rogue flower

Gu Xiaohui's words made Bai Zizheng feel a little strange. Of course, the core of the question was "whether they will come back".As a semi-single young man with basically zero love experience, Bai Zizheng can clearly realize that he and Chi Lang are no longer just colleagues or friends, but the reality is that he doesn't know how to continue and maintain the current situation. relation.On topics like liking and love, Bai Zizheng has never been a person with a right to speak.Take his first (and only) love affair that Papa Bai despises him so far, one is that he is not active enough, and the other is that he is too calm.As a person who came here, old man Bai once taught him painstakingly: "My wife, after getting married, you have to be pampered, and it's the same when you fall in love. You, be more flexible. For example, if a girl says, 'Oh, recently A new water park has been opened, you have to buy a two-person package ticket to take her to play, don't worry about money, there is your father and me."

Bai Zizheng: "..."

Father Bai continued to talk eloquently: "For another example, if she calls you and says 'I have a cold and feel unwell', don't say anything, drink plenty of water, take a good rest, it's useless, who wouldn't say that? .It’s best to buy medicine and go to someone’s door and ring the doorbell to say that I’m here. If you can, please accompany me to enhance your relationship.”

Bai Zizheng: "..."

Bai Zirong, who was doing homework on the side, saw his brother's face darker than the bottom of the pot, and laughed out loud.

Father Bai felt that his majesty as the head of the family had been challenged: "What are you laughing at? I didn't see that I was talking to your brother. Go and do your homework well. I'll listen to some words when you grow up, ah~"

Bai Zirong shook his head, Tong Yanwuji expressed curiosity: "Dad, when you chased my mother, did you chase after me like this?"

Father Bai was triumphant: "Hmm~ Do you feel that your father is as warm as the sun over there~"

Bai Zirong mercilessly exposed him and said, "But you told me to drink more water when I caught a cold last time."

Papa Bai choked: "You are different from your mother!"

Bai Zirong looked like a little adult: "Okay, okay, I know you like my mother." He shouted again, "Mom~ my dad said he likes you so much~ Mom~ my dad really likes you so much~ You~ Mom~ My dad likes you so much that he's going to pass out~ Mom, come here soon, Mom~~" Every sentence is like a magic voice piercing my ears.

Papa Bai began to feel that the younger son was not as worry-free as the elder son.

At this time, Bai Zizheng was still a pure and kind boy, and he actually thought about the feasibility of his father's experience seriously, and finally replied: "Dad, I don't think so, I can't think of so much."

Papa Bai let go of the claws that were ravaging the face of his youngest son, and said with hatred, "You are the one who wants to have a girlfriend!"

Bai Zizheng began to rebel: "...You can think so much when you see my mother."

Father Bai said: "Of course."

Bai Zizheng said, "Why?"

Papa Bai felt suffocated for a while, and lamented heartbrokenly, "My God, have you taken away my son's love brain?" After that, the BGM possessed him, and the famous song "Because of Love" echoed all over his body.Bai Zizheng thought about it carefully, and gave a cautious answer: "Dad, maybe I don't like her that much."

Father Bai began to feel that the eldest son was even more worried.

In view of these painful lessons, Papa Bai decided to let nature take its course, and wait until his son really likes someone.Bai Zizheng doesn't know what his father thinks, but it's a bit problematic that his view of love is somewhat influenced by his father.Papa Bai is the leader of the stalker faction, and Chi Lang happens to be one of the best.Bai Zizheng's position in a relationship is always passive. From when the girl blushed and gave him chocolates and asked him to go skating on the ice rink, to when Chi Lang played hooligans seriously and forced kisses in the hospital, the decision he had to make was to accept or not, The criterion for judging is whether you are tempted or not, and whether you like it or not.In his view, falling in love means being together, at least face-to-face communication, such as Meng Jianbin in different places, there have been several "let's break up" plots, but fortunately it was resolved safely every time.Bai Zizheng does not deny that he has a good impression of Chi Lang, saying that if he likes it, he should be able to agree with it. Now it feels like... when the water was about to flow for a long time, the upstream suddenly stopped, and the downstream reservoir was not full.Sometimes he is a person who really wants to save face and suffer. Of course, he would not ask Chi Lang "what are you going to do?" Instead, he, the chased person, was framed by an invisible frame.

Bai Zizheng felt depressed from the bottom of his heart, and it was the first time he got into a corner in such a matter.

Until Gu Xiaohui stretched out a hand and shook it in front of his eyes: "Brother Xiaobai? Brother Xiaobai!"

Only then did Bai Zizheng come back to his senses, and asked, "What's wrong?"

Gu Xiaohui said: "Brother Bai, what are you thinking?"

Bai Zizheng said: "It's nothing." It seemed to cover up his absence a little bit.

But because of such subtle thoughts that cannot be disclosed to the public, Bai Zizheng just felt that he couldn't calm down. Even the text messages that Chi Lang sent every day became tasteless. Why not ask Captain Fu", "Which one of us has jet lag for sending text messages at four o'clock in the morning?" If it's too late, it looks a little overbearing.

