double rebirth

Shen Zequn had a fever.

When the car was halfway through, Ren Qing found that Shen Zequn's breathing became more and more rapid, and Shen Zequn's forehead was very hot when he reached out to touch it.

Seeing that Shen Zequn's face was pale, but his cheeks were flushed, Ren Qing hurriedly said, "Mr. Xu, let's go directly to the hospital..."

"No, not going!"

Before Ren Qing finished speaking, Shen Zequn completely rejected his proposal.Ren Qing couldn't help being a little embarrassed: "But you have a fever... very hot."

Shen Zequn shook his head, but covered Ren Qing's hand again: "I'll be fine after I sleep."

"but……"

"I don't want to go to the hospital..." Shen Zequn weakly leaned his head on Ren Qing's shoulder again, his slightly longer black hair fell down, covering his blood-stained eyes.

Ren Qing couldn't see his appearance at the moment, but felt that Shen Zequn's hands were stronger.

Shen Zequn just shook his head indiscriminately and said, "In this life... I don't want to go to the hospital again."

Ren Qing didn't know why Shen Zequn said such childish words, Xu Fan hurriedly said, "Master, how about I call Dr. Su..."

"No, it's just a fever. Don't let Mr. Su come here when he's old." Shen Zequn rubbed against Ren Qing's neck, but it happened that the neck and ears were very sensitive places for Ren Qing, and he had a fever Shen Zequn's breath was much hotter than usual, and Ren Qing, who moved suddenly and became agitated, retreated subconsciously. Unfortunately, his body had no way to retreat in such a small compartment.

Shen Zequn was still shaken.

He struggled to sit up a little bit, and then looked at Ren Qing, but Ren Qing's red ears betrayed him decisively at this time, Shen Zequn couldn't help touching his neck with his fingertips.

"Um……"

Ren Qing's body shrank subconsciously, and Shen Zequn rubbed Ren Qing's fair neck with his fingertips, as if he was indulging in the other party's sensitive reaction: "Here...don't like being touched by others?"

In Shen Zequn's ambiguous movements, Ren Qing's ears were already red, and his hands couldn't help but want to make fists, but one of his hands was falling on Shen Zequn's palm, and when he curled up a little, Shen Zequn felt arrive.

Shen Zequn suddenly thought of Ren Qing. In his memory, Ren Qing's place...was afraid of being touched.When he hugged him, the same thing happened, his face was red, and so were his ears.

Shen Zequn's eyes also became darker at this moment: "You...are too sensitive."

Shen Zequn's tone was really doting, especially in such a small space, some things became even more different.

Ren Qing gritted his teeth: "I... I'm not used to others like this."

"Of course." Shen Zequn said with a smile: "If others dare to do this, I might punch them."

"Mr. Shen..."

"Don't treat me as an outsider... okay?" Shen Zequn said, and suddenly leaned over and kissed Ren Qing's neck.Ren Qing's whole body became stiff at this moment, Shen Zequn saw his resistance, as if a dense fog rose in his eyes, which made it even more unreal.

"Don't be so against me..."

After Shen Zequn said this sentence, he didn't speak again, and he didn't let go of Ren Qing's hand along the way, but his eyes stayed outside the car window, and he didn't know what he was looking at.

When the car stopped in the yard, Shen Zequn panted and said to Xu Fan: "Don't tell my sister about my hangover, don't worry her."

"Can……"

"I'm fine. I'll take some medicine and sleep for a while. You can go back."

Seeing what Shen Zequn said, Xu Fan also knew that no one could change what Shen Zequn had decided, so he said to Ren Qing: "Let the young master drink some porridge before taking medicine to sleep."

Ren Qing nodded.

When entering the room, Shen Zequn didn't know whether it was because of the drunkenness or the fever, his feet were swaying.

Ren Qing helped him to the guest room, and Shen Zequn said, "I want to take a bath."

"This... don't wash it."

Seeing Shen Zequn staring at him with an innocent face, Ren Qing hurriedly said: "It will be bad if you catch a cold again, and President Shen is obviously dizzy now, if you take a hot bath again, it will only be more uncomfortable."

Ren Qing lifted the quilt as he spoke: "Mr. Shen, lie down first, I'll get you some porridge."

"Ren Yiqing."

"Ok?"

"Don't call me Boss Shen."

"Ah?" Ren Qing obviously didn't expect Shen Zequn to say that suddenly, and was a little confused for a while: "Isn't it... Mr. Shen?"

Shen Zequn nodded.

Ren Qing felt a little embarrassed: "I don't want to call you Mr. Shen...then..."

"Just call Mr. Shen."

Ren Qing's face changed suddenly.

At this moment, it seemed that a pair of hands reached into his chest, slowly clenched his fist-sized heart repeatedly.

Ren Qing resisted instinctively: "This...isn't right."

But Shen Zequn insisted: "Then when it's just the two of us, if you call me that, is it okay?"

