Excessive

After careful investigation, there was indeed news about Du Shuyao not long after, but he had boarded a plane from L city to Canada a month and a half ago.

In order not to be found out, he deliberately took the bus to Linshi first.

Perhaps it is easy for Lu Zhenqing to find someone in S City, but if it goes outside this range, it is not so easy, especially in foreign countries, he does not have that much ability to find someone in a foreign country.

Lu Zhenqing asked his local friends and the local airline company that if Du Shuyao appeared at the airport again, he would know immediately.But two months later, Du Shuyao still has no news.

After separating from Kong Qingming that day, her words kept recurring in Lu Zhenqing's mind.Lu Zhenqing had to admit that he had been avoiding this feeling all along.

That seed had already germinated slowly in his heart, and it was only when it came to bloom that Lu Zhenqing realized it was too late.

In his life, except for his parents, no one is willing to pay so much for him.This kind of devotion is like injecting a little toxin into his body every day, which is not noticeable at all, but after getting used to it, it has already penetrated into the bone marrow.

Du Shuyao resolutely rejected the deep and timid love, and Lu Zhenqing only realized it after he left.

In the past two months, Lu Zhenqing has been tormented by the feeling of turmoil. There have been several accidents at work, but fortunately they are not serious.

Even so, he still worked overtime like crazy, he didn't dare to go home, there were traces of Du Shuyao there, every time he opened the door, he felt that the man would come out of the kitchen with the dishes, as before, with him Say you're back.

He always agreed casually, never thinking how disappointed Du Shuyao would be if he didn't care about it.But Du Shuyao didn't say anything, and even deliberately hid his disappointment.

That person will prepare a meal for him when he comes back, help him tie his tie, take off his coat, and greet him with kisses...they have all those things that ordinary couples should have, such tenderness, consideration, joy, And the cold wars and quarrels that were necessary in those days... These used to belong to him, and all the good things that can be thought of now were placed in front of him, but he pushed them away without any effort.

At the same time, time and time again, he pushed away the person who had rushed to his side without thinking of his own life.

Du Shuyao escaped the bad words from the outside world, the gossip and gossip in the world, and the pain and struggle of himself, but he did not escape him.

Every time he thought of this, Lu Zhenqing wished he could kill himself.

The house sold by Du Shuyao was bought back by Lu Zhenqing at a high price, and the decoration has not changed at all.

This is Du Shuyao's home, and it can be seen that this is undoubtedly the last piece of pure land in the world.There is no disturbance from the outside world, only here can he feel at ease.

But then, things changed here too.After being ill, Du Shuyao's emotional instability caused both the living room and the study to be a mess. When he woke up, he would clean it up bit by bit.Even if it was the original bed that made him feel at ease, he couldn't fall asleep after lying on it.

But no matter how you say it, if Du Shuyao comes back, he will definitely come to see this place.

If he will come back, Lu Zhenqing thought.

"Mr. Lu, are you here again?" The bartender made a cocktail as usual and pushed it to Lu Zhenqing. He has been working here for more than a year. Every Friday, he can see this person ordering a glass of wine, looking for a corner to quietly Sit and don't leave until the bar closes.

"Ah."

Lu Zhenqing took the wine and sat in his old seat as usual, where he could just see the crowds coming and going, and the tall building not far away was Du Shuyao's apartment.

For more than a year, it has become a habit to come here for a drink every week. That time, he got drunk at this location in this bar and hurt Shuyao.Now every time he sits here, Lu Zhenqing feels as if time has flown back, as if that person is still waiting for him at home when he goes back.

For more than a year, he never gave up looking for Du Shuyao. He went to the place where Du Shuyao last appeared many times, but found nothing.And Du Shuyao didn't contact anyone, including Du Zhengyang.

Abandoning the person closest to him, how disappointed he must be, to leave so resolutely.

Lu Zhenqing sighed and drank another glass of wine.

Today is New Year's Day, the bar closed early, and everyone went back to celebrate the holiday.

Lu Zhenqing was walking alone on the street, if God saw him in such a desolate state, would he take pity on him and give him some hope?

Lu Zhenqing thought.

Because this bar is very close to Du Shuyao's house, Lu Zhenqing walked downstairs to his house.Like going for a drink every week, this has become a habit. When Lu Zhenqing is in a bad mood, he will come here to sit, stay for a while, or sleep for a night.

He came so often that even the security guard at the gate of the community knew him and said hello every time he saw him.

Lu Zhenqing took the key and opened the door. There was a scent of fragrance in the room. He took a shower without turning on the light in the living room. If Shuyao smelled the smell of alcohol on him, he must stay away from him again. up.

dong dong dong.

As soon as Lu Zhenqing came out of the bathroom, he heard a knock on the door, and the clock on the wall pointed to 45:[-].

He didn't open the door directly, and asked first, but the man didn't answer.Lu Zhenqing's heart skipped a beat, could it be that Shuyao came back?

Just when Lu Zhenqing was happy, there was no movement at the door. Looking through the hole, there was no one there, so it turned out that he just knocked on the wrong door.

A sense of loss struck, Lu Zhenqing never believed in cause and effect, he only believed in science.But since Du Shuyao left, he believed that this was God's punishment for him. He had done too many things to sorry Shuyao, so now he let himself go through his pain again.

But if Shuyao can come back after all these pains, then he doesn't complain at all.

