regret

Finally returned to the nest of the two of them, Xu Yunqi went home and threw his shoes aside, and collapsed on the sofa.

"Well, I'm so tired from flying for so long. I don't want to move at all now."

Youguang put the suitcase away, and saw the person lying in front of him, with fire in his eyes, "You don't need to move, I'll just do it."

And then...he moved.

After a long time, someone got up contentedly and prepared to cook something to eat. It was over, Xu Yunqi was so sleepy that he couldn't even keep his eyes open, Youguang called him a few words, saw him falling asleep, and didn't intend to wake him up, so he carried him back to the bedroom.Then slowly pack up his luggage, he is really not tired, as long as he is with Xu Yunqi, he doesn't feel tired at all, no matter what he does for him is good.He packed their luggage like a housewife, wanting Xu Yunqi to sleep upstairs safely, he couldn't pick out any unsatisfactory life.

Yun Qi went back to school to report for class the next day, and You Guang was still eating at home waiting to die. It seemed that since he was a child, he had rarely had such an opportunity to waste time to his heart's content, and he felt pretty good.In the past few days, another headhunter called, but the content of the work sounded very intense, and he felt a headache when he thought about it. In fact, he still had some headaches.

Yun Qi finds it strange, because Youguang has always been busy, and now he leaves early and returns late every day, leaving Jing Youguang alone, as if waiting for him at home, feeling secretly refreshed.Youguang put vegetables in the bowl for him, and noticed his emotions, "Did anything happy happen?"

Yun Qi didn't want to poke You Guang's unemployed wound, so he shook his head, "It's just that I'm happy every day."

Smiling with light, the air is full of pink bubbles.

The doorbell rang, and the supporting actor burst the pink bubbles. Song Zijia and Jin Bei brought a bottle of wine, and Jin Bei went straight to the dining table without any surprises. Xu Yunqi was surprised to find that Youguang was very indifferent to Song Zijia. Deliberately, so deliberately that Jin Bei said carelessly, "Why did Zijia mess with you?"

Youguang remained silent, Song Zijia smiled wryly, and apologized to Yunqi, "Yunqi, I shouldn't have told you about Youguang's car accident." Xu Yunqi didn't know how to respond after hearing the apology, Jing Youguang pulled his face down , "Song Zijia, is this the point?"

Everyone was confused for a while, this is not the point, what is the point?

"Zijia, you know how I feel about Yunqi. I'm not angry because you told my parents that I was in a car accident and caused a little trouble for the two of us. I... what I'm angry about is that I think that because of our relationship How well you know each other, you should know my choice, I think you will endure it for me, because you are my most important friend."

Song Zijia couldn't tell what he was thinking...Jing Youguang was so good at killing him, how could he still love another person?Jing Youguang is too clear and believes in his character, he knows that he is definitely not deliberately speaking ill of Yun Qi for the little thought in his heart that cannot be realized, and he also knows that he is just filled with righteous indignation and wants to cause trouble for Yun Qi, he is disappointed. As a friend of mine, he was disappointed. I understand his desire to be with Xu Yunqi so well, why can't I swallow my anger for him.

Xu Yunqi didn't think there was anything wrong with Song Zijia at the beginning. If you concealed the truth when You Guangdu was hospitalized due to sequelae, it would be a distressing thing. Song Zijia's apology made him feel that he seemed to be doing something wrong. I felt sorry for myself, "Brother Zi Jia, it's all my fault, but I will have a good time with Brother Youguang in the future, and I won't let him encounter any danger again."

Song Zijia responded vaguely, showing weakness to Youguang, "It won't happen in the future."

Jing Youguang had a drink with him, "Cheers, my best friend."

After drinking and eating, everyone was comfortably paralyzed by the table, and Jin Bei seemed to remember what he wanted to say, "We are planning to return to China."

Yun Qi's reaction was quite strong, "How come?"

You Guang also raised his eyebrows, looking at Song Zijia, "You want to go too?"

Song Zijia lowered his head, and Jin Bei explained, "The National Study Abroad Committee has opened a list of experts with special contributions to scientific research, and both of us are on the list. Tsinghua University invited me back to China, and I have the title of professor and the position of vice president. The meaning of the organization is that as long as I go back to China, I don’t have to worry about anything, even the problem of being single can be solved for me. I think it’s very good. After staying in the United States for so many years and eating so much food from you, I also want to go back and taste authentic China I don’t have any scientific research projects in hand now, and Tsinghua University is also in a hurry, and I think I will go back at the end of the month. What about Zijia?” Song Zijia took up the conversation, “Well, my family is also urging me to go back and serve the motherland. The conditions offered there are really good, and I agreed. The master students I lead have three months to get their degrees, and I will stay here for a few more months.”

