double rebirth

Ren Qing, who was held in Shen Zequn's arms, only felt that it was difficult to breathe, but it was difficult to push Shen Zequn away.

It should be said that he couldn't push it away at all.

Shen Zequn exerted so much strength that he could fly as soon as he let go.

The wall lamp at the head of the bed hadn't been turned off yet, Ren Qing maintained this posture, and even the hands in front of Shen Zequn still maintained the posture of clenched fists, so nervous that breathing became cautious.

Shen Zequn also just took a shower, wearing a black nightgown, and smelled of shower gel on his body, which was the same smell as before.

It didn't know how long it took before Shen Zequn's gentle breathing came into Ren Qing's ears from the silence.

He was too familiar with Shen Zequn's breathing rate.

When he was infatuated with Shen Zequn, he would always pretend to be asleep.Then when the man beside him fell asleep, he slowly opened his eyes like a thief.

Even in the dark, Ren Qing could still see the outline of the other party, cautiously, as if he wanted to imprint the other party's appearance on his soul.

There are only a handful of them, a few times he boldly leaned over and secretly rubbed Shen Zequn's with his lips, and one time he was caught straight.

Shen Zequn winked at him slyly, he rarely saw Shen Zequn's slightly childish look.

Before he could feel blushing, Shen Zequn turned over and pressed him under him, with a half-smile and said: "I caught you, you thief."

In the sweet skin-to-skin kiss, in the familiar strength, he was so shocked that he could only hug the other person's body tightly.But at that time, he felt very satisfied, because only at this time, he could see Shen Zequn's emotion, which was different from the past.

When that person finally couldn't maintain that smile, when that person's body temperature slowly rose, when that person called his name in slightly disordered breathing.

Only then did he feel that Shen Zequn seemed to be an ordinary person, no longer as far away as the sky, but very close to him.

So close that he could see the lust in his eyes, so close that he could clearly hear the changing heartbeat of that person.

One moment, one moment.

But in the end he realized that there was actually a person between him and Shen Zequn.

Even if it was only two chests away, he couldn't see his heart clearly, couldn't hear exactly who Shen Zequn's heart was beating for, and who he was saying each sentence of love to.

He really felt that he should win the "Best Supporting Actor" award in one fell swoop, not the best new music award.

Feeling really heavy, Ren Qing couldn't help but took a deep breath.

He concluded that Shen Zequn was asleep, so he slowly lifted Shen Zequn's heavy arm on his waist.Then little by little, he escaped from this seemingly warm embrace.

Ren Qing moved very lightly, he slowly retreated towards the edge of the bed, and he breathed a sigh of relief when he saw that Shen Zequn was still sleeping soundly.Continue to slowly turn your body around, and then turn your back to the person behind you.

Thinking about shooting a commercial tomorrow, Ren Qing closed his eyes and forced himself to sleep.

But he couldn't sleep, so he just blinked his eyes and looked at the oil painting on the wall in a daze, the whole person was in a daze.

I don't know how long it took, but it was still dark anyway, when he suddenly felt Shen Zequn over there sitting up abruptly, so scared that he immediately closed his eyes.

Shen Zequn seemed to be having a nightmare, panting very rapidly, and it took a long time to calm down.

Then, Shen Zequn moved, Ren Qing felt that the other party was approaching him, and then gently kissed him from behind, he could even feel the numbness and warmth of Shen Zequn's lips on the back of his neck The breath stirred the little patch of his skin.

He felt that Shen Zequn's hand was slowly moving down along his right arm, until the opponent's palm moved forward slowly along the back of his hand, Ren Qing didn't realize that Shen Zequn's palm was so cold and wet.

In his memory, Shen Zequn's palms were always generous and warm, but at this moment his palms were covered in cold sweat, which was really strange.

What dream did you have?

How could Shen Zequn, who was always in a peaceful state of mind, be frightened like this?

Thinking about it carefully, Shen Zequn seemed to be a little thinner than before. I think something must have happened in the past two years, maybe it was in the company.

While thinking this way, Shen Zequn's five fingers went down along the crevices of his fingers, and then he gently turned his right hand over, and then clasped his fingers tightly.

This abnormal behavior makes Ren Qing feel very uneasy, he doesn't even know whether he should wake up at this moment, but what will he say after waking up?

He seemed to have missed the best time to wake up.

***

What Ren Qing didn't know was that just now, Shen Zequn woke up from a complicated dream. He subconsciously wanted to hug the person in his arms, but the arms were empty.

He has experienced the feeling at that moment many times, but every time he feels abnormal fear.

This familiar yet unfamiliar fear made him sit up suddenly.

He almost called out Ren Qing's name.

It wasn't until he saw the slippery head beside him from the corner of his eye that Shen Zequn felt relieved.He sat on the bedside to calm himself down, but couldn't help but move closer to the people around him.

