return to sea

"This is my mobile phone." Cang Yang shook the mobile phone in front of me as if showing off, the paint peeled off the mobile phone, not even the color screen, "If you didn't come, I would never be able to contact you for the rest of my life. "

I handed the conch to him, "Say one more thing."

Cang Yang was taken aback, then grinned, "Okay." Facing the conch, "Cang Yang loves the sea." This time the love sounds very different, with lingering sentimentality and deep nostalgia, more than the meaning of "thinking" .

I listened with the conch in my hand, the boy's voice was more vigorous, the first time it was like waves crashing on the beach, this time it was like waves crashing on shallow reefs.

The moonlight sprinkled on the sea, and the wet gravel under my feet made me calm down, not caring about anything, and keeping my feet on the ground.

"My mother is not in good health, and I stopped studying, so I started fishing and selling fish." Cang Yang smiled at me, and we sat on the rocky reef where we met when we separated, "What about you? Is it fun?"

"It's not fun." I shook my head and said it sincerely.

"Someone bullied you?!" Cang Yang could see the change in me, since he was a child, he knew a word, I raised the salt soda in my hand and shook my head, "I still said no!" Pulling my wrist, The large bruises are particularly conspicuous in the moonlit night.

"I was in a hurry to find you, I fell on the road."

"Why are you going back?" I told Cang Yang that I had no money, and he looked at the little crab rubbing sand balls under his feet, "Swim back?"

Yes, I am boarding, penniless, how to go back...

"Don't worry! I'll lend you money! I have money!" Cang Yang grinned so much that I didn't want to go back. No one in the city smiled at me like that. I wanted to see more...

"I don't want to go back." I said truthfully, but Cang Yang's smile disappeared.

"Go back, your dad will worry about you."

He's not worried about me... I'm dead in his heart.

"I heard that there are good schools in the city where I can study... If I can study, I will make money and treat my mother..." Cang Yang's smile disappeared completely, and it was the first time he saw such sadness on his face, The melancholy that was almost swallowed by the sea enveloped the purple face, "I wish I could go to the city."

For the first time, I know what willfulness is, what I am doing now, I am squandering what Cang Yang desires most, "I am such a jerk."

"I don't blame you, what are you scolding yourself for?" Cang Yang stretched out his hands, with thick calluses on his hands, left from pulling fishing nets all the year round, just pressing on my head, shaking from side to side, " If only you could take me to town."

"Yes, you wait for me!"

"Okay, I'll wait."

"Cang Yang."

"Ok?"

"I was in school, and the teacher said...love doesn't mean thinking." My words seemed to arouse his curiosity, and he raised the corners of his lips, like a fishhook, and I was the fish that took the bait, "Yes...Dad and Mom only has feelings and desires."

"Then I love you too." This is the first time I heard him say that he loves me in this tone, "I love you, you can't lie to the conch, so that the sea god will know and want to lift my boat. "

"Bah, bah, bah! You can't talk nonsense like that!"

"So I'm telling the truth." Cang Yang climbed up from the rock, stood up straight, and sank into his dantian, "Cang Yang loves the sea!"

This long sound, which lasts for a long time, is soaked in the sea, where will it be taken by the sea?Is it farther away from here, or is it engraved on the stone wall of the coast?