The first male queen [crossing]

Gu Junci's hands were trembling, and his eyes never moved away from the second page.

He looked at the content recorded in the book word by word, since birth, including his nickname, he had written it carefully and accurately.

The only difference is that in the book, after Gu Junci returned to the court in Pingnan, he became the prince, eliminated the turmoil in the country, and ascended the throne as emperor, but the reality is that after returning to Pingnan, he killed his elder brother on the way Gu Yanqing's ambush reached the place where Xiao Yuan was.

Why...why did Xiao Yuan know about him so carefully?

The blood in Gu Junci's body seemed to congeal at that moment, the chill was piercing to the bone, and the fear born from the bottom of his heart made him unable to hold the book anymore, causing the book to fall to his feet.

"What the hell is... what's going on?" Gu Junci murmured, there was only one thought in his mind at the moment, he wanted to ask Xiao Yuan clearly, and he didn't care who was in the front hall, so he just walked forward hall.

Accidentally fell down when going down the steps, and the palm of his hand was scratched, but Gu Junci ignored the pain and walked quickly to the front hall.

In the front hall, Pei Shengzheng and Xiao Yuan seemed to be discussing something, and his name seemed to be mentioned in the words, which made him stop behind the screen and look at the two people in the front hall through the gap.

Pei Sheng was sitting on the chair, leaning on the armrest, with a helpless expression: "Are you crazy? It's nothing more than your majestic King Qing being with a man. If you want to tell him his origin, you are not afraid that he will find out." I don't want to see you anymore!"

Xiao Yuan turned his back to Gu Junci, he couldn't see his expression, but he could hear his determination from his voice:

"There are some things that I shouldn't hide from him, but I have to tell him clearly in person. As for whether he wants to see me, that's his decision, but I can't hide it from him anymore."

"Ah Yuan, this is the court where all the generals under your command have left one by one, and most of the civil servants in the court who supported you have also been demoted. Your Majesty will not treat Gu Junci for the sake of Gu Junci's meritorious service in saving you. What about him, if you tell him the truth and he leaves you in a rage, then what should you do, you can't support yourself, you can't move an inch, do you really want to take the step of rebellion?"

Pei Sheng's voice became smaller and smaller, especially when he said the word "rebellion", he almost gritted his teeth.

Xiao Yuan said: "I have seen his urgency to go back. I know his origin but keep hiding it from him. It is already wrong. The situation I am facing now is not sure whether I can really keep him, so I He has to be told."

"tell me what."

Gu Junci's voice sounded from behind the screen, and the two people in the hall were a little surprised.

Gu Junci stepped up to the front hall and walked straight in front of Xiao Yuan, his eyes were red but filled with disbelief: "Tell me what? I'm right here, you tell me."

Hot tears rolled down his eyes, it was hurt, and it was the cruelty and determination after being deceived. He clenched his fists tightly and looked at Xiao Yuan:

"You have known my background for a long time, but you have been hiding it from me, watching me sad, watching me sad, but never refusing to tell me the reason, do you really love me, or is it because I can help you win the world ? You tell me, what is your reason for hiding from me!"

Xiao Yuan looked at Gu Junci, who was already angry and sad, and there was a bit of unbearable in his eyes, Pei Sheng just wanted to speak but was interrupted by Xiao Yuan's eyes.

Xiao Yuan said: "I know you have been hoping to go back to Xuanji Country, so I dare not tell you, I don't want to dash your hope, maybe one day you can go back."

Gu Junci laughed at himself: "I don't want my hopes to be shattered, so I kept hiding it from the truth. Now, why do you want me to know?"

Xiao Yuan reached out to wipe away the tears on his face, but Gu Junci patted him away.

Xiao Yuan's throat tightened slightly, and after a little thought, he said: "The situation in the court is dangerous, I'm not sure if they will attack you."

Gu Junci raised his hand to wipe away his tears, and asked, "Then tell me, what is going on with that "Xuan Ji Tu" and my portrait, and why do you know so many things about me?"

Xiao Yuan gritted his teeth, looked directly at the person in front of him, and didn't know how to speak for a while.

Gu Junci asked forcefully, "Don't you want to tell me yourself?"

Looking at Gu Junci's appearance, Xiao Yuan was full of words, but he didn't know which one to choose to appease this angry person.

Pei Sheng hurriedly said: "The "Xuan Ji Tu" is the illustrated book of heroes written by Xiao Yuan when he was young."

When Gu Junci heard it in his ears, it was like a thunderclap. He was so shocked that he couldn't come back to his senses for a while. He thought that there might be other reasons, but he didn't think that it turned out to be the illustrated book of heroes written by Xiao Yuan when he was young...

Gu Junci smiled and tugged Xiao Yuan's collar tightly, the veins in his neck bulging, he asked with red eyes: "Tell me, what am I... what am I!"

Xiao Yuan stared at Gu Junci who was approaching madness in front of him, his heart seemed to be stabbed violently, the pain was so torn that he was about to be unable to hold it, he tried to speak a few times, paused several times, and finally said softly: " I was in the army when I was young, and I heard many stories about heroes told by my elders. At that time, I wanted to record my feelings in a book, and I created "Xuan Ji Tu". This book was thrown into the brazier, and I snatched it out, so there is only half a volume..."

