't hold back a word.
Jian Xing looked at the box in his hand and said with a smile, "For me?"
Zhaoyang nodded quickly.
"Come in." Jian Xing opened the door further and turned sideways.
Zhaoyang forgot to think for a while, and went in ignorantly.
The original plan was obviously to give the things to Jian Xing, to express their feelings, and to rest at night.But as soon as Jian Xing opened his mouth, Zhaoyang felt as if he had been poisoned as soon as the gentle voice rushed over.
How could you refuse him.
As soon as Zhaoyang entered, Jian Xing slammed the door shut with a snappy but gentle movement.Before Zhaoyang had time to take a step, Jian Xing forced him over.As soon as Zhaoyang stepped back, his back hit the door panel, leaving no room for movement.
Jian Xing propped up the door panel, leaned over slightly, the air was stuffy, and breathed in Zhaoyang's ear, "Senior...can you give me a hug?"
Zhaoyang was stunned for a moment, his body was so stiff that he didn't know what to do.Jian Xing's warm breath was still blowing out next to his ear, tickling him very itchy.
He tensed his neck and turned his face sideways, not daring to look into Jian Xing's eyes, naively thinking that as long as he was silent for a long time, some things could be regarded as never happened.
But Jian Xing didn't let him go, she pressed her head lower on his shoulder, and her voice was softer, "Senior...?"
The originally sexy and magnetic voice now seemed to be acting like a baby.
...too foul.
Thinking of Jian Xing's exhausted look that passed by from time to time on the set, his heart softened, and he couldn't stand up any longer.
"...Mmm." Zhaoyang responded in a low voice, opened his hands, approached Jian Xing's arms, and put his arms around his back.
Jian Xing hugged Zhaoyang tightly, almost pushing his whole body against the wall, satisfied for a long time.
After a full 3 minutes, Zhaoyang couldn't help but ask, "Can I put the things down first..."
The exquisite and small takeaway food can't stand the toss. Zhaoyang is afraid that the food will be deformed, so the hand holding the box is always lifted in the air, so sore that it almost breaks.
Jian Xing finally let go of him, took the box in his hand, and opened it, "Cheesecake?"
"Yeah." Zhaoyang said.
Jian Xing raised her eyebrows, "How did senior know that I like cheesecake?"
Zhaoyang was a little puzzled, "Your fans know it all."
Is this still some secret information?
"My fans like me so I know," Jian Xing said, "Senior... like me too?"
Zhaoyang opened his mouth, and the moment he was about to speak, he realized that there seemed to be a pitfall in the question.
Zhaoyang's ignorant guard made Jian Xing happy, "Senior came to me so late, just to give me a piece of cake?"
"...I want to see how you are doing." Zhaoyang told the truth.
"How about what?" Jian Xing asked knowingly.
Zhaoyang looked at him, not hiding his worry, "Are you okay?"
"Not very good." Jian Xing said.
"..." Zhaoyang thought that Jian Xing would cover up to some extent, but he didn't expect that Jian Xing directly shortened the process, so Zhaoyang had to search for all kinds of words that could comfort people, "It's because Yu Shuangqin—"
Halfway through the conversation, he wanted to strangle himself.I can really chat.
But before Zhaoyang changed the subject, Jian Xing answered, "It's really not."
"She's not that capable."
Although Yu Shuangqin did make Jian Xing very upset, very upset.
Yu Shuangqin put up with all kinds of hints and teases from him, but that night Yu Shuangqin's words clearly crossed the line: "You are not really gay, are you?"
Yu Shuangqin asked in a joking tone, but such an exaggerated play cannot fool Jian Xing.
Ridicule, ridicule, disdain, even threats.
As far as the domestic environment is concerned, it is impossible for an artist to come out publicly, especially the traffic idols like Jian Xing whose girlfriend fans carry half the sky.
We can fry your CP, but you can't really fuck.
If the question of sexuality is hammered, Jian Xing will be finished.
But Jian Xing chooses to be soft rather than hard. Men in their early 20s are at their strongest.
Although he is gay, he has no problem with women, as long as they don't mess with him.It's not good for Yu Shuangqin to hook up with anyone, and he's not the only one who is top-ranked. If she insists on going to his minefield to play disco, what is she trying to do?
Jian Xing had also heard how crazy Yu Shuangqin's benefactor was, but he just wanted to see if Yu Shuangqin was capable of treating the entire entertainment industry as his own home.
"Don't put too much pressure on yourself," Zhaoyang thought, if it wasn't Yu Shuangqin, it must have something to do with the negative public opinion that exploded from this incident, so he continued to comfort him sincerely, "Don't read what those people say on the Internet..."
"I'm not afraid of pressure."
"Since the first day I joined the industry, my pressure has never been light." Jian Xing said, "Many people look at me very well. I appeared on the first variety show, and the number of fans broke through 300 million. In [-], the contract remuneration exceeded eight figures..."
Jian Xing said it lightly, but Zhaoyang's heart was caught more and more ruthlessly, it was the feeling of jealousy beyond recognition.
Eight figures, he had never seen what an eight figure contract looked like in his life.
