cheat

Li Fan didn't answer, but maybe he also heard the voice in a daze, he burrowed under the quilt uneasily, Huacheng guessed that he probably fell asleep.

Huacheng stretched out his hand to find Li Fan's temples, and wiped them carefully from front to back. Sure enough, the temples were all wet. Huacheng only felt that the flesh in his heart was also soaked in this thick moisture, and it was completely soft. : "You must also say that the sun is far away?"

Hwaseong finished talking on his own, and felt that something was wrong: "However, with your temperament, you should smile and tell me, 'The maximum distance between the earth and the sun is 1.521×108 kilometers, and it is around the beginning of July every year. The minimum distance is 1.471×108 kilometers, which is around the beginning of January every year, and Chang’an is on the earth’ but you may still ask me, ‘What do you think, Xueba?’”

"But, Li Fan, have you ever thought about it, isn't it just that I look up to see the sun, but I don't see Chang'an"?"

You see, obviously you are in my arms right now, but I...

The next morning, Li Fan was woken up by the alarm on his mobile phone. When he heard the alarm, he sat up suddenly, shook his head vigorously a few times, and finally regained consciousness. Foot mobile phone, turn off the alarm.

"Good morning, are you still dizzy?"

In the dormitory, another person's voice sounded, and Li Fan's mind almost remembered what happened last night. He looked over to the desk in Hwaseong, and he found that Master Xueba was in front of the desk as always, with a serious face. read a book.

Well, the book was spread out on the desk, but at this moment, the person who was reading the book was looking at him tenderly.

Li Fan shook his head desperately, if his hair grows longer, it will look like a rattle.

Hwaseong smiled. He only occasionally wears glasses in class, but now he doesn't wear glasses. When he smiled, the tails of his peach blossom eyes were reddish, as if he could look at anyone with affection. He said, "That's good, hurry up." Come take a shower and have breakfast."

nice.Li Fan's heartbeat didn't listen to his master's order, and beat randomly.

Breakfast is a school classic, porridge with pickles. I don’t know when Huacheng bought the porridge and put it in an insulated lunch box. Li Fan guessed that the insulated lunch box was brought by Huacheng last night, but Huacheng went back to school on Saturday to do it. Well.

Li Fan didn't mention so many abnormal things last night at all, and took the initiative to grasp the development direction of the topic, and asked Huacheng: "Why did you go back to school?"

Hwaseong filled a cup of porridge with the cup himself, and gave the rest to Li Fan in a lunch box. When Li Fan saw the cup, he suddenly remembered that he seemed to have drunk it yesterday...

It's nothing for others, but when he thought that Huacheng seemed to care more about sharing tableware with others, he felt embarrassed first.

Huacheng didn't know if he didn't notice Li Fan's little thoughts at all, and ignored him, and just said: "My parents are going on a trip, and I'm coming back to eat at the dining hall."

"Oh." Li Fan replied, they only had a small plate from the lunch box, so they could only share a plate of pickles. Li Fan looked up at Huacheng, and found that Huacheng was eating quite comfortably, and pretended not to be there He bowed his head and drank the porridge contentedly.

"But I'm mainly worried about you." Hwaseong continued.

Li Fan: "...Thank you."

Hwaseong stretched out his spoon to scoop pickles, and it just collided with Li Fan's. Li Fan still remembered the stupid thing in the canteen at the beginning of school, so he quickly put the spoon back. Hearing Hwaseong ask: "Why did you think of setting the alarm clock today, I remember you never set it."

"...I'm afraid I won't be able to get up." Everyone knew the reason why he couldn't get up. Li Fan didn't go on to say anything. He drank up the porridge in the lunch box and took the lunch box to wash.

Huacheng hurriedly stopped him and said, "I'll come, don't worry about you washing it."

Li Fan squeezed out a smile from the corner of his mouth.

When Hwaseong washed the lunch box and came out, he saw that Li Fan had already put on his coat, and the whole person had written "I want to go out" in large characters.

Sure enough, after Hua Cheng came in, Li Fan said to him, "I'm going out."

Hwaseong had already guessed that Li Fan would definitely go out today, so it was not surprising. He just took a scarf, walked over, wrapped it around Li Fan with his own hands, and said, "I'll go with you."

Li Fan lowered his head and let him wear a scarf. When he heard this sentence, he suddenly raised his head to look at him. In an instant, his eyes met. Huacheng could catch the fleeting surprise in Li Fan's eyes. In the end, Li Fan just looked at him. He didn't speak for a while, then opened the door and went out.

Hwaseong knew that this was allowed, so he quickly pulled off his coat, and then walked out of the dormitory.

Huacheng has been following behind Li Fan, Li Fan does not speak, and he does not take the initiative to talk, but he is sure that the place they are going to today must have a special meaning, this place must be very close to the secret in Li Fan's heart .

Li Fan took Huacheng to a canteen outside the school, so Huacheng saw Li Fan walking to a shelf familiarly, and took a few cans of beer from it, he quickly snatched it and put it back neatly. Leave a can for Li Fan Li Fan.

Huacheng saw Li Fan looked back at him again, but he still didn't speak. Of course, he didn't show any objection. He couldn't help feeling that domestic cold violence might be really terrible, and he should pay attention to it in the future.

They took the bus, and now it was past working hours, and it was not very late, so there were not many people on the bus. Huacheng sat next to Li Fan, watching the number of people on the bus gradually decrease until In the end, it was just the two of them left.

