[Rebirth] Chronicle of the Two Capitals

Yan Xun?Tang Yu was stunned.

Yan Xun has long passed away, even though Tang Yu wanted to kill him in the past, but now he is just a pile of bones buried under a pile of loess, to her, he is no different from a stranger.Now mentioning it again, apart from being stunned, there is no waves in my heart.But then she quickly thought that during the changes in Langfengyuan, her sixth elder brother, Prince Xianhuai, was poisoned and died, and the culprit was Yan Xun.

At that time, she thought that Yan Xun had only committed this evil, killing her brother who had a close relationship with her, and then killed him with the knife of his brother's renunciation.But at this moment, listening to A Niang, it seems that it is not the only one?

The anxiety in her heart intensified, she couldn't help holding her breath, and listened intently.

The queen mother remained indifferent, she said: "When Ah Qi was still alive, Yan Xun often took advantage of his uncle to go in and out of the middle palace. At that time, I only thought that he was deeply in love with Ah Qi's brothers and sisters. I took it for granted. Until the eyeliner got a little clue, Yan Xun was responsible for the poisoning of the emperor's heir. I was horrified and wanted to report to the late emperor, but Yan Xun searched for me first and forced me to cooperate with him."

Grandma prefers not to bend, how inferior is Grandma to her?Tang Yu was enlightened and taught by the Empress Dowager since he was a child, and he got along day and night. Looking at her behavior, she knew that she absolutely could not tolerate the disaster of rebellious ministers usurping the country, let alone the cause of the disaster came from her own family.If Yan Xun forced her, she definitely shouldn't. The interests are contradictory, and disputes are necessary. Yan Xun is so vicious, he may even...

There is no need for the queen mother to go on, Tang Yu has already guessed the following text, but she still has hope, and she only hopes that the person who poisoned it is not Yan Xun.Her body and mind are tied to detoxification and detoxification, if it is really Yan Xun, and he is dead, where can I find the method of detoxification and detoxification?Taking a step back, there is another solution to this poison. It is best that A Niang's body can be as healthy as before, but how to teach her to bear the grievance in her heart?

Hurting her sweetheart, but dying without pain, the blood debt is not paid, but it is settled once and for all, is there such a good thing?In the past many years, due to her negligence and carelessness, how many truths have she missed, so that now she can't even take revenge on this evil person for A Niang.

She keeps saying that she admires her, but what can she do for her?Obviously she has grown up, but she will always be a child in front of her eyes, so... will A Niang hide this matter from her?Because she knew that even if she told herself, it would only increase her troubles and not help the matter.

Tang Yu pursed his lower lip tightly, and couldn't help but let go of the hand holding the Queen Mother's wrist, as if he felt unworthy to touch her and own her.

"Because of my childhood impressions, I am very familiar with Yan Xun's temperament and style. I know that he is cruel and tyrannical, and his means are despicable. At that time, I had been in the palm of my hand for less than a year, and my internal and external connections were scarce, and my foundation was unstable. If I had a violent conflict with him, I was afraid of accidents. , I have to agree to him first, and then act in secret." The rest, how to do things, how to arrange and how to arrange, the queen mother will skip it, but guess one or two to know that this is not an easy task. After resigning from office and retiring, Yan Xun is the leader of the Yan family. He is in power, so how can it be easy to act behind his back?

The Empress Dowager paused for a moment, and when she spoke again, hatred and regret gradually diffused from her eyes. It was rare for her to show such emotions, and her tone became low: "Since the emperor's heir died of poisoning, the meals in the middle palace must be According to my observations, the people in the palace have been replaced by new ones, and the situation has been calm for a while. The central palace is like a wall of iron and steel, and Yan Xun can't get around me if he wants to attack again, so... he came to look for me again. "

When the voice fell, there was silence.What kind of complicated and incomprehensible state of mind is behind this silence, Tang Yu has no way of knowing, but she seems to be able to hear the heavy sigh of the queen mother in her heart.There is no born strong and independent person in the world. Because of loss of support or forced by the situation, he has to shoulder the burden and overcome many difficulties and obstacles. However, such a person is no different from ordinary people, and occasionally shows a weak and helpless side.

Compared with a person who is usually delicate and young, it makes people feel even more distressed.

Tang Yu looked at the queen mother, couldn't help but sat over for a few minutes, sat next to her shoulder, put his hand on her shoulder, and patted it lightly.Ever since she was a child, the Empress Dowager would always do such comforting behaviors to her. Now, she does it without the slightest tweaking, on the contrary, it is very natural.She even had a feeling in her heart that she got what she wanted. Very early on, she wanted to be an adult who could share her worries and accompany her in joys and sorrows.

