So the pond will drown

The sunshine on the boy's body has disappeared without a trace, as if he has never visited.

……

The flickering light in Jiang Yu's eyes finally calmed down until it was a pool of stagnant water, and there were no more waves, and his tone suddenly became cold: "Gu Chi, it's a pity that there is no such if."

Gu Chi didn't speak, his fingers turned white, he knew it was not.

"So can you let Xu Ran go now?" Gu Chi asked.

Jiang Yu glanced at Xu Ran and smiled: "Why did I let him go?"

Gu Chi took a light breath, remained silent for a while, and compromised: "I'll go back with you, and you let him go."

His expression became even colder: "Are you willing to go back with me, once because of Lin Yuan, and once because of him?"

Gu Chi raised his head, his eyes were clear, and he sneered, "Otherwise, why do you think you've been able to tie me up for so long?"

Jiang You looked at him quietly, the black hair on his forehead was gently brushed by the autumn wind, he was like ice wrapped in coolness.

"Then...it's even more impossible for me to let him go," Jiang You pinched Gu Chi's chin lightly, "I will never let anyone who might make you leave my side."

Gu Chi didn't turn his head to avoid him, he didn't go crazy like before, and he didn't show any other expressions, he looked at him calmly and fearlessly, and said indifferently, "Then you just keep it."

No scruples, in order to win to the end.

Gu Chi took a step back, separated some distance from Jiang Yu, and said expressionlessly: "Where you hurt him, I will hurt myself. Life is suffering, but death is very easy."

"..."

Jiang Yu admitted that he actually lost to Gu Chi at this moment, and he believed Gu Chi's words.

Lin Yuan and Xiaohan are at most just the reason for him to tie Gu Chi by his side, but they can no longer pose any threat to Gu Chi, because he predicted that Jiang Yu would not dare to gamble with such a thing, after all, this is Jiang Yu's only one. It was also the last bargaining chip. If he really still had scruples, he would not block this shot in order to repay his favor regardless of the danger of his life.

No matter how kind Gu Chi is, he will never show mercy to Jiang Yu.

So first of all, Jiang Yu has lost completely in liking Gu Chi.

"Let him go." Jiang Yu said in a deep voice, staring fixedly at Gu Chi, as if he wanted to skin him, cramp him, and disembowel him.

Gao Xi let go of Xu Ran obediently, but once the shackles were gone, he once again desperately wanted to pull Gu Chi. This time, without waiting for Jiang Yu to stop him, Gu Chi had already dodged Xu Ran first, with a calm expression on his face. : "Xu Ran, don't worry about me anymore, I won't leave."

Xu Ran glanced at Jiang Yu, the clean sleeves were still stained with dust from the ground, the boy was still handsome and clear: "Is it because of Auntie? Auntie, I can..."

"No." Gu Chi said calmly, "Jiang Yu is my boyfriend, I can't go with you."

Jiang You suddenly raised his eyes and looked at Gu Chi.

Xu Ran was also taken aback, with an unbelievable expression on his face, it was speculation before, but now Gu Chi said it himself...

"Gu Chi, are you crazy? He is..." Jiang Yu.

"It's not crazy, so don't come to me again." Gu Chi looked at him and said seriously, "Thank you Xu Ran, you shouldn't bother me, I hope you have a bright future and never meet me again in this life .”

After Gu Chi finished speaking, he stretched out his hand to help him pat the dust on his collar, smiled coldly, and turned to leave without any regrets.

When he passed by Xu Ran, Xu Ran smelled the fragrance that came from him. It was this kind of beautiful and cold feeling that Xu Ran remembered for a long time.

But now he couldn't figure it out, why didn't such a clear boy stop shining?

He had seen the previous Gu Chi, who was gentle and pure, full of kindness; he had also seen the Gu Chi now, with eyes full of silence and calm, as if nothing in this world could shake his heart any longer.

He tried his best to pull back the young man who was trapped in the abyss, but the young man was afraid that he would also be deeply trapped, so he resolutely pushed him away.

Xu Ran really didn't know whether he was lucky or unlucky.

lucky?But the boy pushed him away; unfortunately?The boy also wanted to save him.

Xu Ran froze in place, watching the young man's thin and slender figure gradually go away, he thought: Gu Chi, can I see you again?

……

"I'll hug you."

Jiang Yu walked to Gu Chi's side.

His health has just improved a bit, he has walked for a long time, Jiang Yu is afraid that he will be tired.

Gu Chi's face was expressionless, and his tone was indifferent: "I'm not disabled."

Jiang Yu didn't speak anymore.

He knew that he was excited and excited, and his heart was beating violently.

