double rebirth

Shen Zequn seemed to be puzzled, and couldn't help looking into Ren Qing's eyes: "I'm telling you."

"But... who am I?"

"Well...you are you." Shen Zequn suddenly took Ren Qing's hand, together with the towel, and said nervously: "Are you sick? What's wrong with you? I, I'll call Mr. Su show you……"

As Shen Zequn said, he wanted to find his cell phone. Seeing Shen Zequn's nervous look, Ren Qing hurriedly shook his head: "I'm not sick."

Hearing Ren Qing's answer, Shen Zequn still didn't feel any relief on his face, and quickly said: "Then... did I do something wrong? What's wrong with me, tell me if it's okay, I'll definitely change it, and I'll change it. Listening to you will make you happy, don't go there... so far away, it won't help your career very much! I, I don't want you to be with him, I hate him!"

"You...are talking to Lin Li."

Ren Qing's tone was extremely light, but dense pain came from his heart, but Shen Zequn suddenly covered Ren Qing's mouth with a panicked expression: "Don't mention... this person, you can't mention..."

Ren Qing couldn't help sneering: "Are you afraid? Why can't you mention it?"

Shen Zequn obviously retracted his gaze: "I just don't want to, you mention..." Shen Zequn whispered, and then hurriedly grabbed Ren Qing's hand, the towel that touched the palm had completely lost its original heat: "You Tired, I'll hug you...to sleep."

Shen Zequn's superb acting skills in the past were full of loopholes at this moment, Ren Qing suddenly wanted to laugh seeing him so nervous, but in the end, he didn't know whether to laugh at Shen Zequn or himself: "I, I don't want to go very far. place."

Shen Zequn stared at him blankly, then suddenly smiled: "Then...then you promise that you won't go!"

Ren Qing looked at Shen Zequn's triumphant appearance at the moment, and felt a chill in his heart. It seemed that even the pain in the past had completely disappeared: "So, the person you are talking about is not me... you don't want to I mention it because you think I'm unworthy. Don't drink so much next time, the truth hurts."

Ren Qing couldn't help shaking his head when he said this: "You...how much do you like him?"

I like it so much that I bow my knees and let go of all the things I am proud of. Is that really love?

Facing Ren Qing's question, Shen Zequn just grabbed his hand and shook his head, explaining: "I don't like him, so don't be angry with me. I shouldn't... I shouldn't find...a substitute, no Should……"

Ren Qing nodded: "You really shouldn't."

Hearing this sentence, Shen Zequn nodded excitedly and desperately: "I know... I was wrong. If you give me a chance, I will treat you well. I like you, and I only want you, alone! What do you have? You have to tell me everything...you..."

"Do you really want to hear it?"

Ren Qing suddenly interrupted Shen Zequn's intermittent words.

Seeing that Shen Zequn nodded seriously, Ren Qing raised his head and looked into Shen Zequn's eyes.

"I really hate you..."

When he said this, there was no wave in Ren Qing's eyes.

But on the contrary, Shen Zequn's dark pupils trembled slightly at this moment, and the panic in his eyes spread like ripples in an instant.

Perhaps it was because he hated such a passive situation, hated himself at the moment, maybe he had never told Shen Zequn what he thought, or maybe he felt that anyway, Shen Zequn had drunk enough and would not remember anything when he woke up tomorrow. .

Ren Qing tried to speak for the first time.

"I hate you... I hate that you always walk so fast, and I can't keep up with you when I run behind. I hate that you are obviously not interested in me, but you still torture me with the same tenderness as before. I hate you Turned all my liking for you into hate. Hating you made me suspicious, sad, fearful, inferior, and desperate. I hate you to the point where I have to use your favorite Lin Li to toss an irrelevant person .”

Ren Qing originally thought that when he said these words, he would become hysterical and crazy to the point of being unreasonable.But really, when he said this, he felt extremely tired, and he couldn't even find the feeling of anger.

The whole person seemed to be drained dry, talking to himself without any change in expression.

Because that is the past that cannot be changed, but it is also the reality that has indeed happened.

He hated the feeling of indulgence.

He hated the powerlessness.

Ren Qing slowly withdrew his hand from Shen Zequn, and when he pulled away completely, Shen Zequn's hands still maintained their original posture, even though his palms were empty: "I don't...I'm not... you misunderstood……"

Shen Zequn looked at his empty hands, busy trying to catch Ren Qing again, but Ren Qing took a step back.

