The male protagonist is always on the wrong side [Quick Transmigration]

At this point, the subway is empty, almost no one is there,

Fang Yan hugged He Xiu and squeezed into the corner of the last carriage. His expression was not much different from usual, his facial features were indifferent and sharp, like a sharp knife out of its sheath, only pale lips and the sides of the high bridge of the nose disappeared. The unfading blush showed his true state at the moment.

He Xiu noticed his red, swollen and bloodshot eyes, and the trembling palms pressing on his back.

Suddenly, I realized that this man might not be as strong and fearless as he seemed, and his indifference was precisely the expression of sensitivity and closure, especially at this moment, he was vulnerable and insecure.

……

Bai Li did something extremely excessive to him.

In the afternoon, Fang Yan came to Qinnuan Villa with Chen Xiaoguang.After He Xiu left, he began to suffer from severe insomnia. After Chen Xiaoguang found out, he asked him to go to the hot spring in Qinnuan Villa. Because there was no notice, it was just a gathering between two people, so Fang Yan agreed.

But as soon as he took the key and entered the suite, he was stunned. When he woke up, he was already handcuffed to a chair. Bai Li injected him with drugs, and his body began to heat up. His clothes... making love to Qi Rui crazily.

When Fang Yan said this, his face was as pale as paper, and he ran out of the ground and fell to the platform to vomit.

He Xiu was startled, has he become so disgusted?

Bai Li is a crazy woman. In this way, Fang Yan will be completely insulated from women. Maybe it will leave a shadow on sex.

But what puzzled him was, if an ordinary man encountered such a thing, would he have such a big reaction... I'm afraid it's more than that simple. What kind of experience did Fang Yan have?

He Xiu didn't know,

The only thing he knows now is that, judging from the current situation, Fang Yan needs to avoid the opposite sex for a while to adjust his mentality, especially avoid Bai Li.

From Fang Yan's intermittent narration, He Xiu found that this woman seemed to be a little abnormal psychologically, ordinary sex could no longer satisfy her... Maybe it was the pressure from work, or something else, who knows?

An unmarried female president with a twisted and crazy way of venting, He Xiu even felt that maybe she didn't really want to do anything for Fang Yan, after all, there are a lot of corporate entertainers like Qi Rui.She just wanted to molest him and masturbate him, like a mental patient with exhibitionism, masturbating and having sex in front of Fang Yan, watching his hyperactive reaction.

Immersed in this twisted pleasure, that's why I didn't really attack Fang Yan.

Fang Yan's situation was getting worse and worse. After returning home, he began to drink without saying a word. He Xiu never knew when he hid so much wine at home, bottle after bottle, as if he could never finish it.

The phone rang, it was Chen Xiaoguang's call,

Fang Yan fell to pieces when he grabbed it. He Xiu knew what he was thinking. He suspected that Chen Xiaoguang had set him up, otherwise the other party would not have succeeded so easily.

It's really scary for a man who has always been patient and calm to go mad. The wine bottles on the coffee table have bottomed out, and the ground is full of broken glass. He Xiu can probably understand that Fang Yan wants to use alcohol to numb himself... Throwing away the bottom line and filming "CAT ", giving up the entertainment industry, betrayed by the most trusted agent, and what happened today.

Fang Yan, who was already completely drunk, continued to reach for the new wine bottle. He Xiu finally couldn't stand it anymore. It's no wonder that such a drinking method does not cause alcohol poisoning.

He jumped onto the glass coffee table and hugged the bottle of liquor with the highest alcohol content.

Fang Yan, who was unconscious, swung the kitten away vigorously, and He Xiu fell to the ground. The cat's paw stepped on the broken glass, and the white fur was immediately stained blood red, and he limped in pain.

Fang Yan grabbed the bottle and started talking nonsense incoherently. He Xiu jumped on him again and bit his wrist fiercely when he handed the bottle to his mouth, until the man let go of the pain, the wine The bottle fell to the ground and shattered into several pieces before letting go.