The unprecedented satisfaction filled his mind, making him feel like a dream.

Just because of the sentence "Jiang Yu is my boyfriend".

At that moment, the world turned around, and all the gorgeous rhetoric and sweet love words in this world became nothing more than this. Even if Gu Chi just said something casually, he was still mad with surprise, and that joy was enough to wash away all anger and gunpowder.

It's still the same sentence, whatever Gu Chi wants him to do, he will do it, and he will do whatever he wants.

Because I like it, I can do anything.

Gu Chi left the back door of the hospital and went straight back to the ward.

Jiang Yu wanted to follow, he held the door and said calmly: "I'm tired, you go back first."

Jiang Yu paused: "Your body..."

"Leave me alone for a while. If you want to guard it, just stay outside the door. I won't lock the door." Gu Chi said impatiently.

Jiang Yu didn't say anything else, he knew that Gu Chi needed to digest the matter of dropping out of school, so he didn't force it, but in the end he was worried, so he stood outside the door with Gao Ying and waited.

As soon as the door was closed, Gu Chi immediately took a deep breath, turned around and ran into the bathroom as if fleeing, and locked the door tightly.

He pressed his back against the door, and the refreshing coolness from the door panel stimulated every nerve of Gu Chi, but he didn't care at all, he closed his eyes tightly, and his eyes were suddenly sore, even though he was controlling it, he didn't want to let the tears fall Come down, don't want to make yourself look so cowardly.

——"Father's Xiaochi must have a bright future, and he will make great achievements in the future. He must be a hundred times better than Mom and Dad!"

——"Xiaochi, mom really hopes to see you get into a good university in the college entrance examination, so that mom can feel at ease."

—— "Gu Chi, an outstanding child like you must go forward bravely, you have a bright future! The teachers are all optimistic about you!"

I can't pass the exam...

can't go...

Gu Chi thought to himself.

He can no longer be the pride of his parents and teachers.

The sharp pain in the heart made Gu Chi almost collapse, as if a sharp knife was stabbing inside, the blood was flowing, the heart was hurting, and the stomach was convulsing, he was in too much pain, he couldn't breathe, but he couldn't resist , all his hopes were shattered at this moment, and suddenly the sky became dark and he lost everything.

Tears flowed all over his face unknowingly, Gu Chi gritted his teeth, and sat on the ground along the hard and cold door panel. No matter how cold and cold things in this world are not enough to freeze people at this moment, they directly invade people's hearts and numb people's body and mind .

"Why..."

Gu Chi choked up in a low voice.

"Dad, I..."

I can't stand it anymore...

The body is cold, the blood is cold, and the state of the world is also cold.

In the past, he didn't understand why people who lived well in this world would want to die.

Gu Chi now understands that when the world piles up all the disappointments on you, and the demons extinguish your light, shatter your ideals, destroy your future, make you betray your relatives, and make you unable to do anything, then there is still nothing you can do. What can be nostalgic?

Gu Chi lost hope.

The originally shining boy was finally assimilated by the monster.

The crippled soul finally shattered the perfect body, and the two eventually went hand in hand.

"what……"

Gu Chi lifted the sleeve of the hospital gown on his right hand, and bit his forearm tightly, not letting himself make a sound.

He has to look nonchalant and stoic in order to go ahead and kill the demons.

Tears kept falling, just like the light dropped by a young man, falling to the ground, the water was hard to get back, and the time was hard to recover.

"Dad...I want to go with you..."

——"There is a person who will always be with you, and he will accompany you through the rest of the journey for us..."

- "Daddy will see the day you are full of hope."

really?

But just now, he is already defeated, let alone in the future?

What qualifications does he have to love others in the future?What reason does he have to tie up a clean and innocent person?

He is already dirty, how can he still put his own dust on others?

"Mom and Dad, I'm so tired..."

"what……"

He choked up in pain, and he didn't let go until his forearm was bitten with blood stains, and closed his sleeves in a panic.

He couldn't... couldn't be seen.

But what should he do?

"What should I do...I..."

The long fingers sink into the black hair, and the white night melts into the darkness.

All pain is invisible.

……

Jiang Yu and the others were still outside when Gu Chi packed up and came out.

He didn't bother to say anything else, the injury was a little better at first, and after today's turbulence, the King Kong body would not be able to bear it. When he just walked back, he was holding on, and he fell asleep not long after he went to the bed up.

He was so exhausted that he wished he could not sleep.

I don't know how long it took before the door of the ward was gently pushed open. Jiang You quietly walked to Gu Chi's bed, stretched out his hand to brush the slightly sweaty hair on his forehead, and patted Gu Chi calmly. On the forehead, the touch under the palm is cold and delicate, like a piece of fine jade, flawless and smooth.

