regret

"A Premeditated Murder by Marquez"

"Yes. Zijia, what I want to tell you is that a really good relationship is unreasonable. It is not the data analysis we do to fit the most correct curve out of thousands of samples. Love is A strange, unreasonable, irresistible torrent, I am powerless to resist. Willingly accept the arrangement that fate has given me.

Many years ago, a man asked me with a straight face if he could have a sip of my kelp rib soup.I said no.Then his face fell down, but soon he was happy again, like a little monkey.I can't forget the look on his face for many years.There is no one I like anymore, even if I am not tempted at all, all my things about love are devoted to him alone, without any distractions, without any omissions.

What I want to tell you is that the love you keep saying is actually a good match.Since Jia, you are just looking for an optimal solution within the visible range.Jing Youguang is the one who is most worthy of you, and you have wasted a lot of time trying to be worthy of you.I thought you could figure it out, but it's clear you don't.Zijia, don't interrupt me in a hurry.You're too narcissistic, you're too wrapped up in an affectionate committed self, and you're constantly testing, flirting, and flirting with me.You are like a peacock with its tail open, showing me your deep love all the time. The real deep love is not a tsunami that destroys each other, but a sea that is always calm.

Love sublimated in my imagination, and when I suppressed my heart step by step, I got deeper and deeper, and finally couldn't extricate myself.Zijia, I have already been ruined, Jing Youguang's fate in this life may be to die alone, you must not accompany me to continue to spend. "

It was very rare for Song Zijia to hear Jing Youguang say such a long paragraph of heart and soul, and it was the kelp pork rib soup and the little monkey that they had known for so many years that he hadn't mentioned.

"who's that person?"

"I can't tell."

"You tell me his name, maybe I can give up my heart completely."

"I can't tell."

"why."

"Because... because I really like him very much, so much that I don't want to give anyone a chance to disturb him." Youguang pointed at his heart, "He lives here alone, with everything I have without any impurities. Love. Zijia, is it enough for you to give up on it?"

enough.

Before Jing Youguang, Song Zijia had never seen such affectionate, even morbidly affectionate.He suddenly thought of Youguang's little monkey's key chain, and thought of Youguang looking for his key chain in a panic. He wasn't afraid of losing his laboratory key, but he clearly didn't want to lose his little monkey.

People like little monkeys... Song Zijia carefully thought about the people around Youguang, but he couldn't think of them.He couldn't even imagine living in Jing Youguang's world who could not love Jing Youguang.

Combined with the plot of the bridegroom falling in love with the bride in Marquez's "A Premeditated Murder", Youguang should fall in love with a passerby who met by chance.

He remembered his name, but never saw him again.

Yun Qi didn't sleep well in the dormitory, he was always worried that his roommate and his girlfriend would come back, but luckily they didn't, after dawn he really missed the breakfast that Youguang made, so he rushed home.

Both Song Zijia and Jin Bei were there.

You Guang didn't expect Yun Qi to come back suddenly, he thought that with his thin skin, he would definitely not be able to see him for at least three to five days, he never expected that he would come back today.

Youguang went to prepare breakfast for him.

Zi Jia thoughtfully brought him a cup of oatmeal, and pretended to ask casually, "Yun Qi, how about the oatmeal?"

"Very good. I like this kind of soup very much."

"Do you like to drink kelp rib soup?"

"I don't like it! I feel sick when I see seaweed and seaweed." Yun Qi was diagnosed with iodine deficiency some time later, and after eating seaweed and seaweed for half a year, he couldn't even see him now.

Song Zijia felt relieved.

You Guang didn't seem to hear, and continued to prepare breakfast for Yun Qi.

Seeing that Yun Qi only came back in the morning, Jin Bei smirked, "Yun Qi, did you come back from the gentle town where you were so happy yesterday?"

Yun Qimo...

Youguang's hand stirring the egg liquid paused, and his tone was warning, "Jin Bei."

"Youguang, don't think that if you have no desires, no desires, and mitosis, it is okay to think that all the boys in the world are like you. Ask Yunqi if you have ever coveted a girl's body, have you reviewed it? Teacher Cang's lectures countless times. "There are people who don't know light.

What does Mr. Cang do?Song Zijia spread his hands when he received a question from Youguang's eyes, "I don't know either."

Yun Qi blushed unreasonably, and could only say cheekily, "I don't know either."

Jin Bei thought to himself: Yunqi, you pious beast, you don't know what Teacher Cang does, why are you blushing.

