double rebirth

Xu Fan took him to the cemetery, and Shen Zequn bought a bouquet of roses as usual, and it was already after nine o'clock in the evening when he arrived.

There was dead silence all around, Shen Zequn looked at the rows of tombstones from below, but he still locked in the small corner where his favorite person was buried forever.

Standing in the distance, Shen Zequn wanted to make himself look not so embarrassed. He rubbed his face vigorously, put on an expression he thought was very energetic, and then walked over slowly.

But when he walked to the front step by step, he found that there was a bouquet of flowers in front of Ren Qing's tomb.

The flower has withered a little, but looking at the degree of withering, it is obvious that the other party has not been here for a long time, which is the most recent thing.

Shen Zequn suddenly remembered that the time he came before, he also saw the bouquet, which seemed to be the same as this time.

Shen Zequn stared at the bunch of flowers closely, and subconsciously looked around, but there was only the cold wind blowing around his ears.

He has been with Ren Qing for two years, so it is clear that apart from Xu Minghao and Liu Chuan, Ren Qing has no other friends who will come to see him at this time.

The family of the Xu family was in Qinhuangdao, and when Xu Mingran came to the Shen family this year, Xu Minghao also stayed in Qinhuangdao.

So this obviously couldn't be Xu Minghao.

And Liu Chuan only comes every Ching Ming Festival. After all, it is better not to watch it once when you are sad.

Shen Zequn couldn't think of anyone else. He looked at the photo of Ren Qing on the tombstone, but his heart was extremely restless.

He actually had a lot of things in his heart that he wanted to say to Ren Qing, but when it really came, he couldn't speak anymore.

Until the whole body was pierced by the cold wind, he still couldn't say a word, and it was even difficult to maintain the calmness on his face that he used to pretend.

Shen Zequn quietly looked at the word Ren Qing on the tombstone, and remembered the cold hospital, and those days when he could only stand here and force a smile.

No matter how hard he tried to find a topic, and talked about happy or sad things, Ren Qing could no longer answer him.

Especially...after Ren Yiqing appeared, he was even more afraid of coming here.

He didn't dare to think about how he would go on in this long and lonely life alone.

He doesn't know whether what he is doing is right or wrong.

Memories and reality were intertwined and tore apart the body like sharp claws. Countless scenes flashed in his mind one by one like a kaleidoscope. It turned out to be the faces of Ren Qing and Ren Yiqing, as well as their voices.

Gradually, all of these slowly converged into a rapidly turning vortex, pulling him into the endless mud, but facing these, he seemed to be a defenseless person, but he had no power to resist , can only be at the mercy of fate.

Shen Zequn couldn't even stand up anymore.

He fixed his eyes on the bouquet of flowers, as if grabbing the last straw in his life, Shen Zequn took a step, and walked towards the cemetery management area as if fleeing.

He walked so fast that his feet were a little unsteady.

"Master!"

Xu Fan was originally ordered to wait at the gate of the cemetery, but now he watched Shen Zequn staggering and walking in the opposite direction.

Realizing that something was wrong, Xu Fan got out of the car and followed.

In the middle of the night, Shen Zequn knocked on the door one after another, scaring the old man guarding the cemetery. Xu Fan wanted to ask something, but he turned his head and saw Shen Zequn's tense expression, so he fell silent.

Unfortunately, there are no cameras installed in the cemetery.

Of course, there is no need for this place to be surrounded by mountains.

The old man in the cemetery listened to Shen Zequn's explanation and thought about it for a long time before telling him that it was a young man, about 1.8 meters tall, but he didn't pay much attention to it.

At this moment, a terrible idea suddenly popped up in Shen Zequn's mind, he was actually thinking...

Could that person be Ren Yiqing? !

As soon as this idea came out, Shen Zequn was taken aback by himself.

But even though he kept laughing at himself in his heart, when he took out his phone, Shen Zequn was trembling slightly.

