regret

The two sat in a tavern near the square, ordered two glasses of cold beer, and toasted that both parties had entered a state of broken love.

While drinking and chatting, Tong Fang seemed to suddenly think of something, and took out a small book from his bag, which contained the movies and scenery the two of them had watched together over the years.It was only when Xu Yunqi saw this pile of tickets that he really realized the fact that he wanted to say goodbye to these old days.

"There are so many..." He picked up the bills on the table and flipped through them one by one. Some of the typefaces were completely blurred, and he didn't know what they were. Yun Qi felt a little guilty, "You collected them and we read them together. Every single movie ticket?"

"Yeah, I wanted to show it to our children in the future. This is a memory we love... Now I think it's ridiculous."

"What's ridiculous?"

"The most important thing is to fall in love now, not hold you back with a bunch of moldy memories."

"I... Tongfang..."

"Don't ever say sorry to me again, I'm really grateful, Yun Qi. I'm not the kind of person who can endure different dreams in the same bed. You sleep next to me, but it's another person you miss over and over again."

Xu Yunqi wanted to argue, but found that he had nothing to say, "Tong Fang, you are really a good girl."

"Pfft, let's talk about it, so we don't need to issue a good card."

The two looked at each other, and Yun Qi looked at Tong Fang's face with a sense of loss, but the mood was one of relief.

"Dry!"

"Xu Yunqi, with this glass of wine, I wish you a happy life in the future, and goodbye."

In fact, Tongfang is also a girl who can speak beautiful words, and she is also willing and able to say I wish you a bright future and a bright future.I wish you a beautiful wife, Lin'er, and your descendants are full of words, but emotions welled up in your throat, and there is only one sentence left: wishing you a happy life in the future.

Xu Yunqi felt the farewell in this goodbye, he joked, "Are you still planning to break up with me?"

"Yes."

"Huh? Why can't we be friends. I don't want to lose you."

Tong Fang saw the real anxiety and reluctance in his eyes, took another sip of wine, and was finally able to swallow the last bit of regret.

"We can't be friends, Yunqi. In the future, we will have our own significant other, and they will care about our relationship. I don't want us to be the weird ex-boyfriend and weird ex-girlfriend that appear on Tucao Jun."

"not us…"

"You're still thinking that we'll each find a partner in the future, and then the four of us will join the mahjong table, isn't your ex-husband?"

"But..." What Tong Fang said was indeed very reasonable, but Yun Qi couldn't say one, two, three for a while, but it was really many years, really many, many years.

Tong Fang stroked Yun Qi's hair tenderly, "Yun Qi, there is no feast that lasts forever, don't be too sad."

Girls are sometimes stronger than boys, and the two of them were speechless for a while.

When Jing Youguang came here, there were still not many people there. The first thing he saw was a man and a woman sitting beside the window... No, they were lovers... Xu Yunqi must not have known that he could have such a gentle expression. Outward expression.

Youguang thought of a song.

There is at avern in the town.

Andtheremytruelovesrightdown, sitshimdownAnddrinksherfeelssomemerrymerryleave, Andneverneverthinksofme.

There's a tavern in town where the love of my life sits.Drinking a little wine, so happy, but never, never think of me.

The love of my life was sitting there with the love of his life.

Jing Youguang felt strong emotions pounding his internal organs, making him at a loss, and even wanted to leave this place.

Why should I promise them to come here for dinner?

He was about to back out, but Tong Fang saw him and waved to him.

Jing Youguang also waved, walked over and sat beside Xu Yunqi.He saw a pile of movie tickets, and when he touched any of them, there were only vague imprints. Xu Yunqi also poked his head to look, "I really can't remember what movies I've seen. There must be more bad movies than good ones."

Tong Fang nodded in sympathy, ""You at the Same Table" is so bad, I tricked us into watching it."

Xu Yunqi also complained, "It's all a fucking gimmick."

These two people cherish the last time to recall their youth together, replay the road they walked together, and when the sky is getting late, Tongfang invites Youguang to come here to sit and sit together.

Youguang really regrets it now.

He listened to them chatting about failing high math subjects, listening to them chatting about old teachers and old classmates, listening to them chatting about good and bad people and things, and when they talked about the head teacher, these two drunk people finally realized that they were being rude, Yun Qi Say something perfunctorily to Youguang, "The teacher keeps talking about you, he said you are the smartest student he has ever seen. Youguang, do you still remember the text about hurting Zhongyong?"

Before Jing Youguang could reply, the topic turned to writing texts silently with Tong Fang, but closed it.

Jing Youguang sits here like a general who sees himself being defeated step by step, he really wants to light a cigarette, he sees that people often use it to regulate their emotions.

It seems that everyone is a little bit broken, so that it is impossible to see the breakdown of others.

Returning home very late at night, Tong Fang and Yun Qi staggered a little, Jing Youguang closed the door to see the back of a pair of little mandarin ducks, it was really bad, I might not be able to hold on anymore.

Tong Fang's plane on the second day was still sent by Zhang Yan. Tong Fang kissed and hugged Yun Qi passionately at the airport. She bit his ear, "Yun Qi, goodbye. You will do one last thing for me. Count five hundred here with your eyes closed."

Yun Qi burst into tears, "I'll watch you go."

"No, Yun Qi, the story is at the end, can't you compromise for me once?"

She closed his eyes, stuffed the pile of tickets into his palm, pulled the suitcase, and finally walked away without looking back.She has blocked all his contact information, and she will have a new number after returning to China.

Xu Yunqi, I want to get my heart back.

