regret

At 01:30 in the morning, Jing Youguang cleaned up the pile of work that he had accumulated from taking care of Yun Qi by himself.The salary given by the company is indeed very impressive, but compared to their work tasks, it is indeed very heavy.Yun Qi took a lot of Youguang's thoughts away, and now he has to stay up late to catch up with work.

Zhang He took over an IPO business, and it was rare to work overtime. When he pushed Youguang's office door, Youguang's hand was still tapping on the computer. Youguang looked up at Zhang He, and said hello to him.Zhang He sat down.

"Why did you quarrel with your little lover again, play and run away from home?"

Zhang He sighed, lying on the sofa in Youguang's office, "No, I don't want to go back today."

Youguang remembered what Yun Qi told him about the man who said he loved his wife very much, and teased, "Are you afraid to disturb your wife's rest?"

Zhang He is not upset when his mind is punctured, maybe night can always make people let down their guard, Zhang He is so tired that he closes his eyes, "I always feel that he treats me differently. Ever since I told him that I want to get married, There was light, and I was a little scared."

Youguang put down the work in hand, went to the cabinet and hugged the quilt for him

Zhang He covered himself with the quilt, raised his face with a shameless smile, "I also want a glass of milk."

Youguang sighed and went to make him a cup of milk, and ground a cup of coffee for himself by the way.

Zhang He half sat up, drinking warm milk in small sips, "Youguang, what do you think I should do? I actually confessed to my mother that I was gay and I had been with a man for many years. I want to marry him."

"Ah."

"Guess what happened to my mother?"

Zhang He didn't wait for Youguang to answer, "My mother wants to kneel down for me, if I can't help you, Youguang, you know, I have nothing to do. I really have nothing to do."

"If I get married, he will definitely leave me. Youguang, what should I do?"

Youguang looked into Zhang He's eyes, but lowered his head, thinking seriously, after a long time he raised his head and looked at Zhang He, "I don't know."

Zhang He put down his empty cup, lay down again, closed his eyes, and covered his head with the quilt. The voice from the quilt was a bit muffled, "He used to wait for me, but now he's going to sleep when the time comes. ...I will disturb him when I go home. But Youguang, tell me, is it wrong for two men to love each other? Is there really a difference between loving a man and loving a woman?"

Youguang knew this question, so he answered him, "There is no difference."

"It's useless. There's light, it's useless."

Both fell into a long silence.Zhang He's troubles are largely Youguang's troubles. He didn't even dare to think about coming out to Su Xi and Xu Pei. a fraction of hope.Don't say that Xu Yunqi doesn't like him, even if he likes him, he will push him away.But when Hua Chongshui had no way out, Yunqi was born.He really loves this child very much, since the child was still growing in his mother's womb, he finally dared to spend his whole life with Xu Yun.

As for Zhang He, he couldn't afford it.

He can't resist his family at all, this is fate, he has obtained resources from this family that ordinary children can't get at all, so he must bear the responsibilities he should bear to this family, including exchanging his marriage for a more stable family. political partners.

Can't help him at all.

Zhang He himself knew it well, so he only dared to mention it to his mother alone.

Youguang couldn't think of words to comfort him, and when he raised his eyes again, Zhang He had already fallen asleep.

Youguang went to wash Zhang He's used cups, dimmed the lights in the office, and started to work again.

In the early morning, when Zhang He opened his eyes, the first thing he did was to check his phone.However, there was no movement on this mobile phone, which was almost only used to communicate with Zhang Yan.

Zhang He was a little sad.

Youguang had a shallow sleep, and he woke up when Zhang He got up.His skin was fair, and after staying up late for a while, the dark circles under his black eyes were bloodshot, and he was extremely emaciated.But he was in good spirits, so he asked Zhang He to have breakfast together after washing up.

Just after eating and having light, I sat in front of the computer and tapped again. After four or five days of staying up like this, I went to sleep in the office for a while when I was tired, and continued to work when I woke up.As a result, during the big boss' meeting, Youguang was so tired that he fell asleep when it was his turn to speak.

"Lucien, itis your turn."

But Mr. Lucien didn't respond... Zhang He sat opposite You Guang gloating, You Guang's eyes were firmly closed, he was really tired.

There was a suffocating silence in the conference room... Youguang's special assistant stepped on Youguang's bare feet under the table, Youguang suffered from pain, and opened his eyes to reveal a side that was completely different from his previous shrewd and capable image. Confused and dull when he wakes up, he looks innocent and simple.Youguang didn't react at all to the fact that he fell asleep during the meeting.