He found the magazine photo posted last time on Ren Yiqing's Weibo and handed it to the old man. His voice became hoarse and dry due to excessive tension: "Look... yes, is it this person?"

Seeing him dressed like this, the old man knew that the other party was not an ordinary person, not to mention that there was still such a car parked at the entrance of the cemetery.

It's just that this person was in such a hurry in the middle of the night, and the old man was also very embarrassed.

"I really didn't see the boy's appearance clearly." The old man said so, seeing that the other person's face was really ugly, pale to the point of being bloodless, as if he was about to faint all the time, so he looked at the phone again. Young man: "Looking at the backside photo, it looks a bit like..."

"Look carefully... sure, please..."

"Master!"

Shen Zequn was a little bit out of strength, and Xu Fan supported Shen Zequn who was shaking violently. Although he also felt that Shen Zequn was probably in a daze, he didn't dare to say it, so he said: "Please look carefully. Some, this guy is really important to us."

When the old man saw the two of them like this, he didn't dare to draw conclusions, so he said: "I really didn't see it clearly, but you see that the Ching Ming Festival is coming soon, and that young man in this winter can come. It will definitely come too. I will definitely help you pay attention when the time comes, do you think this will work?"

Shen Zequn's eyes suddenly brightened: "Okay, thank you, please be sure...you must contact me at that time, this is my business card!" Shen Zequn said excitedly, and then said: "When you see him, Don't tell him about me either, just tell me and I mean absolutely nothing else."

In the end, Shen Zequn insisted on stuffing the old man with a wad of money.

After all, the old man looked at him wrongly when he was about to leave.

After getting into the car, Shen Zequn couldn't recover for a long time. Seeing him like this, Xu Fan thought whether he should tell Shen Zewei about it, or go directly to Wang Lun.

Ren Qing was cremated and buried with his own hands, can he still survive?

Crazy!

Xu Fan was hesitating, but Shen Zequn, who had been sitting in the back seat for more than an hour, said slowly, "Xu Fan, who do you think...then who will send the flowers?"

Xu Fan didn't know who it was, so he couldn't answer this question.

It's just that Shen Zequn couldn't figure it out.

He went to investigate Ren Qing's matter at the beginning, and he followed Shen Zequn all the time when he was a singer for two years, and he didn't come to see his friends specially in the winter.

Without getting an answer, Shen Zequn turned his attention to Ren Yiqing's photo on Weibo on his mobile phone again.

"Back to the villa!"

For some reason, Shen Zequn suddenly wanted to see Ren Yiqing, immediately, immediately!

***

Ren Qing ate something casually by himself last night, and then wandered outside for a while to refresh his mind before returning home.

He has been too busy with work recently, and he hasn't had a good rest.Thinking that there will be no work tomorrow and Shen Zequn will not be here, Ren Qing was able to sleep comfortably.

At some point, it felt as if someone pushed open the bedroom door, Ren Qing opened his eyes subconsciously, and saw Shen Zequn.

"Shen... Mr. Shen."

Ren Qing lost all sleepiness and sat up immediately. He glanced at the alarm clock, and it was only ten past six in the morning.

Ren Qing obviously didn't expect that Shen Zequn would come back early in the morning, and thinking about yesterday's unfinished meal, Ren Qing naturally felt a little embarrassed right now.

Shen Zequn couldn't restrain his agitation at the moment. He really wanted to question the other party now, but he was afraid of knowing the answer.

Along the way, the palm of his hand holding the phone was constantly sweating.

He tried to convince himself over and over again to calm down, calm down!

He felt that the old man in the cemetery was right, the Ching Ming Festival was coming soon, and that person would definitely go!

He can only wait...wait...

But he still looks forward to it and thinks about it...

Could that person be Ren Yiqing? !

This kind of thinking is indeed ridiculous, but he can't think of others.

It was almost a weird intuition, and his intuition never went wrong in business.