It wouldn't take long to count five hundred times, but when Xu Yunqi opened his eyes again, he could no longer see his ex-girlfriend in the huge airport.Xu Yunqi squatted down, feeling chills all over his body, and grasped the evidence of love.This is a cruel life and death, Tong Fang, I hope you will always be happy.

When Zhang Yan sent him home, he felt that Yun Qi was not doing well, "Yun Qi, are you okay?"

"fine."

When he got home, he lay on the sofa feeling exhausted. People always need time to react when a bad news comes too suddenly. Xu Yunqi seemed to realize that he would never be with Tongfang again in this life.

driven to distraction.

When Jing Youguang came home at night, Xu Yunqi looked angry and spoke stingingly, "What? I'm so reluctant to part with my girlfriend."

"Not a girlfriend anymore."

"Ok?"

"Tong Fang dumped me."

Jing Youguang pondered over and over many times that Tongfang dumped me, lowered his head, looked at the movie tickets scattered all over the floor, and thought of the girl's face under the orange light yesterday.

The biggest rival in love withdrew from the battlefield like this, Jing Youguang was in a good mood, thankful that he had survived a desperate situation, and no longer cared about Yun Qi's bad mood.

Patience, just need a little more patience, Xu Yunqi, you can be with me.

I have to say that human nature is cheap, Tong Fang made such a sloppy farewell to Xu Yunqi when his love was exhausted, and his feelings were still warm. Difficult to let go, Xu Yunqi has officially entered the period of broken love.

Zhang He got the news when he was eating, "Hey, that little girl came all the way here to talk about breaking up with you. She has two brushes and played hard to get."

Zhang Yan stepped on his foot, he couldn't accept the pain, but he kept his mouth shut and didn't say anything.

Xu Yunqi defended his ex-girlfriend, "Tongfang is not a girl who threatens to break up, and after she sent a text message that she returned home safely, I really can't contact her now."

Hmph... In the eyes of Comrade Zhang He, this is just a little more lifelike acting...

What a female-hater cancer...

Yun Qi was a little sleepy every day, Jing Youguang silently added a small stove to him, and he didn't pay much attention to it. You Guang waited patiently for this guy to heal his injuries and gave him enough time.

It has been a month since Xu Yunqi fully recovered. This complete recovery means that he can finally accept that Jiang Tongfang disappeared in his life, and he can accept this matter.

Youguang came home one day and smelled the burning smell of the kitchen sink, as well as the burning ashes of unwashed paper. He could probably guess what Xu Yunqi had burned.

In the evening, he took Xu Yunqi out for dinner, went to the tavern, and ordered sandwiches there.

"Yun Qi, I think you should have some confidence in the two of you."

"what?"

"You should believe that you and Tongfang will have a good life, and you will have a new good relationship and life."

Xu Yunqi looked at the other side of the table who had changed, the person who always smiled at him would never appear in his life again, but he believed that they would bless each other forever, they would love each other forever, but no longer as a lover Way.He burned those bills as a farewell ceremony to the past, because he knew that he no longer needed to grieve over a pile of old movie tickets, those youths did not die, and would live in his heart forever.

"I believe Tongfang and I will have a good life. Brother Youguang, thank you."

"no need thank me?"

Xu Yunqi was speechless, "You know what I thank you for."

I thank you for your meticulous care this month, warm milk every night, and various banana products that can soothe your emotions.I thank you for giving me enough time and patience to watch me climb out of the abyss, without urging or rushing.I thank you for always being by my side and telling me the chapters of the little prince in Arabic that you have learned, that even people in fairy tales have something to lose.Even if Cinderella marries the prince, her harmonious family will never come back.Even if the little mermaid didn't turn into a bubble, she just gave up everything she could for love.You comfort me, take care of me, trust me.

I'm grateful to you.

Knowing what Xu Yunqi said, Jing Youguang felt complacent, and kept his mouth low-key and modest, "Then, you're welcome."

Xu Yunqi suddenly seemed to think of something, "Brother Youguang, don't learn that Arabic anymore, it's really hard for you."

"It's okay, one more survival skill."

Xu Yunqi chewed the sandwich, "Brother Youguang, why do you like Chen Xuanfeng?"

Speaking of the little prince, he thought of Chen Xuanfeng, because the story of shooting the eagles was too long, he went to watch the TV series, and after watching it, he still didn't feel that Chen Xuanfeng had done anything important, only remembered that the actor who played Huang Rong was so beautiful.

Jing Youguang replied, "I told you."

"what?"

"I told you why I like Chen Xuanfeng."

Fuck... I can't be amnesia... When did this happen?Xu Yunqi thought carefully, but couldn't figure it out.

"Well, Brother Youguang, give me a reminder."

Jing Youguang shook his head, "I told you, just forget it."

"……Oh……"

"I don't think this sandwich is as delicious as Brother Guang's."

"Xu Yunqi, it's useless to flatter like this."

"Uh...hahahahaha, how embarrassing."

At night, the two went home under the light of the moon. Xu Yunqi pointed to the full moon in the sky, "Today's moon is so round." Just like your little round face.

Jing Youguang recited a sentence silently in his heart, looking at the round moon in the sky, and the people with round faces beside him, he finally understood the four words "satisfied".

He estimated the time, and there are still four months before the date they agreed upon. Xu Yunqi will live with him for a whole year.

patience.

Jing Youguang has read a novel by McEwan called "On Chesil Beach". He has almost forgotten what the story is about, but he has firmly recited the central idea.

A good relationship often just needs a little love and a lot of patience.

He has had many, many love affairs.

He still has lots and lots of patience now.