So the pond will drown

The monster likes the boy, so unscrupulous, how could he let it go, even if the boy hates him, it doesn't matter.

You see, I just want to prove that I like you so much.

……

A few days before the mid-term exam, Gu Chi and Zhou Hong asked for leave and didn't go to practice the piano again, so they could prepare for the exam with peace of mind, but since that night, Xu Ran often came over to pester him to listen to the piano.

Gu Chi didn't have any friends, let alone when he thought of Jiang Yu, he didn't dare to have any friends at all, and kept a relatively appropriate distance from Xu Ran all the time. To listen to the piano.

Gu Chi promised him to take him there after the midterm exam was over, and Xu Ran really didn't bother him anymore. The two of them, one in the first grade and the other in the second, were also considered competitors. Gu Chi felt that he was just doing his studies these days. The time can catch up with the seniors and sisters in the third year of high school, but he can't relax, not at any time, but if he relaxes a bit, it will be an abyss.

Gu Chi is usually very calm during the exam, his mind will automatically filter out those messy things, and he will completely relax for a few days after the exam.

Although Gu Chi was very nervous about the mid-term exam before, he didn't worry so much after the exam. He probably remembered what his mother said. Falling occasionally doesn't mean anything. You are making progress, and others are also making progress. But you can't stop someone from progressing.

But this result surprised Gu Chi.

It also made the whole school boil.

No. [-] in grade and No. [-] in the city.

Gu Chi is always so surprising.

Affiliated High School and No. [-] High School are the two best high schools in Nanyang. Ever since Gu Chi was admitted to the Affiliated High School, the number one in the city has not changed. Xu Ran also did well in the examination, ranking fourth in the city and still the second in his grade.

Gu Chi was slightly relieved by this result. He was in a good mood even after a few days. After sorting out the wrong questions overnight, he happily ran to his mother. But he was always so happy that he even forgot to observe his mother's expression.

……

"What do you mean?" Jiang You sullenly.

Fu Dong sighed, but his face was also full of sadness: "I can't help you anymore, Gu Chi's mother hid her illness from him, and I went to check her medical records. At this point, there is no way to recover."

"..."

Jiang Yu pursed his lips tightly, his expression was tense, and he didn't speak anymore, but his body was stiff and cold.

He couldn't even imagine what it would be like if Gu Chi lost his mother.

Fu Dong looked at Jiang Yu, whose eyes were full of dead silence, and felt a little palpitation in his heart, but if he didn't explain some things clearly, Jiang Yu would probably never understand: "Master Jiang, you did this wrong from the very beginning."

Jiang Yu lowered his eyes and couldn't see any emotion, his voice was hoarse: "...I know."

So he regrets it.

Fu Dong was taken aback for a moment, seeing the two people tormenting each other, his heart ached, and he sighed lightly: "Don't tell Gu Chi about this before..."

"How much time does she have left?" Jiang You interrupted him.

Fu Dong hesitated for a moment, took a deep breath and said, "At most... half a year, the premise is that she has the desire to survive, and if she wants to live, she also cooperates with the treatment."

Jiang Yu looked up at him, his eyes were full of surprise: "You mean she has no desire to live?"

Fu Dong shook his head heavily, feeling a jack in his heart: "No. As far as I know, not only does she not cooperate with the treatment, but she usually doesn't have any survival behavior when her consciousness is blurred."

"What about Gu Chi?" A cold light flashed in Jiang Yu's eyes, and his emotions suddenly became agitated, "What does she think of Gu Chi?"

Fu Dong glanced at him, feeling apprehensive, hesitated to speak, and finally said: "...Jiangye, Gu Chi has grown up."

Jiang Yu glanced at him with a cold expression.

"Aunt Lin chose to leave not only for relief, but also to reduce Gu Chi's burden. Gu Chi will become invulnerable without her," Fu Dong said, "She loves him very much."

Jiang Yu was speechless, sat on the sofa, and murmured after a long time: "Then tell me, she left me in that way, whether she loves me or hates me."

……

On Saturday, Gu Chi went to the hospital to accompany his mother as usual.