Of course Chi Lang wouldn't fail to notice it, and he didn't intend to let go of the excuse of betting, but it's just that the strategy has reached the step of playing hard to get, so it's a good thing to leave some room for each other to think.Whether a pot of sugar water boils thicker or thicker, time and heat are very important.In fact, Chi Lang really wanted to hear Bai Zizheng's thoughts, and the gap between liking and dating each other was just short of piercing the window paper.Another reason is that he has been too busy recently. He just returned to the provincial capital from Xinhai in the past two days, and the first stop was to go to Kang Zhenying's business.Perhaps it was because Xu Haiyang had already made a small report in advance, so when Chi Lang said that he wanted to go to Jinnan, Kang Zhenying did not show the shock he should have, but a look of bewildered relief that "this child finally has a home", He flicked the tea leaves floating in the cup with the lid of the bowl, and said with a smile, "Is there someone you like?" There was a holy radiance like a loving mother in her words.

Chi Lang was really embarrassed, and said yes and no and no, Xu Haiyang can be as big as Kang Zhenying, but he always maintains that kind of respect for his elders, and it is easy to have that kind of subtle ambiguity when encountering such topics Embarrassed, he was hesitating how to be frank and lenient and emphasizing that he did not abandon the teacher because of personal feelings, Kang Zhenying added: "How do you look? Do you have a picture? Let me see it too. Young man Well, that's good, haha."

Chi Lang: "..."

There are two photos of Bai Zizheng in his phone, one is a sneak shot after the Sun Qing case is over, and the other is a uniform ID photo saved by the internal system.Although the origin of the photo seems to be the work of a gentleman, Chi Lang still forgave himself for his unscrupulous means within reason.Kang Zhenying didn't ask how he got the photo, put on his glasses, took the phone and looked at it carefully for a while, finally nodded and said: "Okay, he looks pretty good, not bad, how is the chase going?"

Chi Lang: "..."

Suddenly discovered that Taishan Beidou-level grandmaster is also an out-and-out face control.

Bai Zizheng struggled for a few days with a fiery heart and a cold exterior, before he realized that there was a faint sign of collapse in his heart.Lu Xun said that if you don't break out in silence, you will perish in silence. Unfortunately, Bai Zizheng can't find an outlet for venting. He has been calm for too long, and even feeling unhappy in his heart seems to be making trouble for no reason.It was already mid-May at this time, and there were only 20 days left before Bai Zirong's college entrance examination. Tonight, Father Bai went to find his youngest son for dinner near the school. There was no one at home, too lazy to cook, took the car keys and went downstairs, intending to eat something casually, but actually drove the car aimlessly on the street.

Bai Zizheng didn't know what medicine he had taken wrongly, and by the time he realized it, he had already stopped at the door of the black box bar by a ghost.Although recently he has indeed shown a tendency to be inconsistent in his handling of certain matters, this subconscious choice still makes him feel unspeakably weird, and he can only find a more reasonable excuse to say that Lao Mai did it. The food is really delicious, but I forgot that this is not a place to eat.The overall style of the bar is simple and fashionable. At this time, the dazzling lights have not been turned on. Compared with the late-night carnival, it has a bit more literary and petty bourgeois sentiment.This time, there was no Chi Lang by his side, and the waiter guarding the door had changed, so Bai Zizheng didn't turn into the corridor leading to Lao Mai's kitchen uninvited, but just found a place near the bar. The position sat down.

Maybe it was the wrong time for him to come here today, the bar was not as lively as imagined, and coupled with the cool-toned lighting, the overall atmosphere seemed a bit deserted.Bai Zizheng looked around out of professional habits, and found that today's staff did not seem to be the same group as when they came last time, which made him let go of his worry that he might be recognized.Sitting on one side of the stage was a middle-aged man holding a guitar and playing and singing himself. He plucked the strings slowly, and the melody of the folk song flowed out, and then sang emotionally: "I am hiding in the shadow that I have designed for myself for many years. , I never expected anyone to be able to open it..."

His voice was low and melancholy, carrying an indescribably lonely atmosphere.A hip-hop young man next to him was stunned for a while, and he didn't know what touched him. He put down his wine glass, and kept a gesture of propping his mouth with his hands for a long time.

This is the epitome of the human world, frustration and triumph, wandering and staying, sensuality and long nights, success and homelessness, different time and space gathered under the same roof, all driven by desire in the process of alcohol evaporation, what an indulgence good place to go.

Bai Zizheng had to admit that he didn't like this place. Too much self-discipline and going with the crowd are inherently contradictory. At this moment, a hand gently touched his slightly cold left hand.

This is a young man with slender eyes, a black T-shirt with a deep V-neck, and three sparkling diamond stud earrings on his left ear.His smile is as sweet as a crooked hook: "Hey, what's for a drink?"

Bai Zizheng moved his left hand away calmly, and replied blankly, "Have a glass of ice water."

The man chased after Bai Zizheng's hand and shook it vigorously, then smiled and said, "Hey, a glass of ice water!"

He was still not used to being touched so easily by strangers, and felt that he was a different kind of person in it.At this time, the folk song came slowly, singing: "...you are still ignorant of the first love, but you don't understand that my love is mottled...how can you let me go..."

The waiter brought a glass of ice water and gently placed it on the table in front of him.

The man with earrings blew an ambiguous kiss from not far away.

Bai Zizheng picked up the cup, and the cold, wet mist condensed on the cup wall.

Soda, lemon, and white wine flavors.

He suddenly felt a little drunk.

He didn't know what to do with Chi Lang.

It can't be called a sense of frustration, but an uneasiness as if he has no fixed place. In this familiar and unfamiliar environment, for the first time, he wanted to hold someone tightly in his palm, at least to get a satisfactory one. Answer.

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Recently, I am working on my resume and participating in school recruitment.

In life, finding a job is also a major difficulty (unable to lie down).