Youguang's boss didn't respond either...

The two looked at each other in bewilderment at the same time, and Youguang was the first to react and said sorry to make a report.

Jing Youguang's financial reports have always been excellent, but Zhang He always felt that such things as sleeping in a meeting are worthy of criticism from the boss. As a result, after listening to the report, the big boss combined with Youguang's exhausted expression, and praised Jing Youguang. You Guang [-] times, and even thought of giving him a short vacation because he looked too hard.

Ten thousand grass and mud horses flew in Zhang He's heart. Would you like to be so biased... Then he was named, and he was in charge of all things in Boston during the week of light rest.

After the meeting, Zhang He rushed to Youguang's office, "Damn it, Youguang, does that old man have a crush on you? Everything you do is good. I haven't heard him say anything bad about you in all the years I've been in the company. You can sleep in such an important meeting today, so I can't help thinking about it."

Youguang suddenly burst into English, "soyoumeanBrainwanttofuckme" (So you think Brain wants to fuck me?)

Zhang He cooperated, "There is no doubt. Trust me, Leucien, helooks like afucking queer." (There is no doubt, believe me, he looks very...)

"Really"

When Zhang He was about to return of course, he tragically found out that it was the boss Brain who asked this question. He followed him to take care of his subordinates, but he heard another subordinate speak ill of him.

Zhang He has a ferocious face, no wonder Jing Youguang suddenly speaks English very well.So Zhang He could only lick his embarrassing face. When Zhang He silently followed the boss to the office to explain, Youguang smiled unkindly.After all, you can put the messy things aside for the time being.From the beginning of the cloud, he basically had to go home twice a day to cook, and rarely worked overtime, and finally settled the matter before Brain came.

He didn't go home this week, and only occasionally sent messages to Yun Qi, knowing that Yun Qi and his roommate are now friends, he is very relieved.He needs time to sleep well now, and then spend some time with Xu Yunqi.If you have a week, you can take Xu Yunqi on vacation, but you have to choose a very good place.

When Youguang returned home, there was no one there, so he still cooked himself oatmeal, fried eggs, and warmed milk, and ate a balanced diet.But he was so tired that he didn't bother to clean up the table, and hurried back to sleep.

As a result, Yunqi went home today.Speaking of which, he also devoted himself to writing the dissertation this week. The supervisor was very satisfied after reading the first draft, and gave him some suggestions after serious revisions. After the big topic was settled, there was no need to worry about the rest. , a big rock from Yunqi finally fell to the ground.

It is estimated that I will win, and I want to go home today.

Yun Qi came back after eating, and saw an empty bowl and quilt on the table.He immediately realized that Brother Youguang was back, and he hadn't seen him for a week.

Hmm, I miss it a little bit.

Really, I miss his cooking a little bit.

Whenever Xu Yunqi was with him, as long as Jing Youguang was around, the meal would definitely be decent and never enough.There are meat and vegetables, desserts and fruits, even Xu Yunqi thinks it's a fuss.It's just a meal, there is no need to eat every day like Chinese New Year.But this week, he had three meals a day in the cafeteria, and he really felt how happy he was before. On the third day, he ate cold pork chops, and he really wanted to go home and cook for him.

It seems a little heartless, so go and see him.

Go up to the second floor and see him sleeping peacefully. He even sleeps in an honest and standard posture. That's it.Thinking about it, I laughed, and almost forgot that brother Guang still had a job.

Jing Youguang's work is really hard. Although his hourly salary is still terribly high, his workload in the first week of joining the company is 7*15. life, and then to the top, but there is no leisure.

When he was the most tired, he said in his sleep, "The weighted financial leverage should be 12.5 times."

But since Xu Yunqi came into his life, he dreamed more of Xu Yunqi. In fact, he couldn't tell the specific content of the dream, but Youguang knew that there were Yunqi and little stars in the dream.When Xu Yun played the little star, he seemed to be able to see the sky full of stars during the day.

Youguang still slept for a very long time this time, and at almost five o'clock in the afternoon, Yunqi sat next to Youguang with a glass of water and waited for him to wake up.

Yun Qi carefully looked at the face in front of him, it was really pretty.Among the people he knew, You Guang was really outstanding. He had a cold temperament, and he appeared to be extraordinarily calm when he was a teenager. For boys, this was a plus.

