defenseless

With the rhythm of swinging his waist, he gradually accelerated his sprint round after round, and put his hand on his upturned front end.

"Baby..."

The little squid was ashamed and ashamed when he heard Chen Nan's panting mixed with his own moans, but he was also extremely satisfied.

With the last sound, he almost cried out in a crying voice.

"Chen Nan..."

The little squid was gasping for breath, his eyes blurred and intoxicated.

Chen Nan pulled out half of his genitals, lowered his head and kissed the little squid, the entanglement between his lips was still a bit domineering and lustful, but his hands gently rubbed and comforted his back.

Until he felt that the little squid was slowly recovering from the aftertaste, Chen Nan pushed in deeply again, licked and kissed his ears, and slowly thrust his legs while supporting him.

……

The night is long.

Teenagers who have opened meat have a strong desire for knowledge and practical ability.

Of course, the physical strength is also very sufficient.

Then the little squid figured out a problem on the bed.

No wonder Jiang Hongyu had to keep so much in stock.

It turned out to be quite fast.

Well, unfulfilled, off to a great start.

"You can officially kiss me now."

Su Lin and Su Ming's memorial day is coming, and the night before returning to City B, Little Squid sorts out their belongings in Su Ming's room.

When Chen Nan brought hot cocoa to the little squid, she saw the little squid standing in front of the desk holding a notebook in a daze.

Chen Nan walked over and hugged him from behind: "Drink something sweet."

"I'm fine," the little squid smiled, "I just found something."

Chen Nan followed the gaze of the little squid to look at the notebook in his hand.

Little Squid: "Su Ming's diary."

"Yeah." Chen Nan patted his head, "I'm going to pack my things."

The luggage for returning to City B was almost done. Chen Nan checked again that there was nothing missing before going to take a shower.

When he came out of the bathroom, the little squid was already lying on the bed reading a book, and the light from the bedside table lamp swept across his beautiful side face, giving people a feeling of light shining through his skin.

Hearing Chen Nan's voice, the little squid smiled in his direction.

He softened his throat: "My eyes hurt a little."

Chen Nan walked over, only to find that the eyes of the little squid were a little red.

Chen Nan kissed him on the eyelid distressedly: "I'll go get some ice."

"No need," the little squid hugged his waist, "you just need to hug him."

"Well," Chen Nan hugged his back, "I'm here."

"I'm not sad," said the little squid in a muffled voice, "I just miss them."

"I know," Chen Nan said softly, "I know."

"I peeked at Su Ming's diary." Little Squid said.

Chen Nan: "Yes."

"It's a good thing I'm younger than you." The little squid suddenly said this again.

Chen Nan: "Huh?"

The little squid shook his head: "I'm asleep."

Chen Nan didn't ask any further questions, turned off the light, and hugged him in his arms.

The little squid closed its eyes, feeling Chen Nan's heartbeat and body temperature.

The one who stayed was too miserable.

The little squid thought, starting from tomorrow, he had to exercise well.

Sweets should also be eaten less.

How could he be willing to make Chen Nan uncomfortable?

Just as he was engrossed in his thoughts, Chen Nan's voice sounded above his head.

"I just thought about the 80-year-old thing." Chen Nan said with a smile, "I have to consider returning the product when I am worried about becoming a little old man."

"Who will you give it back to?" The little squid bit his neck, "Besides, you are reluctant."

Chen Nan lowered her head and kissed him on the tip of his nose: "Yes, no matter whether he is still 80 years old, he is still reluctant."

Chen Nan's apartment in City B has been rented out, and he went directly to Su's house with Xiao Squid.

The two elders of the Su family didn't explicitly ask about the relationship between the two, but they acquiesced.

Lin Yun wanted to give the little squid some space, so she went to worship Su Lin and Su Ming one day in advance.

So on the day of the sacrifice, only Chen Nan and Xiao Squid went up the mountain.

The snow was deep, and the road to the cemetery was not very easy.

When Chen Nan and the little squid reached the mountainside, the sun was out.

The vast expanse of white snow shines brightly.

Su Ming's tomb is next to Su Lin, which is the location that Su Ming bought long ago.