"But many people don't know that the more money the company throws at me, the more debts I bear. If I don't pay off these debts, my pressure will not be relieved for a day. I can't stop. Others can accumulate money, but I don't At that time, the company couldn’t wait, the fans couldn’t wait, and I couldn’t wait either.”
He must shine with all his heart every day, and he must show the most perfect state every day, so that the whole world can continue to love him uncontrollably.
"I can only do better, there is no room for retreat, otherwise it will be a failure." There was no resentment or anger in Jian Xing's voice, only calmness, a calmness hiding fatigue and anxiety.
Fatigue is not terrible, it is proof of hard work.Anxiety is scary because anxiety means uncertainty about the future.
Jian Xing couldn't understand Han Mingyi, and like many people ridiculed Han Mingyi's "debut is the peak".And Han Mingyi is the future template that most of the traffic is visible to the naked eye.
Han Mingyi is still able to fight, unwilling to be eliminated, enduring all kinds of eyes and voices and clinging to the lifebuoy desperately, he can survive every day in this Vanity Fair.
Jian Xing looked at him, feeling so desolate and ugly.He must not bear himself for such a day.
But I know my own situation.When filming the first play, Jian Xing unreservedly let go of acting, drawing out her aura to the fullest.After that, he became a blockbuster, amazed the market, and also amazed himself.
The second drama is quite satisfactory, and the perception is mediocre.
Up to now the third drama, top-level investment, top-level configuration, but Jian Xing still feels powerless from time to time.
It seems that the best of me has been exhausted in the first novel, and all the knowledge I have learned in my life has been displayed too quickly.Next, what he can present to the world is only his not-so-good self.
He can withstand the overwhelming cynicism, the persistent attacks and abuse from black fans, he can treat all misunderstandings, rumors, and misinterpretations with cold eyes, and he may be angry, but he has the courage to grit his teeth and persevere .He has always been clear that these are just the price of red, if you get the benefits, you have to pay, you can't get cheap and act good.
Only for one's own limit, if one cannot break through, then one is truly desperate.
He didn't expect his bottleneck period to come so quickly.
Jian Xing can only show that kind of self-deprecating smile in private, "Sometimes I doubt myself..."
"Don't doubt," Zhaoyang interrupted him, "don't doubt yourself."
Jian Xing looked at him.
"You acted very well," Zhaoyang said, "You are the most powerful newcomer I have ever seen."
Great in every way.From talent to attitude.
He could feel Jian Xing's sincerity.
"Really?" Jian Xing asked hoarsely.
"En." Zhaoyang nodded, looking serious.
"...Senior," Jian Xing smiled and tilted his head, "Can I hug you again?"
Zhaoyang: "..."
Zhaoyang returned to the room, still unable to calm down for a long time.Not only because of Jian Xing's Yu
Flavorful hugs.
Although the smell on Jian Xing's body is really strong.Zhaoyang couldn't tell whether it was the smell of perfume or Jian Xing himself.
It was so rich that it followed him back to the room, and then scored twice in his room, filling the room.
This is probably poisonous, literally.
Zhaoyang couldn't sleep, so for the first time, he took the initiative to tease Lin Xigu in the middle of the night.
Zhao Yang: I just came back from Jian Xing’s room
Lin Xigu: ...? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ?Fuck? ? ? ? ? ?
Lin Xigu: You, you, you, you really did it!live streaming! ! ! ! !
Lin Xigu: So you finally couldn't hold it anymore? ? ? ? ?
Lin Xigu: Unspoken rules may be late, but will not be absent? ? ? ? ?
Zhaoyang: ...don't play so much
Zhaoyang: I just chatted with him
After listening to Zhaoyang's summary, Lin Xigu was stunned again.
Lin Xigu: What the hell?A contract of tens of millions in one year of debut?
Zhaoyang: Jealousy makes me ugly
I am afraid that others will not believe me when I say it. He has been in the industry for 7 years, and the salary he has received has not exceeded eight figures.
If you compare goods, you will throw them away, and if you compare people...you will die.This is to kill him.
Although it is not a day or two for him to be jealous of Jian Xing.
However, he changed his mind today.
He used to be too cynical and narrow-minded.Probably because I often hit my head badly, and it is difficult to be compatible with the existing worldly world, so I am full of anger towards this world.
Although hidden, the anger was always there, simmering in his heart.
Back then, when he made a choice, he did not reconcile with the world, but chose to hide his strength and bide his time, lower his profile, stick to what he wanted, and work hard in silence among the two evils.
He doesn't show it on the surface, but he can't lie to himself in his heart—he doesn't understand the world, and doesn't know what's wrong.Why is it that people who are insincere in art can rely on marketing and hype to occupy a high position and steal a lot of attention, praise, wealth, and fame?
Such a world, right?If not, why is everyone acquiescing and submissive?
This anger was suffocated, and it was hidden deep in my heart, and I rarely brought it out to collide with the outside world.At least he still knows what he wants, so he has the strength to keep going.Poverty and loneliness, so what.
But today Jian Xing told him so much.
It was not those words that shocked Zhaoyang, but Jian Xing who shocked Zhaoyang.
After spending these days with Jian Xing, he gradually understood from Jian Xing that this world is actually not as unfair as he imagined.
