Be a heartthrob in Lao Gong's love letter [Wear the book]

They are all part of Bai Jinshu.

I watched them fight over me, distracted.

At a very early age, I understood that I was just a lamb waiting to be slaughtered, and the live fish struggling to open and close its scales and gills on the chopping board.

If I really had to choose, I would be more inclined to drunk water, because he still doesn't know that he is a distraction, and he will not be at the mercy and control of Bai Jinshu at will.

But Bai Jinshu vowed to torture me in the fairyland capital, so he gave Bai Yi the most important opportunity.

Bai Yi won, but he, who was frustrated with the artifact, won a complete victory in this struggle.

Zuishui's unwilling eyes showed the resentment in his heart.He stretched out his hand in my direction and watched me being taken away by Bai Yi.

I looked back at him, knowing in my heart that he would definitely come to me again.

But I can't guess when he'll be strong enough to take me away.

Or maybe he never comes.

Each of them is a pawn of Bai Jinshu, used to take revenge and imprison me.Which chess piece is the most powerful depends entirely on Bai Jinshu's wishes.

Hundreds of people were lost in the Bai family this time, and Bai Yi was repeatedly criticized and questioned by the sects and monks of the Eastern Region because of his failure in the secret realm.

A few days later, news came out that surprised everyone—Bai Yi took the position of Patriarch of the Bai family in advance, and also cleaned and integrated the forces in the Eastern Region with thunderous speed.

Due to the situation, Hu Ji and the others had to retreat to Chishui Forest in the southern region.

I stood on a tall building and looked towards the south, and I could clearly feel the distance between the other half and me.

Under the afterglow, the birds return to their nests, and all things will return to a piece of tranquility.

I am not a sentimental person, but at this moment, I can't help but sigh from the bottom of my heart.

Lament this ill-fated life.

It would have been nice if she hadn't been born in the first place.

In this way, he and I will not come down in this world.

If there is no desire to live, then there will be no daydreaming about the ideal world——

The delusional flowers never wither.

The delusional river never runs dry.

The delusional lonely dies well.

Delusion that you and I embrace each other in front of roses, and reunite all those who have lost.

It's a pity that only the sober ones love to dream, and fairy tales always fail in reality.

I looked up at the sky full of stars, and heard a voice behind me:

"come over."

Almost every day, Bai Yi asked me to write Bai Jinshu's name millions of times.

At the end, Bai Yi covered my hand and selfishly guided me to write his own name.

This kind of life lasted for a long time.

The days that were originally used for cultivation have now become unorganized love days.

At first he would woo me with a blushing face, and then he became more and more unreasonable after being repeatedly rejected by me.

Just like what Bai Jinshu experienced, he also disappeared on the path of a madman and never returned.

He can forget the harm and deception I gave him in the secret realm, and I only hope that now I can agree to be with him peacefully.

I can't answer him, so I use sleep to numb my senses every day.

He is going to be driven crazy by me, what a proud and indifferent person before is now hysterical to me because of this mere love.

I said, what's the use?It's better to kill me, so that you can relieve your anger.

Kill this weak me and let my soul return to its original body.

He knows my plan, in order not to let me go, he will always suppress his anger and killing intent at the end.

Later, I changed my strategy and could only pretend to agree, and then showed my knife in his self-proclaimed gentleness.

It didn't work out, he woke up early and I failed to stab him.

He seemed to have seen through my tricks, and there was only a chill on his face.

I stood opposite him, stroking the dagger that I had so hard to get.

Then, under his astonished gaze, he quickly swallowed it into his heart.

In this way, I broke Bai Jinshu's plan to let me stay in the fairyland capital for three years.

Before that, I didn't lack the courage to surrender, but after reuniting with my other half, I became a little indecisive. I was worried that he would suffer from heart disease because of me.

But not now, because I have found a way to return the distracted subject to its original position.

My primordial spirit returned to Lingzong smoothly.

It has only been a year since the competition for the artifact.

Bai Jinshu's expression is not good, my behavior reminded him of things from a long time ago.

At that time, I, like now, killed myself without hesitation.

I have no fear of reincarnation, and there will always be happy days in every life around me, but Bai Jinshu has to endure the pain that cannot be loved in millions of lives.

Does he really dare to let me enter reincarnation?Are you really willing to face the elusive, lonely and miserable life again?

Every time I was born and faced death due to heart disease, I would extinguish his long-awaited hope.

I know how he cried for me, and I also know that he shed tears silently behind my back because of my ruthlessness.

I can understand his loneliness and loneliness, but I can't accept it.

"You go out," I said to him, "I want to be by myself."

Bai Jinshu opened his mouth, but didn't say anything until the end.

The moment the door opened, I said what I've always wanted to say.

"If only you could get me out of Yi's house earlier, maybe I'll fall in love with you."

I am a tool born by that infatuated woman in order to please the head of the family.

She pushed me in front of him, suppressed her horrible smile, and asked me to call him father.

I numbly followed suit, but the man didn't appreciate it very much, and didn't even give us a look.

The hope of the woman was shattered.

She shook my shoulders and frantically asked me why I couldn't get him back, why I couldn't please him—

"It doesn't make any sense for me to give birth to you!!!"

I could feel her sharp nails digging into my flesh.

After that, I had a lot of bruises on my body.

No one will really treat me as a descendant of the Yi family.

I was just a tool she used to please him before, but now every breath has become her burden.

They can beat and scold me at will, deny everything about me, belittle the value of my existence, and kill my courage to live.

But even so, I will still dream openly.

I have a delusion that I can get warmth from the sun; a delusion that I can see blooming flowers from the window; a delusion that I can see the sky full of stars at night; a delusion that lovers can get married eventually;

"It would be nice if you took me away at that time."

As long as you are a little gentle, I can make delusion come true.

But you are too late.

I can't get out anymore, I can only keep warm with myself in the dark past.

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Source of inspiration:

Daydreaming

v family is peace

人声三无和蛀牙。感谢在2020-04-0505:26:45~2020-04-0710:14:21期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel of irrigation nutrient solution: 20 bottle of Ling Qing;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!