What made her even more secretly happy was that the queen mother didn't resist, so she became more indulgent, and even hugged her shoulders, holding her closer to herself.

This alone is consolation. Ordinary people can say some pleasant and considerate words, but none of them can.One is due to the limitation of temperament, and the other is due to its influence. If you don’t say it well, there are indeed disadvantages. If you say yes, such a behavior that suits the soul is very familiar, and it can obviously relax people. The past has been hidden in the bottom of my heart. To put it into words:

"While the late emperor was seriously ill, with the power of a dragon controlling the sky, and he wanted to poison people, how could I agree? I know he is not a person who is willing to let go, but I don't know that he has already made a move. Your grandma passed away in Jinling, and I have not To be able to support the soul and fulfill filial piety, there is a lack of regret in his heart, Yan Xun took this as an opportunity, read your grandma's suicide note with me, and then used it to lure me, if he gains power, he promises me to leave the palace."

The empress dowager lowered her eyes, her slender eyelashes hid her eyes in the shadows, and a self-deprecating smile appeared on her lips: "Knowingly or deceiving, by mistake, I actually agreed to him. I watched helplessly, the two A living person, who was still calling my mother yesterday, fell in front of me bleeding from all seven orifices in the blink of an eye, lifeless."

Yan Xun ventilated with her just to wait for an opportunity to poison her, just let her stand by and watch.But people are not grass and trees, how can they be ruthless?Besides, she was a kind person.Because she was free to go out of the palace for a while, and went back to Jinling to mourn her birth mother, she made such a choice that she regretted for the rest of her life. Days and nights after that, she would often dream of this tragic scene, and after waking up, she would be filled with endless regret and regret. blame yourself.

She even hated herself, being incompetent and more selfish!

When Tang Yu first entered the palace, he heard that the heirs of the emperors had been poisoned and died for no reason. He also thought that since Yan Xun could poison and kill the Prince Xianhuai, he must have been responsible for the poisoning of the previous heirs.So she was not surprised, and noticed that the Queen Mother's body was trembling slightly, she hurriedly hugged her even tighter, and said: "Mother, Yan Xun is greedy for profit and his methods are despicable. He used people's weaknesses to set up schemes, which is really a villain's act You have done a good job. Although I can't meet the elder brothers in person, as far as my son is concerned, you have always been considerate and meticulous to me, and I think you will do the same to them. The kindness of nurturing is profound, and they know it well, so how can they complain? Is it your fault?"

The consolation had little effect, the queen mother remained silent, and continued after a long time: "After that, it will be your elder brother Hong." Among the four adopted sons, Prince Hong, who has a real deep relationship with her, Tang Yu often listened to the palace servants when he was young. It was mentioned, but it was only a palace official, the queen mother seldom mentioned him, as if she was afraid of uncovering the scar and facing the pain directly.

"Brother Hong, as I remember, he was infected with smallpox." In ancient times, smallpox was fatal, and medicine and stones were useless, even the royal family was helpless.

The queen mother nodded: "Yes. At that time, I was mediating with Yan Xun, and your father's health was getting better day by day, so he had to temporarily put aside his plan to kill the heir, so as to take advantage of the emperor's critical illness and benefit from chaos."

According to this, Prince Hong's death has nothing to do with Yan Xun?Tang Yu couldn't help asking: "What about after that?"

"After that..." The Empress Dowager's eyes changed slightly, she laughed and said, "After that, he got sick and died."

It may sound less shocking than the previous example, but Tang Yu knew that the queen mother must be more sad and blame herself.She is a believer in Buddhism, and the Buddhist theory of karma, she stood by and watched, and in exchange for the evil result of the death of her beloved son, isn't it just retribution?If it wasn't killed by her, how is it different from what she killed?

It is said that empathy is a white lie, but at this moment, Tang Yu really felt the pain in her heart.She looked towards the direction of the garden, the doors and windows were closed, she could not look at it from a distance, the scratched crabapple on the tree in the garden came to her mind, she knew it was a sad thing, but she still kept it, she saw it day and night , how sad it should be.

Tang Yu hugged her tightly without any distracting thoughts. She just wanted to hug her well, but she still felt that such a hug was not enough to express her inner feelings.She thought about it, and kept her pain, her sadness, and her sadness to herself, and there was only joy and joy that haunted her life, and there was nothing bad about it.

But, why do things in the world always fail to meet people's wishes?

"When Hong'er was still alive, because of the deep and close relationship between me and him, Yan Xun was suspicious, and he was afraid that he would fail in the future. So he let me take it. In order to win his trust, I obeyed naturally. On the third day, he gave the antidote Give it to me. This move is intended to make me fearful, and then I will submit to him." The doctor said that he is overbearing and tenacious about the poison of leading the machine, and when he attacks, his heart feels like a knife is twisted like a rain of arrows.