Chen Nan bent down to put the flowers in front of the tombstone, and when he straightened up, he wanted to sweep away the falling snow above the tombstone, but the little squid stopped him.

"Don't sweep," said the little squid softly, "It's quite romantic to be able to grow old together after all."

Chen Nan looked at the two places of white snow above the tombstone and smiled.

"Ah."

Neither of them spoke for a while.

The little squid stood on the spot, took off his gloves, and took out the silver harmonica that Su Ming gave him from his bag.

His lips were a little stiff from the cold, and the sound of the harmonica was still a little stagnant when it first came out.

Chen Nan closed her eyes and listened quietly.

This was the first time he heard the tune played by the little squid.

The longing is melodious and long, swaying in the air with sad notes.

The wind was very strong, and a piece of music blew down, and the hands of the little squid were already red from the cold.

Chen Nan took his hand and put it into her warm neck. The little squid stared into his deep eyes with red eyes.

"They know you're thinking about them," Chen Nan said softly, "They know."

"Not necessarily," the little squid lowered his eyes, "I don't know how excited Su Ming is when he sees Su Lin. He hasn't come to see me recently, and he's definitely going to live a chic life with Su Lin."

Chen Nan smiled, leaned over and kissed him on the forehead.

"The two of us are not to be outdone," Chen Nan said, "Maybe seeing how sweet our little life is, he wouldn't want to disturb him?"

"You kissed me." The little squid whispered.

Chen Nan was stunned for a moment, not understanding what the little squid meant.

"Just now." Little Squid blushed, not sure if it was blown by the wind, "you kissed me in front of Su Lin and Su Ming."

Chen Nan smiled: "So?"

The little squid's face was almost buried in the ground: "When people get married, the newcomers have the nerve to kiss in front of the elders."

Chen Nan thought for a while, took the hand of the little squid, and untied the ring that the little squid gave him earlier from his neck.

Seeing the movements of his hands, the little squid also took off the ring around his neck knowingly.

"We have a witness," Chen Nan smiled, "and a ring."

The sky was as clear as a mirror, and the surroundings were so quiet that only the sound of wind, breathing, and heartbeat could be heard.

Just as Chen Nan wanted to open his mouth, the little squid immediately replied, "I am willing."

Chen Nan started to laugh, and after laughing, said solemnly: "I am willing too."

The little squid couldn't wait to take the ring from Chen Nan's palm and put it on Chen Nan's hand.

Chen Nan's eyes were gentle: "Don't worry, I won't run away from marriage."

"Aren't you in a hurry?" The little squid put the ring on for Chen Nan and took his hand for a closer look, "I'm already thinking of returning the product, so I have to hurry up and lock it up."

Chen Nan took the little squid's hand, lowered her head, lowered her eyelashes, and carefully put the ring on the little squid's ring finger.

There was a smile on the corner of his mouth, and his eyes were as deep as the sea.

"You can officially kiss me now."

When the lips of the two touched, snowflakes fell into the gap and were melted by the hot and humid tongue.

This kiss in front of the tombstone is weird and romantic, sacred and pious.

Chen Nan: "But there is a problem."

Little Squid: "What's the problem?"

"The legal age for marriage is 22."

The little squid who has only survived for two years is impatient.

Chen Nan had fun standing by.

"You lied to me." The little squid figured it out after a while, and sighed, "We can't get married even if we are 22 years old."

"What does that matter?" Chen Nan held his hand, "We can..."

"It's okay, as long as we can be together forever."

"Ah."

When going down the mountain, it snowed again, the snow was as big as a goose feather, and it was falling down.

The little squid looked at the shining sun in the sky and squinted: "I have seen Sun Yu before, but this is the first time I have seen Sun Xue."

Snowflakes are shining in the sun, which is a transparent and pure beauty.

Chen Nan stretched out his hand to catch a snowflake, and the snowflake melted in his palm at a speed visible to the naked eye, icy cold.

"Maybe Su Lin and Su Ming are celebrating for us."

The little squid turned its head and saw that Chen Nan's dark hair was covered with snowflakes.

"Yeah," the little squid laughed, "I wish that we can grow old together."

"Yeah." Chen Nan also laughed.

The two held hands like this, walking down the mountain, to the future, and to a wonderful life.

