Fushangshen Parenting Collection

Both Liu Xing and Candlestick are people who are used to finding faults in themselves.encounter things,

Most of the time, start with self-examination. Once there is a quarrel, they must be the first to apologize and bow their heads.

Candlestick is cut because he is too considerate and used to think from the perspective of the other party.

As for Liu Xing, it was because he had a somewhat flattering personality.

Afraid of being disliked, worried about being abandoned, so I always put other people's feelings before my own feelings, be careful, for fear of making mistakes, even acting like a baby is very measured, do anything,

The first thing that comes to mind is always 'not to cause trouble to everyone'.

Liu Xing doesn't have much self-awareness, but Zhu Keqie is very clear that it takes a long time to form this kind of personality, and it takes a long time to correct it.

This time, although Liu Xing rushed to apologize to him, Candlestick felt that most of the responsibility was on him.

Liu Xing lacks a sense of security, he knows it.Liu Xing was too dependent on him, and he knew it.He even knew that Liu Xing had a different desire to possess him than other fusangshen.

But he was overjoyed by the arrival of Taigu Zhong Zhenzong, and forgot all of these.

This is dereliction of duty, and it is also evidence that he ignored Liu Xing.

"It's all my fault," he apologized with a sigh, guilt in his voice, "for making you sad."

Hearing Candlestick Cut's words, Liu Xing was a little stunned,

Immediately afterwards, he shook his head vigorously: "No! Don't say that! You are fine!" He was stupid, and he couldn't say anything to comfort him. He just emphasized: "You are fine, it's all me... I so bad……"

"You didn't do anything wrong." Candlestick corrected earnestly: "You just cry when you are sad, and you can't control your emotions when you are angry. This is human nature. You can't call these mistakes, that would be too strict gone."

"But...but I'm very rude..." Liu Xing picked her fingers uneasily, and still used the same rhetoric, "I...I don't want him to enter the house, and I don't want...to greet him. I clearly...clearly knew These are bad, but I still..." Still did it.

Candlestick was silent for a long while, and then asked in a low voice: "...Who made the rule that you must be polite when you face someone who makes you feel sad?"

Liu Xing's eyes widened, as if he couldn't believe it, then he lowered his head with a depressed expression: "But this will embarrass you, won't it?" The immature child said a little precociously, "Taigu Zhong Zhenzong is your important family, and I... I don't want to embarrass you."

"...I obviously wanted to make you happy, why did it become like this?""

...I'm sorry, Candlestick Kiri, I will get along well with Taiko Zhong Zhenzong, and I won't...hate him anymore. "Liu Xing whispered, even curling up her toes hidden in the quilt nervously, "So...don't be angry with me, okay? "

After speaking, he nervously buried his head in his knees, like an ostrich with its head shrunk to defend against foreign enemies.

But only Liu Xing knew, he was just afraid that he would cry out.

But after a long time, he heard the young man beside him sigh heavily.

Like helplessness, but also like spoiling.

Liu Xing shrank back in shock from this sigh, then felt her head sinking, and a big gentle hand gently covered her.

"Listen to me, Liu Xing." Candlestick Che gently held Liu Xing's face, and looked directly at him seriously, "When you encounter something that makes you feel painful and sad, protect yourself."

There was no beginning or end to this sentence, Liu Xing repeated it loudly: "...protection?"

"Yes, anyone, anything, when the other party makes you feel painful, sad, even if it just makes you unhappy, immediately reject the other party and stay away from the other party," Candlestick cut's thumb gently brushed Liu Xing's slightly swollen cheek, " Protect yourself, don't take into account the mood of the other party, don't understand the difficulties of the other party, including me."

"Liu Xing," he took the child into his arms, as if holding fragile porcelain, "No one is worth your grievances."

Liu Xing's shoulders moved, and he slowly raised his head: "I haven't... been wronged..." Even though he said that, Liu Xing's heart suddenly became sore and his eyes turned red, "No, I never, never I don't feel wronged! Everyone is very good, Taiko Zhong Zhenzong is also very good...it's me...I'm too bad, I'm not satisfied..."

"Liu Xing." Candlestick called out his name, "It's all very good, this sentence is very bad."

"Whether it is a god or a human being, there will always be friction in living together. No one will always be good, and no one will always be bad. The two are intertwined, which is the normal state of life."

"Even if you are as good-tempered as you are, there will be times when your younger brothers will be so angry that you can't eat, right?"

Liu Xing didn't quite understand, but she could sensitively capture the gentleness in Candlestick's tone, and couldn't help but let out a "huh".

"You lost your temper with me today." Candlestick cut said.

Liu Xing's little heart suddenly shrank, and she opened her mouth anxiously, but was cut off by the candlestick.

"I'm very happy."

Liu Xing was stunned, staring at Candlestick Chee blankly, as if she couldn't believe it.

Candlestick stared at him tenderly: "It's good to know patience, but I don't want you to get used to it."

"Liu Xing, can you promise me? When you feel sad, when I hurt you unintentionally, tell me immediately, wake me up, or run away from me."

Liu Xing said eagerly: "Candlesticks would never do such a thing, Candlesticks are the best for me!"

"I hope so too." Candlestick sighed and smiled wryly: "But I made you sad today, didn't I?"