What he didn't want to bear, Jian Xing was bearing.Desperately put on variety shows, receive announcements, try to figure out the market, care about fans' tastes and emotions, hone their acting skills with heart, and seize every opportunity to improve themselves, even if they are trained to lose face.Working day and night, making your liver explode... In Zhaoyang's view, the top-notch "only relies on marketing and hype", but the intensity of effort is simply unbearable for ordinary people.
Even Han Mingyi has endured things that many people don't want to bear.Maintaining a character design that does not belong to me for ten years is acting the biggest show.
At least, in Zhaoyang's case, he couldn't do it.
Those who know current affairs are Junjie.Efforts to connect with the market, in the eyes of the market, are the real "efforts".Otherwise, it's all just self-admiration, playing with yourself.
It was he who had always misunderstood the world.
but.
If he had to choose again, he would still choose the path he is taking.
It's just that with a clearer and clearer mentality, we will walk more without complaints or regrets.
Whether it's hot searches on the Internet or gossip in the crew, Jian Xing's team handled it in a timely manner.It is inevitable for a popular little fresh meat to be attacked by black fans, and it is impossible to completely eliminate the group of black fans. The key is to stabilize one's own position, not to lose existing fans, and to maintain the popularity of passers-by to the greatest extent.
Venus Century's public relations level and Ji Ge's experience are beyond doubt, hot search, control comments, joint marketing account big V to guide public opinion,
In addition, to divert attention from the hot spots, I also contacted the program team of "The Age of Stars", and on the premise of not damaging the image of the three parties of "The Age of Stars", Jian Xing and Yu Shuangqin, Jian Xing "temporarily changed the repertoire" This matter gradually turned into a misunderstanding that was over-interpreted.It doesn't have to be packaged as a simple star, there is nothing wrong with it, as long as passers-by can stand halfway and feel that this issue is different and harmless, this time the public relations will be considered a success.
Regarding the aggressive Yu Shuangqin fans, and the Yu Shuangqin team who intentionally or unintentionally stole Jian Xing's wool, Ji Ge and Venus executives discussed and agreed that they should avoid their edge now and not start a direct war with Yu Shuangqin.
It's not that he can't offend Yu Shuangqin, but that he can't offend the people behind Yu Shuangqin.God knows how far Yu Shuangqin's relationship with the gold master's father has progressed now. Yu Shuangqin has just become popular, and it is the most popular age and stage. To fight Jian Xing to the end, both sides are big names, and a big battle is inevitable.
It's not that Venus is afraid of being defeated, but that it's unnecessary.After a battle is fought, one thousand enemies will be injured and eight hundred will be harmed. With so much strength and resources, wouldn't it be good to support Jian Xing and go on the career path?
As soon as Jian Xing's new drama, other variety shows, and high-end endorsements come out, this little episode will be drowned out immediately.
Brother Ji mentioned the company's meaning to Jian Xing a few times, but Jian Xing didn't say anything, as before, it was regarded as acquiescing.
Jian Xing knew that Brother Ji would hurt him as soon as he opened his mouth, but he was more protective than anyone else.The face of an artist is his face in this industry. If someone wants to slap him in the face as an artist, he just slaps him in the face.
Therefore, he knew that Brother Ji must be the same as him, and he was also unwilling.
"It's okay," Ji Ge said, "Xing'er, her future depends on others, and your future depends on yourself."
Since the production of "Not Me" was launched, the relevant personnel have generated [-] trending searches, making the outside world turbulent. Director Qiu just pretended to be invisible, and the filming progress was unshakable.In the next few days, there will be an exterior scene. The filming location is a real bird shit, and the water and electricity must be provided by themselves. The conditions are quite difficult.
This is a group play. Although the environment is bitter, the mood is happy.Not long after the third brother Zhaoyang reunited with his elder brother Jianxing, the rebellion had just started on track, and both sides were in the honeymoon period in all aspects.
In the original book, this is also the period when the third brother's feelings for the eldest brother gradually sprouted and awakened from the bottom of his heart.
In addition to the scenes of the large army marching and the protagonist riding a horse, there are two main scenes. One is a group of brothers headed by Jian Xing and Zhao Yang eating and chatting around the campfire after setting up camp, and the other is late at night, when Zhao Yang, who can't sleep, comes out to hang out. , met Jian Xing who was also unable to sleep, and the two had a conversation.
Director Qiu wanted to take in natural light, so he organized everyone to walk through the scene a few times in the first scene, and then waited for the sun to go down, when the sky was getting dark and it was still dark, so the filming took place on time.
The filming was quite satisfactory, so Director Qiu told everyone to rest and refresh themselves. When the time came, try to finish the filming as quickly and accurately as possible. Tonight, we will film the night scene of Jian Xing and Zhaoyang, at least The actors can call it a day and go home.
The one-way journey from the hotel to the set takes at least three hours. If the filming does not go well, actors with many roles will have to spend the night in the car.
Zhaoyang went back to the rest shed and pulled out his cell phone.As soon as he unlocked the screen, the first thing he saw was not Lin Xigu's regular WeChat bombing, but a missed call.
Display "Mom".
