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"My mom, the one in the cemetery, she and my dad met in college. When I was young, my mom often told me stories about him and my dad, and said that when I grow up, I will meet a good people."

"At that time, they were not in the same class. They met during the club interview."

"There is a melon shed in the yard in front of my house. I still remember that my mother often sat under the melon shed and told me stories. She said that she and my dad were the only couple in that club. Many people envy them for giving out dog food."

"They got married after graduation. My father chose to start his own business after graduation. My mother quit the job she interviewed for and accompanied him to build the current hotel brick by brick. My mother said that it was very hard at that time. Originally, the funds Not many, in order to find financiers for various projects, every time I stayed up late and broke my legs, eating lunch boxes worth four or five yuan."

"But my mother said she was very happy, and she used this example to teach me what it means to be diligent and thrifty."

"I was born in the second year of their marriage. They were so happy that they took time to accompany me no matter how busy they were."

"But after that, when I grew up, my dad often beat me. I asked my mom why, and my mom said, because my dad and mom agreed to be a loving mother and a strict father, so my dad would be more aggressive and told me to Forgive him—" Li Fan covered his throat and said, "Is there any water?"

Hwaseong poured Li Fan a glass of warm water, and Li Fan drank it all in one gulp, then cleared his throat, Hwaseong thought he was going to treat the water as wine.

Li Fan went on to say: "...But I found out later that the hotel was not well run at that time, and my dad always lost his temper. I sometimes saw my mom's arm wounds, probably because of him."

"Later, my dad often stayed out at night, and I would sometimes ask, oh, whenever I found out that I had something to do, I would ask my mom... My mom said that my dad was too busy, working in a hotel, earning money to support the family— ——Hua, Huacheng, can I go to the balcony and talk, it's a bit boring here."

"Fanfan..." After listening all the way, Huacheng felt that it was a lie if he didn't feel sad. He walked up to Li Fan, hugged Li Fan who was sitting in his arms, and touched Li Fan's neck with his hand. Fan broke out in a cold sweat: "Let's not talk anymore, okay?"

Li Fan shook his head vigorously in his arms, then broke free from his arms, and said without any attachment, "...I came here to tell you today, and I must finish it!"

Li Fan said that he was about to go to the balcony. How dare Huacheng let him go like this, so he hurriedly dragged him to the bathroom: "We will go in a year, wipe off the sweat first, or you will catch a cold, listen to me Yes, okay?"

Li Fan heard that Huacheng did not stop him from going to the balcony, so he followed Huacheng to the bathroom in a stupid way.

Huacheng felt that Li Fan was so stubborn in his current state.

It’s probably what he wants to do, and he has to do his best to finish it. If it doesn’t go according to his wishes, he will collapse and be at a loss, so you have to follow him in everything.

Otherwise, if you don't pay attention, you can poke a hole in his heart, and if he doesn't say it hurts, you will never know.

Hwaseong wiped Li Fan's sweat with a hot towel before taking him out, and stood at the windshield by himself.

The cold wind from the balcony poured into the lungs, as if the two veins of Ren and Du had been opened, Li Fan's lingering breath finally came out, and he continued: "At that time, my father came back and had a fight with my mother, I was doing my homework in the study next door, and the door was closed tightly, but I still heard it."

"Huh..." Li Fan let out a long breath: "I didn't understand what I heard at the time, I only know that after their quarrel, my mother changed completely."

"Uncle Chang told me that my mother was depressed. I didn't know what depression was at the time, so I knew my mother was unhappy."

"A year later, I didn't understand what was in it. I was about to graduate from elementary school. On my birthday, my mother sneaked into my room." Li Fan smiled: "Are you wondering why it was secretly?"

Huacheng frowned, and only reached out to touch Li Fan's temples.

Li Fan continued by himself: "Because my father didn't let my mother find me, and sent someone to watch over him. He said that my mother was sick and needed someone to recuperate. But that person didn't come that day, so he asked Uncle Chang Look, that person doesn't know that Uncle Chang is familiar with my mother, so my mother can give me a gift that day."

Li Fan opened the scarf and pulled out a pendant from his neck. Huacheng saw that it was a white and blue jade ring. Judging by the size, it could be used as a ring on his hand. People say that the color of the jade will become lighter as it wears: "This is what Auntie gave you. Your gift?"

"No," Li Fan held up the jade ring and looked at the sun. After a long time, the corners of his mouth slightly curled up, and said, "...This is a relic. You guessed it, my mother committed suicide by jumping off the building the next day. I saw it with my own eyes." Saw downstairs - she was sleeping in a pool of blood, wearing her favorite cheongsam."

"Li Fan!" Huacheng shouted, he could clearly see that Li Fan's hand holding the pendant was shaking, but the person in front of him seemed to not care about anything, there was still a smile on the corner of his mouth. Many thorns pierced his heart: "Stop talking, let's stop talking, okay?"

"No!" Li Fan casually put down Yuhuan and said stubbornly, "The story is not over yet!"