This bed is big, enough to sleep no matter what, but the person next to the pillow seems to want to be far away from him, which makes him feel inexplicably uncomfortable.

He remembered that in the last days when Ren Qing lived with him, he could always hear Ren Qing sighing in the middle of the night.But even if he asked, Ren Qing would just smile and say it was okay, which made him quite depressed for a while.

Thinking about it now, maybe Ren Qing knew that he had a fiancée at that time and was just playing with him, that's why he did that.

In fact, Shen Zequn hasn't had a good night's sleep since Ren Qing's accident.

The time when he slept the deepest was when Zhang Lun was treating him psychologically, but the death of Ren Qing in the hotel was a hurdle that Shen Zequn couldn't overcome. He would also wake up in Ren Qing's desperate eyes, or in that pool of blood.

He didn't know how long he had slept just now, but he had a kind of peace that he hadn't had for a long, long time.

When I woke up, my arms were still empty, just like countless times before.

But in that desperate panic, he saw Ren Yiqing, and he was surprised by the inexplicable peace of mind that rose in his heart.But realizing the fact that the other party escaped from his arms to the edge, he felt extremely lost.

But he can accept this kind of loss, because he can take the initiative to get closer to that warm place, hug each other from behind like now, and then intertwine his fingers.

Even if there is no practical significance in doing so, it still makes him feel motivated to persevere in life.

It's just...he didn't dare to sleep anymore.

***

Throughout the night, Ren Qing could always hear Shen Zequn's faint sighs behind him, so that he didn't dare to move again all night.

Pretending to be asleep is really not done by humans.

The scheduled alarm bell rang at this moment, and after only one sound, before Ren Qing could move, Shen Zequn stretched out his hand and pressed it to stop.

Ren Qing looked at Shen Zequn's hand covering the back of his hand in front of him, and for a moment didn't know how to shake it off.

Just when he was in trouble, Shen Zequn moved closer, and shook their entangled palms like a child, and said softly: "Ren Yiqing, it's time to get up..."

Ren Qing's heartbeat was unbalanced for a moment, and he had to turn over slightly. Then Shen Zequn pulled his palm away, but Ren Qing felt that his fingers were about to freeze, and he moved for a long time before slowly grasping again. It became a fist.

"Good morning."

Ren Qing heard Shen Zequn's slightly hoarse voice, but couldn't even look up at the other party, so he sat up quickly and said, "Good morning, Mr. Shen."

Shen Zequn also leaned against the head of the bed, and said with a smile, "I woke up last night and thought you were gone, but when I saw it clearly, I realized that you were sleeping on the side. I was really afraid that you would fall off as soon as you rolled over."

Ren Qing had no choice but to say lamely: "I'm not used to sleeping with other people."

Shen Zequn frowned upon hearing the words: "Didn't you date a boyfriend before? And they dated for half a year."

Seeing the flash of astonishment on Ren Qing's face, Shen Zequn felt a little strange.

It should be said that before the general manager, he felt that the character of the person in front of him was obviously inconsistent with the Ren Han in Xu Fan's information.

He really couldn't figure out how this quiet, rational and even somewhat indifferent boy would fight with his cheating boyfriend in the company.

When Ren Qing heard what Shen Zequn said, he knew that Shen Zequn knew Ren Han better than himself.

Not to mention the way Shen Zequn looks at him now, what a shrewd person Shen Zequn is, he didn't know it before, but now he knows it very clearly.

In the past, he could manipulate the draft in a black box to trap him step by step, so he probably has no scruples about Ren Han.

In other words, he had already shown his feet in Shen Zequn's sight.

Ren Qing thought for a moment, and then said truthfully: "Actually, I was once broken by a beer bottle by Master Zhao Ning of the Zhao family. Although there was no trauma or stitched wound, I felt in a trance after waking up. indistinct."

Shen Zequn had heard about this beforehand, so he was not surprised.

Ren Qing knew from the look in Shen Zequn's eyes that he must have known about it. After all, he was chased by Zhao Ning or rescued by Shen Zequn at that time, so if he told him that he had amnesia, there was evidence to follow.

Ren Qing thought so, and continued: "After waking up, I... I even forgot that I have a sister, and the doctor couldn't give any conclusions. I haven't remembered anything before, but this incident It’s not easy for me to tell others about it, I’m afraid that if I do, the company thinks I’m out of my mind, so only my sister knows about it.”

Ren Qing tried to be as thoughtful as possible, and Shen Zequn asked questions again.But this incident is indeed incredible, but at least Shen Zequn went to the hospital to check his files and could only find this, so there was no reason to doubt him.