Zhaoyang's heart tightened.
At noon, he only posted a post on Moments that only his family group could see, reporting his status as a routine, and his mother gave him a like.Since she knew he was working, her mother would never call him at this time.
Unless there is something urgent.
very important.
Jian Xing and several other actors were sitting a few steps away from him, still chatting and laughing.Zhaoyang stood up, silently exited the rest shed, walked to a corner where no one could hear him, and called back.
The call lasted less than 5 minutes.When Zhaoyang came back, only Jian Xing noticed that his expression had changed.
But became very forbearing.
Zhaoyang has always been tepid, neither salty nor bland, just right for quietness outside the play, and can dilute his sense of existence in front of anyone without being aggressive.
Most people can't tell when his state is real and when it's faking.
Jane Xing can tell the difference.
While responding to others' words, Jian Xing took the time to glance at Zhaoyang from the corner of his eye.Zhao Yangwo looked down at the script in the corner of the rest shed. From time to time, he opened WeChat for a few glances, then turned off the screen, and continued to stare at the script. The script... repeats itself.
After reading it for a long time, I didn't turn back a single page of the script.
He just wanted an excuse to be alone.Everyone else was chatting, and he was playing with his mobile phone by himself, looking out of place, at least he was dedicated to reading the script.
The sun was fading yellow.Seeing that the sun was about to go down to the top of the mountain, Director Qiu gave an order, and everyone took their positions, ready to start filming.
Zhaoyang put down the script, put away his cell phone, got up, straightened his clothes, adjusted his expression, and walked to the field.
A group of people sat around the bonfire, each took a piece of flatbread used as dry food, and talked about the mountains endlessly while gnawing.
While chatting, a brother suddenly asked: "Brother Yang, are you and President Liang going to be brothers?"
Jian Xing and Zhao Yang looked at each other, Jian Xing patted Zhao Yang on the back hard, "Do you think he and I are like brothers?"
The person who asked the question shook his head, "It's not like that."
Jian Xing: "Hahaha——"
Zhaoyang: "..."
"However," Jian Xing said again, "in my heart, the third child will always be my real brother."
Zhaoyang turned his head and looked at Jian Xing with a complicated expression.
In the script, the description here is very simple, Zhao Yang just glanced at Jian Xing.
In the original book, the third brother remembered many past events at this moment.
So this look contains a lot of emotions.
"I still remember the first time I saw the second and third child." Jian Xing smiled from his eyes, talking to everyone, but looking at the sky from a distance, "they are as dirty as coal balls, I could see a pair of eyes, and my buttocks were bare, and after I took it back and washed it white, I could tell who was from whom—”
"Hahahahaha—" Everyone laughed.
Jian Xing looked into the distance, while Zhaoyang focused on his profile.As the general, he was a little embarrassed to be exposed in front of all his subordinates, and he was reluctant to make up his mind to stop him from talking, because... I also wanted to hear it a little bit.
Because he couldn't deny that he missed the days that he couldn't wait to get rid of so much.
Everyone kept booing, and Jian Xing talked more and more excitedly, mostly talking about how his eldest brother bullied the second and third children when he was young.When I was young, I was ignorant and didn't have that self-consciousness. Now when I say it, Jian Xing is booed frequently by everyone, and the brothers are very rude: "Brother Yang, you were not kind when you were young!"
"Hey," Jian Xing shrugged, "Now I know why my parents beat me all the time—"
Someone poked him from behind, "You owe it to me!"
"Ha ha ha ha ha ha ha--"
Among the high-spirited laughter that rose and fell one after another, Zhaoyang also laughed.
Subtle and introverted, with a half majesty that follows you everywhere, but you can't suppress it, laughing from the bottom of your heart.
Looking at Jian Xing's eyes, there was a starlight shining.
It seems that in an instant, he returned to his youth more than ten years ago.
Seeing Zhaoyang's smile, Jian Xing was stunned for half a second.
He suddenly got up again, chasing after the man who said he owed a beating just now, and wanted to teach him a lesson.
That daze was not in the script, it was his real reaction.The camera clearly captured this scene, and Director Qiu immediately moved the camera forward to take close-ups of the two of them.
The two leading actors played particularly brilliantly in this episode, and the supporting roles were slightly flawed. After going through it, Director Qiu decided to cut some shots of other people, and this scene was over.
Years of experience in the industry told Director Qiu that some moments of inspiration are perfect only at that moment, and it is difficult to reproduce.
As soon as the director called CUT, Zhaoyang immediately retracted his smile, turned his head away from everyone's eyes, and sighed softly.
It was a sigh of relief.
It's finally over.
Zhaoyang hurried back to the rest shed, took out his mobile phone and went out, made a brief call, and came back in a daze
, clutching the phone, walking with his head down.
Even after swallowing three chocolates, I still felt the symptoms of hypoglycemia, and my typing hands were shaking.
He didn't know when a person came to him with a club, and he almost bumped his head.
Zhaoyang raised his head abruptly and saw Jian Xing, who looked like a student who was caught by the head teacher while playing with his mobile phone in class, he was inexplicably flustered.
"Senior," Jian Xing said, "I was almost deceived by you."