The queen mother said it lightly, perhaps because she was afraid that she would feel uncomfortable, or maybe... Tang Yu recollected the tone of the queen mother just now, and felt a little relieved and relieved from it.She was poisoned and tortured, but she seemed to regard it as a way to pay for her crimes, and she was happy.

Even if he obeyed, it was a tactic to slow down the army. Yan Xun's subsequent defeat and death is the best proof.Then, there was another change after Prince Hong, but it was unexpected by Yan Xun, and it was out of the palm of his hand. Could this change... Could it be himself?

Tang Xi suppressed this question first, and she had something more to worry about: "So, at that time, the poison will be cured?" What happened to the remaining poison in A Niang's body?If he could force her to take the poison once, he would do it twice or three times... Later Yan Xun forced A Niang to take the poison again?

Soon, a possibility flashed in Tang Yu's mind.

The Queen Mother's words then confirmed her conjecture as the truth: "During Langfengyuan, Yan Xun poisoned your sixth brother. Your father was shocked and angry when he heard the news. His emotions were so angry that he was on the verge of death. At that time, the guards Accompanying you, the palace is in the suburbs of Beijing, which is beneficial to him, and if the emperor dies, he will definitely have trouble. I took poison to hide it from him. After the incident, he knew that I betrayed him, and he never gave me the antidote."

The words have come to this point, and the previous luck is gone.Tang Yu fell into a situation of being at a loss. She shouldn't be like this. She can be angry, angry, or hateful. In any case, it shouldn't be the current state.But she really didn't know that she had a grudge, but who would she seek to avenge?Looking for a bone?Pull it out from the loess, make Yan Xun's tomb be lost, exposed to the wilderness, and whip the corpse to relieve hatred?

Why, why on earth, why hide it from her?If I had told her earlier, maybe I could have forced Yan Xun to give a cure for detoxification, maybe I could have issued an imperial edict to search for talented people all over the world, and even let her cut Yan Xun into pieces to relieve her hatred!

Her emotions were suppressed in her heart, her complexion was already very pale, and the hand holding her trembled violently.The queen mother let go of her arms, and then sat up, as if she knew what Tang Yu wanted to ask, just like she did when she was a child, she stretched out her hand and stroked the soft and smooth nape of the child's neck, her voice was familiar and gentle but cold: "How much is this?" This incident could have been avoided from the very beginning. Because when Ah Qi passed away, your father granted her last wish, that as long as Yan Xun did not bring harm to himself, he would never kill Yan's family alone, so he endured and tolerated the misfortune again and again. Happened again and again."

Her voice was like a ray of breeze, blowing past Tang Yu's ears. It was a long-lost warning and teaching, but it made her extremely heavy:

"Xiao Qi, everyone has weaknesses and weaknesses, which is understandable. But as a king, you should cover them up and not show them to others, so that they will not be used by others."

She didn't finish, and Tang Yu knew that she didn't finish.Dad's weakness is Yan Qi, and her weakness...

If she had known at that time, she would have gone to ask for the antidote regardless. Yan Xun is a hypocrite and a real villain. He knows what she wants, so he won't kill him for now.Not only that, Yan Xun has needs, and she will definitely satisfy them.When she first came to the throne, she didn't value the throne at all. In order to understand the medicine, she might do all the absurd things of surrendering to others.

So, did Auntie hide it from her?

Or...tell her that it won't help, the toxin has already penetrated deep into her lungs, and the harm to her eyes is an established consequence, which is irreversible?When I ascended the throne, A Niang listened to the government behind the curtain, and her edicts could also recruit wise men and famous doctors. No one would not care about their own body, but there is really no cure, so they have to let it go?

As the conversation deepened, the sporadic hopes were shattered little by little. Tang Yu's nose was sore, her eyes were red, and tears were already gathering, but she endured them and did not shed them.She looked at the Queen Mother, and without caring about anything else, she hugged her tightly, as if she wanted to crush each other with such strength that they would never be separated again.

Forced to squeeze out an ugly and distorted smile, she choked up and said: "Aniang, there is no cure for a miracle doctor in this dynasty, so I will go to a foreign country to find it. The world is so big, there is always a way to find it, I will find a way, I will definitely think about it." Method."

Tang Yu only hated that he came too late. If it had been earlier—no, much earlier, she would have been older than her, and she would have grown to the right age to accompany her and protect her. The "weakness" is well hidden, not to be shown to others, to prevent others from having the slightest possibility of hurting her, and to prevent her from bearing all the hardships and pains alone.

But there is no such thing in the world. I would like to use my body and mind to taste all the pain you have suffered but you can't get it. How is it different from the king burying the mud in the spring and sending my head full of snow.

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