I will know when lovesickness will meet each other

X month X day:

Su Lin has been away for two years.

This year, the snow in City B was exceptionally heavy.

The road was slippery in a snowy day, and it took twice as much time to go up the mountain today, so I spent twice as much time in front of Su Lin's tomb.

It doesn't snow in City C. I still remember the first heavy snowfall in the first year when Su Lin came to City B.

One after another, they rustled and fell, forming a thick layer in the small garden.

Surin ran to my room with some joy and woke me up.

I've always had a bad temper, especially when I wake up, but when I meet him, I can't get angry at all.

There were only the two of us at home that day, and Su Lin was in high spirits, and took me to play with the snow in the small garden.

He said that a snowy day is beautiful, and he likes snow.

I said, well.

You standing in the snow are really pretty, and I like it too.

However, I didn't say this, I just pushed Su Lin down into the snow from behind, and then covered his face with snow.

Su Lin is always good-tempered, but that day he became competitive and almost buried me in the snowdrifts.

Seeing my dark face, he just smiled and gave up.

Later I realized that it was just his bad taste.

He said he liked seeing me with a dark face.

I asked him with a dark face, why?

He didn't even think about it: it looks good.

I stared at him, and he said: Blushing is also pretty.

I really can't do anything about him.

Recently I have been dreaming, dreaming that I am sitting alone in the white snow, but there is no one around.

I shouted Su Lin's name at the top of my voice, but the answer was the howling north wind.

After waking up from the dream, I couldn't move for a long time.

Why, in your dream, you don't want to answer me anymore?

Miss you, miss you, day and night.

X month X day:

Today is my birthday, you have to come to your dream and tell me, happy birthday.

Miss you, miss you, day and night.

X month X day:

Yesterday I dreamed of Su Lin, she was still 16 years old.

He sat in the little garden and ate biscuits.

I walked over and asked, why do you always love this biscuit so much?

He smiled, his eyes were as gentle as water.

"You forgot? You gave me one of these cookies before."

I forgot.

Forget it for many years.

But I remembered it in my dream.

When I woke up, my pillow was soaked.

Miss you, miss you, day and night.

X month X day:

There are tears in time, and the longing is endless.

According to a rough calculation, it has been seven years and three months since Su Lin passed away.

Before going to bed, Xiaoyu said good night and sweet dreams to me, and I smiled and replied, yes.

Tossing and turning, but sleepless.

Su Lin has not been in his dream for a long time, and sleep has lost its only meaning of existence. It is better to hold the pen given by Su Lin and write a few sentences when the dew is deeper.

Cleaning up the sundries today, I turned out a manuscript written by Su Lin many years ago, which is full of love poems.

Su Lin's writing is very good, but the most beautiful love words he ever said to me were nothing more than "I love you against the clock and miss you day and night".

Su Lin doesn't like to proclaim his love.

When the two places were separated, when he read me intensively, he just said vaguely on the other end of the phone, "The sweet-scented osmanthus outside the residence is blooming, and the flowering period is very short."

I'm always concerned that he doesn't know how to talk about love, even liking me for a long time, it's my start to communicate with each other.

He smiled without refuting.

He can't express it himself, so it's easy to learn from other people's sweet words.

Therefore, there is this handbook full of love stories and poems.

I often receive small cards with these sentences, and sometimes he writes a sentence or two on the title page of my new book, and sometimes writes it on a paper coffee cup.Another time, I wrote it on the body of the shower gel bottle with a marker pen. The handwriting was not dry yet. I didn't pay attention for a moment, and I scratched my hand. I was so angry that I rushed out of the bathroom and wiped his face.

To this day, these scenes are still vivid in my mind.

I can't forget it, and I don't want to forget it.

During the time we were separated from him, I often thought, how does he treat his wife?

Whether it is still the case.Or, changed the appearance?

However, with his character, it is estimated that there will not be any major changes.

Maybe the only thing that has changed is that he no longer loves me.

I should have been heartbroken, but when I thought about it at the end, I started to worry, could his wife also understand his poor expression?

It wasn't until later that I realized that it hurts more to spend the rest of my life alone with memories than to stay with love and hate alone.

When lovesickness meets each other.

Miss you, miss you, day and night.

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