After holding back for a long time, I didn't hold back a word.
Jian Xing looked at the box in his hand and said with a smile, "For me?"
Zhaoyang nodded quickly.
"Come in." Jian Xing opened the door further and turned sideways.
Zhaoyang forgot to think for a while, and went in ignorantly.
The original plan was obviously to give the things to Jian Xing, to express their feelings, and to rest at night.But as soon as Jian Xing opened his mouth, Zhaoyang felt as if he had been poisoned as soon as the gentle voice rushed over.
How could you refuse him.
As soon as Zhaoyang entered, Jian Xing slammed the door shut with a snappy but gentle movement.Before Zhaoyang had time to take a step, Jian Xing forced him over.As soon as Zhaoyang stepped back, his back hit the door panel, leaving no room for movement.
Jian Xing propped up the door panel, leaned over slightly, the air was stuffy, and breathed in Zhaoyang's ear, "Senior...can you give me a hug?"
Zhaoyang was stunned for a moment, his body was so stiff that he didn't know what to do.Jian Xing's warm breath was still blowing out next to his ear, tickling him very itchy.
He tensed his neck and turned his face sideways, not daring to look into Jian Xing's eyes, naively thinking that as long as he was silent for a long time, some things could be regarded as never happened.
But Jian Xing didn't let him go, she pressed her head lower on his shoulder, and her voice was softer, "Senior...?"
The originally sexy and magnetic voice now seemed to be acting like a baby.
...too foul.
Thinking of Jian Xing's exhausted look that passed by from time to time on the set, his heart softened, and he couldn't stand up any longer.
"...Mmm." Zhaoyang responded in a low voice, opened his hands, approached Jian Xing's arms, and put his arms around his back.
Jian Xing hugged Zhaoyang tightly, almost pushing his whole body against the wall, satisfied for a long time.
After a full 3 minutes, Zhaoyang couldn't help but ask, "Can I put the things down first..."
The exquisite and small takeaway food can't stand the toss. Zhaoyang is afraid that the food will be deformed, so the hand holding the box is always lifted in the air, so sore that it almost breaks.
Jian Xing finally let go of him, took the box in his hand, and opened it, "Cheesecake?"
"Yeah." Zhaoyang said.
Jian Xing raised her eyebrows, "How did senior know that I like cheesecake?"
Zhaoyang was a little puzzled, "Your fans know it all."
Is this still some secret information?
"My fans like me so I know," Jian Xing said, "Senior... like me too?"
Zhaoyang opened his mouth, and the moment he was about to speak, he realized that there seemed to be a pitfall in the question.
Zhaoyang's ignorant guard made Jian Xing happy, "Senior came to me so late, just to give me a piece of cake?"
"...I want to see how you are doing." Zhaoyang told the truth.
"How about what?" Jian Xing asked knowingly.
Zhaoyang looked at him, not hiding his worry, "Are you okay?"
"Not very good." Jian Xing said.
"..." Zhaoyang thought that Jian Xing would cover up to some extent, but he didn't expect that Jian Xing directly shortened the process, so Zhaoyang had to search for all kinds of words that could comfort people, "It's because Yu Shuangqin—"
Halfway through the conversation, he wanted to strangle himself.I can really chat.
But before Zhaoyang changed the subject, Jian Xing answered, "It's really not."
"She's not that capable."
Although Yu Shuangqin did make Jian Xing very upset, very upset.
Yu Shuangqin put up with all kinds of hints and teases from him, but that night Yu Shuangqin's words clearly crossed the line: "You are not really gay, are you?"
Yu Shuangqin asked in a joking tone, but such an exaggerated play cannot fool Jian Xing.
Ridicule, ridicule, disdain, even threats.
As far as the domestic environment is concerned, it is impossible for an artist to come out publicly, especially the traffic idols like Jian Xing whose girlfriend fans carry half the sky.
We can fry your CP, but you can't really fuck.
If the question of sexuality is hammered, Jian Xing will be finished.
But Jian Xing chooses to be soft rather than hard. Men in their early 20s are at their strongest.
Although he is gay, he has no problem with women, as long as they don't mess with him.It's not good for Yu Shuangqin to hook up with anyone, and he's not the only one who is top-ranked. If she insists on going to his minefield to play disco, what is she trying to do?
Jian Xing had also heard how crazy Yu Shuangqin's benefactor was, but he just wanted to see if Yu Shuangqin was capable of treating the entire entertainment industry as his own home.
"Don't put too much pressure on yourself," Zhaoyang thought, if it wasn't Yu Shuangqin, it must have something to do with the negative public opinion that exploded from this incident, so he continued to comfort him sincerely, "Don't read what those people say on the Internet..."
"I'm not afraid of pressure."
"Since the first day I joined the industry, my pressure has never been light." Jian Xing said, "Many people look at me very well. I appeared on the first variety show, and the number of fans broke through 300 million. In [-], the contract remuneration exceeded eight figures..."
Jian Xing said it lightly, but Zhaoyang's heart was caught more and more ruthlessly, it was the feeling of jealousy beyond recognition.
Eight figures, he had never seen what an eight figure contract looked like in his life.
