Remember a girl I love GL

Sometimes, I wonder what it's like to be in a relationship. Is there really any difference between being with a woman and being with a man?The teacher was lecturing on it, and I didn't want to listen to it at all.I come to the class, but many times I don't want to use the class time to study.I'm used to being lazy, probably the third year of high school was the most serious year of my life, luckily I succeeded.

Before I met Liu Nian, I had never been with anyone before, and I didn't know how it felt.The people around me are all normal sexual orientation, they will also break up in love or meet a scumbag or something, but what is it like to meet a scumbag.Some classmates and boyfriends have been dating for several years, saying that they even did that, but they still separated.How sad it would be, Da Shacha and I, if one day Da Shacha doesn't want me, will I still look for it?Looking for a woman or a man?Will you also meet scumbags? If you are looking for a woman, will there be someone like Liu Nian?

I don't know, I think if she doesn't want me, then I'll be single.But no one gave me money, no one bought me food, and treated me well.The two of us are still in the same dormitory, do we have to change?

Why do I suddenly have to think about this painful question?So helpless, my own brain is so big, I shouldn’t be able to divide it, shouldn’t I?perhaps…

After class, I saw Da Shacha standing outside the classroom waiting for me to go shopping together.She is still very handsome, and I think she is more handsome than some men, but she is not a boy either.I know she's a girl, I don't see her as a boy, maybe I'm a crook too?I always feel that if I think of Liu Nian as a boy, I don't respect her feelings, although I don't know what she thinks.

Dasha saw me and waved her hand. After I walked over, she took the bag in my hand, and then we walked, walked...

'Big silly fork'

'Hmm, what's up? '

'fine'

'hungry?Or do you want to squat on the toilet? '

'It's all good. '

Dasha put his hands on my messy hair and flicked it vigorously. I felt sad and didn't fight with her. She also said that my bad mood was because my hair grew long, and she would take me out for a haircut in the afternoon. .I just nodded, I had something on my mind, and I didn't know how to say it.

'I guess, if cutting your hair doesn't save you pig, it must be my fault, making you sad again. '

'No, it's okay...'

'Xiao Nian, only I can raise your pig, so I will be responsible to the end. '

'Oh, I'm not a pig, you're a pig, big stupid pig. '

I'm still not very interested.Emotions often get low, probably because the brighter the person, the bigger the shadow.I also want to be stupid all the time, Liu Nian should also like such a bright girl, I always think about this, Liu Nian will hate me too.But, I can't control it, even if Liu Nian is mine now, I can't imagine what will happen to Liu Nian in the future, whether he will leave me.

'Xiao Nian, are you doing that again? '

'Well, I'm sorry. '

I couldn't control my negative mood anymore, Liu Nian saw that I was in a bad state, so he didn't take me to the cafeteria, but went straight back to the dormitory.

'Why did it happen all of a sudden?Fortunately, I picked you up today. '

'sorry. '

I really couldn't control myself, my whole body started shaking, crying, longing for hurt, longing for pain, so that I can be sure that I live in this world.I don't have the energy to go to see Liu Nian anymore, my hands are tightly clenched, and I don't know what to do to relieve it.Liu Nian didn't seem to speak anymore, but just approached me, hugged me tightly, and slowly kissed my lips, extending to my neck, down, and all over my body.

We did it again and again and I got better, although still very down.

'Xiao Nian, every time you do this, I'm scared'

'I'm sorry, Liu Nian'

'It's okay, you must tell me at the beginning'

'Well, I'm fine, I must tell you earlier next time. '

'Must be early. '

'Yep'

'You go to the toilet, I'll wait for you, and I'll take you out to eat later. '

'it is good'

My mood in the afternoon was okay, and I have slowly recovered, and I hope it won't repeat itself.Da Shacha is also very worried about me, but she doesn't send messages too often, she knows I don't like it.She knows all the things I don't like.

I think, God probably couldn't bear to kill me for the sins of my previous life, so he sent Liu Nian to save me.

The author has something to say:

In a certain sense,

Time is the portrayal of the author,

And Liu Nian is what the author asked for.