double rebirth

Where did this come from? !

Even if he attended the party or something, Shen Zequn would take him with him, right?

Ren Qing was so confused that he simply ignored him.

He mixed a glass of honey water as quickly as possible, but before Ren Qing could turn around, he heard a muffled sound of "Boom" behind him.

Ren Qing hurriedly turned around, only to realize that Shen Zequn's body was tilted, and he landed on the wooden dining table with his forehead, and the knock was so firm.

Ren Qing's eyelids twitched, Shen Zequn suddenly turned his head, and put half of his face on the table.

Ren Qing inevitably felt a little guilty, and wanted to see how Shen Zequn was doing, but his forehead turned red.

"That...Mr. Shen, drink some honey water."

Ren Qing walked over and was about to put the cup on the table, but Shen Zequn blinked suddenly, looking a bit rascal: "No, you feed me."

Ren Qing didn't know what to do with such a rogue and childish Shen Zequn. Thinking that Shen Zequn couldn't drink like this, he simply found a straw and put it in the cup: "Drink it."

Shen Zequn was obviously dissatisfied with Ren Qing's handling of him like this, so he sat up straight suddenly, startling Ren Qing.In the next second, Shen Zequn pointed to the seat opposite him, motioning for Ren Qing to sit down.

Now Ren Qing had no choice but to sit obediently opposite Shen Zequn, Shen Zequn put on the appearance of a teaching director at this moment, with one arm folded, and then knocked on the table with the knuckle of the other hand: "I'm waiting for you one day!"

Ren Qing only felt a headache.

After a night of socializing, he was also very tired, but Shen Zequn was in such a state now, it seemed that he was not in a situation where he would be obedient, so Ren Qing answered directly: "Wait for me...what to do?"

Shen Zequn seemed to have been hit a bit, raised his head and lowered his head, and said in a low voice: "I was waiting for you to call me, but you didn't. I've been waiting... for a long time."

Ren Qing really didn't know how to proceed, but Shen Zequn peeked at it from time to time, and was really waiting for his answer.

Ren Qing could only say: "But... I don't have anything important to bother you."

"Isn't it important?"

Shen Zequn suddenly asked back, his eyes were really hurt.

Shen Zequn obviously couldn't be talking about him, and he thought he was going to play some situational games with him as if he was drunk last time.

Ren Qing was unable to answer, so he had no choice but to get Shen Zequn to the sofa to make do with it overnight.

"No, don't go!"

As soon as Ren Qing took a step, Shen Zequn suddenly leaned over and grabbed Ren Qing's arm. He almost fell over by himself. Ren Qing hurriedly supported Shen Zequn: "Don't move around, you're going to fall."

Seeing Shen Zequn's stubborn hatred, Ren Qing looked at her wrinkled shirt and couldn't help complaining: "This dress belongs to the company, and I have to return it tomorrow."

Shen Zequn suddenly raised his head: "Then I'll buy it! One hundred pieces!"

Ren Qing couldn't help but roll his eyes when he heard this: "Okay, okay, you buy what you buy. It's getting late, go to bed early."

"Don't you really feel that you have forgotten a very important and important thing?"

Seeing that Shen Zequn was very persistent, Ren Qing was really puzzled, but after thinking about it carefully, he really didn't know what an important day today was.

Ren Qing scratched her hair: "Can... give me some hints?"

Shen Zequn stared at him: "Today!"

today? !

Ren Qing tried hard to think about it, but obviously he didn't find any important points.

Shen Zequn seemed to be unable to hold back anymore, he gently let go of his hand, and silently lowered his head: "Do you want me...don't like me anymore."

Shen Zequn looked very lonely, as if as long as he answered, Shen Zequn would be completely depressed.

But only this sentence, Ren Qing really didn't want to answer.

Shen Zequn was silent for a long time, until Ren Qing wondered if Shen Zequn had fallen asleep sitting up, Shen Zequn spoke again.

"I want to eat noodles."

Eat noodle? !

It has to be said that Shen Zequn's tone became normal when he said this. Ren Qing thought about what day it is today, and then suddenly thought of something.

Today... seems to be Shen Zequn's birthday!

Ren Qing has been so busy in the past week that he only knows that today is Saturday, but he doesn't remember the exact date.

Thinking that longevity noodles are really something to eat, Ren Qing sighed and said, "Then sit still and I'll cook the noodles for you."