"But many people don't know that the more money the company throws at me, the more debts I bear. If I don't pay off these debts, my pressure will not be relieved for a day. I can't stop. Others can accumulate money, but I don't At that time, the company couldn’t wait, the fans couldn’t wait, and I couldn’t wait either.”
He must shine with all his heart every day, and he must show the most perfect state every day, so that the whole world can continue to love him uncontrollably.
"I can only do better, there is no room for retreat, otherwise it will be a failure." There was no resentment or anger in Jian Xing's voice, only calmness, a calmness hiding fatigue and anxiety.
Fatigue is not terrible, it is proof of hard work.Anxiety is scary because anxiety means uncertainty about the future.
Jian Xing couldn't understand Han Mingyi, and like many people ridiculed Han Mingyi's "debut is the peak".And Han Mingyi is the future template that most of the traffic is visible to the naked eye.
Han Mingyi is still able to fight, unwilling to be eliminated, enduring all kinds of eyes and voices and clinging to the lifebuoy desperately, he can survive every day in this Vanity Fair.
Jian Xing looked at him, feeling so desolate and ugly.He must not bear himself for such a day.
But I know my own situation.When filming the first play, Jian Xing unreservedly let go of acting, drawing out her aura to the fullest.After that, he became a blockbuster, amazed the market, and also amazed himself.
The second drama is quite satisfactory, and the perception is mediocre.
Up to now the third drama, top-level investment, top-level configuration, but Jian Xing still feels powerless from time to time.
It seems that the best of me has been exhausted in the first novel, and all the knowledge I have learned in my life has been displayed too quickly.Next, what he can present to the world is only his not-so-good self.
He can withstand the overwhelming cynicism, the persistent attacks and abuse from black fans, he can treat all misunderstandings, rumors, and misinterpretations with cold eyes, and he may be angry, but he has the courage to grit his teeth and persevere .He has always been clear that these are just the price of red, if you get the benefits, you have to pay, you can't get cheap and act good.
Only for one's own limit, if one cannot break through, then one is truly desperate.
He didn't expect his bottleneck period to come so quickly.
Jian Xing can only show that kind of self-deprecating smile in private, "Sometimes I doubt myself..."
"Don't doubt," Zhaoyang interrupted him, "don't doubt yourself."
Jian Xing looked at him.
"You acted very well," Zhaoyang said, "You are the most powerful newcomer I have ever seen."
Great in every way.From talent to attitude.
He could feel Jian Xing's sincerity.
"Really?" Jian Xing asked hoarsely.
"En." Zhaoyang nodded, looking serious.
"...Senior," Jian Xing smiled and tilted his head, "Can I hug you again?"
Zhaoyang: "..."
Zhaoyang returned to the room, still unable to calm down for a long time.Not only because of Jian Xing's Yu
Flavorful hugs.
Although the smell on Jian Xing's body is really strong.Zhaoyang couldn't tell whether it was the smell of perfume or Jian Xing himself.
It was so rich that it followed him back to the room, and then scored twice in his room, filling the room.
This is probably poisonous, literally.
Zhaoyang couldn't sleep, so for the first time, he took the initiative to tease Lin Xigu in the middle of the night.
Zhao Yang: I just came back from Jian Xing’s room
Lin Xigu: ...? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ?Fuck? ? ? ? ? ?
Lin Xigu: You, you, you, you really did it!live streaming! ! ! ! !
Lin Xigu: So you finally couldn't hold it anymore? ? ? ? ?
Lin Xigu: Unspoken rules may be late, but will not be absent? ? ? ? ?
Zhaoyang: ...don't play so much
Zhaoyang: I just chatted with him
After listening to Zhaoyang's summary, Lin Xigu was stunned again.
Lin Xigu: What the hell?A contract of tens of millions in one year of debut?
Zhaoyang: Jealousy makes me ugly
I am afraid that others will not believe me when I say it. He has been in the industry for 7 years, and the salary he has received has not exceeded eight figures.
If you compare goods, you will throw them away, and if you compare people...you will die.This is to kill him.
Although it is not a day or two for him to be jealous of Jian Xing.
However, he changed his mind today.
He used to be too cynical and narrow-minded.Probably because I often hit my head badly, and it is difficult to be compatible with the existing worldly world, so I am full of anger towards this world.
Although hidden, the anger was always there, simmering in his heart.
Back then, when he made a choice, he did not reconcile with the world, but chose to hide his strength and bide his time, lower his profile, stick to what he wanted, and work hard in silence among the two evils.
He doesn't show it on the surface, but he can't lie to himself in his heart—he doesn't understand the world, and doesn't know what's wrong.Why is it that people who are insincere in art can rely on marketing and hype to occupy a high position and steal a lot of attention, praise, wealth, and fame?
Such a world, right?If not, why is everyone acquiescing and submissive?
This anger was suffocated, and it was hidden deep in my heart, and I rarely brought it out to collide with the outside world.At least he still knows what he wants, so he has the strength to keep going.Poverty and loneliness, so what.
But today Jian Xing told him so much.
It was not those words that shocked Zhaoyang, but Jian Xing who shocked Zhaoyang.
After spending these days with Jian Xing, he gradually understood from Jian Xing that this world is actually not as unfair as he imagined.
