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In the end, they couldn't discuss what was the right gift for Papa Bai.

Lu Xiaowan suggested that he should ask Bai Zizheng's thoughts first, after all, his son must know his father's preferences better than ordinary people; he set a general direction for Bai's mother's gift, and Lu Xiaowan introduced him to some famous ones in women's skin care. As for which brand to choose, it depends on the wishes of Chi Lang, the investor.Bai Zizheng’s training trip to the provincial capital departs from Jinnan on Saturday afternoon. After settling down in the evening, he can walk around the next day. The formal training starts on Monday, and the ten-day course is completed within two weeks. Generally speaking, it is relatively loose arrangement.Bai Zizheng and Jia Chensong shared a dormitory. Early the next morning, Jia Chensong went to see the graduation exhibition of the Provincial Academy of Fine Arts, and Bai Zizheng took a car to the academy to meet Kang Zhenying in private.

He also came to the provincial capital to meet his parents - Kang Zhenying was indeed like a parent to Chi Lang, and he had a very good impression of Bai Zizheng, so he took the initiative to wipe away the blind date for him, it was really hard not to see each other It's a bit unreasonable, not to mention that Kang Zhenying also wanted to see for himself what kind of person subdued his little apprentice.Bai Zizheng didn't feel too nervous about meeting his parents. He and Kang Zhenying had met during the video call between their master and apprentice. Secondly, he also wanted to take this opportunity to express his position. The "blind date" planned by Bai's mother The "incident" was obviously not a good one, and he was adhering to the idea of ​​making a quick decision to avoid long nights and dreams. At least before setting off, he discussed with Chi Lang and the result was to wait for him to come back and implement the plan of "going home for dinner", otherwise Chi Lang would not I will be anxious to prepare gifts when I come to the door.

He occasionally remembered what Long Jiu had said in the past two days, and the biggest conclusion he drew from this was that Kang Zhenying and Xu Haiyang had a mysterious tolerance and protection for Chi Lang.But it stands to reason that Chi Lang is almost at the age of three, and he is not a giant baby who grew up in a greenhouse, so it is a bit abnormal to protect him carefully.In the general environment where everything is gradually becoming clear, he is still very concerned about Chi Lang's past in some blank places. Unfortunately, he is really not a personality who will break the casserole and ask the end.Fortunately, the relationship of trust as a lover has been established, and daily life is indispensable. He is still very clear about this.

As far as the first impression is concerned, Kang Zhenying likes Bai Zizheng very much, because he can see that Bai Zizheng really likes Chi Lang.He knew about Shen Jianan's affairs from beginning to end, so no matter whether he or Long Jiu, in the final analysis, he didn't want to repeat what happened four years ago. Bai Zizheng's willingness to come out for Chi Lang added a lot of points .It's just that none of them can take the initiative to speak about Shen Jianan's matter. Chi Lang probably doesn't want Bai Zizheng to know that there is an "ex-boyfriend" who almost killed him, so Kang Zhenying always has a little reservations about what he says, but With a gentle attitude and a sense of humor, Bai Zizheng felt that the old man was quite cute, with a kind of intimacy as a teacher and a friend. The atmosphere of the meeting was very relaxed, and the overall feeling was very pleasant.When she was free, Kang Zhenying still did not forget to call the little apprentice to report: "Very good, the real person looks much better than the photos. The personality is also good. If you two can get along well, I feel relieved, teacher."

Chi Lang: "..." Teacher, when did you upgrade to face control? !囧囧 hangs up the phone in a spirited manner, and starts discussing with Bai Zizheng on WeChat what is the right gift for Papa Bai.Bai Zizheng was lying on the bed with a pad to look at the photos of Bi She taken by Jia Chensong. For a while, he was a little uncertain about his father's preferences. Tobacco and alcohol were options that he had rejected early in the morning, and health products were only available at home. Can grow hair.Bai Zizheng thought for a while, then slid his fingers across the screen unconsciously, and suddenly had a flash of inspiration when he saw the puzzle figure, so he sent Chi Lang a WeChat message: "Why don't you buy a tie."

Chi Lang replied: "The one in the store is only 200 yuan, isn't it too cheap?"

Bai Zizheng: "How much do you plan to buy for my mother?"

Chi Lang: "I haven't read it yet, what brand does your mother usually use?"

Bai Zizheng: "..." Thinking that I don't know, he asked for help outside the venue and sent a WeChat message to his brother to let him see what brands of mother's cosmetics are.When Bai Zirong saw WeChat, his mind was full of "Oh oh oh oh", thinking that my future sister-in-law is quite caring, she wants to buy things for mom, cosmetics are pretty good, but she still has to pretend that she doesn't understand: " Brother, why are you suddenly interested in cosmetics?"