Sure enough, Shen Zequn was silent for a while, thinking that Xu Fan had only briefly mentioned this matter, and didn't say too much detail, and he didn't ask in detail at the beginning, so he said, "When did this happen?"

Ren Qing recalled: "The first day I went to work in the bar, I was smashed."

"Why did Zhao Ning target you?"

Ren Qing turned pale, and said: "Well... After waking up, I forgot about this and wanted to resign. The bartender there told me... it was because I didn't serve Zhao Ning well, and I vomited in front of him without doing anything. That's why..."

"So you just did one night at the bar and didn't really sell yourself?"

Seeing Ren Qing nodded, Shen Zequn felt as if a stone fell to the ground in his heart. Maybe he felt that he was very similar to Ren Qing in his heart, so he felt unusually awkward when he heard about it, so he deliberately ignored it. over this matter.

Shen Zequn said again: "But... you were already Jiang's intern at that time, right?"

Ren Qing nodded: "Yes, but I don't know why I was left behind. I guess it was because I owed money. This... the money came quickly, but I didn't do well."

Shen Zequn sighed: "What work do you have today?"

"I'm shooting a sports drink ad today."

"Which company?"

"A new sports drink from Cheng Yuan."

Shen Zequn nodded and said: "Cheng Yuan is not bad for your newcomers, but you can go in the afternoon, don't go in the morning, I will tell the other party."

"Huh? No, not going?"

Shen Zequn stood up: "Well, go to the hospital for a thorough examination first, get up quickly."

Upon hearing this, Ren Qing hurriedly said, "No need, I had already had two CT scans at that time, and the doctor said everything was fine."

Shen Zequn ignored him and just strode out of the bedroom.

Ren Qing felt depressed, so she had to brush her teeth and wash her face first, then went into the kitchen to prepare some porridge and side dishes.

***

Shen Zequn took a shower and went downstairs in his shirt, still fiddling with his tie.

Seeing Ren Qing busy making breakfast in the kitchen, Shen Zequn realized that he had breakfast.

After two years of vacancy, seeing someone busy in the house early in the morning again, Shen Zequn was a little dazed.

He took off his tie and threw it on the sofa, undid the top two buttons, and just sat at the dining table and waited just like that time.

Ren Qing made pumpkin porridge, mixed some appetizing shredded radish, and fried egg pancakes.

After the dishes were served, Shen Zequn tasted them and praised, "It's delicious."

In fact, when Ren Qing was cooking, Shen Zequn had been watching him, but these seemingly ordinary breakfasts brought back many memories for Shen Zequn.

Not only is it delicious, from the sound of cooking to the taste of this porridge and this side dish...it all resembles Ren Qing.

But Ren Qing didn't think much about it.

Ren Qing knew that Shen Zequn didn't like bread or sandwiches very much, so he made some according to his taste, but deliberately made them lighter, which logically was not as delicious as the previous ones.

When Ren Qing heard what Shen Zequn said, he just smiled and said, "If it's delicious, Mr. Shen will eat more."

Shen Zequn's food was delicious, and he hadn't had such an appetite for a long, long time.Just eating, he couldn't avoid looking at Ren Qing, Ren Qing still ate with his left hand, very quiet.

Combined with the sense of familiarity that came to mind when watching Ren Qing cooking just now, the more Shen Zequn watched it, the more uncomfortable he felt in his heart.

But at the same time, he knew very well that he was not hallucinating, nor did he think that they resembled Ren Qing because he was crazy.

It doesn't matter from the posture of holding the chopsticks, the way you eat, or even the habit of not drinking the porridge if you don't eat the pumpkin in the bowl when you drink the pumpkin porridge.

Shen Zequn sighed in his heart, and said, "I have contacted you just now. You go to the hospital with me in the morning, and I will ask Xu Fan to take you to shoot an advertisement in the afternoon. Liu Chuan should have received the notice."

Ren Qing felt that this was a bit too much, so he couldn't help but said, "Thank you Mr. Shen for your concern, but I'm really fine."

"Well, but it's better to check it thoroughly, so you can rest assured."

After breakfast, Shen Zequn took Ren Qing to a private hospital for a comprehensive examination, invited several authorities, and got the same answer as last time.

Although Shen Zequn knew that there was nothing abnormal about Ren Qing's body, he felt that it was really strange in his heart.

He suddenly thought... what kind of personality was this Ren Yiqing before he was hurt by Zhao Ning?

Since he doesn't remember, could it be that he wasn't so like Ren Qing before?

In other words, if what he met in the bar was not the current Ren Yiqing, but the Ren Han before he was injured by Zhao Ning, would he still feel these two portraits?

After all, they didn't look alike, but they felt very similar to him.

Shen Zequn looked at Ren Qing who was walking in front, took out his mobile phone and sent a text message to Xu Fan.

"Check Ren Han again, the more detailed the better."