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Time passed quickly, and the love in the dark did not end, but was hidden deeper by the girl. The fear of being known made Hermione's eyes dim, and even the careless Harry and Ron could I noticed something was wrong with my friend, but unfortunately, they didn't know how to comfort her or persuade her.

Harry once pinned his hopes on Yard, hoping that she would write a letter or come to Hogwarts to persuade Hermione, but it was a pity that Yard, who vaguely guessed the truth, tactfully rejected the proposal——Hermione She absolutely doesn't want others to know her feelings. Perhaps this kind of feeling has slowly begun to take root as early as Hermione mentioned Professor Snape who was suspected by Harry every time.

Hermione believed in that man, had believed in that man when he was still a remnant of Death Eaters whom everyone thought was a death eater.In fact, Yard herself believed in Professor Snape, but she was not as firm as Hermione. What's more, she was able to confirm her judgment because she heard some news from Riddle. After all, she believed in Riddle. And not Professor Snape himself, unlike Hermione.

How could a seed planted at that time be pulled out after it germinated?

Yard sighed softly. She just hoped that Hermione's future would not be so miserable. In the hopeless love and sweet love life, she hoped that she could get her happiness as soon as possible...

"A crush is when you feel love or affection for another person, but for various reasons, this love cannot be expressed. Failure to express it is usually due to timidity, one or both parties are already in a partner, etc."

Hermione closed the dictionary. She didn't know why she came to search for the definition of this word at this time, but she was not timid, nor was it because the other party already belonged to her. Your contribution may be banned if you are discovered again.

Hermione doesn't know if being a girl who has a crush on someone is more painful than having no love, she can bear that person not knowing her love - even having to hide her own thoughts, it's sad, can never wait to reciprocated love.However, she is willing.

I don't know if it was because of this thought, Hermione found a copy of "Death in Venice" by Thomas Mann.Under the threat of cholera, he still refused to give up, chasing the beautiful boy, and finally fell ill due to cholera, and died in Venice.In Ossenbach's eyes, until his death, he was that handsome young man who was as handsome as a lily.

Hermione knew that this kind of same-sex love was not the same as her love, but she seemed to be able to understand that kind of mood, expectation, pursuit, and waiting for no response.Even if she is not on the verge of death, it is the same love journey with no end in sight.

"The furthest distance in the world is not between life and death, but when I stand in front of you, but you don't know that I love you."

When standing in front of him, she could only watch him comment on her homework sarcastically, without giving her a single extra word.She tried her best to find some difficult questions, just hoping not to be called "stupid" by him because the questions were too simple.In front of him, she was just a smart and studious student, a "Miss know-it-all". Such ironic compliments were only special, and she didn't want to lose even the little bit of special left.

Hermione put down the book, rubbed her sore eyes, and picked up the potion book again. During this summer vacation, she hoped to read and memorize all the content of the seventh grade, so that she might be able to finish it faster next semester. Her potion, and then spent more time paying attention to his every move, even if it was just an unhappy pursed lips and an impatient frown.

She didn't know how long this humble secret love would last, but she couldn't let it go.

After completing part of the work in the research room she set up with Yard, Hermione walked out of the house and was as busy as the holidays. This is her only lucky thing. Because of the busyness, she didn't have more energy to miss that person , even if she thinks about it, she will force herself to forget it with more work - in the days when she is destined not to see him, she can't control that kind of miss.

"Hermione," Yard looked at her after flipping through the report written by Hermione, "Honestly, you've been really out of sorts lately, I thought it would be nice if you could give me these things before Christmas... "

"Isn't it good to have a hard-working employee like me?" Hermione smiled. "After all, this is a combination of Muggle technology and wizard magic. Maybe I'm more familiar with it?"

"No matter how familiar you are, it can't be so fast, right?" Yard narrowed his eyes, looking at Hermione's pale face, "Is it really troublesome?"

Hermione looked at Yard in astonishment, and covered up a little panic: "What's the trouble?"

"I mean what happened to you?" Yard reassured, "You're in trouble, aren't you? Oh, we're friends, can't you tell me what's wrong? Maybe I still have something to do, look, even if I can't help it, so there's Fred, if Fred can't do it, then Del is a more capable person, right?"

