So the pond will drown

Before meeting the boy, the monster didn't know why he lived in such a mess, but after meeting the boy, the monster felt that if all the hardships he had suffered before were for meeting him, then it would be okay.

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You can really have everything you need in Xiushan. It is not an exaggeration to say that it is a small commercial street, but compared with the bustling high-rise buildings and bright neon lights in the city, everything here is more refreshing. Although the wind in the mountains is cool But it makes people sober and full of energy. When the mountain wind blows, it seems that all the troubles are drifting away. The trees are tall and leafy, and the air is pleasant. Even if it is not in spring, there is a kind of vitality.

No wonder people always like to live in seclusion in this kind of quiet mountains and forests when they get old. There is no magic capital of luxury and money, and there is no vanity fair of intrigues. You don’t even need a high-end quality of life. You can spend a day in a daze just facing the breeze and moon Thoughts will follow Zhou Gong, roaming between heaven and earth.

When Gu Chi and Jiang Yu walked out of the hotel side by side, he saw the exterior design of the hotel, and his heart moved slightly.

This is just a hotel, not a hotel or a hotel, there are no high-rise buildings, and the best rooms are not half the size of Jiang Yu's guest bedroom, but they are very comfortable, all made of wood, and there is a small courtyard with lush flowers and trees outside , the path paved with wooden boards leads directly to the gate, interspersed crookedly in it, but it gives people a very comfortable feeling, and from the outside, it is just an ordinary house, simple and elegant, without a bit of worldly atmosphere.

Jiang Yu didn't choose to stay in the hotel, which was somewhat beyond Gu Chi's expectation.

But it would be nice to live in a place like this in the future.

Gu Chi thought to himself.

But that probably won't be possible.

Everyone wants to live a comfortable life, but not everyone can live a comfortable life.

In the middle of the night, there are quite a lot of people outside. There are some people in every store, and there are many people hanging out on the trail to enjoy the wind. Gu Chi is a little strange. I heard later that they all stay up late to wait for the sunrise. Gao, and Xiushan set up a special stand on the side facing the sunrise. They all said that if you come to Xiushan once, if you rank first in the tower to pray, then watching the sunrise is second only to this.

The sunrise seen in such a place must be extremely beautiful.

In the past, Gu Chi also liked to watch the sunrise and sunset, but now he is as old as he is, and feels that the previous enthusiasm is a long time ago.

The two chose a vegetarian restaurant and sat down.

Jiang You knew his taste very well, Gu Chi had ordered a lot without even touching the menu, all of which were Gu Chi's favorite...vegetarian dishes.

However, I don’t know if he was picked up by the dishes made by Zhang Shen at Jiang Yu’s house or what. Gu Chi felt like eating the dishes from this house. , and then drank a few mouthfuls of soup.

Jiang Yu noticed it, and asked, "Not used to this restaurant's food?"

Gu Chi didn't nod or shake his head. It might be because his stomach was really uncomfortable and he couldn't eat, or it might be what he said, but Gu Chi didn't want to admit it. After a long struggle in his heart, he finally had to admit that Zhang Shen couldn't eat anything casually. It's better than this top brand.

Moreover, the dishes that Jiang Yan took him to eat outside were all delicious. At first, he ate something that didn’t taste right, but he couldn’t eat it anymore. Like a young master, Gu Chi felt that he was a bit pretentious, but he could force himself , but couldn't force his stomach, and if he swallowed hard, he might be sent out.

Stomach has been spoiled.

Seeing that Gu Chi hadn't spoken for a long time, Jiang Yu was also in a bit of a dilemma. He wanted to call Zhang Shen, but he thought of Gu Chi's words "torturing others", so he couldn't call Zhang Shen, he was careless, he should have brought this guy with him if he knew They came together, they were happy and in a hurry when they came, but they forgot about Gu Chi's meal. Thinking about it carefully, there is a reason why Gu Chi was hungry in the middle of the night, and he didn't eat well for dinner.

Jiang Yu sighed: "Xiaochi, if you can't eat, drink more soup."

Gu Chi nodded silently. The longan soup tasted very sweet, and he liked it quite a bit. This was the most he ate among the dishes on the table.

After the two of them ate, the outside temperature was fine, but in autumn, it was unavoidable that there would be some cool wind. Fortunately, both of them wore coats, so they were not afraid of freezing.

I just finished eating, and now I will definitely not be able to sleep when I go back. Jiang Yu took Gu Chi around to digest it. Gu Chi didn't refuse. Although he didn't say he was very full, he still felt a little bit in his stomach. It would be better if he walked around. , although the night breeze was cold, it was unexpectedly sober.