"I'm not mistaken at all."

Ren Qing wiped his face and shook his head: "But it's okay, that's all in the past, I won't like you anymore, and I don't want to like people like you anymore."

Shen Zequn's eyes were completely red, he looked at Ren Qing tremblingly and said, "Do you really think so... If so, why do you look so sad?"

Ren Qing suddenly thought of what Shen Zequn had said to him on the phone the day he left the villa.

……

"Ren Qing, do you really think so... If so, why are you crying?"

……

Yeah, why was he crying then, and is he sad now?

Faced with Shen Zequn's accusation, Ren Qing suddenly felt terrified.

Why should he be sad?

Why should he feel sad in the face of a man who has always treated him like a fool?

Oh, what is he competing with a drunk man!

Ren Qing couldn't help but scolded himself mockingly, then shook his head and turned his back on his body: "I'm sorry, Mr. Shen, I also drank a lot tonight, and I'm a little bit over the top, don't take it to heart."

Ren Qing wanted to pick up the basin on the ground and leave, but Shen Zequn behind him suddenly spoke.

"I hate you too..."

Shen Zequn's voice was trembling and depressed, his breathing became difficult, and people who were blocked for no reason felt uncomfortable.

"I hate you for avoiding me, hate not being able to see you, hate that you don't tell me anything, hate that you don't give me a chance. Hate you...leave me for so long. Hate you, really don't want me anymore... ...I hate you for letting me like you so much...so...terrible...alone..."

Shen Zequn choked up, and became a little incoherent at the end.

Ren Qing felt that he couldn't stay here any longer, his head seemed to be stuffed with a lot of things, squeezed until it was about to burst.

"Where are you going?!"

Ren Qing stood up and wanted to leave, but Shen Zequn suddenly reached out and hugged him from behind, tightly: "Don't go...don't go, okay...I really know I was wrong."

I don't know how long the stalemate lasted, until Ren Qing was able to turn around slowly, he said softly to Shen Zequn: "Don't like someone so much, it will only make yourself miserable. The bad feelings of a stupid person like me It doesn't matter if you know it. You are so smart, why don't you understand this?"

"But, but I can't help it..." Shen Zequn silently grasped the corner of the quilt: "By the time you want to get away, it's already too late."

"you……"

"I'm a human being, not a god..." Shen Zequn poked his fingertips into his black hair: "Why does everyone think that Shen Zequn should do this or that? Has anyone asked me what I think? No one will ask, no one cares! Only... Only he cares about me, not Shen Zequn, but me, who has many shortcomings, me."

Ren Qing had no intention of listening to Shen Zequn's evaluation of Lin Li, nor did he know what happened between them.

He already felt extremely exhausted, but after being tormented by Shen Zequn, his eyes were a little unclear.

He suddenly felt that everything he was doing tonight was pointless, repeating stupidity.

"Since you want to like him, then you can continue to like him. It's almost two o'clock. It's really time to rest."

Ren Qing was about to turn around and leave, but Shen Zequn held him back again: "Where are you going?"

Ren Qing couldn't bear the urge to give him a basin of cold water, gritted his teeth and said, "I still have work to do."

"Then, then I'll wait for you!"

Seeing that Shen Zequn was very stubborn, Ren Qing said, "Then you can sleep here and wait for me."

Shen Zequn seemed to be tired from tossing around, and his eyelids were fighting.Ren Qing covered him with the quilt, took the basin of water into the toilet, and quietly went to the bathroom on the first floor with a change of clothes.

By the time he finished washing, it was already past four o'clock in the morning.

Thoughts in his head were chaotic, Ren Qing hurriedly took out the demo stored in his mobile phone and listened to it, then closed his eyes in a daze.

It was past seven o'clock when Ren woke up, which was already a bit late in terms of time.Ren Qing called a taxi with his mobile phone, and then went upstairs to look at Shen Zequn. Shen Zequn was in a deep sleep and had no intention of waking up.

Ren Qing thought that there would be no problem coming over at noon, but felt that something was wrong, so she made some breakfast and put it on the table.

When he arrived at the company, the time was just right, Liu Chuan took him to the agreed recording studio after having some breakfast.Along the way, Ren Qing was using his own way to speak up, and Liu Chuan was no stranger to it, but he was a little worried when he saw that Ren Qing's face was a little unsightly.

After arriving at the place, the other two audition singers have already arrived at the place.