Liu Xing opened her mouth, but found that she didn't know what to say, so she could only mutter softly: "No, I... I'm not very sad... Well, maybe a little bit, but it has nothing to do with the candlestick, it's me— —”

Candlestick pinches Liu Xing's small mouth that still wants to belittle himself: "Adults are always self-righteous, and I am the same."

"I... I thought I was considerate enough to take care of your daily life, food, clothing, housing and transportation." The black Fu smiled wryly, his tone full of self-deprecation: "But in fact, I am just a novice parent. Talking about something very new is also the first time I was caught off guard."

"Of course, no matter how I find reasons for myself, a mistake is a mistake. This is an irrefutable fact. The experience I have gained is far from enough. For you, you are probably not yet a mature adult."

"I thought I could adjust the relationship between you and Taigu Zhong Zhenzong, but I ignored you because of his arrival. I didn't notice your mood, I didn't clarify the misunderstanding in time, I didn't keep my promise, and I broke all kinds of agreements with you."

"I now solemnly apologize to you."

"Liu Xing...are you willing to forgive me?"

Liu Xing wanted to say something, but tears welled up first. After a long while, he shed tears and sobbed, "You are so bad... You said, you said you would send me to school..."

"I'm sorry, I broke the appointment." Candlestick cut took out a handkerchief to help Liu Xing wipe away tears, gently responding to Liu Xing's every word.

"After school, you didn't come to pick me up!"

"Sorry, I'm not considerate enough."

"You said, you said you wanted to make sweet potato cakes for me, but it turned... into peony cakes!"

"My fault, I broke the agreement."

"I'm really, really looking forward to...but...but..."

"Well, it's all my fault."

Liu Xing grabbed Candlestick Kiri's sleeve, shedding tears: "Candlestick Kiri... I'm still... woo... Is it still the number one in your heart?"

"Of course." Candlestick gently wiped the child's cheeks, "You will always be the first in my heart."

"You like me more than Taiko Zhong Zhenzong, don't you?"

"Correct."

"Then if..." Liu Xing choked up and said, "If there is a cuter child than me, will you change your mind?"

Candlestick couldn't laugh or cry: "No, you are the cutest kid in the whole world."

"You're lying," Liu Xing choked, looking pitiful, "I'm not as cute as Taiko Zhong Zhenzong, he looks good."

"..." Candlestick coaxed him in a low voice, "In my eyes, no one is cuter than you."

Liu Xing was silent for a while, then whispered: "Today... I didn't lose my temper on purpose."

Candlestick cut: "I know." He pinched Liu Xing's glowing red nose, "You're just too sad."

"...Mmm." Liu Xing put her arms around Candlestick's neck, rubbing her cheek against Candlestick's neck, "I'm really sad."

"I'm afraid that you will be snatched away by Taigu Zhong Zhenzong," Liu Xing said with a weak voice like a kitten, "but I dare not tell you."

"why?"

"Do you think I'm a bad boy who loves jealousy?" Liu Xing asked timidly, "Everyone doesn't like people who love jealousy." He paused and said, "...and don't like people who lose their temper .”

"...you will definitely hate me..." Liu Xing's voice was full of tears again, "I, I'm too bad..."

"...What if it was me?" Candlestick asked, "Will you hate me and leave me because I am jealous and lose my temper with you?" Candlestick asked softly, "Liu Xing, are you going to leave me? "

Liu Xing was startled, and rubbed his head against his shoulder: "No! No matter what happens, I will never leave Candlestick! It doesn't matter if Candlestick loses his temper! I won't hate Candlestick!" He said He was very serious, for fear that the candlestick would misunderstand his intentions.

Candlestick cut his brows and eyes softened a bit, he kissed Liu Xing's forehead: "I don't know how either."

Liu Xing tightened her arms around the candlestick, but said nothing.

"...Liu Xing, if you want to get a promise, no matter how many times, I will tell you."

Liu Xing was silent for a while before carefully asking: "Really?"

Candlestick cut: "Need I swear?"

Liu Xing: "...is that okay?"

Candlestick couldn't help but smile, he spread his hand, and Liu Xing obediently put his hand on it.

With callused knuckles and warm palms, these hands are very big, and Liu Xing needs both hands together to hold them firmly.

In the most precious place of youth, he branded a kiss on the back of the child's hand.

"I swear."

"I will never leave you because you are jealous and lose your temper."

"Because you are a unique treasure in my heart. No one or anything is more important than you. Even if it is Daikurigara, Taiko Bell Zhenzong, or myself."

Liu Xing almost stopped breathing.

"I'm sorry." Candlestick cut his gentle gaze to the child's eyes full of surprise: "Adults are always less frank than children... I should have told you these words long ago."

"With me, you will always be number one."

Stared at by these innocent and pure eyes full of dependence and love, Candlestick can't wait to take out his heart and give it to him.

To him, Liu Xing was not just a god judge.

It is too superficial to describe the relationship between the sword and the protagonist.

Sometimes, he felt that he had really become the father of this child, and sometimes, he felt that this relationship was far closer than the so-called blood bond.

Everyone said Liu Xing was too dependent on candlesticks.But only Candlestick knows that this dependence and intimacy is more important to him than life.

After searching the dictionary, Candlestick can't define this relationship with accurate language.

So, so be it.

My master, my child, my faith...my light.

Please have mercy on me, shine on me, don't let me fall into the boundless darkness.

——I am attached to the light.