say i love you again

74.

two hours ago.

After washing the last set of tableware for today's meal, Shao Jingxuan turned off the tap.

She breathed a sigh of relief, glanced at the water stains left by the sink, she picked up a rag and wiped the sink, but the water stains had not been wiped off, but her eyes fell on the one on the shelf beside it. Only red wine is on the label.

Yingying's slender hands caressed the body of the bottle of wine, and her fingertips rested lightly on the ice-cold bottle. After these times of nostalgia, Jing Xuan had no intention of picking up the bottle of wine from the shelf.

It's just because she has never been a person who would drink away her sorrows, not to mention, she would not take the bottle of red wine that Fu Weiran left at home in the past as an antidote to all her sorrows.

──She didn't want to be so humble.

Although, Fu Weiran once forced her to the point where she could not retreat, and once made her trample on her own dignity and turn a blind eye.

although.

Thinking of what she had experienced with Fu Weiran in the past, she pursed her lips, but she also remembered the mood when she was determined to be with Mu Yan.

It has always been like this, she has never lacked suitors around her, she is not a person who plays games in the world, so she has talked about several unforgettable love affairs, but they often end without a problem, so in the end, she just wants a job that will make her feel at ease. Feelings.

But Moo Yeon...

Thinking of Mu Yan's eyes when she saw her employer Xu Yaen this afternoon, also thinking of Mu Yan's anxiety when Xu Yaen was angry because of Xu Yaen, and thinking of Mu Yan's absent-mindedness on the way back with her later...

Thoughts froze here, Shao Jingxuan frowned, she picked up the water bottle and tried to pour a glass of water for herself, but she didn't even put the glass in place, so the glass was about to fall down before the entire glass was filled.

She groaned, but she was too late to hold the water glass. The fallen water glass swirled and hit the counter lightly, making a few intermittent single sounds. The sound became smaller and smaller, but the water in the glass had already flowed out. clean.

The drained water overflowed into a small puddle on the sink in an instant. Shao Jingxuan sighed. She picked up the rag beside her and was about to wipe it off, but the disobedient tears had already flowed down. Falling into the little puddle.

Covering her face, she leaned against the wall after putting down the rag, the powerlessness in her heart overwhelmed her thoughts, so for a moment the puddle on the sink seemed insignificant.

Letting the sourness in her heart melt into tears, Shao Jingxuan tried to hug her body, but she couldn't feel any warmth.

With tears in her eyes, she picked up the phone, and when she slid open the address book, she skipped too many people, including Fu Weiran. When she saw Ji Muyan's name, she hesitated a little, but after thinking about it, she still jumped. pass.

In the end, her name fell on a certain name in the address book, that name was Tong Xinning, the name of her friend for many years, but after thinking about it, the very strong Shao Jingxuan did not press the dial button after all.

──It's not that time yet, she doesn't want to show her vulnerability to anyone.

Because seriously, she actually believed in Mu Yan, and believed that even if Mu Yan had other feelings for Xu Yaen in her heart, Mu Yan would not have any further relationship with Xu Yaen behind her back.

She believes it.

Because that is Mu Yan's traits, behind her reassuring traits, there is too much thoughtfulness and gentleness, so Shao Jingxuan knows very well that as long as Mu Yan agrees to her and spends a day with her, it is impossible for Mu Yan to betray her. With her and Xu Yaen having further development.

──But does the relationship she holds in her hands only depend on her being the first to win?

Seeing everything too clearly, when she understood the facts, she also saw her own sadness, Shao Jingxuan sighed softly, the sigh was faint, and the air that should have been transparent seemed to be stained with melancholy.

"Do you really want to do this...forcibly keep someone beside me who doesn't care about me?" Unconsciously, Shao Jingxuan murmured in the empty kitchen. "I clearly know..."

It's just that when the lingering sound fell, there was no sound in the kitchen, just like Shao Jingxuan's heart was lost at the moment, and there was no echo that could serve as an answer to this question.

Shao Jingxuan frowned, because her heart was entangled in these melancholy, as if unknowingly tied up by fatigue, the feeling of fatigue welled up clearly, she felt tired, so tired, so tired.

But she doesn't want to give up here.

Thinking about it, she was so strong that she forced herself to pull herself together, to cheer herself up in those melancholy, she cleaned up the mess on the countertop, Shao Jingxuan walked out of the kitchen with her slippers on, she turned her back and closed the kitchen door. lamp.

Click.

The moment the lights went out, by coincidence, she vaguely heard the sound of the elevator opening at the other end of the gate.

Her heart felt sad, because of her intuition, she already guessed who would be looking for her at this moment.

So she walked into the door, waited for the doorbell to ring and she opened the door. Sure enough, Mu Yan stood outside the door with a nervous expression on her face.

Seeing Mu Yan, Jing Xuan didn't speak, but saw that the cold wind outside had froze Mu Yan's face, she remained silent, and stretched out her hand to help Mu Yan untie the scarf around her neck that was made tighter by the wind. .

"Come to see me so late...it's cold outside, come in first, I'll make you a cup of hot cocoa?" She said, without waiting for Mu Yan to reply, and without asking why Mu Yan came, she took Mu Yan's hand into the house.

"Jingxuan, it's okay, I can do it myself." Putting down the coat and scarf in her hand, Mu Yan followed Jingxuan into the kitchen.