The phone ran out of battery when he was in the company, Lu Zhenqing charged it, opened it and received two messages.One was sent by Du Zhengyang, wishing him a happy new year.One is from Lu's mother, asking him to go home and have a look.

Lu Zhenqing replied a few words, threw the phone aside, and lay down on the bed in a large font.

He is too tired, only here can he have a good sleep.

The next day, Lu Zhenqing put on his suit and tie, dressed in a very solemn manner, and went out.

Today is a very important day, but it has nothing to do with him.

The car stopped in front of a European-style villa, where many people had already gathered, Lu Zhenqing checked the time, it was almost time, he just caught up.

Today he came to attend a wedding. Unfortunately, the bride is his ex-fiancée, and even more unfortunately, the groom is not him.

Kong Qingming finally married an actor who was two years younger than him. Although in Lu Zhenqing's opinion, this kid couldn't take good care of his younger sister, he had to admit that this guy was much better than him.

At least it can be seen that the two people really love each other.

In the beginning, the media reported on the two of them. Some said that Lu Zhenqing was always in trouble, while others said that Kong Qingming regretted her marriage first.It is incredible in the eyes of the public that the two announced their breakup not long after they got engaged.But not long after, the news that Kong Qingming and Xiao Xianrou were dating spread like wildfire. Instead of denying it, she generously admitted it, and announced the wedding date by the way.

Now everyone knew that Lu Zhenqing was wearing a cuckold and gave him sympathetic looks.However, this did not affect Lu Zhenqing, on the contrary, it helped him.

Lu's mother was sad for a long time because of this incident. Although she was anxious in her heart, she wanted to comfort her son on the surface.During that time, Lu Zhenqing was sluggish because of Du Shuyao's affairs, and Lu's mother took it for granted that it was because of Kong Qingming's remorse, she felt sorry for her son, and blamed herself for being too anxious to see someone right.

Without his mother's constant reminders every three days and one reminder every five days, Lu Zhenqing's headache symptoms were relieved a lot.

"Let me introduce, this is my...ex-fiancé." Seeing Lu Zhenqing, Kong Qingming dragged her little boyfriend over to introduce her. It was the first time that the two met.Sure enough, when he heard her say that, the groom's face changed suddenly, and he immediately became wary of Lu Zhenqing.

Seeing his appearance, Kong Qingming smiled triumphantly, and the groom realized that he was deliberately testing him.

Seeing the two of them like this, Lu Zhenqing also smiled in relief, this is what love should look like.

"Director Xu is here, let's go over and say hello together." Kong Qingming said to the two of them.As a movie queen, of course she has acted in many Xu Shi's movies, and the two met because of one of the movies.

Xu Shi saw Lu Zhenqing from a distance, but he was the bride and groom who went to say hello first, and he walked towards Lu Zhenqing after Kong Qingming went to say hello to others.

"Director Xu, long time no see." It was Lu Zhenqing who greeted him first.

"Yeah, it's been almost two years." The last time we met was when Du Shuyao was hospitalized.

The two exchanged a few pleasantries, but in fact, Lu Zhenqing and Xu Shi didn't have much in common. Xu Shi had an artist's arrogance, which Lu Zhenqing didn't like very much, and there were certain things about Lu Zhenqing that Xu Shi couldn't understand either.

In the past two years, the Lu family was developing in the direction of film investment, and the two got acquainted because of this. Now that I think about it, the connection between the two probably doesn't have much.

"I heard that Shuyao has terminated the contract. It's a pity. How is he recently?"

After "Long Song Xing" won the award, Xu Shi intends to cooperate with Du Shuyao, but he has not been contacted.He didn't go to the awards ceremony either, and Sheng Jiang said that the trophy is still with him.Xu Shi knew that the relationship between the two was not simple, so he asked.

"..." Lu Zhenqing couldn't answer this question, because he also wanted to know.

Suddenly realizing that it has been such a long time, maybe the two of them have lost contact for a long time, and Lu Zhenqing has been silent, Xu Shi said sorry.

"It's ok."

"By the way, why did he suddenly terminate the contract and go to Canada?" Xu Shi changed the subject and asked him.

"I..." Lu Zhenqing really didn't know how to explain the reason, could it be because Du Shuyao was hurt too deeply by him?

As soon as the words came to his lips, Lu Zhenqing realized something and asked, "How do you know he went to Canada?"

He didn't tell many people about this matter, at least he never told Xu Shi. I believe Xu Shi would not be too free to check an artist's itinerary.

"Isn't it?" Xu Shi looked at him suspiciously, while Lu Zhenqing was waiting for his answer with wide eyes.

"Yes...but how did you know?" Because of excitement, Lu Zhenqing's words trembled.

Xu Shi was puzzled, he thought for a while, he couldn't remember clearly after a long time, and said after a while, "It seems that someone told me."

"Who?!"

Xu Shi thought for a while and said. "It seems to be an actress in our group."

For those related to the actor, Lu Zhenqing only told Kong Qingming, and didn't mention their names, so Xu Shi wasn't talking about Kong Qingming, so who else could it be?

"Her name is Ni Ni, she is filming now, you can ask yourself." Xu Shi sent Lu Zhenqing an address.

"Thank you!"

As soon as the wedding was over, Lu Zhenqing couldn't wait to drive to find this actress named Ni Ni.Although he didn't have much hope, the flame in Lu Zhenqing's heart was burning again.