"I haven't had sex with you yet, and I only found out later," Li Fan put his hands on the railing, his eyes casually falling on the red firecracker papers all over the floor: "My mother would quarrel with my father because my father was Looking for Xiaosan, my mother found out that my father and the woman outside already have a two-year-old child, is it funny?"

"I thought it was the unshakable love of a poor and humble wife, but I didn't expect it to be just a bloody drama where the mistress forced the real wife to death. At that time, all the relatives disagreed with my mother's divorce. They said that the public opinion was not good and would ruin me. Dad, ruined herself, and treated me badly..."

"...I was so young at the time," Li Fan suddenly became excited: "Tell me, is it because of me that my mother didn't get divorced! She locked herself in a dark room for more than a year, and jumped off the building when she couldn't take it anymore. Yes, it's all my fault! I hurt her! Isn't it?"

Li Fan stretched out his hand and stroked his hair vigorously: "Also! If she didn't find me on her birthday, wouldn't she die... Is it all my fault?"

Huacheng was startled, and hurried up to break Li Fan's hand and hugged him tightly, soothing his back: "No, no, it's not your fault, it's the lord's fault, it's not your fault, really."

"You believe me."

Hwaseong hugged Li Fan and comforted him softly. He could feel the person in his arms gasping. He tried to relax a little to let him breathe, but Li Fan held on to his back. , buried his head in the hollow of his neck, the airflow of speaking made him numb for a while.

Li Fan said softly: "I haven't finished talking yet, you can't leave!"

Huacheng knew that Li Fan was suppressing it as much as possible, but Huacheng could hear the choking in Li Fan's voice, so he had no choice but to pat Li Fan's back lightly: "I didn't leave."

"So, let me get back to the point." Li Fan finally came out of Huacheng's neck, and put his chin on Huacheng's shoulder: "Didn't I tell you that I always liked to learn all kinds of balls when I was young, yes Because when I was in junior high school, even if I packed a bag of snacks, they wouldn’t play with me, I would take a ball to the basketball court, and they would leave when they saw me.”

"They said I was a weirdo, and they didn't play with me. I thought about it later. I guess I was frightened during that time. I was a little mentally disturbed for a while, and I didn't like to talk. Later, they still thought I was sick. .”

"They call me little dumb..."

Li Fan was very close, and when he spoke, Hwaseong could feel the jawbone moving up and down, and he could even hear the sound of Li Fan's blood flowing. He said, "If I knew you back then, I would Play with you, eat the snacks you brought, and play basketball with you."

"You knew me back then, okay?"

Li Fan didn't know if he had heard it, so he just let go of Hwaseong, then met his eyes, and said with a joke: "So, I am really a weird person! I worry about gains and losses. If you are with me, I may 800 million checks a day; I am suspicious, and may ask every few minutes if you still love me..."

"...I'm still very jealous, even your dog's jealousy..."

"Fanfan." Huacheng touched the corner of Li Fan's eye, the tears of the person in front of him didn't come out, but the corner of his eye was red from hiding, looking pitifully dead, Huacheng said seriously: "I probably know, and, I might be like that too.”

Li Fan couldn't help blinking a few times when he touched him, looking a little surprised.

"Really, don't you believe it?" Huacheng led Li Fan to walk in: "I'm a top student, and I guessed [-]% to [-]%. As for me, if you are with me in the future, you will know."

Li Fan was pushed all the way to sit on the sofa, and was stuffed with a glass of warm water in his hand.

Hwaseong: "Have a drink, tell me you're so thirsty, your nose is red, those who don't know think I'm bullying you, and then you're crying like hell."

Li Fan always had the momentum to drink warm water into wine, and he drank it all in one gulp, then looked at Huacheng eagerly and said, "Can I try it?"

Everyone knows what to try.

"Think about it before you go into the water," Huacheng pampered Li Fan's head, "But you can go ashore anytime."

Li Fan didn't refute, because he couldn't make any promises himself. Although he was ready to accept this relationship after careful consideration, he didn't know if he could stick to it. After all, it was something that only existed in writing for him.

Huacheng probably noticed it, and deliberately changed the topic: "Afraid that your father knows? Many children in families will have their legs broken if they find out."

Li Fan came back to his senses and completely let himself slump on the back of the sofa. He let out a sigh and said, "My dad didn't dare. After my mom passed away, he always felt that he owed me. In fact, it is also true."

Hwaseong: "My parents are very understanding. They knew about it a long time ago, and even bought me various professional books, fearing that I would go astray."

This Li Fan can probably guess that the Huacheng family gave him that feeling. He knew that Huacheng wanted him to feel at ease, so he said such a sentence to him.

"...Thank you, Huacheng, Happy New Year!" Li Fan took out a white handkerchief and handed it to Huacheng: "It's been a long time, I'll return it to you."

Huacheng took it and said with a smile: "I am very happy, happy new year, Fanfan."