Gu Chi liked being quiet, so Jiang Yu took him for a walk around where there were fewer people. There were street lights in every place here, and there were signposts at the intersections, so he was not afraid of getting lost or not being able to see clearly.

The two were silent, they didn't have anything to say, Jiang Yu was afraid that Gu Chi would find him annoying, so he didn't say anything, and Zhang He followed them at a steady pace.

Jiang Yu had already used some means to tie Gu Chi, Zhang He and his mobile phone together. As long as Gu Chi was 50 meters away from them, the mobile phone would report his location.

There is no other meaning, just in case, but tell Gu Chi face to face that he will definitely refuse, he will feel that Jiang Yu is watching him, he likes freedom so much, he can't let him have this little freedom All gone.

In fact, Jiang Yu only did this thing, and he did it under the premise of considering Gu Chi's safety.

The two wandered around silently, it was already autumn, the weather was getting cooler, and there were no sounds of animals in the woods.

They wandered without direction, and Xiushan was not very old at first, but they turned around and arrived at the entertainment area.

The colorful entertainment facilities are particularly colorful and beautiful against the backdrop of the night, and the beauty is like a fairy tale, especially the carousel.

Jiang Yu wanted to ask Gu Chi if he wanted to go in and play, but in a blink of an eye he saw Gu Chi's pale face, Gu Chi was stunned, motionless, the color on his lips faded away, he stood with the street lamp behind his back, The light fell on his body, making his already ice-like snow skin even colder and whiter, with an inexplicable coldness and fear glowing.

Jiang You didn't ask any more questions, Jiang You could feel his repulsion towards these things as early as Gu Chi's overreaction when he mentioned the merry-go-round and the Ferris wheel to Gu Chi.

He will not force him to talk about things that Gu Chi is not willing to say, and will not even use despicable methods to investigate him. Gu Chi is not willing to say it, and some scars cannot be uncovered.

Jiang Yu can spread out all his bloody things in front of Gu Chi without any concealment, as long as Gu Chi is willing, his past will be offered to him with both hands, that's because he likes him.

But Gu Chi didn't like him, it was unnecessary and impossible to tell anyone about the painful past in his heart.

"Xiaochi, let's go back, it's getting late."

Jiang Yu came over and gently hugged Gu Chi's shoulder.

Gu Chi didn't respond, and it took a long time before he lowered his bloodshot eyes, said "um" in a hoarse voice, turned and left without saying anything.

"Wrong way."

Jiang Yu didn't think too much and grabbed Gu Chi's wrist directly. When he came back to his senses, Gu Chi had stopped in his tracks, but he didn't turn around, didn't move, and didn't even respond to Jiang Yu's touch. resistance and resistance.

If it were Jiang Yu who was always happy in the past, he couldn't be happy at this moment.

He simply got bolder, opened his hand to hold Gu Chi's palm, and wrapped it in his palm lightly and lightly.

Gu Chi's hands are extremely beautiful. At first glance, they are the hands of people who are engaged in art. The long fingers are fair, with distinct joints, but they are too thin and too white. The white ones are a bit abnormal. The light blue blood vessels on the back of the hands can You can see it clearly, but it's still cold.

Jiang Yu walked up to Gu Chi only to find that Gu Chi had closed his eyes, his brows were slightly frowned, some sweat broke out on his forehead, and his complexion turned even worse.

"Xiao Chi, what's the matter with you?" Jiang You was a little nervous.

Every bit of Gu Chi's anomaly is enough to make him shake his head and shake his mind.

"Jiang Yan..."

In this quiet environment where even the wind blowing the leaves can't be heard, the two words uttered from Gu Chi's mouth were exceptionally clear, but his voice was unbelievably low, unusually hoarse, and inexplicably aggrieved, calling people to follow. His heart ached.

In the past, when Gu Chi called him, his tone was either indifferent or cold, but this was probably the first time that Gu Chi called him in such a helpless voice, as if he was treating him as duckweed and dependent.

Disappointed, my heart beat violently.

In the quiet autumn night, the cool evening breeze, the cold white lights, and the heartbeat of the monster.

Ah, I just realized that a monster also has a heart. It's not that he can't feel pain, or that he can't be moved by someone's appearance.

"What's wrong?" Jiang Yan's body softened halfway, wishing he could take out his heart and play with Gu Chi, as long as he was happy.

Gu Chi narrowed his eyes tightly. He didn't know whether his eyes were uncomfortable under the glare of the street lights or he was suppressing certain emotions. At first, he remained silent. Jiang Yu didn't rush him or rush him, staring at his every expression and I don't know how long it took before Gu Chi raised his eyes, his eyes were red, like a little rabbit being bullied, and people couldn't help but feel sour following him.