"If I sit here and don't move, will you come back?"

"Ah."

"Then I'll wait for you here, you must come back quickly."

Shen Zequn didn't look up, but just said a few words on his own.When Ren Qing entered the kitchen, he turned his head and saw Shen Zequn, so he boiled the water.

The cold water was scorched by the open fire, and within a short time, small blisters appeared, and gradually...the heat rose continuously, hitting Ren Qing's face.

Having been with Shen Zequn for two years, Ren Qing naturally encountered Shen Zequn's birthday twice, but strictly speaking, neither of these two birthdays was a good one.

He carefully prepared for Shen Zequn's birthday only once.

One time is enough for him to remember for a lifetime.

That was the first year when he was planning to hold a small handshake concert. In fact, as early as when he sent out that album, he planned to confess his love to Shen Zequn.

So when Liu Chuan asked him if he had any requirements for the concert, he just said, "Brother Chuan, I want to hold a concert on the 20th."

He wanted to confess his love to Shen Zequn on his birthday.

Later, he told Shen Zequn about holding a song meeting, and Shen Zequn also said that he would definitely come.

He has always liked singing, and he has rehearsed countless times on stage this time, and he didn't feel nervous when he went on stage.The song meeting has been going on smoothly, and Ren Qing wants to show her best side in front of Shen Zequn.

In fact, performers under the spotlight cannot see the audience, but when he thought of Shen Zequn among them, he felt full of infinite power.

The last song of the concert was written by him for Shen Zequn, and it was called "Love Bell".

The nervousness that obviously didn't appear in a song meeting broke out when he said the title of the song.

Opening the floodgates is common.

But only he knows the weight of this song, and... the weight of that person.

The only accompaniment to this song is a guitar, whether it is in the album given to Shen Zequn or in the subsequent singing.

The colorful lights faded from the stage, and Ren Qing also changed into the most common white shirt.

In the darkness, he slowly sat on the high stool in the middle of the stage with his guitar in his arms.

At that time, the microphone standing on the stage was turned off, and Ren Qing was so nervous that he sat in the dark and took several deep breaths before nodding to the lighting engineer behind him.

Suddenly, a beam of white light hit his head from top to bottom, wrapping his whole body in the light.

Like that man's warm arm.

It gave him the motivation to move forward in the dark, and gave him endless joy.

Shen Zequn was the first person he liked, and he would also be the last.

He looked at the pitch-black audience, and slowly opened his mouth.

……

It was the sincerity and tenderness that led to the deep-rooted love.

Even though there are thousands of loves, I only love you.

……

When I sang this sentence, I don’t know who turned on the white light of the mobile phone first, one, two, three, and finally converged into a vast sea of ​​stars.

And that person was in the sea of ​​thousands of stars, quietly listening to him singing and telling his likes.

At that moment, Ren Qing cried.

Speaking of which, that song was sung really badly.

One sentence was out of tune, and there were a few sentences that were so hoarse that they trembled. Although no one in the audience spoke, there was no screaming before, but he received the most applause at the end.

Ren Qing was very angry with herself.

He obviously prepared for so long, but he still couldn't sing the song he wanted to sing the most.

After the curtain call, Ren Qing went backstage. Liu Chuan stood on the backstage aisle and applauded him, his eyes were slightly red, but Ren Qing was a little embarrassed: "Brother Chuan, I didn't sing the last song well."

But Liu Chuan shook his head: "I think as long as the other party hears it, it is your success, right?"

In a room in the backstage was Ren Qing's prepared confession location.

There are roses all over the floor, the words "Happy Birthday" are placed on the wall with various balloons, and there are many heart-shaped balloons.

Although it looks childish, but these are all hung up by Ren Qing himself, he feels very happy.

At this time, Shen Zequn sent a text message to congratulate him on the success of the performance, and Ren Qing wrote back saying, "I'll be waiting for you backstage."

The ground was covered with small heart-shaped lamps and roses. Ren Qing took out the ring box in his pocket, and his palms were sweating nervously.He was holding a bouquet of roses and walking back and forth in the room like a headless chicken. He also wanted to calm himself down, but no matter how he adjusted his breathing, he still couldn't get the slightest relaxation.

"Ren Qing, why are you so useless!"

Talking to himself, Ren Qing couldn't help but knocked himself on the head with roses, and immediately checked to see if the bouquet was messed up.