His emotions seemed to swallow him up, but Shen Zequn could only force himself to calm down.

Taking off his coat and putting it on a chair beside him, and changing into home clothes, Shen Zequn fell asleep under the quilt and hugged Ren Qing from behind.

He just wanted to feel the temperature of the other party urgently, although he himself didn't know how to explain the inexplicable feeling in his heart at the moment.

Feeling Ren Qing's obviously stiff body, Shen Zequn couldn't help but said in a deep voice: "Be good, let me hug you for a while."

Ren Qing couldn't say anything about Shen Zequn's obvious excuse, but Shen Zequn's voice sounded extremely tired, and there was a faint smell of tobacco on his body.

He didn't know where Shen Zequn went last night, but it looked like he didn't close his eyes all night.

That's right, it's strange to be able to sleep after seeing such a scene.

Ren Qing suddenly felt that life was really fucked up.

Just like he used to, desperately wishing to give everything he had, including his sincerity, to the person he loves, it's a pity that his heart belongs to him.

But speaking of it, when he was doing the show, he heard some news about Zhang's former Shen Zequn's competing company. It was before he met Shen Zequn, and the two were fighting fiercely. .This time when they heard that the other party was going to make a comeback, the Shen family naturally didn't dare to take it lightly, otherwise they wouldn't have called Shen Zequn back twice.

Maybe Shen Zequn did this because he was in a hurry.

Although Ren Qing thought so in his heart, after all, he didn't understand things in the business field, so he didn't continue to think deeply.

Shen Zequn's hand touched Ren Qing's hair playfully, and he tried to maintain a normal mind and said, "I couldn't say a few words to you yesterday, how have you spent the past half month?"

Ren Qing didn't know why Shen Zequn suddenly became interested in his affairs, so he could only reply: "This year my sister failed to come back from training in beauty makeup in Shenzhen, so I went to Brother Chuan's house. And the announcements are very full recently. I have been busy since the third day of the new year.”

Hearing this answer, Shen Zequn was inexplicably disappointed, but couldn't help turning the person over, facing him.

He suddenly remembered that during the Spring Festival that year, he went to watch Ren Qing on a film set in other places. The other party did it.

After that, Ren Qing confessed to him.

And if time can be turned back, even if he loses everything, he still wants to go back to that day!

Shen Zequn looked at the person in front of him at this moment, and couldn't help but ask, "I haven't seen you for so long, do you miss me a little bit?"

Ren Qing lowered his eyes and didn't know how to respond, Shen Zequn stared at his eyelashes, and said again: "In the new year, I hope we can get along well, and don't do anything to deceive each other, okay?"

Ren Qing felt that Shen Zequn's words were inexplicable. How could he lie to him?

Didn't he even go over Ren Han's old background?

Or did he meet Lin Li yesterday, so Shen Zequn was eager to seek solace from his double?

Oh, what a pity!

Shen Zequn looked at Ren Qing's bright forehead and slightly trembling eyelashes, and suddenly asked tentatively: "By the way, about the time I got drunk...Did we talk about many things that night?"

Ren Qing's whole body was about to freeze.

In fact, Shen Zequn really didn't remember much about that night.It's just that during those days at Shen's house, he often dreamed about some messy things.

He seemed to dream that he went to the theater to get drunk, and it seemed that Ren Yiqing gave him back. He dreamed that he dragged him and babbled a lot, but he couldn't remember the specifics too much.

Even now, he couldn't tell whether those were dreams or things that really happened.

Shen Zequn was just asking casually, and didn't want the two of them to remain so cold forever, but Ren Qing's expression was obviously resisting and dodging.

He has always been very accurate in seeing people, and he also studied some psychology in college. He felt that there was something wrong with Ren Qing at the moment.

But he wondered if he had become too sensitive after going to the cemetery?Min-felt that he was breathing lightly at this moment, and was waiting for the other party's answer.