When he was with his mother, he often didn't need to say much. When his mother chatted with him, he would chat a few words, and he would do what he was asked to do. When the two of them were quiet, Gu Chi would sit aside and read a book. The famous books outside the school are all read in the school library. Fortunately, I am in the second year of high school, otherwise I may not even have this spare time in the third year of high school.

"Xiaochi." His mother called him, her voice soft.

Gu Chi quickly put down the book in his hand and leaned over, and asked with a smile, "What's wrong?"

Lin Yuan touched the back of his right hand, the bandage had been removed there, and it was almost healed, but there were still some faint scars, which were particularly obvious on the white back of the hand.

"Mother told you something, don't blame me, and don't interrupt." Lin Yuan pretended to be relaxed.

Gu Chi was stunned for a moment, then smiled: "How dare I blame you for what you said?"

Lin Yuan sighed softly, and after deliberating for a while, he said: "If one day my mother is gone..."

"Mom..." Gu Chi frowned when he heard this, and instantly forgot what he said just now.

"Xiao Chi, listen to what mom said." Lin Yuan looked at him seriously, and his tone became tougher.

This was the first time that his mother had spoken harshly to him since his father's death. Gu Chi hesitated for a while, but he still didn't speak, his face was not very good-looking.

Lin Yuan gently held his hand, and his brows softened immediately. After all, he couldn't bear to talk to Gu Chi like this. He is sensible enough. Others have various stages of rebellious puberty, but her Xiaochi has no stage at all. Good things are kept in her heart, and things that can be solved by herself will never come to her. comfort yourself with your misfortune.Because for Gu Chi, whether he advances or retreats, falls or advances, it is his own business. No matter how important the spiritual encouragement of others is, he still depends on himself in the end.

"Xiao Chi, Mom knows you know everything, so I don't want to go around with you, there are some things I have to tell you." Lin Yuan looked at him, Gu Chi lowered his eyes, and said nothing, "Maybe Mom's illness is beyond cure. , you don’t need to think about it anymore, and don’t do anything for me anymore, you have done enough. You let your mother go, you love your mother. I am too tired to live, and I have been dreaming about your father these days , He said he was waiting for me there alone, and asked me to accompany him, not to cause you a burden, if it was before, we mother and son could break the gold together without your father, but my mother is old and sick It will only become your burden, and mother doesn't want you to be more tired than me."

Gu Chi's eyes were already red, he still lowered his head, clenched his teeth tightly, not daring to look into his mother's eyes.

Lin Yuan continued: "Mom no longer expects to see you get married and have children. I just hope that your future will not be affected by my life or death. Birth, old age, sickness and death are human nature. My Xiaochi has grown up. I have to learn Only by accepting it can you be invulnerable and indestructible, this is my mother's last wish, and you are so sensible that you can definitely understand it."

Gu Chi burst into tears.

But he couldn't say it, he couldn't say anything more, what else could he say.

His mother said so, and he would refute it again, which would make things even worse for her.

But Gu Chi can't lose her, he has only her as his relative in this world, he can't even imagine, what would he do if he loses his mother, how can he continue to live in front of Jiang Yu, who will he show those good grades in the exam , Where can he get back all the things he lost, those things he took away and destroyed by Jiang Yu, who can ask for them... How can he save himself?

If his mother is gone, he really doesn't have the courage to fight for something. He admits that he is cowardly, and he is cowardly.

Gu Chi only has one mother.

If you lose this only bit of hope, what else can you look forward to?

Forgive my selfishness.

……

When he returned to the villa in the afternoon, Gu Chi was absent-minded and didn't eat much for dinner. Jiang Yu hesitated to speak a few times, but in the end he didn't ask anything.

Gu Chiren was sitting at the table, but his thoughts had already drifted away, his hand holding the pen trembled slightly, his mind was full of what his mother said, and what his mother said seemed to be explaining what happened behind him, but didn't the doctor just say that it was okay? Is it cured?When he went to ask the doctor, the doctor clearly said that his condition had been temporarily stabilized...

His mother wouldn't lie to him, but if the condition really got worse, why wouldn't the doctor tell him?He is the family member, and the mother only has him as a family member.

Gu Chi suddenly woke up.

Jiang Yu...

Besides Jiang Yu, who else has this ability.

