You must be reborn

Jiang Chuning turned sideways and looked at the darkened window. It had been raining for the past few days, which made the little reassuring light at night disappear.

Yes, she was scared.Ever since she fainted for the first time, she has often had nightmares, and every time she wakes up in a cold sweat, she can't remember what she dreamed of, but she clearly remembers the indescribable fear and weightlessness. With his disappearance, maybe there will never be another...

Thinking of this, the guilt and self-blame in Jiang Chuning's heart welled up again.Feeling a little cold, he wrapped the quilt tighter, and the person behind him felt his movement, stretched out his arms and hugged him directly into his arms.

Shi Zilin rested his head on the back of Fu Sheng's head, and softly comforted him with a half-husky voice: "Go to sleep, be good."

Jiang Chuning slowly put down her curled up legs, gently leaned on Shi Zilin's legs, carefully felt his temperature, the smell of his body, and the rhythm of breathing, thinking: if you get closer, will you be able to follow him? He is the same?

No sleep for one night.

When Shi Zilin woke up in the morning, Jiang Chuning was still awake, but pretended to be asleep.She felt the soft touch on her lips, and then heard the sound of the quilt being lifted, the sound of dressing, the sound of water flowing in the bathroom, and the sound of closing the door...

Jiang Chuning opened her eyes, got up as usual, went downstairs to buy a breakfast, squeezed the bus to go to the company, after finishing the business, went home, made two phone calls, and then packed her luggage.

I raised my hand to check the time on my phone, and it was only four hours. What I once thought was extremely difficult was actually so easy to do.

At noon, Xiao Liu knocked on the door of Shi Zilin's office.

"Lawyer Shi, I signed for your courier for you."

"Okay, thank you."

Shi Zilin took it over and saw that it was from Huzi. After opening it, he saw Fu Sheng's bag lying upright in the box, just like its owner who would be very cautious when he was nervous.

The corner of his mouth couldn't help ticking, Shi Zilin took out the bag while calling Fu Sheng, but no one answered the phone, and at this moment, he saw a corner of white paper coming out of the wide opening.Curiously, he took out the paper. The paper was folded several times, and it was not as big as the palm of his hand. Shi Zilin played with it for a while, then put down the phone and flattened the paper.

There are a total of three sheets of paper, and seven pictures were drawn. Shi Zilin's heart tightened when he saw the picture, and he even felt a little short of breath when he saw the back.

Shi Zilin took out the phone and immediately dialed it again.

Still no one picked up.

After 1 minute, most of the people in the law firm saw Shi Zilin clutching a few pieces of paper, and ran out of the gate like the wind. The expression on his face was such a panic that no one had ever seen before, so panic that they even followed him. Get scared together.

The car had never been driven so fast before, Shi Zilin slammed on the gas pedal and rushed home, but the excitement of almost having a car accident on the road was not as good as one-tenth of his current mood.Looking at Fu Sheng's clean bedroom, the neatly made beds, and the empty under the bed where the suitcases were originally placed, Shi Zilin resisted the urge to roar, and pulled open the closet.

Sure enough, he left.

The quilts and quilts were folded squarely, the windows became spotless, the two bows on the curtains were tied almost symmetrically, the books, papers and pens on the desk were arranged in rows like soldiers, everything was in order, only the closet Most of the clothes are missing, but every corner of the room seems to be announcing to Shi Zilin: Fu Sheng is gone, and he will never come back.

Just, leave like this?

Shi Zilin still didn't believe it, this person... just like that... left again?

He hasn't asked Fu Sheng about all this yet, why did he run away so irresponsibly?

How dare he? !

The paper in his hand was pinched into a small ball, just like Shi Zilin's bitter face.

"Fu Sheng, Fu Sheng!" Shi Zilin shouted angrily, "You fucking come back to me!!!"

All the strength in his body was taken away in an instant as he vented his emotions. Shi Zilin walked to the living room, sat down on the sofa, and covered his eyes with his hands.

"Shi Zilin, it's time to eat."

The sudden voice in his ear made Shi Zilin stand up in shock, but... there was no one.

Ridiculous, actually there is an auditory hallucination.

At this time, the white envelope on the table caught Shi Zilin's attention, and he picked it up tremblingly. There was only a piece of letter paper...and a ring in the envelope.

Do not read.

Just two words, completely drove the grief-stricken Shi Zilin to the brink of madness.Two words, hehe, everything I have with you is only worth using two words to deal with me? !

Fu Sheng, I'm really angry! ! !

Jiang Chuning, who was waiting for the bus at the station, suddenly sneezed twice, took out a tissue and wiped it, thinking, did she catch a cold after wearing so much?

