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Li Fan thought that Hwaseong liked to read books, and what he read was literary, but he didn't expect that other people also read theories, and he read all theories, and he read them systematically.

"The books on your desk, you read so many... why is this subject?" Li Fan's voice was full of incomprehension.

"Ah..." As if he also knew Li Fan's reaction, Huacheng said that he didn't have the previous nervousness, he was a little relieved, and said in a broken jar, "...Know yourself."

Li Fan's brain is still in Hwaseong, how to learn how to master, how to taste abnormal Central Plains, unable to analyze the profound connotation of the four words "know yourself" in time, but first said: "Know yourself? I And Socrates, tsk, although I only need to pass the academic proficiency test, I found that my philosophy is quite good."

"..." Hwaseong thought to himself: "...Going off topic? Isn't this obvious enough?"

Li Fan strolled back to his desk with the reading training in hand, his buttocks were pressed against the stool for a minute, and he had only completed his reflex arc once. He stood up abruptly, and almost staggered towards Huacheng, grabbing Holding Huacheng's shoulder, he said angrily, "Hey, what do you mean? What the hell is it to know yourself, you..."

The following words were almost blurted out, but Li Fan suddenly couldn't continue. He still felt that he had guessed wrong, or he hoped that he had guessed wrong.

Hwaseong originally thought that this matter was "fooled" in this way, and he thought about how this plan would fail, and how he would take the initiative to confess in the future. Now that Li Fan rushed out, he was a little relieved.

Yes, that's right, he held a bar of soap in his hand, ignored Li Fan's hand on his shoulder, continued to rub his clothes, and said nonchalantly, "Yeah."

"Hmm what the hell?"

"That's what you mean."

"..." Li Fan's hand retracted like an electric shock, and Huacheng could still feel him taking several steps back.

Hwaseong said it was a lie to not lose, but he didn't intend to explain anything, he had already guessed such a result, and he didn't think homosexuality was a shameful thing, this time he just told himself: "People are straight Man, don't worry about it."

Besides, his rationality tells him that this is the best outcome, the road of homosexuality is so difficult, it is better to walk alone, not everyone can meet enlightened parents... and ideal partner.

Hwaseong poured out the water in the basin, turned on the faucet to receive the water, the sound of water splashing broke the silence at the moment, Hwaseong heard Li Fan suffocating in a low voice behind the sound of the water: "Don't worry, I'll keep it a secret for you."

After finishing speaking, Hwaseong heard Li Fan's footsteps going into the dormitory, Hwaseong sighed inaudibly, he answered "thank you" which he knew he would not be heard, and said in his heart Say "I'm sorry".

He knew that Li Fan might be confused for a while, but he still didn't want the question of "homosexuality" to bother him for too long. After all, after a year, they were separated, and Li Fan might never have the need to deal with this aspect in his life. The moment of knowledge has come.

Hua Cheng was right, Li Fan was a little bit offended.

Although he couldn't figure out what he was bothering about, he just felt ashamed to see Hwaseong. He used to think that he would hate the homosexuals around him from the bottom of his heart, but he fell here in Hwaseong. It's comfortable, but it's really not annoying.

Maybe he still regards Hwaseong as a "normal person" in his heart?

I didn't figure it out, and Li Fan didn't feel embarrassed to continue the previous big plan of English supplementary lessons. No one randomly checked his 30 words, and he didn't bother Hwaseong to make corrections when he finished his reading at night. If I don't do it, I will ask someone to play on the court after the self-study class in the evening.

Hwaseong knew about Li Fan's situation, and he could tell that Li Fan had started avoiding him recently.

In the past, Li Fan would yell "twitter" in his ears after class, and "dance and dance" by the way. Whether he responded or not didn't affect Li Fan's enthusiasm. A little note or something.

Now, a big living person is sitting next to him, quietly, and Hwaseong is suddenly a little uncomfortable.

"How cheap, Hwaseong, all of this is largely as you wish." Hwaseong said to himself in his heart.

Seeing Li Fan go out with the ball in his arms after evening self-study, and he didn't do any reading, the old mother in Hwaseong was heartbroken again, worried that his English grades would drop, and complained: "You are such a useless thing, no one will give it to you." You really don’t want to correct it.”

Hwaseong finally came to a conclusion that he must be too an eyesore, so he simply went back to the dormitory after evening self-study, not to be an eyesore in the classroom.

The trouble is that the two of them are not only at the same table, but also roommates. All the conveniences before have now become uncomfortable.

Once when Hwaseong came back from the outside, as soon as he entered the door, he saw a very unruly Li Fan rubbing his hair with his upper body bare. When Li Fan saw him coming back, he ran into the bathroom and put on his clothes at the speed of light. Tsukuru didn't seem to notice anyone coming back.

He felt that his speed had really reached the speed of light, as if others couldn't see it.

Huacheng didn't expect Li Fan's reaction to be so big. In the final analysis, it was his own fault. Before going to bed, he lay on the bed, looking at the dark ceiling, and couldn't help saying to Li Fan: "If you feel awkward If so, do I need to move the dormitory?"

"Don't!" Unexpectedly, Li Fan really didn't fall asleep, and replied very quickly: "...No, I am mainly afraid that you will be awkward, I really don't know... how are you, I don't know, I have to pay attention What."

Hwaseong replied: "Don't worry about me, just do what you usually do."

It’s fine if you don’t need to care about it. Li Xiaofan is used to talking when he has something to say. It took [-]% of his energy to not ask: “When you see a man’s naked body, is it just like we see a woman’s naked body? Same?"