Director Zhao is a very responsible person. He insisted on doing an on-site audition, and Ren Qing was the first to enter the recording studio.

As soon as Ren Qing opened his voice, the director patted the table and said, "It feels right!"

When Liu Chuan saw what Director Zhao said, he knew it in his heart.

As for this song, Ren Qing has a relatively comprehensive understanding of its creative background and main characters.

"Treading the Clouds" tells the story of a huge change in the astrology, and the ancient artifact that has been lost for thousands of years is about to appear in the world, and then it has become a thing that the six worlds covet.

But at the same time, this TV series is not just about love, but sublimates the theme to the good and evil of human nature, and the main characters involved are not single-line, so it is not appropriate to ask a certain CP actor in the play to perform it. of.

The songs about those side lines have already been found by a team to tailor-made for a period of time, so as the main ending song of the TV series, I don't plan to let the actors in the play perform it.

It is worth mentioning that there are four love songs in the play, but only one pair can end well.

And the ending song "Falling Dust" requires singers to have extremely high requirements on their own voice and comprehension ability. -Thinking is pulled into the world of mortals, some can maintain themselves, and some will change.

There are no gods who are always kind, but there are no monsters who are always ugly. People always want to conquer only themselves, but the most difficult thing to conquer is themselves.

Because people are very greedy, people who want everything, but in the end they have nothing.

Everyone understands the truth, but who can get rid of the seven emotions and six desires and take care of themselves alone?

Ren Qing thought that he couldn't, Shen Zequn couldn't, and no one else could.

In the final analysis, the source of all pain is because one's own desires are not satisfied, so there is pain.

He was in pain because he was not liked by Shen Zequn, and Shen Zequn was in pain because he was not liked by Lin Li.

But fortunately, he saw everything clearly in time, and jumped away from everything that was like an abyss.

At the end of the song, Ren Qing's unique talent was vividly displayed. It is a pure and ethereal voice and a certain extreme sense of music that few male singers can perform.

This high-pitched shift has high requirements on the singer's vocal conditions, breath, and mentality.

From the very beginning, the hoarse and low-pitched voice is progressive, and it can maintain the best voice state even in the highest key. This kind of high-pitched real-false voice conversion is beyond the reach of many female singers.

And in the end, all the breath was absorbed and turned into a humming like a long stream of water, as if everything returned to the sky with thousands of dust, like a dream, as if all the love and hatred were just a big dream field.

After all, the entertainment industry is another absolute world.

Everyone has the mentality of capping the top, and how many people come and go, but this circle will never fundamentally change because of who joins or who leaves.

No one can be a dazzling star for a lifetime without fading, and if he is not careful, he will be smashed to pieces.

People only saw the shining golden throne at the highest point, but no one saw the piles of white bones beneath it.

In the past, Ren Qing was very clear about what he wanted, and he had enough willpower to reject those bad things.And just because Shen Zequn shattered his persistent belief, Ren Qing became confused for a while, suddenly he didn't know what he was fighting for, why he was singing.

After he abandoned Shen Zequn, Ren Qing finally found a new direction.

He abandoned the people and feelings that were destined not to belong to him, he thought that he would sing for himself, and he chose to stick to his dream.

Although, his ending is so unsatisfactory.

But now his dream has once again set sail.

Isn't this the luck of misfortune?

After receiving the sound, the producer turned his head and glanced at Liu Chuan, and said with a smile, "This is really a powerful rookie singer, no wonder it attracted you to bring in newcomers again."

Liu Chuan also said with a smile: "Who says no, I also think I have found a treasure."

When Ren Qing walked out of the recording studio, he and Liu Chuan looked at each other and knew it was over.

Before leaving, Director Zhao and the producer did not forget to pat Ren Qing on the shoulder, saying: "Young people are very promising, you should make music hard."

Ren Qing and Liu Chuan were naturally in a good mood, and felt that this first step was a solid one, and Zhao Xing, a director who had won numerous awards, was known for being strict and valued strength.In private, he also likes to socialize and has a wide network of contacts. To be affirmed by him is a good way for Ren Qing.

It was almost noon when we left the recording studio. Just as Ren Qing wanted to invite Liu Chuan to lunch, Liu Chuan's cell phone rang.

He took it out and took a look, as if feeling a little surprised, he turned his head and looked at Ren Qing: "It's... an electric arc from Shen Zequn."

Shen Zequn? !