"Okay, I'd better not say it, so as not to spoil you three pure old men."

Youguang quickly prepared his portion of food for Yunqi, and the four of them gathered around the table, Jin Bei finally remembered something serious, "Yunqi, I'm getting married soon, do you want to be my best man."

Yun Qi didn't expect that Jin Bei would invite him to be the best man. He had never been a best man before, so he was so excited, as if he had won a big prize suddenly, "Really? Brother Jin Bei? Are you really willing to let I'll be your best man, oh my god, but I don't know anything, I'm not very good at these, so should I prepare to lose weight and get fit now?"

Jin Bei didn't expect Yun Qi's reaction to be this way, they were not completely familiar with his wedding so much, but he could feel the true kindness of this child.

"It's okay, you just need people to arrive, and you don't need to make too many preparations."

Yun Qi was in a rather excited state, his appetite was surprisingly good today, You Guang silently took a mango pie for him from his plate.

"Hey, Brother Jin Bei, why don't you let Brother Youguang and Brother Zijia be your best men?"

"Because the two of them are too indifferent, getting married is a big deal, and I don't want to see their two paralyzed faces at my wedding."

"..."

"..."

"..."

This reason is quite convincing.

After breakfast, Jin Bei and Song Zijia went back to school. Yun Qi didn't have a good rest last night, so he went upstairs to rest by himself. He was indulging in the joy of becoming a best man soon, and temporarily forgot about the embarrassment of the underwear incident.

When he got up at noon and wanted to cook some instant noodles for himself, he unexpectedly found that Jing Youguang was typing on his laptop in the living room downstairs. Youguang saw Yunqi coming down, "Xu Yunqi, do you like to watch infantry or cavalry?"

"Personally, I prefer to watch cavalry, because the picture production is more sophisticated."

"Oh, that's right. Xu Yunqi, I really can't tell."

OHmyGod, this is a fry! ! !

Oh my god, I really had to admit to Jing Youguang that I was a person who had seen pornography just now! ! !The problem is that in the morning I still act like a little boy who doesn't understand anything.

so embarrassing...

Jing Youguang looked at the person in front of him as if he had made some heinous mistake, his head almost fell to the floor, his heart was full of infinite love for this guy, but it didn't show on his face, "What do you want to eat for lunch today?" ? Can I make big plate chicken noodles?"

"Well, yes."

"We have to wait for a while to eat, you can eat some fruit first."

"Oh, Brother Youguang, why don't you have to go to work today."

Seeing Jing Youguang, Xu Yunqi gave a very gentle smile, "Because I focused on studying Teacher Cang's lecture in the morning, and I don't like things that I don't know."

"Ha ha ha ha ha……"

In the morning, Youguang saw Yunqi hesitating and hesitantly acting like he didn't know anything, so he knew he was lying, so he googled Mr. Cang, and it showed Sora Aoi, who was famous.

Youguang can probably guess it, but after he really guesses it, he thinks of the girlfriend Xu Yunqi once had and is having, and he feels a dull pain in his heart.

He once saw a question, if you had the opportunity to go back in time and change one thing, what would you do?

Jing Youguang was very proud of the first half of his life. Even if he went back to the past, the life he envisioned would still be the same as it is today. The only thing he wanted to change was: when the little monkey looked at him with burning eyes and wanted to take a sip Let him drink his kelp rib soup.

You drink, you drink I will not always remember you.

After Yun Qi finished washing, he sat quietly on the sofa in the living room and watched TV, not even daring to glance at You Guang.

But the kitchen has fragrance.

Yun Qi couldn't help looking over, the smell of burning pork ribs...the chicken breast was marinated with black pepper in the beautiful glass bowl, he waited, and when there was light, he took out the pig's trotters and chicken feet from the refrigerator, he Really curious, "Brother Youguang, will Brother Zijia come over for lunch?"

"Why, you care so much about Song Zijia?"

"No, no, I just feel that if only the two of us make so many things, we will definitely not be able to finish it."

"One of my colleagues will come later...Xu Yunqi, would you mind cutting onions, ginger and garlic for me?"

Yun Qi had never been in the kitchen before, let alone helping Jing Youguang, he nodded quickly, "Yes, yes, I can." "I know you can."

It was Yun Qi's first time to operate a kitchen knife, but he was very professional. He quickly finished the ginger and garlic, and chopped the onion.You Guang stopped him, "Onion slices are fine."

