Woke up and I became Da Jae's bandage

Osamu Dazai asked me to take Kyoko there, presumably because he had something important to say.

So I dragged Jingzi and ran over, and Mao Lilan followed.From a distance, I saw Osamu Dazai twisting someone's arm lightly and deftly. Conan was standing beside Osamu Dazai.When we got a little closer, Jingzi saw the man's appearance clearly, and couldn't help being startled, and ran a few steps quickly.

"Wu Jian, when did you come here? Why are you here?"

Oh, this person is Miss Kyoko's boyfriend.

The man called Wu Jian squeezed a smile towards Jingzi: "I'm sorry that I came to see you late. Is this your friend? I think they may have misunderstood something, you ask them to let me go before talking .”

As soon as he finished speaking, Osamu Dazai let go of his hand, and Wu Jian rubbed forward out of inertia without standing still, and then straightened up, looking a little embarrassed.

"So it's Mr. Taketake, really rude." Osamu Dazai spread his hands, but there was no apologetic expression on his face.

Jingzi took two steps forward, before she could get close to Wu Jian, Conan suddenly jumped between the two of them, and pointed at Wu Jian's pants with a slightly exaggerated expression: "Brother, your pants are all wet."

Wu Jian opened his mouth and was about to speak, but Osamu Dazai cut it off: "That's because the central fountain will suddenly open at three o'clock in the afternoon, and if you don't dodge in time, you will be drenched in water."

Three o'clock in the afternoon?Didn't he arrive at the amusement park at least half an hour ago?

Jingzi was in a daze for a while, and a confused expression appeared on his face: "Since you're here, why...don't you tell me?"

"The reason why stalking is stalking is because you can't talk about it." Dazai Osamu smiled, "Otherwise, how can we do it?"

track!

Suddenly, Wu Jian moved, his hand stretched out to his waist very quickly, and a blackness flashed across.But Osamu Dazai was faster than him, hitting the knee, grabbing the gun, loading it, and pressing against his back, all in one go.

"Too slow." Osamu Dazai said calmly.

Conan tilted his head to look at Osamu Dazai several times.

Mao Lilan immediately supported Jingzi and took several steps back.It was only then that Jingzi came to her senses, and said with difficulty, "You want to kill me? Why?"

Wu Jian smiled wryly: "Oh, why? Jingzi, do you know that sometimes a person's innocence can kill someone?"

"It seems that you have forgotten, that's right, how can the pampered lady remember the two dead shabby households? You are not interested in capital at all, and you don't know how to run a business, so why do you accept your grandfather's arrangement meekly? ?! Six years ago, he gave you an asset to play with. You took a fancy to a small business. When you were interested, you invested a lot of money. When you were not interested, you would withdraw quickly. The capital chain was broken. It was absolutely fatal to the operator, and the company soon declared bankruptcy and took on a large amount of debt...and because of this incident, it was my parents who committed suicide by jumping off the building."

Kyoko gasped for breath.

"You have not been affected at all, because your grandfather with great powers will help you settle everything. You can still live your free life with an innocent face. Jingzi, I don't think I can escape this time after killing you at all. , but this is nothing, after all, no one will care about the life and death of a small person, right?"

As soon as the words fell, Wu Jian was kicked from behind by Dazai Osamu, who stepped on his shoulder.

"I don't want to hear any more." Osamu Dazai put the gun away, "Life and dignity are not given by others, nor are they held in the hands of others. They are used by you as an excuse for weakness and cowardice. It's really disgusting."

I don't know if Jingzi was stunned by surprise, or she was originally a person with indifferent feelings. She looked at Wu Jian, there was no hatred or apology in her eyes, only a daze.For those who are overprotected, once the shell is peeled off, only the core of wanton destruction in the wind, frost and cold dew remains.

Conan and Mao Lilan are familiar with the people in the Metropolitan Police Department. Officer Mu Mu arrived at the amusement park soon. When Wu Jian was handcuffed into the police car, I seemed to see tears streaming down the corners of his eyes.Jingzi was picked up by a car sent by her family. The two of them also took the car and headed in opposite directions, and each went to different destinies.

It was already 06:30 in the evening after the whole incident was dealt with, Mao Lilan and Conan bid us farewell.The kid Conan seemed to be particularly interested in Osamu Dazai, and when he was pulled away by Mao Lilan, he looked back at Osamu Dazai.

Osamu Dazai smiled and waved at him.

I let out a long breath. To be honest, today's incident happened suddenly, and the result was unexpected. It is embarrassing. I don't know who I should feel more sorry for.