Bai Zizheng said: "Just ask." He felt that his younger brother should already know his purpose well.It's just that once the gift giver is linked with the person in love, when Chi Lang comes to the door, it is basically equivalent to a showdown with Bai Zirong in advance. Bai Zizheng still has concerns about this, and after weighing it, he adopts a noncommittal attitude and lets Bai Zirong let him go.Bai Zirong ostentatiously went to his parents' house to spy on the enemy's situation. When he arrived at the designated place, he picked up his mobile phone and took a burst of snap shots. After taking the shots, he chose to send them, and then talked to his future sister-in-law in a roundabout way: "Brother, are you going to buy something?" Reward reward me."

Bai Zizheng said: "What do you want?" It was purely because of his success in the college entrance examination.

Bai Zirong said hehehe: "Oh, I heard that Cherry's black-axis keyboard is good for playing games, brother, you should consider it~ It's really not expensive, let me tell you~ buy me one~"

Bai Zizheng hasn't touched games much since he started working, and now he can't even tell the color of the keyboard. He went to the online shopping mall to search, and thought, little ancestor, how many thousand a month do you earn as a civil servant? The keyboard is still "not expensive or not expensive", and the major you want to study is acting, not e-sports. I thank you, so I replied with a cold expression: "Oh."

Bai Zirong bit the small handkerchief and chattered, Bai Zizheng showed his disregard for Dafa, and sent a message to Chi Lang: "You can buy a bottle of red wine for my dad." Red wine is much healthier than white wine, and the middle price is still affordable Make a move—he is actually more optimistic about Chi Lang winning with his character, and gifts or something... just treat it as icing on the cake.

However, even the embellishment must be carefully prepared.Chi Lang synthesized the opinions of Bai Zizheng and Lu Xiaowan, and made a list to complete his procurement plan before Bai Zizheng came back.For people like them who are used to treating weekends as working days, the only time they have free time is the evening when they can get off work on time. Fortunately, there is never a difference between morning and evening at the cosmetics counter.Chi Lang took the photo sent by Bai Zirong to search for it, and soon found the brand commonly used by Bai Mu.The little girl at the counter was very enthusiastic, and she kept introducing Mr. Good evening, our men's counter, please go this way... Oh, I bought it for auntie?Why don't you try our new product, it's specially designed for fine lines around the eyes and lightening dark spots, it has very good concealer and firming effects, and now there are shopping mall coupons worth [-] to [-], this It's the best time to buy.Ah, the moisturizing lotion is used at night, and the effect is better when used with a mask. There is also this repairing cream... balabala, balabala...

Chi Lang was dizzy when he heard this, and felt that women's experience in skin care is a metaphysics. At this time, he remembered Lu Xiaowan's advice, saying that it is best to choose moisturizing and lotion that can't go wrong when buying as a gift.According to this standard, he picked two fairly standard bottles, and Chi Lang swiped his card to pay the bill. He was about to go upstairs to see if there was a tie suitable for Papa Bai, but he was stopped by a man with his head down very abruptly on the way.

Chi Lang turned his head away in confusion.

Even if it was just a glimpse from a bird's-eye view, he still recognized who this person was in an instant.

It's Shen Jianan.

Shen, Jia, Nan.

The moment the four eyes met, Chi Lang's pupils reflected this face that had not been seen for four years, and his mood was much calmer than he imagined.

Before meeting Bai Zizheng, the feeling that was close to heart palpitations every time he thought of him was gone.

Maybe it's because of the disappearance of love... No, rather than caring about his betrayal or unilateral breakup, it's more like the fear after walking on the edge of life and death.

He is afraid.

fear death.

Kang Zhenying, Long Jiu, and Xu Haiyang were all afraid of his death.

He took a step back calmly, and separated Shen Jianan from holding his hand, his voice was as indifferent as a fragile piece of ice, but his smile was unusually mean: "Mr. Shen."

Shen Jianan and him said almost at the same time: "Xiao Lang..." His voice was trembling, and he didn't dare to look into Chi Lang's eyes at this moment.He shook his increasingly cold palm, trying to repeat the action just now, but stopped because of Chi Lang's overly indifferent expression. "Mr. Shen" and "Xiao Lang", what two distinct titles.His mind was in a mess, and he said incoherently: "Xiao Lang, I, I... It was all my fault at the beginning, I regret it, I really..." He choked up as he spoke, his fingers eagerly moved He clenched his fists by his side in a panic, "I know you hate me...it doesn't matter if you hate me, as long as you are well, I will, I can do whatever you want, I really know I was wrong, I...I I just hope that you..."

His hoarse sobbing gradually attracted the attention of many passers-by.The subtle sense of irritability rose steadily, and Chi Lang couldn't help interrupting him: "Let's find a place to talk." He really didn't want to be the focus of everyone's eyes in this kind of place.