"I miss my mother so much."

Jiang Yu's heart twitched suddenly, and he tightly squeezed his fingers calmly.

The young man in front of him had exquisite facial features, and the incandescent light fell on him, stretching his tall and straight shadow to be slender. He felt inexplicably lonely and lonely. The hair on Gu Chi's forehead was a little long, and it was so loose that it almost covered Gu Chi. His pale eyes and slightly pursed lips may be too cold, but his lips are still a little pale, but he seems to be shining, his complexion is like frost and snow, and he has a cold breath all over his body, like an exile. Also like a god.

Jiang Yu never felt that Gu Chi was so close to him.

His reaction was unprecedentedly fast, because he knew that Gu Chi couldn't be kept waiting for a long time at this time, otherwise he would lose the opportunity, and Gu Chi would also lose the courage to confide in someone.

Maybe Gu Chi just needs someone to talk to, it doesn't matter who it is, but Jiang Yu is very glad that the person standing in front of him is himself, so the person holding him in his arms at this moment is also himself, the boy at this moment The person you depend on at this moment is yourself.

"I miss her for you too." Jiang Yu whispered in his ear, his chin gently rubbing against his temple hair, tender and gentle.

Gu Chi felt that all the strength in his body had been exhausted. He had been taken advantage of so many times by Jiang Yan. It didn't matter if he hugged him. Anyway, it was so dark that no one would see it. I am too tired, so I just want to lean on it like this, without worrying about anyone or anything, and concentrate on showing my exhaustion, so that I can really relax, even if the person in front of me is Jiang Yu...

"Why do you miss her?" Gu Chi asked in a daze.

Jiang Yu bent his lips, tightened his arms quietly, and touched Gu Chi's shoulder with his lips before saying, "If Auntie is still here, you will be much happier than now, right?"

Gu Chi didn't speak anymore, and the fingers hanging by his side tightly pinched the palm of his hand, until the palm of his hand turned red, he took two steps back as if he had just woken up from a dream, and left Jiang Yu's encirclement.

As soon as he left the warm embrace, the cold wind swept in quietly, and a thin layer of goose bumps appeared on Gu Chi's arms, but he didn't pay much attention to it, he glanced at Jiang Yu with an unclear expression, and remained silent for a few seconds Cai said, "I'm glad she's gone."

"..."

Jiang You had already guessed what Gu Chi said behind him, but he stood quietly without asking or saying anything.

"If she was here, seeing me now, I'm afraid she wouldn't feel at ease even if she left." Gu Chi's tone was flat, his eyes were so calm that there was not even a trace of wave, as if he was talking about something that was extremely natural, but he didn't know Did he hurt Jiang Yu, or himself.

But what can he do?How should he face this criminal, the criminal who ruined everything for him?

forgive me?He is not eligible; hate?maybe.

ridiculous.

Gu Chi spurned himself in his heart.

"I want to be happy too, but do you think I have anything to be happy about now?"

After leaving such a cold sentence, he turned around and left without looking back.

Jiang Yu didn't move, watching Gu Chi's slender figure gradually go away, the road was so straight, it seemed to have no end.

At this moment, he felt that Gu Chi had never been close to him.

The temperature in his arms was vaguely still there, and the familiar Leng Xiang seemed to be still there, but when the night wind came, it took away everything he had about the boy.

It was only now that Jiang Yu realized that Gu Chi's things he owned were too few, so small that they could all be swept away by the wind, and he was even unable to recover them.

For the first time, Jiang You felt that the night in Nanyang was so dark, it was so dark that he was a little scared, the curse from his mother and the inexplicable pursuit flashed in his mind like a movie, and in those frightening nights, he was like a Hiding in dark corners like a spurned clown.

In the past, he was afraid that Ye Xiuqing would suddenly come in and beat him with a belt, but later he was afraid that someone would point a gun at his head or stab him with a knife.

Before meeting Gu Chi, he didn't know why he had to live in such a mess. After meeting Gu Chi, he felt that if all the hardships he had suffered before were for meeting him, then it would be okay.

So when he walks side by side with Gu Chi in the darkness, he is not afraid, and he will not think of those days when his body was bruised and bruised, because his light is by his side, and he shines on him, so no matter where he is lost, he can always find his way back. direction.

But the light is gone now.

He knew he was too dirty, after all, the sun's light would never fall in a dark corner.

No matter how bright the lamp is, it can't light his way forward.

Wan Feng didn't know whether he was laughing at his stupidity or stabbing his heart with the coldness of his body.

The blood was terribly cold, and the gust of wind penetrated into his bones like an inch, cutting through the barriers he had accumulated over the past 17 years.

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