"Then, Dazai, Miss Kyoko's matter has been settled, and we should go back." I pulled Dazai Osamu's sleeve and pointed to the direction of the exit.

He grabbed my arm with his backhand and pulled me deeper into the amusement park.

"Since it's already this time, how about going back after watching the fireworks festival?" Osamu Dazai glanced at his phone while walking, "Ah, it's almost time, we have to queue up quickly."

I am a little confused.

"What line are you in?"

Osamu Dazai stretched out his hand and pointed to the slowly rotating Ferris wheel not far away.

"The fireworks must be seen from a high place to look good." He said.

*******

The evening breeze in September is cool, and a full moon hangs high in the night sky, casting a silvery soft light.

As the Ferris wheel climbs to a higher place, the bustling city is fully visible, and the Tokyo Sky Tree stands not far away like falling stars.This is a big city full of feasting and feasting, which is completely different from the quiet and peaceful Hokkaido.

Osamu Dazai turned his head to look outside the transparent glass, and the light from the Sky Tree shone on his side face, flickering on and off.The corners of his eyes, eyebrows, nasal bone and lips are all perfect, and even the movement of leaning on the armrest with one hand looks extremely elegant.

Osamu Dazai, who I like, is always so good.

Xu Shi noticed my gaze, and Osamu Dazai turned around and gave me a look.I sat very straight, or a little nervous.Because when we get along with Osamu Dazai on weekdays, either I am complaining about him, or he is bullying me. It seems that we have never sat face to face without saying a word.

The air is quietly disturbing.

At this time, what should I talk about?

Compliment about tonight's night?It's so literary and artistic, it's not like my style at all, it's simply timid.

Can you talk about what happened to Kyoko today?It seems that the atmosphere is not suitable.

So...let's talk about Osamu Dazai.

I rubbed my hands together, looked at Osamu Dazai, and called out his name: "Dazai."

Osamu Dazai smiled slightly: "What's the matter, Ache."

"Well, I've never had the chance to sit and chat with you in such a quiet way," I said, "today is a good chance."

Osamu Dazai folded his arms across his chest, and he just looked at me like that.

"Ache, what do you want to talk about? Ah, let me guess, is it about me?"

The neon lights swept across the glass windows, and I felt a little dazzled.

Is my mind really easy to guess, or is Osamu Dazai too smart?

"Yeah, it's about you." I didn't beat around the bush, "Maybe you don't feel it yourself, but in my eyes you have really changed a lot. Your appearance is secondary, your words and deeds, your aura , the environment you live in, everything around you, in my opinion, have changed drastically. I often think, what has Dazai experienced in the past four years? Oda Saku said that you are trying to avoid the pursuit of gangsters , You have to make a living at the same time, it sounds like it should be difficult, but I don't feel this at all from you, because you are more energetic than you were four years ago."

"It's just that these four years are a long time for you, but for me... it's empty."

I paused for a moment, and continued: "I'm sorry that I didn't stay by your side during the vacant four years."

This is my truth.

I like Osamu Dazai, I like everything about him, so I don't want to miss a single bit of his life.

Singing sounds came from outside the Ferris wheel, and the fireworks festival is about to begin.

Osamu Dazai closed his eyes, with a smile on his lips: "I'm sorry too, Ache."

I was startled.

He opened his eyes again and turned his head to look at the sky outside: "For countless nights in the past four years, whenever I think about that day, I feel at a loss." He paused for a while.

"For my powerlessness."

I opened my eyes wide.

What is he talking about.Over the years, did he actually keep the events of that day on his mind all the time?

What is "powerless"?Osamu Dazai has done the best he can do, what else can he blame himself?

I answered immediately: "No, Dazai, the source of all this is because of me. After all, I am a person who shouldn't exist... I have easily changed the direction of the world, and of course I will be punished."

He was talking to himself as if he didn't hear me.

"Ache, I've always been like this. I don't cherish what I have enough, and I easily give up what I value. I thought that nothing would disturb my mind, until... I finally know what it means to be heartbroken."

"Boom".

My heart skipped a beat.

It must be because I didn't speak well enough today to make Osamu Dazai spout such nonsense.

Does he even know what he's talking about?

The firework festival with a lot of people started, and a few small fireworks exploded in the sky, and then scattered slowly.The reflection of fireworks on the glass is ink and watercolor.

Osamu Dazai smiled lightly, and turned his eyes back to me: "Don't look at me with such surprised eyes, Ache. I am not omnipotent, I am also a human being, and as a human being, there are feelings, happiness and sadness. , I will worry about gains and losses. It’s just that I never show my emotions to others easily. If you want, I can take off the disguise in front of you in the future.”