What he didn't want to bear, Jian Xing was bearing.Desperately put on variety shows, receive announcements, try to figure out the market, care about fans' tastes and emotions, hone their acting skills with heart, and seize every opportunity to improve themselves, even if they are trained to lose face.Working day and night, making your liver explode... In Zhaoyang's view, the top-notch "only relies on marketing and hype", but the intensity of effort is simply unbearable for ordinary people.
Even Han Mingyi has endured things that many people don't want to bear.Maintaining a character design that does not belong to me for ten years is acting the biggest show.
At least, in Zhaoyang's case, he couldn't do it.
Those who know current affairs are Junjie.Efforts to connect with the market, in the eyes of the market, are the real "efforts".Otherwise, it's all just self-admiration, playing with yourself.
It was he who had always misunderstood the world.
but.
If he had to choose again, he would still choose the path he is taking.
It's just that with a clearer and clearer mentality, we will walk more without complaints or regrets.
Whether it's hot searches on the Internet or gossip in the crew, Jian Xing's team handled it in a timely manner.It is inevitable for a popular little fresh meat to be attacked by black fans, and it is impossible to completely eliminate the group of black fans. The key is to stabilize one's own position, not to lose existing fans, and to maintain the popularity of passers-by to the greatest extent.
Venus Century's public relations level and Ji Ge's experience are beyond doubt, hot search, control comments, joint marketing account big V to guide public opinion,
In addition, to divert attention from the hot spots, I also contacted the program team of "The Age of Stars", and on the premise of not damaging the image of the three parties of "The Age of Stars", Jian Xing and Yu Shuangqin, Jian Xing "temporarily changed the repertoire" This matter gradually turned into a misunderstanding that was over-interpreted.It doesn't have to be packaged as a simple star, there is nothing wrong with it, as long as passers-by can stand halfway and feel that this issue is different and harmless, this time the public relations will be considered a success.
Regarding the aggressive Yu Shuangqin fans, and the Yu Shuangqin team who intentionally or unintentionally stole Jian Xing's wool, Ji Ge and Venus executives discussed and agreed that they should avoid their edge now and not start a direct war with Yu Shuangqin.
It's not that he can't offend Yu Shuangqin, but that he can't offend the people behind Yu Shuangqin.God knows how far Yu Shuangqin's relationship with the gold master's father has progressed now. Yu Shuangqin has just become popular, and it is the most popular age and stage. To fight Jian Xing to the end, both sides are big names, and a big battle is inevitable.
It's not that Venus is afraid of being defeated, but that it's unnecessary.After a battle is fought, one thousand enemies will be injured and eight hundred will be harmed. With so much strength and resources, wouldn't it be good to support Jian Xing and go on the career path?
As soon as Jian Xing's new drama, other variety shows, and high-end endorsements come out, this little episode will be drowned out immediately.
Brother Ji mentioned the company's meaning to Jian Xing a few times, but Jian Xing didn't say anything, as before, it was regarded as acquiescing.
Jian Xing knew that Brother Ji would hurt him as soon as he opened his mouth, but he was more protective than anyone else.The face of an artist is his face in this industry. If someone wants to slap him in the face as an artist, he just slaps him in the face.
Therefore, he knew that Brother Ji must be the same as him, and he was also unwilling.
"It's okay," Ji Ge said, "Xing'er, her future depends on others, and your future depends on yourself."
Since the production of "Not Me" was launched, the relevant personnel have generated [-] trending searches, making the outside world turbulent. Director Qiu just pretended to be invisible, and the filming progress was unshakable.In the next few days, there will be an exterior scene. The filming location is a real bird shit, and the water and electricity must be provided by themselves. The conditions are quite difficult.
This is a group play. Although the environment is bitter, the mood is happy.Not long after the third brother Zhaoyang reunited with his elder brother Jianxing, the rebellion had just started on track, and both sides were in the honeymoon period in all aspects.
In the original book, this is also the period when the third brother's feelings for the eldest brother gradually sprouted and awakened from the bottom of his heart.
In addition to the scenes of the large army marching and the protagonist riding a horse, there are two main scenes. One is a group of brothers headed by Jian Xing and Zhao Yang eating and chatting around the campfire after setting up camp, and the other is late at night, when Zhao Yang, who can't sleep, comes out to hang out. , met Jian Xing who was also unable to sleep, and the two had a conversation.
Director Qiu wanted to take in natural light, so he organized everyone to walk through the scene a few times in the first scene, and then waited for the sun to go down, when the sky was getting dark and it was still dark, so the filming took place on time.
The filming was quite satisfactory, so Director Qiu told everyone to rest and refresh themselves. When the time came, try to finish the filming as quickly and accurately as possible. Tonight, we will film the night scene of Jian Xing and Zhaoyang, at least The actors can call it a day and go home.
The one-way journey from the hotel to the set takes at least three hours. If the filming does not go well, actors with many roles will have to spend the night in the car.
Zhaoyang went back to the rest shed and pulled out his cell phone.As soon as he unlocked the screen, the first thing he saw was not Lin Xigu's regular WeChat bombing, but a missed call.
Display "Mom".