In the past few days, Li Fan still thought a lot. He thought of the sentence that Huacheng said when he helped Ye Xihe deliver the love letter to Huacheng: "You don't understand."

I also thought that they had just met, Hwaseong said the phrase "don't get so close suddenly from time to time, I will be scared", for the first time, I felt that I was out of order, what a fuck, what a fool .

The most important thing is that he also thought of what he said when he pretended to be "you can watch from a distance but not play with it". What's more, isn't this poking someone's sore spot...

They have maintained this "strangest acquaintance" state for almost a week.

At the end of evening self-study get out of class, watching Hwaseong packed his schoolbag and left the classroom without saying a word, Li Fan went off to the court with the ball in his arms again, although he really didn't know what was bothering him.

court.

Zhou Dazheng: "I said, what have you been doing recently? You're out of shape!"

Li Fan dribbled and shot the ball. The ball slid around the rim, but it didn't go in and fell. He wiped the sweat off his face with the back of his hand and said, "Ah? Is there?"

"You think...forget it, we won't play today." Li Fan threw the ball in his hand to Zhou Dazheng, went to the sidelines and picked up his backpack.

Zhou Dazheng was dragged down to play every day these few days. He was very excited at first, but when he saw that this so-called golfer was not in shape at all and didn't want to play at all, he felt depressed again: "Where are you going?"

Li Fan picked up his backpack and replied lightly, "Go to the library."

"..." Zhou Dazheng became even more depressed: "Going to the library again, when did you become so studious, I remember you have never been there before."

Li Fan had already left with his backpack on one shoulder. Without looking back, he waved his hand and said, "Go learn some new knowledge and reshape the world view."

Fear and prejudice largely come from the unknown, and Li Fan feels that he is too ignorant, so he will be biased.

He used to see public figures selling rot in hot searches, and he felt that they were hyping up, attracting attention, and increasing their popularity. He never thought that it would be so if it was true. In his eyes, homosexuality is not like that.

In his heart, homosexuals are the kind of sissy people, even if they are not sissy, they will have some behaviors that are different from ordinary people, but what is going on in Hwaseong?

He will go to the library these days. He knows that there are books on this subject in Huacheng, but he is not very embarrassed to borrow them.

The high school library is not very popular with students, and the students in the library just occupy a place for self-study, and few of them come to read extracurricular books. When Li Fan found that book, he found that it was very new, presumably Usually no one looks at it.

Because the subject matter of the book is more sensitive, Li Fan dare not borrow it with a library card, and every time he reads it secretly in the library, like a thief.

"If someone must say that abnormality is abominable, it can only be considered as his personal opinion, and the public does not have to agree. Left-handed people, short-sighted people, and even extremely beautiful women are abnormal in the eyes of ordinary people. They It doesn't make it hateful."

"If someone insists that these people are also abominable, we need not agree. It can be safely said that homosexuality is a natural and normal sexual orientation belonging to a small number of human beings."

"Freud said that from the perspective of psychoanalysis, the reason why ordinary men are only interested in women is also an interesting and worthy of study, and it is by no means just a matter of chemical theory."

"Throughout the ages, there have been many highly respectable figures who were gay, some of whom were great men, such as Plato, Michelangelo, Leonardo da Vinci, etc."

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In the past, Li Fan really did not expect that he would seriously read theoretical books in the library. He would not come out until the library was about to be closed. He also knew a lot and understood that many of his previous opinions were Incorrect.

Indulging in new knowledge, he had no intention of learning. On the second day, Li Fan took a late sleep. As soon as he entered the classroom, he saw Zhou Dazheng surrounded by a large group of classmates. He didn't know what to say, he had no intention of participating , When passing by, the ears just caught the words "together" and "super flower".

"What are you together?" Li Fan's words were like a bomb, hitting the crowd and startling Zhou Dazheng, who was in the lead.

Zhou Dazheng looked up and saw that it was Li Fan, and breathed a sigh of relief, he whispered in Li Fan's ear, "It's just our super flower," Zhou Dazheng said, nodding someone sitting in front with his chin, and then Said: "With him, it's amazing!"

Li Fan looked over according to the instructions, and found that the person sitting in front of him was Xu Meng with a self-examination paper. Xu Meng was sitting quietly in front of him writing the test paper. He raised his hand and scratched his head, not knowing himself at all. He is being regarded as the male protagonist of campus gossip.

As for Xu Meng and Ye Xihe, a pair he once foolishly thought would make everyone happy, Li Fan suddenly became a little interested, and he asked the group of classmates: "Why do you say that?"

The students fried the pot again.

"Didn't the school have a small performance last time? Our senior girl twisted her foot while dancing on stage, and it was Xu Meng who suddenly rushed up and carried her to the school infirmary."

"Nonsense, people obviously backed it from the backstage."

"Anyway, I just recited it. I heard that Super Flower agreed later."

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Li Fan paused after hearing this, then crossed the river and demolished the bridge, and waved his hands to scatter their gossiping heads: "It's gone, stop talking nonsense, and go study."

The boys in the back seat looked at this big-tailed wolf who had listened to the gossip and pretended to be a gentleman, turned around and left with disdainful eyes, "cut", and went back to everyone without saying anything.

Li Fan returned to his seat and saw that Hwaseong was not there. He was inexplicably uncomfortable. He hadn’t seen Hwaseong in the classroom much these days. Of course, that didn’t count during class time. Now Hwaseong ran outside after class. Don't come back until class time.

Li Fan thought to himself, what did Xueba do?accurate.

He strolled up to Xu Meng, bent down and poked the dull hair on Xu Meng's head, since you are proud of love: "Tonight I have a holiday and go drinking with me."