Under Yun Qi's gaze, You Guang opened his eyes and caught his gaze.Yun Qi quickly turned his head and stared at the water in his hand, "Brother Youguang, you're awake, do you want some water?"

"Yeah." After sleeping all night, Youguang's voice was a little hoarse, he sat up and took the cup in Yunqi's hand, and drank it gulply, with water overflowing from time to time and flowing down his neck into his very loose T-shirt shirts.

There are faint and beautiful muscles in the abdomen... Even Yun Qi has to admit that this person is really a creation of God.Yun Qi has always wanted to exercise his muscles, but he is lazy, even running for three days fishing and two days drying nets, he can't do it well to turn his stomach into a solid muscle after another.

After Youguang finished drinking the water, he caught a glimpse of someone looking at his abdominal muscles and was also in a happy mood, so he teased, "How about it, do you want to go to the gym with me?"

"Ah?" Yun Qi felt a little embarrassed when he realized that he was caught peeking at the bag, "No need, I'm lazy and don't like exercising."

"Uncle Xu runs with Yunqi every day now, Xu Yunqi, you really should exercise your body."

"Oh."

"How is the dissertation going?"

Speaking of this, Yunqi was very excited, "Oh, very good, the instructor said that the topic selection is very novel, and there is a high chance of it being published. Brother Youguang, how is your lol?"

"very good."

"what?"

"Xu Yunqi, don't panic. I'm not as talented in games as you think."

"I'm not panicking, hahahahahahaha"

"You like to giggle when you have big mood swings."

The laughter stopped suddenly.Yun Qi quickly changed the subject, "Brother Youguang, what shall we have for dinner tonight?"

"When did you come back?"

"last night."

"What did you eat?"

"Eh..." Although Yun Qi loves to eat, he doesn't have any talent in cooking. It was almost noon when he woke up after a long sleep. There was no one at home for a week and there was nothing left to eat. He was too lazy to move, so he went to Convenience store bought cup noodles.

As a culinary and health expert, Youguang is very opposed to eating instant noodles, but Qinglang and Yunqi both love it to death.Seeing that he hesitated and couldn't answer, Youguang already guessed that this guy was eating something he didn't like again, so he didn't point it out, and got up resignedly to go to the supermarket to buy some ingredients and make some good ones for Xu Yunqi.

He got up to take off his clothes, Yun Qi just stood there blankly, seeing Youguang's strong waist, it's really interesting to take off his clothes... But that's not the point, the point is that Youguang is about to take off his pajama pants now, he stammered in a panic, "Brother Youguang , Me, me, I'll wait for you down there, goodbye."

Jing Youguang looked at his panicked back and laughed out loud.In fact, Yun Qi subconsciously felt that there was a problem, everyone was old men, why was he afraid of Jing Youguang taking off his pants.

Xu Yunqi downstairs also felt that his reaction was a bit... There is no money here.Fortunately, You Guang came down as usual and invited him to the supermarket when he saw him.

It was the first time for Yun Qi to go to the real "supermarket", he was very excited.Sitting in the back seat along the way, there was a lot of noise, talking about what kind of snacks I wanted to add.

After seeing the shopping cart, Yun Qi felt that the capacity could hold the whole world.Excited to sit in the car, You Guang grabbed him, "Yun Qi, you've grown up. This is very childish."

"Oh."

But after being unhappy for two seconds, seeing a big bucket of popcorn, he immediately became excited again, and his face was filled with the kind of pure and carefree happiness that Jing Youguang was infatuated with.

"You can buy whatever you want."

Yun Qi didn't stop putting things in the car, "Can I really want anything?"

"I can ask for anything." With all kinds of pride breaking through Youguang's blood, he remembered that in the book he had read, there was a hero who was willing to give everything for the heroine, even if he lost his fortune, he would not regret it.He originally ridiculed the irrationality and unsustainability of this kind of relationship, but it turned out to be his own turn, as long as Xu Yunqi was always happy and maxed out his penis, it didn't matter at all.

Fortunately, Xu Yunqi is also an easy child to support.

The two went home happily, Yun Qi sat in the back seat and creaked non-stop. "Xu Yunqi." Youguang originally wanted to tell him to eat less, but seeing the child raised his head and blinked his eyes, the same as many years ago, he couldn't say a word.

"Brother Youguang?"

"Is it really delicious?"

"Um!!!"