The two left the shopping mall one after another, walked slowly along the side of the pedestrian street, passed by the bustling snack street, and ended in a cafe with flashing lights.

Shen Jianan followed behind him in a daze, watching him order two glasses of Blue Mountain, and the latte art on top was in the shape of two hearts pierced by arrows.

He felt as if his heart had been stabbed by something, and hot blood gushed out uncontrollably.He was very afraid of Jinnan, but under the opportunity of having to come, he had an expectation of extreme fear, and then all of this became a reality today.The background sound in the coffee shop was still noisy, the boys who looked like high school students were laughing and joking, and the slim young men in suits were talking about their business plans.Shen Jianan took a sip of coffee cautiously, and then said in a low voice: "Xiao Lang, I, I don't know what to say..." His dry tears became wet again, "I miss you very much...Really, after marriage I regret it, every day is very depressing and painful... I often think, if it is still like before, you are by my side... that would be great. I thought you would come to me, but you didn't come, I I know...you should be disappointed in me, but I really didn't expect...I went to you again later, and they said you were seriously ill...the day I left, an ambulance came to my house, and everyone I don't know what's wrong with you, Xu Haiyang won't let me see you...I...Xiao Lang, I'm sorry, I'm sorry...I, I regret it, I can't do it without you, I know it's all my fault... You, can you still forgive me? I beg you, give me another chance, you can do whatever you want me to do, you can beat me and scold me... I can divorce right away, I don’t want anything, please Please forgive me...I love you, Xiao Lang, I love you, I really can't lose you..."

His tears were swallowed by the warm coffee, which made Chi Lang suddenly feel unreal.

Shen Jianan.

Shen, Jia, Nan.

Chi Lang looked at him almost amusedly, or the changes in the past four years have been earth-shaking enough—the current Shen Jianan is far from what he remembered, he was very greedy for the sense of family security in Shen Jianan, now looking at This person was crying tearfully in front of him—it felt like occasionally flipping through a diary he wrote when he was a child, satirizing his innocence at the time, but also feeling ridiculous about his unrealistic naivety.

He finally lit a cigarette, and the lingering smoke spread between the two: "Mr. Shen, you should call me by my full name."

His tone almost echoed Bai Zizheng's light and cold meanness.

An almost desperate pleading appeared in Shen Jianan's eyes: "You..."

Chi Lang said lightly: "I didn't hate you, so I won't forgive you." It doesn't matter whether you hate it or not, these four years are enough for him to figure out everything, even if Shen Jianan didn't leave that damn letter, Even if Shen Jianan didn't choose to break up without saying goodbye, even if he and Shen Jianan are still together well to this day, the fragile blood vessel in his brain might not suddenly burst due to some other reasons.Long Jiu has always regarded Shen Jianan who acted as the fuse as the culprit. Xu Haiyang and Kang Zhenying also avoided this topic as much as possible. For a while, he was indeed confused by his previous feelings, but now Shen Jianan is obviously a little self-indulgent , During the time they got together, most of them magnified each other's advantages without limit because of the existence of feelings.

He was still too young at that time, he didn't know how to adjust, and he couldn't keep up with each other.He even had a premonition that even if Shen Jianan didn't run off to get married without saying a word, the two of them would choose to break up sooner or later because of the conflicts in life.

He looked at the wedding ring on Shen Jianan's ring finger with some sarcasm: "Mr. Shen, the decision to get married is your own from the beginning to the end, and I didn't force you with a knife. You feel depressed and painful now, does this have anything to do with me?" Or do you think all this is my fault, blame me for not begging you not to get married, or blame me for having a brain problem, almost dying on the operating table, and failing to rush to the wedding before you get the certificate Shen Jianan, we are not children anymore, I respect your decision, don't blame me for everything. You should know that when you left that letter four years ago, the two of us It's over."

"Xiao Lang, don't say that..." Shen Jianan's gaze was blank, and he murmured, "Xiao Lang, you still hate me... right? Tell me, tell me... in the end What can I do for you to forgive me?"

Chi Lang said: "I told you, I don't hate you." He extinguished the cigarette butt between his fingers in the ashtray, stood up and said, "Jianan, let me call you that one last time, divorce, you should be guilty The object of affection is not me, but your wife."

Shen Jianan closed her eyes in despair.

There was a rumbling thunder from deep in the sky.

In an instant, it rained cats and dogs.

The author has something to say:

The thesis defense is over, waiting for graduation~

The recent arrangement is to eat, drink and play around, if you don’t work hard, you won’t have a chance (laugh cry, but I finally have time to write an update!

The scumbag ex-boyfriend finally got a chance to appear_(:зゝ∠)_

As for what happened to the scumbag's ex-boyfriend... the next chapter should be able to explain clearly (Wang Tian