"What about the painting?" Gu Junci asked.

Xiao Yuan said: "Do you still remember the day you first went to the battlefield, on the school grounds, you took me out of the military camp, I don't know why I entered the book world, and I even saw you, but from that moment I remember you , that’s why I drew you.”

"The first time we met at Zhishugang, I just thought that there were similar people in the world, and I didn't think too much about it. It wasn't until that night that you said that you were from the Xuanji Kingdom, and looking for a copy of the Xuanji map, I was sure that you had left the book." Come out, seeing you wanting to go back so urgently, I couldn't bear to tell you several times, but I didn't dare, I don't know what will happen if you know the truth of the whole thing."

"I... I came from a book, I was created by you, I... What am I? What am I? Everything I have is fake, Xuanji Kingdom is fake, and all I have Everything is fake, even me is fake." Gu Junci gradually loosened his grip on the man's collar, and took two steps back to separate the two people, "Nine years, you have been hiding it for almost nine years , Xiao Yuan, how do you want me to face you?"

"I'm sorry, I should have told you earlier." Xiao Yuan apologized in a low voice, and wanted to step forward to appease Gu Junci.

Unexpectedly, Gu Junci pushed him away forcefully, his face struggling and embarrassing: "Don't be sorry to me, don't be sorry to me, I...I need to calm down."

Xiao Yuan couldn't ask to stay, so Gu Junci turned around and ran out of Prince Qing's Mansion. The wide street was full of bustle and bustle. It was clear that it was sunny and sunny before, but in the blink of an eye, it was overcast and the sun was not visible.

Gu Junci stood on the street, his mind was very chaotic, the things he once owned and the people he knew all appeared in his mind one by one.

Especially the loving parents who are still in Xuanji Kingdom, the soldiers who rescued him from the predicament, and even the King of Linyang who valued him very much and had the kindness to know him, including Xie Suiyun, Xiao Yu, Lu Qingxuan, all of them. As soon as he appeared, the past and reality were intertwined together, forming a fine net that tightly wrapped his whole body.

Dark red blood spurted out of Gu Junci's mouth, staining his clothes red, his face was flushed, and the scenery he saw in front of him was becoming blurred. He supported his crumbling body and followed the route in his memory. , walked towards his mansion.

I don't know how long it took, but Gu Junci finally came to the gate of the Duke's Mansion. He looked up at the plaque of the Duke's Mansion, with a smile on his lips:

"It's all fake, it's all fake..."

... "The "Picture of Xuanji" is the illustrated book of heroes written by Xiao Yuan when he was young."...

..."When I was young, I heard many stories about heroes from my elders. At that time, I wanted to record the feelings in my heart, and I had "Xuan Ji Tu"."...

... "I don't know why I entered the world of books, and I can even meet you." ...

"So it's all fake, it was created by someone else. I'm a person in the book, but I'm not me. It turns out that it's all fake, it's all fake, hahahaha..." Gu Junci smiled, and the scene in front of him became more and more blurry. blurred, until he couldn't hold on any longer, and closed his eyes and fell to the door.

Dark clouds gathered, and in a short while it began to rain heavily.

Gu Junci had a long, long dream. In the dream, he was with his parents in Xuanji Palace.

He even went into battle for the first time, speaking inspiring words in the school grounds, but the boy who suddenly appeared made him stop, and then led the boy out of the barracks.

The boy looked at him straightly: "Can I see you again?"

What did Gu Junci answer?

It seems to be: "Well, I can."

"Well... Yes." Gu Junci murmured, the boy's eyes were very familiar, especially the way he looked at himself, he always felt like he had seen it somewhere before.

"Young Master, Young Master, wake up, wake up."

A Chun's anxious voice was heard next to his ear, Gu Junci opened his eyes with all his might, followed the crying A Chun in front of him, opened his mouth to say something, but couldn't make the slightest sound.

Ah Chun hurriedly helped him up, and asked someone to pour warm water. After feeding Gu Junci to drink, Ah Chun chattered endlessly:

"My lord, you don't know. You've been in a coma for two days, but I was terrified. I was afraid that you would wake up and drink water. This hot water was prepared in advance. Oh, and, you're sick. His Royal Highness Prince Qing has been guarding you since you were asleep, and now that you are awake, I have to tell him quickly."

Gu Junci hurriedly held Ah Chun who was about to run away, and hurriedly said, "No hurry, no hurry, how did I get back?"

It's okay if I don't mention it, but when I mention it, Ah Chun chatters again and again: "I went out to Qing Wang's mansion to get you clothes, young master, who would have met a fainted young master at the door, covered in blood, thought young master was injured The doctor came to see and said that the young master is angry in the heart, so it is better to vomit blood, but you can't hold it back. In the rain and cold in this autumn, the young master is suffering from the cold again. The doctor also said to let the young master rest and rest, what? Nothing to worry about."

"Cough, cough..." Gu Junci coughed twice, and was supported by Ah Chun to lie down again. He grabbed Ah Chun's hand and said, "Remember, I won't see anyone, including King Qing, I won't see you." .”

Looking at Gu Junci's appearance, Ah Chun originally wanted to ask more questions, but when he thought of his current situation, he just agreed and let him take care of him to recover from his illness.