"I……"

"It's so decided!" Shen Zequn didn't give Ren Qing a chance to refuse again, so he just held Ren Qing's hand.Ren Qing was pulled to take two steps forward, Shen Zequn took advantage of the situation to circle the person in front of him, rubbed the back of Ren Qing's hand with his fingertips, sat on the edge of the bed and looked up at Ren Qing: "Just call me like that Bar……"

"Shen, Mr. Shen..."

How could Ren Qing want to call him like before, he was very resistant to this title, as if all the emotions of those years had returned at this moment, rushing into his body in one go, making it difficult for him to resist.

When he said he liked it, when he confessed, when he was emotional, the words Mr. Shen, now let him call Shen Zequn that way again, it is almost more uncomfortable than slapping him.

Although he knew that this was actually a very small matter, and he had no right to refuse, Ren Qing still couldn't help but said, "I'll just call you...Mr. Shen, can't you?"

Shen Zequn pursed his lips: "Am I asking too much?"

"No, it's not... I, I just..."

"Ren Yiqing, why are you so opposed to this title?" Shen Zequn's eyes changed a little, he seemed to be particularly incomprehensible why Ren Qing refused for no reason and showed such a embarrassed expression.

Ren Qing also felt Shen Zequn's change, and was afraid that he would see something, but he really didn't want to call those three words, and didn't know what to say for a while.

"Actually sometimes I really wonder... are you really gay?"

"I……"

Shen Zequn's eyes narrowed slightly, but his whole face looked abnormally sick: "Or...you just like your ex-boyfriend, with your personality, you would rather fight with such a person in the company than call me Mr. Shen, why?"

Shen Zequn's interrogation-like gaze at this time made Ren Qing flustered. He just wanted to avoid his gaze when Shen Zequn's arm moved so hard that Ren Qing's knee touched the edge of the bed between Shen Zequn's legs. .

Shen Zequn just looked at him like this, and said again: "You...do you still like that person, that's why you resist me so much?"

Ren Qing thought about answering "yes" simply, but recalled that he had told Shen Zequn about his amnesia that day, so he could only say: "I have already forgotten the past, and I don't even remember, so... so the present I can't accept...between men..."

"What is our relationship now, do you know?"

Shen Zequn's cold voice made Ren Qing suffocate, and even his body trembled: "I, I know."

Shen Zequn looked at this person at this time, and for some reason, it seemed that an unknown fire had ignited in his heart, burning his internal organs.

The resistance and resistance of this person in front of him is like... as if he hates him from the bottom of his heart, wishing to push him thousands of miles away.

Such expressions, reactions, and gazes all made Shen Zequn feel inexplicably uncomfortable.

why?

Shen Zequn has always hated any uncertain factors that are beyond his expectations.This kind of powerless and uncontrollable fear is familiar to him, and he experienced it in Ren Qing at that time.

He didn't know why he would behave like this when facing Ren Yiqing now.

After all, Ren Yiqing was not Ren Qing, he just made him feel like Ren Qing, and he never thought about taking a real shot at him, because he felt in his heart that this person was unworthy.

It's not that Ren Han is bad, but that no one can replace Ren Qing.

But he also needs this kind of self-paralysis, thinking that he just needs to watch silently, looking at a young man who is very similar to Ren Qing and has the same dream by his side.

But the more we get along, the weirder he feels.

At this moment, he even had... the terrible idea of ​​wanting him to call him Mr. Shen like Ren Qing did.

There was a thought of wanting to completely possess this man and see through this man.

Especially Ren Yiqing's current appearance even made him think that he was Ren Qing.It was because Ren Qing knew about the substitute that he resisted his thoughts like this.

But Shen Zequn was very afraid of admitting it, as if if he confessed in this way, this person would really replace Ren Qing, and Ren Qing would disappear relatively.

Isn't this a kind of betrayal?

Such desperate, sad and contradictory thoughts were pulled back and forth in Shen Zequn's heart. For a moment, his tight thread broke, and his whole body seemed to be pulled away by something. .

Shen Zequn's eyes also became cold: "Since you know, then follow my arrangement."

"Mr. Shen..."

"I said...don't call me Mr. Shen!"

Shen Zequn used too much force, and Ren Qing's left hand was pinched and hurt badly.

He knew that he had annoyed Shen Zequn, and if this continued, he would be the only one to be unlucky.

In the end, Ren Qing closed his eyes.

"Shen, Mr. Shen..."

It was just a title, just three words, but it broke through the last line of defense in Shen Zequn's heart in one go.It was as if someone shot a gun in Shen Zequn's heart, but no wound could be found, but it was enough to make him feel overwhelmed with pain.

Shen Zequn hugged Ren Qing suddenly: "Call again..."

Ren Qing's figure flickered, only to see Shen Zequn who buried his face sideways on his body.

"Shen, Mr. Shen... ah..."

Ren Qing only felt his body sank, and the next second he was crushed by Shen Zequn.

Ren Qing was dumbfounded.