Zhaoyang's heart tightened.
At noon, he only posted a post on Moments that only his family group could see, reporting his status as a routine, and his mother gave him a like.Since she knew he was working, her mother would never call him at this time.
Unless there is something urgent.
very important.
Jian Xing and several other actors were sitting a few steps away from him, still chatting and laughing.Zhaoyang stood up, silently exited the rest shed, walked to a corner where no one could hear him, and called back.
The call lasted less than 5 minutes.When Zhaoyang came back, only Jian Xing noticed that his expression had changed.
But became very forbearing.
Zhaoyang has always been tepid, neither salty nor bland, just right for quietness outside the play, and can dilute his sense of existence in front of anyone without being aggressive.
Most people can't tell when his state is real and when it's faking.
Jane Xing can tell the difference.
While responding to others' words, Jian Xing took the time to glance at Zhaoyang from the corner of his eye.Zhao Yangwo looked down at the script in the corner of the rest shed. From time to time, he opened WeChat for a few glances, then turned off the screen, and continued to stare at the script. The script... repeats itself.
After reading it for a long time, I didn't turn back a single page of the script.
He just wanted an excuse to be alone.Everyone else was chatting, and he was playing with his mobile phone by himself, looking out of place, at least he was dedicated to reading the script.
The sun was fading yellow.Seeing that the sun was about to go down to the top of the mountain, Director Qiu gave an order, and everyone took their positions, ready to start filming.
Zhaoyang put down the script, put away his cell phone, got up, straightened his clothes, adjusted his expression, and walked to the field.
A group of people sat around the bonfire, each took a piece of flatbread used as dry food, and talked about the mountains endlessly while gnawing.
While chatting, a brother suddenly asked: "Brother Yang, are you and President Liang going to be brothers?"
Jian Xing and Zhao Yang looked at each other, Jian Xing patted Zhao Yang on the back hard, "Do you think he and I are like brothers?"
The person who asked the question shook his head, "It's not like that."
Jian Xing: "Hahaha——"
Zhaoyang: "..."
"However," Jian Xing said again, "in my heart, the third child will always be my real brother."
Zhaoyang turned his head and looked at Jian Xing with a complicated expression.
In the script, the description here is very simple, Zhao Yang just glanced at Jian Xing.
In the original book, the third brother remembered many past events at this moment.
So this look contains a lot of emotions.
"I still remember the first time I saw the second and third child." Jian Xing smiled from his eyes, talking to everyone, but looking at the sky from a distance, "they are as dirty as coal balls, I could see a pair of eyes, and my buttocks were bare, and after I took it back and washed it white, I could tell who was from whom—”
"Hahahahaha—" Everyone laughed.
Jian Xing looked into the distance, while Zhaoyang focused on his profile.As the general, he was a little embarrassed to be exposed in front of all his subordinates, and he was reluctant to make up his mind to stop him from talking, because... I also wanted to hear it a little bit.
Because he couldn't deny that he missed the days that he couldn't wait to get rid of so much.
Everyone kept booing, and Jian Xing talked more and more excitedly, mostly talking about how his eldest brother bullied the second and third children when he was young.When I was young, I was ignorant and didn't have that self-consciousness. Now when I say it, Jian Xing is booed frequently by everyone, and the brothers are very rude: "Brother Yang, you were not kind when you were young!"
"Hey," Jian Xing shrugged, "Now I know why my parents beat me all the time—"
Someone poked him from behind, "You owe it to me!"
"Ha ha ha ha ha ha ha--"
Among the high-spirited laughter that rose and fell one after another, Zhaoyang also laughed.
Subtle and introverted, with a half majesty that follows you everywhere, but you can't suppress it, laughing from the bottom of your heart.
Looking at Jian Xing's eyes, there was a starlight shining.
It seems that in an instant, he returned to his youth more than ten years ago.
Seeing Zhaoyang's smile, Jian Xing was stunned for half a second.
He suddenly got up again, chasing after the man who said he owed a beating just now, and wanted to teach him a lesson.
That daze was not in the script, it was his real reaction.The camera clearly captured this scene, and Director Qiu immediately moved the camera forward to take close-ups of the two of them.
The two leading actors played particularly brilliantly in this episode, and the supporting roles were slightly flawed. After going through it, Director Qiu decided to cut some shots of other people, and this scene was over.
Years of experience in the industry told Director Qiu that some moments of inspiration are perfect only at that moment, and it is difficult to reproduce.
As soon as the director called CUT, Zhaoyang immediately retracted his smile, turned his head away from everyone's eyes, and sighed softly.
It was a sigh of relief.
It's finally over.
Zhaoyang hurried back to the rest shed, took out his mobile phone and went out, made a brief call, and came back in a daze
, clutching the phone, walking with his head down.
Even after swallowing three chocolates, I still felt the symptoms of hypoglycemia, and my typing hands were shaking.
He didn't know when a person came to him with a club, and he almost bumped his head.
Zhaoyang raised his head abruptly and saw Jian Xing, who looked like a student who was caught by the head teacher while playing with his mobile phone in class, he was inexplicably flustered.
"Senior," Jian Xing said, "I was almost deceived by you."
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