Jiang Chuning wrapped the scarf around her neck again, and took a bite of the bread in her hand. It was cold, and it was uncomfortable to eat. I don't know if Shi Zilin had eaten, and was he busy again?He should have set an alarm clock for him before leaving, but... Jiang Chuning shook her head and smiled wryly, anyway, someone will take care of him in the future, so why worry about it.

"Brother, brother, is your bread delicious?" A little girl stared straight at the bread in Fu Sheng's hand with sparkling eyes.

"Oh, I'm sorry, my child is not sensible." The little girl's grandmother picked her up and scolded, "Didn't you just have lunch, it belongs to my brother, you can't take it, understand?"

Jiang Chuning smiled softly: "It's okay, come." After speaking, she broke off a piece from the side that had never been bitten and handed it to the little girl.

"Thank you brother."

"Good~ You're welcome." Jiang Chuning touched her little head, feeling suddenly panicked.

In the future, Shi Zilin will have children too...his and other people's children, and himself...Looking down at his stomach, Jiang Chuning's depression crept up his brows again.

It is said that his daughter looks like his father. I don't know what he would look like if he had a daughter.

"Brother, what's wrong with you?" Seeing that Fu Sheng looked like he was about to cry, the little girl quickly handed over the bread, "Brother, don't cry, I'll give you something to eat. If you're hungry, I still have candy. "

Jiang Chuning rubbed her eyes and smiled, "The baby is so good, my brother didn't cry, you can eat the candy, thank you baby~~"

"Yeah! You're welcome!" The little girl buried herself in the bread.

The little girl's grandmother looked at Fu Sheng and asked, "Young man, aren't you from the local area?"

"Uh-huh."

"Hey, it's not easy to go out. Seeing that it's the Chinese New Year, the station is still crowded with people."

"yes……"

"Boy, are you going home too? Where is your home? You will be thirty the day after tomorrow. If you come back so late, your parents must be looking forward to you."

"My home..." Jiang Chuning squeezed the ticket in her hand, where is her home?I can't go back to my original home, "Jiang Chuning" is dead, isn't she?

Maybe, that orphanage - the place where Fu Sheng grew up, is her home...

Squeezing out from the bustling station, taxi drivers swarmed up and surrounded Fu Sheng. There are few people taking taxis in small cities. This young man looks like a tender man, so he should be easier to kill.

"Young man, do you want to take a car?"

"Hey, where are you going, young man, I'll take you there."

"Go to ×××140, and one more person will leave!"

Really expensive.

Jiang Chuning muttered, touched her pocket and hesitated for a while, seeing several people gathered around again, she quickly lowered her head and pressed the peaked cap down again, walked outside the station, and stopped a motorcycle.

A driver spat on the ground: "Tch, another poor man."

Jiang Chuning didn't turn her head to argue, but clutched her bag tightly. Now that she is homeless and has no job, she has to save money.

Mo's master drove fast, and the cold wind blew past, making it hard to hear any sounds other than the wind. His unprotected face and ears were red from the cold. Jiang Chuning kept shrinking her neck, and put her hands in the I dare not take it out of my pocket at will.

Finally got out of the car, Jiang Chuning trotted all the way to the supermarket to buy some big bags of snacks and small toys, and stomped for two kilometers before finding the orphanage.

"Sunshine Welfare Institute, here it is."

There was an old man guarding the door, Jiang Chuning explained her purpose, and the old man opened the door enthusiastically.

"Oh, are you so old? I can't even recognize you."

"Hehe, yes." Jiang Chuning scratched her head, she had no memory of this place, and she didn't know what to call this uncle, so she could only play haha ​​and pass by.

The dean was a woman in her 50s. Hearing the uncle's shout, she hurried out. When she saw Fu Sheng who was taller than her by more than a head, tears welled up in her eyes.

"Fu Sheng, you, are you back?"

"Dean, I'm back."

Jiang Chuning was also a little touched, hugged the dean and cried, and the two comforted each other before they gradually smiled.

"You haven't been back for a long time, how are you doing outside?"

"Well, I'm fine, where's the dean? How are you doing now?"

"Okay, okay. Fortunately, you are back now. We will move to the urban area after the Chinese New Year. There will be many people coming to help us in the future. Then I can be lazy." The dean laughed. , The wrinkles at the corners of the eyes are gently squeezed together, just like a gentle mother.

"Dean, you have worked hard to raise us up like this."

"Watching you grow up little by little, I don't want to mention how happy I am. Hey, by the way, where is Fu Bo's child? When he left, he said he was looking for you. How is it? Have you met?"