When Gu Chi fell asleep, he was docile like a kitten, his breathing was clear and warm, his eyelashes were thick and black, and his pale lips would be slightly parted. No matter how obedient he looked, he would only be in front of him at this time Converge the indifference and coolness in your body.

Jiang You sat on the edge of the bed, supported his head and looked at him, not wanting to leave.

His teenage was really good.

Whether it was out of selfishness or out of genuine consideration for him, he didn't want to let him go, wishing he could be imprisoned for the rest of his life.

But Jiang Yu knew that Gu Chi would leave sooner or later, he couldn't really lock him up all the time, if the boy couldn't fall in love with the monster, the monster would have no reason to keep him.

Because he likes him, he is imprisoned by his side; because he loves him, he is released into the world.

Jiang Yu lightly covered Gu Chi's hand, buried his head on the side of the bed, his voice was so hoarse that he could hardly hear him, he choked up almost like masochistic: "Xiao Chi, hate me..."

He was used to being hated by others, the Ye family hated him, and the Jiang family couldn't tolerate him, so he selfishly hoped that his Xiao Chi would not hate him, he could give him anything, as long as Gu Chi was willing to follow him.

It was only belatedly that Gu Chi already hated him.

So he thought again, he could always be pulled back, Gu Chi might like him one day, so he worked hard for so long, but what he got in return was even deeper resentment from the young man.

Jiang Yu admitted that he lost to him.

So Gu Chi hates him if he wants to.

Didn’t someone say that if you keep knocking on a door that you don’t want to open for you, it will bore him or even bother him, which is impolite.

Gu Chi is such a polite and well-educated person, no wonder he hates him so much by forcefully kicking in the door to plunder all his people.

No one likes Jiang Yu.

How...how could he be so bad...

How could he vent his misfortune on him.

"Xiaochi, I...I'm sorry." Jiang Yu whispered.

He didn't know what else to say.

They can't go back to the beginning, and time won't turn back for him.

The damage he caused to Gu Chi will not be clear throughout his life. Even if he dies, his bones will rot, and he will never be reborn in the [-]th hell, it will not be able to make up for Gu Chi.

Jiang You never reflected on his own mistakes before, he did not deny that he did wrong, but he would not accept criticism from others, he was used to wantonness, and no one could stop him from what he wanted to do.

But now Jiang You can realize his mistake soberly.

He was wrong.

He was ashamed of Gu Chi.

He couldn't keep him.

……

Jiang Yu quietly left Gu Chi's room, went straight upstairs, and found Fu Dong who was discussing his illness with Lin Yuan's attending doctor.

Jiang Yu couldn't understand those professional words, so he stood at the door and waited for him.

After more than ten minutes, Fu Dong came out with a sad face.

Jiang Yu probably had a guess in his heart.

Sure enough, Fu Dong lowered his head and sighed, followed him to stand against the cold wall of the hospital, raised his head as if exhausted and let out a long sigh, before saying in a hoarse voice, "Master Jiang, you have to be mentally prepared."

Jiang Yu squeezed his fingers, his eyes moved slightly: "What do you mean?"

Fu Dong rubbed the center of his brows: "I can't save Lin Yuan, her condition is deteriorating too fast, and she has no sense of survival."

"..." Jiang Yu stood quietly without speaking, calm like a wooden man.

Fu Dong glanced at him sideways. The cold white lights of the hospital shone on him, exuding an inviolable chill. The chill reached the heart of a person, making him even more lonely.

He had also watched Jiang Yu grow up all the way, and he had never seen such a worried look on him in so many years, as if he would fall down in a second, that kind of weak feeling was incompatible with him.

But there are some things he has to face by himself.

This is the bitter fruit he planted himself, and he has to solve it by himself.

"Jiang Yu, I have to remind you that Lin Yuan's deadline...is probably only two months away." When Fu Dong said this, he didn't dare to look at him, he only said it when he was extremely serious. will call his name.

From the first six months to the present two months...

It is conceivable how serious it is already, and maybe it will continue to deteriorate. What should he do?How did he tell Gu Chi?

"Jiang Yu, go to Su Pingchuan, he said that as long as you want, he can treat you unconditionally," Fu Dong said, "This is the only chance for you and Gu Chi."

Jiang Yu's heart moved slightly.

Yes.

If Jiang Yu wasn't a lunatic, wouldn't Gu Chi hate him a little less?

Maybe he was more delusional, would Gu Chi like himself a little bit?

But so what?So what if it's cured?

Gu Chi will never heal because of his injuries.

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