Fang Yan's blood tasted in his mouth.

A familiar burning sensation came violently in his body, and this time the attack was much more intense. He Xiu's body lengthened rapidly in just a few seconds, and the sofa and the man under him were no longer unusually tall.

Even before he could express his panic and astonishment, He Xiu had completely turned into a human.

He quickly jumped off the man. In fact, there was no need to jump, but he hadn't adjusted from the cat state for a while.

Fang Yan shook his head and looked at him with out-of-focus eyes.

He Xiu shrank his body and hid in the corner, wishing he could squeeze into the crack of the wall.He saw Fang Yan walking towards him unsteadily, his heart was pounding, holding his naked body so nervous that his mind went blank.

"Don't be afraid,"

The man leaned over to hug him clumsily and uncoordinatedly, and repeated inarticulately, "Don't be afraid..."

Fang Yan's expression had a strange blur, as if he was looking at something else through him, "I won't do anything, don't be afraid." He said strange words, hugged He Xiu more tenderly, and kissed him lightly. Touching the other person's forehead, coaxing him like a child.

...why do you think I'm afraid?

He Xiu was surprised. In fact, apart from being nervous, he didn't have any other extreme emotions. If he could put on his clothes, he would be willing to sit down and chat with Fang Yan, but in this situation...

He Xiu moved his butt, and the reaction of the other party's body seemed to be inconsistent with his warm and weird behavior. Of course, he didn't think much about it, and it was very clear that it was due to the effect of the medicine.

However, He Xiu's slight struggle seemed to have misunderstood the drunk Fang Yan, and the man made a move that shocked him.

"This?...Are you afraid of this? No, it's not...I will solve it..." Fang Yan stretched out his hand, then frowned tightly, and after that, He Xiu could no longer feel any hardness.

What the hell is he doing? !

He Xiu almost fell into his arms: why did you do this? ...No, doesn't it hurt?

Fang Yan patted his back lightly, touched He Xiu's naked skin, suddenly realized something, took off his coat to cover him up, and wanted to carry He Xiu to the bedroom, but he was too drunk It was so powerful that he staggered and fell to the ground within a few steps.

"Is there...the pain from the fall..." Fang Yan held him in his arms.

The two were almost face to face, the man looked at his face, and suddenly called out in a low voice: "Xiu..."

He Xiu suddenly became stiff, and at the same time, a certain part of the man's body was also stiff.

"Sorry... don't be afraid,"

Fang Yan apologized, and stretched out his hand again, as if trying to do the same thing, He Xiu recovered from his blank mind and stopped his movement.

The man looked up at him, and He Xiu reached out and touched his face, from eyes to nose, and then to lips... He buried his head in Fang Yan's neck, his right hand tightly grasped his arm, his eyes were hot .

Fang Yan: "..."

He hugged He Xiu silently, his body stretched back tensely, as if he was not used to being close to him.

"I'll help you……"

He Xiu pursed his lips hard, and stretched his hand towards the man's lower abdomen, but to his surprise, he just touched that place, and the man pushed him away, like a dragon whose scales have been touched .

Things got more difficult after that, Fang Yan refused his approach, He Xiu realized if his actions just offended him, he was angry?

Or did Bai Li already make him subconsciously sensitive, sharp and repulsive about this kind of thing?

He Xiu stood at a loss, watching Fang Yan sitting on the ground with his head in his arms, muttering these things in his mouth, it was not a problem for him to be so naked, so he went to the bedroom to change his clothes, and then went back to the living room. By then, the man had fallen to the ground unconscious.

"Fang Yan, Fang Yan?" He Xiu knelt down and patted his face. The man was breathing slowly, and he was already drunk under the influence of the rising alcohol.He Xiu gave him some milk to hangover, and dragged him to the bed, so he had time to think about something.

First he called out his name.

That's right, he heard it very clearly. Fang Yan uttered the sound of "Xiu". He was sure that the other party had been awake for a second, articulated very clearly, and it was by no means drunk nonsense.

but why?