Hermione laughed seldom, she pointed at Yard, and said strangely: "Forget about Fred, why is Professor Riddle the person you casually mentioned who can provide some help?"

"Because Riddle is smart! Oh, Hermione, please don't call him Professor Riddle in such a serious way, it will make me laugh! You know, how hard I try to forget the fact that I once called him that !" Yard looked at Hermione sadly, then smiled, and explained indifferently: "Friends, sometimes it is very necessary to take advantage of each other!"

——Perhaps you are the only one in the world who can speak so confidently about using the Dark Lord!

Hermione twitched her lips, but said nothing.

Yade chuckled, but also did not speak, and the atmosphere suddenly became a little weird.

Hermione knew that Yard was waiting for her to speak, and hoped that she could speak out her thoughts. Hermione knew that this friend cared about her and didn't want to force her. She consciously gave each other a quiet environment, and only hoped that she could face it. But even if you say something about having a crush on that person, Yade won't believe it, right?Even if Yade believed it, would he immediately plan to make her give up?

For a long time, Hermione moved her lips, but didn't say a word.

Yard was slightly disappointed, but since Hermione hadn't figured it out, she certainly couldn't force her friend. Whether this relationship that might never get a response was a good thing or a bad thing for Hermione. Can people make it clear?

That being the case, Yade shrugged, pretending not to care and said: "Well, since you don't want to say it, forget it, but after this job is finished, have you picked up the next one? Anyway, there is another summer vacation Isn’t it month? Riddle recently thought of a good idea-but you know, I’m going to America next month to stay with Mom and Dad, so I might not have time to finish it, how about it, are you interested?”

Hermione came back to her senses and nodded, "Of course, the homework is done, and I really hope to do something for our laboratory, but speaking of it, what did Professor Riddle think of this time?"

As soon as Yade heard this, he immediately clicked on a file in the computer, printed it out, and put it in a shelf. After that, he smiled mysteriously and said, "The mission is in it!"

Hermione didn't suspect anything. She took the folder and put it in her backpack without opening it. She smiled and said, "It's getting late, so I'm going home first. I will hand over this task to you as soon as possible." You!"

Yard nodded with a smile on his face, and watched Hermione turn around and leave early at the door, but he thought to himself: You need someone to cooperate with you in this task, even though that person is also a workaholic, But... this kind of thing is probably not something you can think about. Thinking of this, Yade hummed a song inexplicably.

"Unrequited love' sabore,

And I've got it pretty bad,

But for someone you adore,

It's a pleasure to be sad..."

Pushing open the door of the room and walking to the door, Hermione suddenly turned her head, looked at Yard humming in surprise, and asked suspiciously, "Yard, what song is this?"

"Huh?" Yard was taken aback, frowned and thought for a while before replying, "Glad to Be Unhappy."

Hermione nodded silently, and walked out of the room, Glad to Be Unhappy, happy to accept unhappiness.

On the way home, Hermione randomly walked into a video store and found the song Glad to Be Unhappy.

Lying on her bed, she sighed softly, the song was played repeatedly in the room, and she listened to the lyrics over and over again.Sad joy, she loves it clearly, but she can only pretend nothing happened; even if she cares, she can only hide it in her heart; when she hears the irony of him, she still has to pretend she doesn't care; There is no concern.She can accept such sadness, but it does not mean that she can persist in such acceptance forever.

Hermione turned around, thinking that she promised Yard to help her prepare her "Technology and Magic Collaborative Research Laboratory". Although Professor Riddle started this research at first, in terms of the Muggle world, it seems that Yard is more familiar with them, and their division of labor is relatively clear. As a wizard from a Muggle family, she has an advantage in this regard.

Taking it out from the folder in the backpack, Hermione opened it without paying much attention, glanced at the contents on it, and was stunned for a moment——

"Related Research on the Mass Production and Solidification of Potions"

Type: Collaborative Research

Collaborator: Severus Snape

Collaborative research location: Snape's House in Spider's End