You must be reborn

"What can we say, it's not for your own good!" Father Shi threw the teacup on the table, feeling a little guilty in his heart, "Can you marry Xiao Fu? Can you have children? What will people think of you when you go out in the future? You Have you ever thought about it!"

"For my own good...hehe..." Shi Zilin smiled wryly, "Dad, I don't want to fight against you, nor do I hate women, but now... I only recognize him!"

Father Shi immediately became furious when he heard this, and glared at him angrily: "You only recognize him? Do you think you are a little girl from ancient times? If you don't marry unless he is the only one, how can you still keep him alone all your life? "

"Yes."

"You...you bastard!" Father Shi felt that he couldn't communicate with him, so he kicked him angrily, "Then if he dies, do you plan to follow him? Or live alone in this world? !"

Shi Zilin raised his head: "What do you mean by that?"

Father Shi turned his head away and snorted heavily, "I'm so fucking pissed off!"

"Let me ask you, if Fu Sheng wanted you to get married, would you listen?"

Shi Zilin pursed his lips and did not speak, his thick eyebrows were furrowed.

"If he told you to live the life you should have lived, would you listen?" Father Shi continued to ask.

"Why?" Shi Zilin's voice was trembling. On Fu Sheng's birthday, he clearly agreed to go on the road together, but this guy actually backed out without even saying hello.

Father Shi turned his head to look at his son. He hadn't seen him cry a few times since he was a child, but now he found that his eye sockets were stained red, and he couldn't bear it.

"Little Fu...he has no way to accompany you until your old age." Father Shi sighed nonchalantly, "He is ill, terminally ill, and will never recover."

"what did you say?!"

"He said that there was something growing in his head, and there was no cure for it. He often fainted for a while because of this disease. When I talked to your mother the other day, he understood what we meant and offered to leave. At that time Only then did we know that he was afraid that you would be sad when he left, so it is better to separate now, maybe you will forget it in a few years, and when you get married and have children, you will not think about him anymore. Xiao Fu is always thinking of you, even for him, can't you live a normal life?"

"Impossible!" Shi Zilin didn't believe the nonsense of being terminally ill. He had personally seen all the examination results of Fu Sheng when he was in the hospital, so it can be said that he knew his physical condition better than Fu Sheng.Terminally ill?Heh, he really dared to joke in order to leave!

"Dad," Shi Zilin turned around, "I said that as long as I want him, I will never let him go even in life, old age, sickness and death."

The cold air emanating from Shi Zilin's body frightened Father Shi. He stared blankly at his son's back. No matter how indifferent this child is in front of outsiders, he is still obedient at home. He did not expect his son to be so stubborn this time, with so many women... No, just want to be with a man!And this time, I'm afraid he is really serious...

Mother Shi watched her son walk out of the house with a cold face, hurriedly entered the room and asked, "What's the matter, didn't you just talk about it? Why did you let him leave?"

Father Shi recovered from the shock, waved his hands, and sighed helplessly: "Just pretend you don't have this son." Just now, his son's appearance was exactly the same as when he was chasing his mother back then. Qiang also vowed not to look back, and it was useless to say anything. As for Xiao Fu... Hey, it would be great if the two of them didn't have this kind of relationship, then it's impossible for him to ignore his illness.

"What are you talking about! Stop and explain clearly to me, old man!" Shi Mu followed angrily.

"What's for lunch today?"

"If you don't make it clear, you won't have anything to eat. Give me the chicken legs!"

……

Xu Yan and Xiaomeng had just fled back to City S from the crowd of seven aunts and eight aunts, when they received a call from Shi Zilin, and the other party asked an inexplicable question as soon as they opened their mouths.

"Xu Yan, how much do you know about Chu Ning?"

Xu Yan opened her mouth and couldn't say a word for a long time. Chu Ning has always been a pain in her heart. She didn't understand why Shi Zilin suddenly mentioned this. After calming down, she asked, "Why are you asking this?"