Seeing that the bouquet was safe and sound, Ren Qing breathed a sigh of relief.

He always has no confidence in the face of this relationship. He thinks that Shen Zequn is good enough, so good that it seems that he doesn't know what kind of person can match him.

But he just loved it, hopelessly.

And after getting along for a year, he also felt...felt...that Shen Zequn also liked him.

Just thinking about it, he suddenly felt that there was something wrong with this arrangement?

Isn't such a confession too shabby for that person?

Is the ring in your pocket a little too cheap?

Although he used up all his money, he asked Liu Chuan to borrow some.

Although Shen Zequn must have felt nothing, this was already the best he could do.

Hey!

Forget it, it’s come to this point, why think so much? !

Just when Ren Qing was thinking wildly, there was a rustling sound outside the door.

Ren Qing stood up straight suddenly, but suddenly the voices of several strange men came from outside.

"Is it this one?"

"Never mind him, let's go in and talk!"

"do not!"

Before Ren Qing opened his mouth to refuse, the door was pushed open by a boy, and Ren Qing's face turned pale at this moment.

Several strange men were stunned by everything in the house.

"I go……"

"No, what is the situation!"

A man glanced at Ren Qing who was holding a large bouquet of roses, and immediately leaned over to the corridor and said, "My Mr. Shen, why don't you stop calling, come here!"

Several people obviously did not expect this situation, several pairs of eyes swept over Ren Qing's body, one by one surprised.

Before Ren Qing could speak, a man said, "Then what, we are Shen Zequn's classmates. No, I'm sorry."

"Didn't I tell you not to go backstage? Why are you blocking the door!"

Shen Zequn's voice suddenly came from outside, sounding a little anxious.

"Ren...Ren Qing?"

When Shen Zequn saw everything here, he was a little stunned, and Ren Qing felt a little at a loss.

He also really... doesn't like the way these people look at him.

He always felt that these people were staring straight at his face. Even though he was not ugly, he was not so focused. To put it bluntly, it was like looking at a monkey.

It stands to reason that these men are all very handsome, and most of the people they know Shen Zequn are from prominent families. How could there be such impolite glances, as if... watching a farce performance.

Is he... so unworthy of that person?

A third-rate singer and... the president of the group, indeed, are indeed a bit far behind.

But he has been with Shen Zequn for a year, and Shen Zequn also likes him, he can feel it.

Besides, let's talk about things now, the idiot can see what he is going to do.

Ren Qing originally wanted to sing a happy birthday song to Shen Zequn, but now he couldn't sing it, his face was almost on fire.

There was no other way, Ren Qing had no choice but to bite the bullet and walk over.

Shen Zequn didn't expect this beforehand, and it wasn't until Ren Qing moved that Shen Zequn came back to his senses, turned around and said, "Have you seen enough?"

Only then did a few people turn their gazes back, and a man patted Shen Zequn on the shoulder: "Then...we will wait for you outside, and I tell you that you must go to this venue tonight."

A few people left after talking, and closed the door by the way.

After such a commotion, Ren Qing felt even more uneasy. He took a deep breath and said to Shen Zequn, "Shen...Mr. Shen, happy birthday."

Ren Qing walked over as he spoke, and handed over the bouquet.

"Ren Qing..."

In the swaying dim light, Ren Qing didn't see Shen Zequn's expression clearly at the moment, he subconsciously touched the puffed trouser pocket and was about to kneel down on one knee to confess, when Shen Zequn, who was holding a rose in Shen Zequn's hand, suddenly spoke.

When Ren Qing heard Shen Zequn calling him, he was still serious, and raised his head involuntarily: "Mr. Shen?"

Shen Zequn glanced at the happy birthday on the wall, as well as heart-shaped balloons and roses from other places, and then looked at Ren Qing: "I want to say..."

Seeing that Shen Zequn seemed to be unable to find a suitable tone and speech for a while, Ren Qing suddenly felt tense for some reason.

In a trance, I saw that Shen Zequn's face had returned to normal, and then said softly as usual: "Ren Qing, we are like this...isn't it good?"

Ren Qing's hand that was copying the small square box through a layer of cloth suddenly froze.

In fact, Shen Zequn knew what he wanted to do, and it was impossible for him not to know.

And Shen Zequn's answer undoubtedly rejected him, hoping to maintain the status quo with him, and did not intend to go further.

Perhaps, he should work harder.

Perhaps, such a confession is really too simple for this person.