"Oh."

After doing all of this, Yunqi felt a great sense of accomplishment, "Brother Youguang, what are you going to do next?"

"Pour those things you just chopped into the casserole.

Yun Qi's hands were shaking when pouring things into the casserole. He knew how delicious Jing Youguang's cooking was, so he was afraid that he would make some mistakes.

"Yunqi, stir it with a spoon, cover it and turn it to a low fire, then you can go to rest."

But Yun Qi didn't want to rest, so he volunteered to help Youguang cut small tomatoes and avocados, and even asked him to learn how to use a soymilk machine for the first time. He wanted to prepare a cup of red dates and goji berry soymilk for today's guests.

The soya-bean milk machine buzzed, Yun Qi blinked his eyes and stared at it closely.

Just then the doorbell rang.

Yun Qi went to open the door, and there stood a very tall and handsome man in front of the door, wearing a neat suit and a sky blue tie, Yun Qi was used to seeing good-looking people, but he still had to admire this man's beauty.

Seeing that it was Yun Qi, the man was taken aback for a moment, and after checking the house number again to confirm that it was correct, he asked, "Excuse me, is this Jing Youguang's home?"

"Yes, Brother Youguang is cooking."

"Then won't you invite me in?"

"Oh, yes, yes, please come in." Yun Qi called You Guang while letting him in, "The guest is here."

Youguang looked at the man, found the evil in his eyes, and told Yunqi to play in the living room by himself.

"My soy milk?"

"I'll call you when I'm done. I have something to say to you, Brother Zhang He."

Zhang He put down the gift in his hand, and stretched out his hand to Xu Yunqi, "Hi, my name is Zhang He, He is congratulations."

"My name is Xu Yunqi. Xu is Xu Xutuzhi's Xu, and Yunqi is Yunqi when he walks to the water poor and sits and watches Yunqi."

Zhang He looked at Jing Youguang.He quickly turned his gaze back, "Yun Qi, nice to meet you."

Yun Qi was sitting on the sofa watching TV alone again, and Zhang He had a close-up view, very ambiguous and malicious.

Before he could speak, Youguang quickly interrupted, "Shut up! If you still want to eat."

"Okay, okay, Mr. Youguang, I'll just pretend I don't see your ill intentions for that little boy."

Youguang ignored him.

It is rare for Zhang He to see Jing Youguang speechless, and unwilling to be lonely, he took advantage of the victory and pursued, "I just said why you didn't follow Song Zijia to death, you and Song Zijia still have to fight to win, you have to stabilize the pressure, have you tried it? , how does it smell, I feel clean when I look at it."

Yun Qi watched Zhang He leaning towards You Guang's ear to talk, and watched You Guang pour orange juice on Zhang He's head. gone."

Zhang He touched the juice on his face, and soon became elegant again, "It's okay. Yun Qi, do you mind taking me to wash it?"

Yun Qi was suddenly called by name and didn't react for a while, "Huh?"

Youguang smiled at him reassuringly, "Your favorite cartoon will be picked up soon, I'll just take him to wash it."

He dragged Zhang He violently to the bathroom.

"Zhang He, I warn you, don't get crazy in my house."

"You're angry."

"If you say anything else, get out of my house."

"Oh so tight? Is he so attractive?"

Seeing that he was still provoking recklessly, Jing Youguang finally made a big move, "It's not as good as the one in your family. Zhang He, the one in your family who likes to read so much, my face is no worse than yours. you say……"

Youguang's threat to everyone is always very monotonous, if you mess with me again, I will turn your corner, it works very well.

This Mr. Zhang He finally revealed his emotions today other than being serious and cynical.

"Don't mention him to me, cook your meal, cook. I won't provoke you to sit and watch the clouds rise."

Youguang saw that he entered the rainy season in a blink of an eye, knowing that he needed space to adjust his mood, and closed the bathroom door for him to cook.Seeing Yun Qi sitting restlessly on the sofa, "It's okay, Zhang Hetao" said and pointed to his head, "He has a problem here, Xu Yunqi, we don't want to be as knowledgeable as him."

"..." I'm not the one who said not to be as knowledgeable as others but poured orange juice into them... And Mr. Jing Youguang, are you sure it's really okay to speak ill of your colleague in such a serious tone?

The author has something to say:

The complete works of Mr. Anlimarquez.If "One Hundred Years of Solitude" is really hard to read, "A Premeditated Murder" is definitely not to be missed.