"Her friend before she was alive, I only know you, and now... I need your help." Shi Zilin gritted his teeth, this guess was too bold, he didn't even believe it himself, let alone persuade Xu Yan, but he still wanted to Try it, even if you can prove this guess wrong, it's better than torturing yourself like crazy.

"What's the matter? What does it have to do with Chu Ning?"

"Let's meet and talk. I'll go to your store in half an hour."

"it is good."

After hanging up the phone, Xu Yan began to feel uneasy. Shi Zilin's sudden question reminded her of Chu Ning's life. She felt very uncomfortable. She wanted to know what happened.

When Shi Zilin arrived at the dessert shop, Xu Yan and Xiaomeng were already waiting there.

"Talk." Xiaomeng saw the dignified expressions of the two of them, poured coffee for them, got up and left.

Xu Yan couldn't wait to ask: "What happened? Why did you suddenly ask me about Chu Ning."

"I can't tell you this yet. I just want to know everything you know about her."

"why?"

"This matter, I will tell you when I have a conclusion. In short, it will not be bad news." Shi Zilin squeezed the handle of the teacup. No matter how bad it was, it was just a wrong guess.

"...Okay." Xu Yan knew that he wouldn't be able to speak today, so he was discouraged, and told Shi Zilin everything he knew bit by bit.

As long as they can remember, Xu Yan and Jiang Chuning grew up together, and their relationship is even better. There is nothing to say. Jiang Chuning is a sensitive and shy person. She always acts as the one who takes care of others, but she buries her own needs in her heart, but there is no outsider. When she was busy, the expression on her face would express her emotions unabashedly, and Xu Yan looked at it like a mirror in her heart.

After talking about Chu Ning's experience, hobbies, habits, etc., Xu Yan suddenly smiled bitterly when she mentioned her high school days.

"What's wrong?" Shi Zilin asked.

"That silly girl..." Xu Yan sighed with tears in her eyes, "You may not know that she liked you."

"!" Shi Zilin immediately looked up at Xu Yan.

Just look at his reaction...

Xu Yan shook her head and continued: "I'm guessing about this too. She never told anyone, not even me. She is too inferior. That day, we talked about the classmate whose puppy love was discovered. At that time, I jokingly asked her if she had someone she liked, but she blushed all of a sudden, but she was unwilling to admit it. Later, I accidentally discovered that when I often walk on the road and meet you walking in front of me, she will feel uncomfortable all over. Comfortable, when you are running in physical education class, you will hide in the corner and sneak a few glances, and you will find excuses to go to the stadium to read, but in fact, you are looking at you..."

"I laughed at her at the time, and she always dared not confess even though she was so good, so she kept evasive. I only heard later that you actually have a girlfriend."

Xu Yan also said a lot of accusations against Shi Zilin. In her eyes, he seemed to be a heartless man, and Chu Ning could only hide her love in her heart at the last moment of her life.But Shi Zilin couldn't listen anymore. He felt that it was getting more and more difficult to breathe, and the veins on the back of his hands were slowly bulging, and he even trembled a little. The pictures in his mind gradually overlapped with the scenes in those paintings.

He didn't know, damn it, he really almost forgot about those things...

"You two are not together, it is your loss..."

Xu Yan wanted to continue talking, but saw Shi Zilin standing up suddenly, with his head lowered so that his expression could not be seen clearly, and only heard him leave a sentence: Maybe, you can see her again.

What's the meaning?

Who can I see again?Chu Ning?

Xu Yan froze in place for a moment.

After so many days, there should not be many guests at home, right?Jiang Chuning thought to herself.

She lived not far from her home for six days, watching the bustling streets downstairs every day, but she hid in the hotel room, afraid to go out, afraid of everything outside, like a shameful monster, could only Live in the shadows.

However, she still wanted to go back and have a look. As long as she held back, this mask would never be broken.

After buying a lot of gifts from the less crowded mall, Jiang Chuning turned back and picked out two exquisite red envelopes, then took a taxi and headed to the home where she lived for more than 20 years.