He paused for a moment, and continued: "Before that, I want to confirm one thing...Ah Che, you won't leave me, right?"

The cautiousness and prudence of this sentence made me worry, and the uncertainty in his eyes made me even more scared.

"Of course." I replied subconsciously.

Just staying by your side is enough to make me rejoice, there is nothing else that can make me leave you voluntarily except life and death.

Osamu Dazai looked at me with a smile for a while, then slowly stood up from his seat, took two steps closer and stretched out his hand to me: "Empty talk is nothing."

What the hell was he worrying about?

I rummaged through my pockets dumbfounded, thinking that I had to make a note for him today.I murmured, "You guys are no worse than me in terms of competition, and I'm not like Kunikida, I always carry a notebook or something..."

Suddenly, Osamu Dazai grabbed my arm, and he pulled me up from the seat immediately after.

At that moment, he kissed me, and at the same time, a gorgeous firework exploded in the sky.

My heart was pounding as the fireworks exploded.

His face was infinitely magnified, and I saw his trembling eyelashes and the seriousness in his eyes.

I knew from that moment that I was completely screwed.

I will be trapped in the vortex called "Dazai Osamu", and I will never escape.

The grind on my lips deepened a little bit, I finally reacted, and tried to push Osamu Dazai's shoulder, but he held my hand and remained motionless.

The minutes passed and just when I thought I was going to suffocate, he let go of me.I pushed him back and took a breath.My heart was beating fast, my face was hot, my breathing was unsteady, and even my eye sockets were wet.I looked at Osamu Dazai with a calm face, his expression seemed as if nothing had happened.

"Osamu Dazai, you... how hard you have to make me feel to be satisfied." I panted slightly, and my voice was trembling, "Yes, I like you, I care about you, I even I am willing to sacrifice my life for you. But I also have dignity, I am not blindly surrendering, you are always indifferent, today suddenly... all of a sudden, what does it mean to treat me like this?"

He approached me step by step, stretched out his right hand to caress my cheek, and the gentle smile on his face permeated into the depths of his eyes.

"It's not sudden, it's just that I didn't dare." Osamu Dazai said.

I was startled.

"For the past four years, I have been working hard every day to make myself better, just so that one day Ah Che will come back and see me at my best." Osamu Dazai breathed a sigh of relief, "Even so, I still feel Not enough. It doesn’t matter to me whether the world’s evaluations or opinions are good, except you.”

"I care about you, every look, every smile, and every word you say. I can't help comparing myself with you. The more you compare, the harder it is to get along. I really deserve Do I have Ah Che? Isn’t this my naive idea? What should I do if I wake up from this extravagant dream? My heart will probably die. Just thinking about these troublesome problems every day I feel like I'm going crazy."

"It's not that you can't leave me, but that I can't leave you."

"Ache, the filth on my body is engraved into the marrow of my bones. I was originally a mist in the darkness. It was you who brought the sunshine into my world."

He leaned closer to me and pressed his forehead against mine.

"You are my sun."

Fireworks, singing, I can't see or hear anything in this world.

Only Osamu Dazai's voice continued to echo in my ears.

In this situation, can I still escape?

My hand was held by him, but it didn't matter, his movement was purely redundant, I couldn't dodge it at all, and I didn't want to dodge it.

—He kissed him again, and this time I didn't resist.

The taste of Osamu Dazai is sweet and has penetrated deep into my heart.

The happiest thing in this world is that the person I like also likes me.

All the words in Osamu Dazai's mouth came together, filled with "like".

We are, love each other.

The author has something to say: Thanks to An Baibai for the recent continuous watering, the young saplings are growing vigorously~ At the same time, thanks to Yinyou and z? little angels for their nutrient solution.

Well, Dazai's confession is still sincere, right?

A comedy article with a funny opening is written more and more like a drama by me, and I am also very helpless (smile).The character of Suzuki Che was initially defined by me as "salvation", but as the plot progressed, I found that it was not the case. He and Osamu Dazai are not in a one-way relationship of salvation, but mutual achievement.

In a good relationship, both parties will grow better and better under the encouragement of each other.Ah Che has made rapid progress, becoming strong, brave, and capable of being independent.Needless to say about Dazai, his changes are obvious to all.

This joy is called "accompanying".

It's been a long time, these two babies finally stumbled together, who among them is really cowardly and can't take a step back, and I hope they can have a happier future.