Perhaps, Mr. Shen doesn't like him that much.

But he would be wrong.

But half a month ago, during the Chinese New Year, he went to the set to look for him, said he missed him, and hugged him like that in the car.

How did that happen?

Ren Qing had a lot of questions to ask, but felt that the other party had already said that and had already refused, and what he said would only embarrass himself even more.

Thinking of this, Ren Qing put his hands behind his back, forced a smile and said, "Of course, if Mr. Shen wishes so."

"appoint……"

"I know." Ren Qing hurriedly said: "Today is Mr. Shen's birthday. Are you going to have dinner with your friends? Mr. Shen, hurry up, or your friends will be in a hurry."

Shen Zequn also frowned at this moment, but he nodded after seeing Ren Qingyi's usual smile.

Shen Zequn turned his body slightly and was about to leave, but when he took a step, Shen Zequn suddenly turned around and said, "The song...is very nice. Flowers...thank you for these too."

Shen Zequn's sentences were a little unclear, and it was the first time Ren Qing saw him like this, so he probably felt embarrassed after thinking about it.

Shen Zequn looked at Ren Qing again, and walked out of the room.

The door was closed by the man's hand, and there was a "squeak" sound, as if it was slowly being torn from Ren Qing's heart.

After all the strength supporting this body was taken away at this moment, Ren Qing's back slowly bent down, and he finally squatted on the ground, burying that extremely disappointed face into himself In the crook of the arm.

In fact, being rejected was not that difficult to accept, and he had prepared for the worst in advance.

But for some reason, Ren Qing couldn't stop crying.

Just like the eyes of that person's friend when he saw him just now, he was surprised, unbelievable, and dumbstruck.

He and Shen Zequn are people from two worlds.

He should be lucky to meet once in a while, but it's ridiculous that he wants more.

Recalling Shen Zequn's look, that embarrassed look that he couldn't find the right words to reject him, Ren Qing suddenly felt very tired.

It's like a spinning top that spins continuously for 365 days and suddenly loses that whipping power.He got tired, couldn't turn, slowed down, became wobbly, and finally collapsed on the spot.

He tried harder and harder, thinking that he was about to reach the finish line, but in the end he realized that he hadn't moved a single step, and that person was still standing at the finish line, and the distance between them hadn't shortened at all.

Even though he has tried his best.

Although, he was exhausted.

Is it really the same as those people said?Things like feelings sometimes have nothing to do with hard work.

But Shen Zequn likes him, otherwise why would he establish such a relationship with him and treat him so well?

Is it really just for fun?

But they have been dating for a year.

Or... For Shen Zequn, they were not dating at all, so he just rejected his request for dating.

All kinds of thoughts came to his mind, Ren Qing felt that the whole person seemed to be carrying too many heavy things, which made him unable to breathe.

After an unknown amount of time, the cell phone in her pocket rang suddenly. Ren Qing wanted to take it out to have a look, but she burst into tears on the bright screen of the cell phone.

It was a text message from Liu Chuan, a simple symbol: "?"

The tears that were finally suffocated fell down at this moment, Ren Qing wiped the tears off his face with his hands, and replied to Liu Chuan's message.

"Oh, my confession failed, Brother Chuan, [crying] [crying]"

Liu Chuan quickly replied: "You look handsome when you work hard, Ren Qing, you are really outstanding in our eyes."

Ren Qing didn't know when he walked out of the theater that day, and he didn't know how he walked back to the villa step by step. The only thing he remembered was...

For a long time after that, Shen Zequn never returned to the villa.

During that day after day of waiting, he returned the pair of men's diamond rings.

Since that person doesn't want it, why should he give it away.

After that, he began to avoid Shen Zequn.

Then one day, he happened to meet some of Shen Zequn's friends that day, and quietly overheard Lin Li being mentioned by them.

Later, Shen Zewei told him that Shen Zequn had been engaged.

And Shen Zequn didn't know whether it was out of compensation or something else. In the next year, he would catch up with the crew in other places to see him, but the two of them didn't meet many times, so every time they saw each other, they would inevitably go to bed. .

Shen Zequn seemed to be a little different from before when he was hugging him, every time he wanted to toss him all night, as if he was very dissatisfied that he suddenly became busy.

Until he met Lin Li.

At that moment, he knew, he knew, no matter from the beginning or the end, he was overthinking.

Unconscious, always only himself.