Hwaseong had never been here before, and when he got off the bus, he realized that this was a cemetery.

There were two rows of flower sellers in front of the entrance of the cemetery. Li Fan went straight to the basket of an old woman in the corner, and bought a bunch of small white flowers without thinking. Follow Li Fan to buy a bunch.

This cemetery was built in the suburbs and is very quiet. It is winter and the temperature is quite low, but the temperature here is like midsummer. From a distance, the trees on the border of the cemetery are lush, and occasionally you can hear the woods The "bird call" from the depths.

"There is a small speaker in the woods, it's fake." Li Fan stopped in one place, and suddenly called out.

Huacheng looked up and found that the tombstone in front of him was engraved with "Tomb of Beloved Wife Xiao Shanshan". Li Fan sat down casually in front of the tomb and gently placed the little white flower on the foundation of the tomb, and Huacheng followed suit.

Li Fan stared intently at the photo on the tombstone: "This is a wild flower. I don't know its name. When I was a child, I asked my mother, but my mother didn't tell me on purpose. She might think that it will be a long time in the future, so she deliberately teased me... Afterwards, I asked the old flower seller, and she also said she didn't know."

Huacheng knew that it was unnecessary to intervene at such a time, so he followed Li Fan's gaze: It was a very dignified woman, wearing an improved cheongsam, sitting sideways on a mahogany chair, with her hands folded At the knee, smiling gently, the woman's facial features are very delicate.

It turns out that Li Fan looks like his mother.

There is also a large bunch of chrysanthemums on the foundation of the tomb. Huacheng noticed it early in the morning. They got up in the morning and came to the suburbs from the urban area. It was almost noon. The bunch of chrysanthemums should have been put on it in the morning.

"Want to know who gave it to me? My dad." Sensing Huacheng's doubts, Li Fan took the initiative to speak: "He always comes early in the morning, he is afraid of bumping into me."

"Is it funny?"

Li Fan sneered, and opened the only surviving can of beer in Hwaseong's hands, meaning to hand it to Hwaseong. Unexpectedly, Hwaseong took it. Li Fan stretched his arms when he saw Hwaseong holding the beer. It formed a line in front of the tombstone and handed it back to him.

Li Fan took it and found that half of it was missing, and Emotional Huacheng only left him two sips of wine. He smiled helplessly and took a sip of himself.

Maybe it was because the wine was too cold and he drank it too fast. When the esophagus touched the beer, it contracted sharply. Li Fan choked out abruptly. Order a drink."

Li Fan didn't bother to pay attention to him. Li Fan said to this and that photo: "Mom, did you see that? This is the roommate I told you about last time. This is my first time bringing a friend to see you."

Hearing this sentence, Hwaseong came to the realization that "I might be the special one among Li Fan's friends", and Hwaseong immediately said hello: "Hello, Auntie."

I will take good care of Li Fan.

Li Fan has been talking to the photo on the tombstone, except that he ignored Hwaseong when he first came in, almost as if the person next to him was transparent. I really like to hear it.

"I'll go back and finish the exam this time, and I'm going to take the college entrance exam next semester... Don't worry, I'll definitely cheer you up."

"My English has also improved, and it's all thanks to Xueba's roommate."

……

They stayed in the cemetery until dusk. Li Fan was silent for a while before opening his mouth again. This time the target seemed to be Hwaseong: "This is my mother."

Hwaseong hadn't gotten out of Li Fan's daily stories, and it took him a while to realize that the person Li Fan was speaking to had changed, and he said in a daze, "I know."

"Yeah." Li Fan drank the last sip of cold wine, and then said calmly: "My mother committed suicide by jumping off the building when I was about to graduate from elementary school. That day was Christmas Eve, the day after my birthday. My gift, it turned out to be a relic, and since then... I don’t celebrate my birthday or Christmas.”

Suicide by jumping off a building!

Hwaseong knew that Li Fan's mother had passed away. Judging from Li Fan's words yesterday, it should have happened when Li Fan was very young, but he didn't know that Li Fan's mother committed suicide by jumping off a building. Then, what was the reason? The sail was so small at that time, did he see it with his own eyes?

Hwaseong has never comforted anyone. Although he felt that comfort was useless, when he heard the four words "suicide by jumping off a building", these four words became four long spoons, and his mind was suddenly disturbed. The mess became a mess, he didn't know what he was going to say, he just stumbled and said, "Li, Li Fan...I..."

"Hush—" Li Fan put a finger in front of his mouth and signaled Huacheng: "Don't talk, I understand everything."

"Let's go, it's getting dark," Li Fan said.

On the way from the cemetery to the bus station, Li Fan said to Hwaseong, "Please ask for a leave of absence for me, I won't go back to school tomorrow."

"Okay, then you..."

"I'll go back to the hotel. If I don't, I'm afraid my dad will think that I committed suicide. I have a criminal record," Li Fan said with a fake smile: "Well, you are the friend who knows the most secrets about me."

Hua Cheng saw that Li Fan was very indifferent and even said this with a smile, and his heart ached. Bright red blood flowed out.

Hwaseong couldn't help but hugged Li Fan when he was about to get in the car. In winter, everyone wears a lot, so hugging seems awkward, but it is indeed the most heart-warming thing in this winter.

Li Fan stiffened obviously, buried his mouth in the scarf and said "thank you", then pushed away from Hwaseong, and got on the bus without looking back.