Ren Qing was very nervous at the moment, he didn't know if Shen Zequn really remembered it, but he felt that Shen Zequn's eyes were fixed on him now, so Ren Qing wanted to quickly evade it: "You said that day was your birthday. If you want to eat noodles, I will serve you noodles, and then you will not eat any more."

Shen Zequn looked at him for a long time before nodding his head: "Well, I remember that bowl of noodles, and after that...did I... anything else I mentioned?"

Shen Zequn felt that he had said a lot, but he didn't remember the specifics, but Ren Yiqing didn't know.

He suddenly felt that he could ask something.

Ren Qing closed his eyes and took a deep breath.Under Shen Zequn's not fierce but unusually deep eyes, he felt inexplicably guilty, and a thin layer of sweat formed on the back of his face.

He didn't know how to answer, he didn't know how much Shen Zequn had in mind, he was afraid of saying wrong, so he said too much.

Under such extreme pressure, Ren Qing suddenly thought... It seemed that every time he mentioned Lin Li, Shen Zequn would end the conversation between them.

As for Shen Zequn's current situation, it is obviously related to yesterday.

Ren Qing just wanted to break free from this predicament, and said: "You have said a lot, but I don't know what your drunken words mean, but Mr. Shen said that you like Mr. Lin and that you miss him very much. "

In an instant, all kinds of thoughts broke through all the confinement and exploded in the body at this moment.

Almost in an instant, Shen Zequn suddenly turned over and pinned Ren Qing under him.

Lin Li?

How could he say that he likes Lin Li? !

Why did Ren Yiqing lie? !

Ren Qing was also stunned for a moment: "Shen, Mr. Shen..."

Shen Zequn just looked down at him with burning eyes: "New Year's Eve, Ren Yiqing, I think... my relationship with you should have changed, don't you think so?"

The blood on Ren Qing's face faded almost instantly: "Mr. Shen, you... what do you mean?"

Shen Zequn suddenly stretched out his hand and unbuttoned Ren Qing's pajamas, and his whole body was pressed down.

There was a humming in Ren Qing's ears.

He only heard Shen Zequn's rough voice: "I want you! Even if you don't want to this time, I won't stop!"

Shen Zequn was inexplicably angry at the moment, but another method burning in his heart completely overwhelmed him.

He suddenly felt that if he completely possessed this person, he would be able to feel at ease, know more, and see the other person's heart more clearly.

Sensing the sharp change in Shen Zequn's eyes, Ren Qing's face changed completely. He knew enough that Shen Zequn was serious this time!

Almost subconsciously, Ren Qing pushed Shen Zequn's shoulder and wanted to escape: "No, don't!"

"I can't..."

Shen Zequn ignored Ren Qing's panicked eyes at the moment, pulled his hands vigorously, and Ren Qing's fair body was completely displayed in front of Shen Zequn.

Not wanting to hear any resistance from this person, Shen Zequn lowered his head and stabilized Ren Qing's trembling lips.

Different from the previous kisses, Shen Zequn felt an electric shock for the first time.

But at this moment, Ren Qing only had resistance in his heart.

It was fine before, but Shen Zequn suddenly became like this?

Is it just because he saw Lin Li frustrated and painful yesterday that he wanted to vent his desire to him?

Want to find something in common with Lin Li in him?

After thinking about it for a while, Ren Qing opened his mouth and bit Shen Zequn's lower lip. Shen Zequn let out a muffled snort, and the smell of blood spread between their lips, which only added a touch of cruelty.

But it was just the opposite, Ren Qing's actions not only failed to make Shen Zequn stop, but angered him instead.

Shen Zequn really didn't know why Ren Qing resisted him so much, as if his kiss could peel his skin and tighten his tendons.

The doubts in his heart became more and more serious, but he couldn't open his mouth to ask him. He had absolutely no basis for the matter of the cemetery. Even if he asked, Ren Yiqing would just say no.