If He Xiu remembers correctly, Fang Yan called out this name after seeing his face clearly, but He Xiu looked in the mirror when changing clothes, and this is the original face of his spirit body, which is nothing like any of the previous ones. similarities.

...why?

He didn't understand.

Then, it was his reaction when he saw himself for the first time.

At that time, I was naked and tried to hide. What was strange was Fang Yan's behavior. The man hugged himself and comforted him gently, telling him not to be afraid...don't be afraid?

Normally, alcohol can lower a person's vigilance to the greatest extent, allowing him to unconsciously reveal and express his truest self. He Xiu doesn't think that Fang Yan's doing so is just a drunken madness. It must be some part of his situation that stimulated him. , making him feel compelled to appear protective and reassuring.

Naturally, from the point of being naked, He Xiu thought of "sex". Judging from the locked chapters of the original novel, the title of Chapter 20 [Shadow of Childhood] may be the key, and this "shadow" is unlikely to be Violent or bloody, because he didn't see the aftereffects of violence from Fang Yan, but he also remembered that Fang Yan mentioned when he was shooting the cover of the magazine that he had no sexual experience.

Then, there is only one possibility left: obscenity.

That's why Fang Yan has always been opposed to exposing his body, and regards it as the bottom line. This persistence is just a manifestation of the fear and fragility left over from his youth. Even his reaction to what Bai Li did was so sharp that he vomited. Makes sense.

He Xiu wiped Fang Yan's sweaty face and neck with a warm towel, an uncontrollable anger and anxiety welled up in his heart, this Bai Li messed up everything!

If it is said that Fang Yan had walked out of the shadow of his youth and only buried the deepest fear in his heart, then after what happened today...

He Xiu couldn't be sure, but somehow felt that maybe this was the trigger for Fang Yan's psychological defense line to collapse in the original novel and was gradually destroyed by women.

Thinking of this, He Xiu suddenly felt extremely uncomfortable. He Xiu leaned his face on the man's chest, listened to his heartbeat, and then raised his head to stare at the man's face...Even in his sleep, Fang Yan's eyebrows were still tightly furrowed, his body muscles tight.

He Xiu suddenly had an idea, just like what Fang Yan did to him just now, he straightened up and hugged the man tenderly, whispered comfort in his ear, patted his back and shoulders, and sure enough... Fang Yan's The eyebrows slowly relaxed, and the sleeping face softened a lot.

The night was quiet and long. He Xiu sat by the bed, more and more afraid of what Fang Yan would do when he woke up tomorrow morning, and buried this incident as if nothing happened, and kept it in his heart?Or did he lose his mind and go to the company to have a big fight with Chen Xiaoguang, and then they broke up?

I'm afraid no matter which one he wants to see.

Plan ahead,

He must cheer up Fang Yan as soon as possible, completely get rid of that shadow both physically and mentally, and become powerful and fearless in the true sense.

He Xiu registered a new Weibo account with his mobile phone, and contacted the blogger who had been observing before.The person he picked out from Fang Yan's many Weibo fans, Fang Yan's attention and love are not just superficial.

He Xiu had read the long Weibo post by this person, in which he listed Fang Yan's roles, large and small, from his debut to the present, and commented on them one by one, with objective and incisive words.

...absolute true fan.

He Xiu successfully contacted this person, and after getting to know him, he knew that the person was a college student and had enough experience in video editing.So he told the other party his thoughts and hoped that he would keep it secret.

The boy asked He Xiu if he was sure that Fang Yan could see it, and He Xiu made a promise, and he accepted the job readily, promised that He Xiu would do it as soon as possible, and sent him an email.

After the two finished talking, the sky had already started to turn pale. He Xiu glanced at the man on the bed. The really difficult period had just begun, but could he really change Fang Yan's fate?

Unprecedented uneasiness and uneasiness surged in He Xiu's heart, and even the palm pierced by glass shards began to hurt more...