But he didn't want to wrong anyone indiscriminately.

Then go ask, just ask.

Gu Chi took a deep breath, tried to stabilize his mind, raised his hand and knocked on Jiang Yu's door.

Probably taking a bath, Gu Chi heard the sound of water in the toilet stop, and then there was a sound of hurried footsteps, the door was pulled open suddenly, Gu Chi was taken aback.

Jiang Yu obviously hurried over to open the door when he heard the sound halfway while taking a bath. Water was all over his hair, which condensed into beads and was still dripping down. His clavicle and wet drops of water on his face.

The shower gel rushing toward the face was wrapped in a gust of hot air, which made Gu Chi's face a little hot, and he tilted his head unnaturally.

"Is there something wrong?" Jiang Yu leaned against the door and looked at him with a little smile in his eyes.

Gu Chi suddenly remembered what he was here for, his face darkened immediately, and he asked as normal as possible: "Jiang Yu, how much do you know about my mother's illness?"

Jiang Yu raised his eyebrows, and smiled as if nothing had happened: "Isn't Auntie's condition stabilized? What's wrong?"

Gu Chi looked at his nonchalant expression, and for the first time felt a little apologetic in front of Jiang Yu, but fortunately he had stabilized his emotions just now and did not come over to kick the door.

"It's okay..." Gu Chi shook his head wearily, turned and left.

When the door of the master bedroom was closed, Jiang Yu's smile stopped abruptly.

It wasn't until just now that he realized soberly that he might lose Gu Chi, it was a real...a real loss.

But how could he let him go, absolutely impossible.

Gu Chi, it's absolutely impossible.

……

At noon on Sunday, Gu Chi was told to go to Jiang's house again.

To be honest, he didn't really want to go after going there last time, lest some strange young lady would come out again.

And just being there is uncomfortable enough.

"Don't worry, it's just going to have a meal, no party, no one else, just you, me and Jiang Yang." Jiang You knew what he was thinking, and also understood that that shitty cousin had a little influence on Gu Chi last time.

But his treasure will not be given to others.

Gu Chi nodded, he wasn't worried any more, he just felt annoyed, it had nothing to do with him, and he had to go to the other party's house to eat in this capacity...

Two people sat in the back, Zhang He and Gao Xuan in front.

Now that the weather is getting colder, the temperature inside the car is still just right. Jiang Yu knew that he was not in good health and was afraid that he would get sick, so he pulled a blanket to cover his lap. Gu Chi looked at it lazily with drooping eyes. The scenery passing by outside.

The weather is not so good today, it is raining lightly outside, the wind is also cool, the leaves on the street are falling everywhere, a sign of ruin and yellow.

When Gu Chi first came up, a little raindrop was splashed on his shoulders, and Jiang Yu wiped it off with his hands.

But it's really cold, and I don't know why this year's autumn will be extraordinarily cold, which makes people's hearts cold.

"Tired?"

Jiang Yu didn't know when he came over, his voice was hoarse.

Gu Chi closed his eyes and said lightly, "I'm not tired."

Jiang Yu smiled, and pulled off the blanket that fell a little from his lap: "If you're sleepy, you can rest for a while."

He didn't want to say more, and he said "um" before he had any further words.

The black Maybach gallops steadily on the deserted road.

Gu Chi also doesn't understand why Jiang Yang built the house so far away, is it convenient to commute every day?

"Jiang Ye!"

Gao Xing suddenly yelled and turned his head abruptly.

Gu Chi opened his eyes, only to see Jiang Yu was taken aback for a moment, his eyes were staring at the front, Gu Chi was about to see what was wrong, Jiang Yu had come over and pressed his head in his arms, he felt Jiang Yu His chest vibrated slightly, and the voice rang in his ears slowly, with a ruthlessness that could not be ignored: "Bump!"

"Yes!"

Zhang He received the order, stepped on the gas pedal and rushed up without fear.

Gu Chi didn't know anything until the car slammed and vibrated like an earth-shattering sound, and even his eardrums buzzed.When the car body was shaking, he was still held in Jiang Yu's arms, so he didn't touch or hit anything, but he didn't react.

"Gao Xie, get out of the car and kill them."

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