Just like at that time, no matter how he asked Ren Qing, Ren Qing just shook his head and said it was okay.

Ren Qing stared at Shen Zequn fiercely with his bloodshot eyes.

Shen Zequn looked at the other party so viciously, as if he wished to kill him and then quickly, his heart was crushed like a thorn, the pain was so painful that he couldn't even yell.

He suddenly felt extremely panicked, and he even felt that the other party's gaze seemed to be piercing his heart.

Trembling, he stretched out his hands to cover those eyes, Ren Qing's thick eyelashes seemed to have turned into needles and stabbed fiercely into Shen Zequn's palm.

"Don't look at me like that..."

Ren Qing gritted his teeth, his eyes were burning hot: "Mr. Shen...I don't want to hate you..."

Shen Zequn was startled for a moment, and then laughed miserably: "Then you still hate me!"

At least, that at least shows that you still have me in your heart.

Shen Zequn kissed the tip of his nose, but layers of indissoluble mist spread from his eyes.

Just let him hate him, it's better than losing him, ignoring him, lying to him.

Shen Zequn's hands covering Ren Qing's eyes were abnormally cold. He took a deep breath and asked again: "Ren Yiqing, that night... did I really say that I like Lin Li?"

Ren Qing never wanted to be used as Lin Li's substitute by Shen Zequn like this, he wished he could just strangle him to death!

It seemed that the emotions that had been accumulated for many days reached the peak and exploded. At this moment, Ren Qing suddenly remembered every scene before, and the thing that was threatened by Shen Zequn in the car that day.

At this moment, Ren Qing's emotions completely exploded.

"Yes! You said you liked him and wanted to see him. You said that you are not a god, so you can't control yourself, and you will be devastated because of the loss of your lover. Mr. Shen, you and I - shouldn't I go after Mr. Lin? ! I really... ah..."

"You are lying!"

lie!

There is no way he could have said that!

Shen Zequn turned the person over, Ren Qing exclaimed,

This sense of fear made Ren Qing's heart tingle for a while.Shen Zequn slammed his face against the pillow, and even his voice was extremely dull, but the voice squeezed out of his throat was extremely sharp: "I didn't lie, you are the one who lied! What's the use of finding a substitute for a substitute, neither I nor Ren Qing will be..."

"To shut up!"

Shen Zequn sternly interrupted the words from the other party's mouth that made him feel worse, and he became more and more out of control, and then fell into a whirlpool of madness and chaos.

Ren Yiqing, Ren Qing... Is it really just his illusion that these two people look alike?

Why did he say he likes Lin Li? This is obviously impossible.

Was it because he was drunk and incoherent that the other party misheard?

But Ren Yiqing's reaction was obviously abnormal!

Why did he say that? !

Shen Zequn couldn't find the answer, he just subconsciously felt that if he could completely possess this person and make the other person completely surrender to him, he would know more things.

……

In the vigorous collision, Ren Qing felt that Shen Zequn's kiss seemed to be a knife cutting back and forth on his body.He closed his eyes and clenched his teeth, but was overwhelmed by the overwhelming pleasure...

It wasn't until the person in front of him had fallen asleep due to exhaustion that Shen Zequn hugged him tightly from behind.

The other party resisted too much, but his body betrayed him fiercely.

This is really an incredible body, Shen Zequn only did this with Ren Qing, and he wanted to hug Ren Qing like that.Although Ren Yiqing was very resistant, under his movements, the physical reactions of the two people were almost the same.

People can lie, but the body's instinctive reaction cannot.

Shen Zequn hugged the person in his arms tightly, and couldn't help murmuring: "Why, it looks so similar..."

It's really too similar, he possesses him like this, hugging this person in the way of hugging Ren Qing, but their reactions are so similar.

It was as if his Ren Qing had also been lost and recovered.

Subconsciously, Shen Zequn thought of the bouquet of flowers on the cemetery again.