"I see, he has found someone he likes now, and he is living a good life. I will tell him to come back to see you when I have time."

"Okay, okay, that's good!" The dean patted Fu Sheng's hand, and led him into a classroom.

The classroom was full of children playing, and the dean clapped his hands to calm everyone down.

"This is your elder brother Fu Sheng. He came back to see everyone today. Come quickly and say hello to elder brother."

"Brother~brother~good~"

Jiang Chuning quickly put down her bag, "Hello, hello, I brought you gifts, everyone come and get them yourself."

The children rushed forward, took their favorite things contentedly, and immediately became enthusiastic about Fu Sheng.

Jiang Chuning noticed a little boy hiding in the corner, staring at her all the time, so she took a small toy and a bag of snacks and walked over.

"Hi, what's your name?"

The little boy didn't speak, but just stared at him.She looked like she was only about three years old, but she was so wary, Jiang Chuning felt unspeakably uncomfortable.

"Can you tell me, what's your name?"

Jiang Chuning patted his head, then asked again in a soft voice.

Who knows, the child just spit out two words gently: Dad, Dad.

In a daze, Jiang Chuning seemed to see Fu Sheng who was crying to find his parents more than ten years ago, but no one took him to find him, and no one was willing to be his parents. His small body grew up day by day in the orphanage , until he had the ability to leave here and survive outside. Although he seemed heartless every day, he still yearned for the family affection strongly in his heart, so he did not return to S city immediately after regaining his new life, but chose stay in that house...

After playing with the children all day, Jiang Chuning was extremely tired.After dinner, he and the dean arranged for them to take a bath, and then they rested after they each went to bed.

"Dean, you have worked too hard." Jiang Chuning stretched her body, and then went to help the dean beat her back.

The dean smiled and said: "I'm used to it, it's not hard. You can stay here tonight."

"Uh, no Dean..."

"What, are you going back?"

"I... I have a friend here, go see him, and live at his place by the way."

Jiang Chuning lied without changing her expression. After walking around today, she realized that this place is very small. Apart from the office and classrooms, it is the bedroom of the principal and several teachers and the dormitory of the children. If she stays, it will really trouble them.

"That's it, hey," the dean was a little regretful, Fu Sheng had only been back for a day, "Then you go and see your friends, it's so late, be careful on the way."

"Yeah, don't worry, Dean." Jiang Chuning nodded and hugged her vigorously.

After the dean left, Jiang Chuning took out the envelope from the bag and stuffed it into the drawer of the dean's office.Now she doesn't have much savings, so she can only keep this little, but no matter what, she wants to do something for Fu Sheng.Walking out of the office, Jiang Chuning passed the dormitory, looked at the sleeping children through the window, suddenly remembered the red face of the child during the day, slipped into the room and put her woolen hat by the child's pillow.

I hope they are all well, and I also hope that 'Fu Sheng' will be well in another world.

After nine o'clock in the evening, the streets here have become quiet. Jiang Chuning followed the faint light of the street lamps and walked along the path. After walking a long distance, she found a hotel and stayed.

The air conditioner in the room was broken, and the quilt was very thin. Jiang Chuning huddled herself into a ball, but was still shivering.

It would be great if Shi Zilin was here.

Jiang Chuning was startled, why did she think of him again, she quickly shook her head, but the more she didn't want to think about it, the more she missed it, like a flood that had opened its gates, it couldn't be stopped no matter what.Thinking of Shi Zilin's body temperature and breathing sound the night before, Jiang Chuning subconsciously imagined that he was sleeping behind her with her arms around her waist, but when she reached out her hand, it was empty.Slowly adjusting her breathing, Jiang Chuning thought, although she couldn't be with him, even if her breathing rhythm was the same as his, she felt a lot of comfort.

At this time, on the other side, Shi Zilin couldn't fall asleep either. He was standing on the balcony with a cigarette in his mouth. There were already a lot of cigarette butts on the ground. Fu Sheng used to come over to pinch him when he found out that he was smoking, but now he smokes like this desperately. , but no one came to stop him.

Damn, why do you think of him so much...

I think about it in my heart, and I think about it in my body.Shi Zilin sadly found out that in less than a month, without him by his side, he couldn't sleep anymore.

No, we can't go on like this.

Shi Zilin went back to the bedroom and took 10 minutes to adjust his mood. He had to know what happened, he had to find Fu Sheng!

Fu Sheng's departure almost made him lose his mind. He only thought about finding him even if he dug three feet into the ground. Now that his mind had calmed down, Shi Zilin slowly remembered the strong feeling in his heart when he saw the painting in the afternoon. strange feeling.

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Sneaking fish in the office is so exciting