This could not be regarded as good news, Xu Yunqi was also quite happy for them, but felt that everyone had left one by one, thinking about it made him feel lonely.At this time, the instructor sent him a text message, asking him to go back to the laboratory to help his senior brother complete an experiment, Yun Qi hurriedly bid farewell to everyone and went out, and his bright eyes followed him until he went out.

Seeing that they were in such a good relationship, Jin Bei subconsciously looked at Song Zijia. Song Zijia had no emotion on his face, neither happy nor unhappy, and sighed.

The three of them didn't speak for a while.

Jin Bei lit a cigarette for a while. He only started smoking after the divorce, and the other two didn't stop him and let him smoke.After finishing one, Jin Bei poured another glass of wine, "I drove to see her last week... She lives in a very ordinary apartment now, and she walks home with her husband carrying big and small bags of vegetables. It's hard work, but I've never seen her so happy, like an angel. I was thinking, this place is so sad, if it wasn't for the formalities, I wouldn't even think about it for a day Stay here any longer."

"It's fine to go back, Jin Bei, there are a lot of food in Beijing that the two of us can't make, and there are also a lot of good and beautiful girls." Song Zijia comforted him.

Jin Bei retorted, "She's also a good girl, really, she's really good too. Don't think too bad of her, she...she's really good, but..." just doesn't love me Well, it wasn't her fault either.

The other two are also people who are trapped by love, and they didn't refute him much. Seeing how he was dying, Youguang wished he could pack him up and send him back to the country to start a new life, as long as you don't do this again, brother Sad.

Jin Bei saw that everyone's air pressure was a little low due to the influence of his emotions, so he asked the three of them to raise their glasses, "Come on, come on, there is no permanent feast in the world... Now that the transportation network is so developed, we can meet whenever we want, Youguang, let's make an agreement that when I get married next time, no matter what you are busy with, you will return to China to attend my wedding."

"Of course, at any time, even if I am running for the US presidential election, if you say you want me to go back to attend the wedding, I will immediately stop the live TV broadcast and go on the plane."

Jin Bei was amused by Youguang, and complained to Song Zijia, "Youguang may have really become stupid."

Jin Bei drank a little too much, and the other two helped him back to his room to sleep. It was too late and Yun Qi called and couldn't come back, so Jing Youguang and Song Zijia were left sitting in the living room and talking.

In fact, this kind of conversation has been carried out many times. They used to talk about mathematics and physics all night long before talking about poetry and poetry, and from poetry and poetry to philosophy of life. Fairy couple, but the fate of life is always unpredictable, maybe they will never have a chance to spend a night together in the future, and what is even more frightening is that they will never have anything to say.

For a while everyone was silent.

These two people are people with strong concentration. After working hard for a long time, Song Zijia gave up, "Before I came, I prepared a lot of things to tell you, but now I can't seem to say a word."

Youguang is very considerate, "Then let's not talk about it."

"..."

"Zijia, I also have something to tell you. I saw a very interesting theory before, which basically said that it is difficult for smart people to find true love, because love cannot stand scrutiny, only people with low IQs Only then can I love in a daze without thinking about anything. I never thought that I could find such a person. He is not only an inexplicable delusion that existed in my youth, but also a life partner that I determined after careful consideration. I love him and want to be with him Starting a family, I want to grow old with him. Zi Jia, I will have a good life, don't worry."

"I know, hey... If only I drank that kelp pork rib soup at that time. Wait, it's not right, You Guang, Yunqi said he doesn't eat kelp."

"That's when he was afraid of eating later. What attracted me the most about Xu Yunqi was the pure and carefree happiness in him. The bright and hearty emotions that were constantly affected by a bowl of kelp pork rib soup are something that you and I will never have in this life. Yes. Zijia, if you can meet such a person in the future, you will be tempted."

Jing Youguang must not know how blingbling he was when he tried his best to describe Xu Yunqi's charm, Song Zijia shook his head, but did not refute Youguang.

"I will not just marry someone just to make you feel at ease and happy. It would be very irresponsible for us. I also believe that my deep love will not affect you to continue to live your happy little life. Youguang, we Just read this one first, what are you going to do in the future?"

"I'm relatively indifferent to material things, and the money I earn from my old employer is enough to live comfortably for the rest of my life. Please spare me the trouble of introducing me to a job."

"Why don't you go back to school to teach? If it takes a lot of energy and mind to do scientific research, it doesn't take much effort to just lead students to teach scientists, and it's more comfortable."

"I don't have this ability. My mother used to ask me to help Minglang with his homework. Every time I saw that he couldn't understand things like Newton's laws, I would get angry, so I would do the homework for him. If I became a teacher, I guess I'm doing homework for students every day. I know about work, so let's turn over this one too. Come on, come on, the third one."

The topics of the third part are: charm quarks, bottom quarks, and top quarks in baryons, T particles in leptons, the resolution of Ding Zhaozhong/Richter particles, and the next improvement direction of the Hadron Collider.

It is omitted here.