Two little nonsense guesses

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Thinking about having dinner at night, Su Ran went to the mall and bought everything she could think of and could buy. She bought three sets of clothes for Li Lihua and two sets for Mu Guoliang, and Mu Keming returned many of them back. Ming was exhausted, "Don't buy it."

"No, Mu Keming, I'm nervous. I haven't been so nervous for a long time. Can I run away?"

"It's Chinese New Year, where are you going? It's okay, don't buy it, I just have a meal during the Chinese New Year, I haven't figured out what's going on, so don't mess around." I don't know why, maybe it's this After Mu Keming took the initiative to expose it, the shadow that had been pressing on her heart for more than ten years was no longer so frightening, but Su Ran lost her usual indifference abnormally.

It was almost 5 o'clock in the afternoon when I went back after shopping for the New Year's goods. It was getting dark. Su Ran followed Mu Keming nervously. Although Mu Guoliang was inconvenient, he also sat in the kitchen and helped Li Lihua peel garlic. Li Lihua prepared a lot of dishes. , Su Ran respectfully said Happy New Year to her uncle and aunt, and Mu Keming obviously felt that the facial expressions of the two elders were also very awkward, even when she responded with a smile, she was very stiff.

The New Year's Eve dinner was not very comfortable. The estrangement and conflicts for more than a year were stuck in each other's hearts, but anyway, on the day of reunion in China, on New Year's Eve, four people sat together to eat, Su However, at the beginning I was very reserved, because Li Lihua had approached her, because she had not fulfilled her promise to Li Lihua, and she made a slip of the tongue. Since then, they have never seen each other again. It has been such a long time for more than a year. She was in a trance again, and most of the time it was painful, even when this matter was mentioned, but later, she kept her head down and ate hard. Appetite gone.

Mu Keming seldom thinks about the scene of that day, saying that people's memory is selective, those painful, sad, sad, painful memories that people can't let go, are hidden day after day, I don't want to mention it, and I won't reveal it. The Spring Festival Gala is getting uglier every year, singing the hypocrisy bustling lively, and the sound of firecrackers can be heard far away. Everyone carefully avoids that topic, but Ordinarily, he was concerned about whether the work was tiring, whether it was hard work, how the industry was developing, etc., and he didn't even dare to ask about his plans for the new year. Su Ran bought delicious red wine, and Mu Guoliang's leg Okay, I can't drink it, I can't eat it, I was scolded several times by Li Lihua.

The New Year’s Eve dinner felt like a long time to eat, but the Spring Festival Gala only lasted an hour after the meal. Mu Guoliang took his mobile phone and asked Mu Keming to teach him how to grab red envelopes and send red envelopes in the WeChat group. Mu Keming was busy helping Li Lihua Cleaning up, this important task was handed over to Su Ran, Su Ran took Mu Guoliang's mobile phone, tapped and clicked, and it would be ready in a minute.

"So simple?" Mu Guoliang smacked.

Su Ran nodded obediently. This time when Su Ran came, she was as docile as a little sheep. It was completely gone from the lively, jumpy, and awkward atmosphere when she came to their house. Mu Guoliang kept letting Su Ran eat it. Su Ran had just come down from the dining table, and had no choice but to chew on the dried sweet potatoes bit by bit.

In the kitchen, Mu Keming was in charge of washing the dishes, and Li Lihua was wiping, arranging, tidying up. Mu Keming had something to say and kept on talking. With her back to Li Lihua, she yelled, "Mom...you and my dad"

Wearing plastic gloves, Li Lihua put Mu Keming's washed dishes into the cupboard, "After you don't come back to eat at home, it will be deserted. You also know that your father doesn't love home, not with his former colleagues. When we got together for dinner, we played chess with the neighbors until midnight and came back. I was at home alone, and I didn’t even bother to go to the vegetable market. It was empty.” Li Lihua sighed, “You and Su Ran, your dad and I still can’t understand, Your dad checked a lot of information on the Internet, but I didn’t want to read it. Later, your dad dragged me to read it, Xiaoming.” Li Lihua shouted, but was speechless, “Although I know so much, even if I know that girls can Falling in love with a girl or even getting married, but mom and dad still don’t want you to go this way.” Li Lihua took a rag and began to wipe the table again, “but mom and dad still…” Li Lihua pursed her lips, it was still too difficult for the previous generation to admit mistakes up.

"We don't want you to go this way. Of course, we don't want Su Ran to go this way either. She is a good girl, but all this is based on our expectations. Ignore or even ignore your pain."

Li Lihua's voice was quite low, and she kept sighing, "We hurt you, especially that day, when you fell to the ground and it was raining, I suddenly didn't know what your dad and I were doing, and then you left without an umbrella Take, at that moment, I felt that I was about to lose you and this daughter." Li Lihua moved a few steps, washed her hands, Mu Keming handed her a tissue to wipe her hands, the air suddenly became quiet, and Li Lihua stroked her hands. She caressed Mu Keming's hair, "Mom and Dad don't want to lose you, so come back for dinner with Ranran when you are free in the future."

On New Year's Eve, Mu Keming and Su Ran stayed at their parents' house for a long time before leaving. Originally, Li Lihua was asked to stay at home, but Mu Keming thought that there were only two bedrooms in the house, so she and Su Ran must have Living in one room, although it is already possible to eat at the same table, under the eyes of her parents, Mu Keming and Su Ran left, just saying that she should come back early for breakfast tomorrow morning.

The two stayed until the end of the Spring Festival Gala before leaving. Mu Keming sealed a big red envelope for the two elders respectively, and said softly, Happy New Year, Mom and Dad.

The fireworks and firecrackers in the outer suburbs exploded in the sky, very far away, like the stars that night.

When it was cold at the end of the year, Mu Keming took off the scarf and wrapped it around Su Ran's neck, and then zipped up Su Ran's down jacket. Su Ran put one hand in her pocket, holding Mu Keming's hand, and the two walked side by side , the car parked a little farther away, Su Ran stomped her feet coldly, Mu Keming couldn't help nagging, "I told you to wear more clothes, what season is it?"

"Aren't you wearing a down jacket?" Su Ran rubbed on Mu Keming's body.

"Then are you wearing long johns?"

"You're not wearing it either." Su Ran pulled out her hand and rubbed her nose.

"Then I'm not cold." Mu Keming wrapped her tightly, Su Ran rolled her eyes, paused, and suddenly threw herself into her arms, "Mu Keming?"

"Ok?"

"Did your parents accept us?"

"Not quite." Mu Keming sighed, the so-called parent and child relationship, bondage and entanglement, heart-piercing entanglement, and years of company, they bring you here, you send them away, walking in this world so much Once encountered, many things are in a dilemma, "maybe accept a little bit."

"We came back from the gate of hell." Su Ran put her hands in Mu Keming's pockets, and said softly while leaning against her.

"Go home, happy new year, Su Ran."

"Happy New Year, Mu Keming."

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