Things are different, so this is the feeling.

Jiang Chuning held back the soreness at the end of her nose, and looked at everything that was extremely familiar in front of her, as well as the small four-story house. In the past, she could call her parents when she returned downstairs, but now, no one knew herself. Jiang Chuning felt a little uncomfortable, but what happened next made her feel even more uncomfortable.

Jiang Chuning's parents came out of the house, took out the trash and threw it away, and happened to see Fu Sheng standing at the door early.

Jiang Chuning saw her mother looked at her twice, but her father didn't look sideways, so she had to resist the embarrassment in her heart and said, "Uncle... uncle, aunt, hello."

The two stopped and looked back at Fu Sheng: "Hello, who are you?"

"I... I am, Chu Ning's friend, my name is Fu Sheng. I am here to say New Year greetings to uncles and aunts."

"Oh..." After such a long time, when the two of them heard Chu Ning's name, their expressions suddenly became a little dignified, but when they saw the guest, they immediately concealed the discomfort in their hearts, "Come on, come in quickly." Sit down."

"Young people are really interested. They still come to see us and have a cup of tea." The mother poured a cup of hot tea and handed it over, while the father brought over a lot of nuts and snacks, "Come, eat more."

Jiang Chuning's eyes were hot.

"She...she is my good friend. We went to college together. I am an orphan. She takes good care of me and treats me like a younger brother. Therefore, I am very grateful to her and treat her as my relative. "Jiang Chuning pulled out the reasons she had made up for several days, and judging by the expressions of her parents, they should believe it.

The mother's nose was a little red, and she said with a smile: "Chu Ning is like this, she is very good at taking care of others. You have such a good relationship with her, she must think you are good."

"Well, I regard her as my own sister."

Jiang Chuning sat for a long time and talked a lot with her parents. They also gradually chatted with a stranger like herself, becoming more and more enthusiastic, and finally got some comfort in her heart.

Uncles and aunts yelled too much, so it wasn't that difficult to say it out, but Jiang Chuning couldn't help but say "Dad" or "Mom" for a while, and she could only smooth things over by herself every time.So, she hesitated and said, "Uncle, aunt..."

"What?" Jiang Chuning's mother felt more and more familiar with this young man. The way he spoke always made people feel that he was very similar to Chu Ning, but... Maybe they were infected after staying together for a long time Bar……

Jiang Chuning looked at her parents' expressions, guessed their reaction, and slowly opened her mouth: "Can I... can I call your parents? I... I want to honor you instead of Chu Ning."

"You... what did you say?" Jiang Chuning's parents were surprised, but they immediately became moved. This child, in fact, really looks like Chu Ning...

At this time, the younger brother suddenly entered the room, saw Fu Sheng in front of him, stared at him for a few seconds and then suddenly realized: "You, you are..."

"I'm Chu Ning's friend."

"I remember, I saw you, at... my sister's funeral..." The younger brother lowered his eyelids, and when he mentioned the deceased relatives, he always couldn't hide his sadness.

Jiang Chuning's eyes started to heat up, she raised her head slightly and took two deep breaths, and looked at her younger brother: "Chu Ning is gone, we have no older sister, so would you like me to be your brother?"

"Brother? I..." The younger brother stared at his parents dumbfounded, obviously not knowing what to say.

Jiang Chuning also felt that her proposal was too abrupt, no one could easily accept a stranger as his family.Just when she was about to give up, she heard her father say——

"it is good."

"What?" Now it was Jiang Chuning's turn to be surprised.

"From now on, you will be our son." The father smiled.

Jiang Chuning suddenly felt that the honest and dull father might be more sensitive than the mother.

Looking at her mother, then at her younger brother, Jiang Chuning's tears welled up in her eyes, her lips trembling and collided together: "Dad...Mom...brother..."

"Hey, good son." Jiang Chuning's parents also laughed and cried.

Great to be back... home.