[Rebirth] Chronicle of the Two Capitals

The sun is already slanting, and the breeze diffuses in from the window filled with pale yellow spring light, and gently blows through the layers of veils, and the water color is like waves in an instant, and the ripples are wrinkled, just like Tang Yu's turbulent mood at the moment.Although the voice that suddenly called her broke her act of peeping/peeping intentionally or unintentionally, and made her feel ashamed and ashamed, but soon she calmed down again.

Tang Yu settled down and looked up at the figure inside the veil. Even if she stood there without saying a word, she was already the most at ease existence for him.

She once said that no matter what she did wrong, she would forgive herself.

She will accompany me to reform myself.

However, only mistakes have to be corrected.

Ask yourself, what did she do wrong?

correct.

The biggest mistake of loving someone, for her, is that she never took good care of her sweetheart.

That's it.

The slack gaze gathered again, and Tang Yu took a step forward and lifted the veil, as if he was struggling with his own heart, so that his footsteps paused, and he called out: "Aniang."

There is no veil between the two of them. If the indulgence and impulsiveness that was almost lustful/burning was seen through the veil just now, but now they face each other and see clearly, only heartache and guilt are left.

Illness has always tormented people.

The queen mother has lost too much weight.She didn't wear makeup, her cheeks were deeply sunken, her complexion was extremely pale, and the corners of her usually charming eyes, which were slightly raised upwards, lost a little of their brilliance.On the contrary, the profile of the side of the face cast by the sun slantingly, because the cloth is covered with a faint light, can make people feel warm in the heart——

Just a little bit, her body is still cold, as if all the nourishing and nourishing medicinal materials she took have been thrown into a bottomless pit.

What's wrong?

Can this disease really be cured?

There was a soreness in my heart, but Tang Yan smiled on his face, put down the vase in his hand very quickly, and brought a spring shirt to put on the queen mother: "Spring is coming to an end, and only a few days will come I'm afraid that the begonias will wither and there will be no flowers to enjoy. I'll finish my business and come to talk to you for a while. I saw a few begonias blooming very well in the garden, but they are already in full bloom. After about one night of wind and rain, the flowers should fall, so I simply picked them off. , arrange flowers for you to see."

As she spoke, she pouted towards the vase on the table and smiled childishly.

But the corners of the eyes were a little red.

The Queen Mother suddenly thought of the child who was always clinging to her arms in the past, acting like a coquettish, playing tricks and crying a lot, and it might be difficult to see her again from now on.As cold and plain as her, it is rare to feel a little sad.No mother in the world wants her children to be forced to learn restraint and forbearance. This is growing up to be strong, and at the same time it is sacrifice and choice.

Her eyes lightly passed over the slightly red corners of her eyes, and stayed on the vase.

A plain colored vase, with five or six crabapple slanted inside, no matter how delicate and beautiful the Xifu crabapple is, it is hard to catch one's heart, and even the fragrance is very weak.Probably because of the light of the spring rain, the dew is wet and the dust is light, there is a fresh and natural feeling, and it is indeed joyful to look at.

The Empress Dowager couldn't help but smile, and she looked back slightly at Tang Yu who was putting on a spring shirt for her: "The spring is just right outside the house." She didn't say whether she liked the flower arrangement, but Tang Yu knew that she liked all the gifts she gave her. , Treasure like a treasure, always like this.

Asking this is because he intends to go out with her to relax and enjoy the scenery.

The middle clothes are thin, and the spring shirts are light and thin, and it is inevitable that there will be skin contact when they are put on.Maybe practice makes perfect, Tang Yu is no longer flustered like before, her fingertips tremble, she picks up her black hair and flips her collar lightly, and her fingertips stroke the soft and delicate skin of the back of the neck of the person in front of her. She joked: "It's better than the spring in the house." / Seductive."

The words seemed unintentional, but also intentional, and the two of them froze in the present at the same time.One of them looked back in shock, and the other looked up timidly. The two stared at each other with a scorching light, which caused them to avoid each other's sight and blushed instantly.

There's no way to avoid it... Shicai really did sneak a peep, no matter how you change the topic, it's not good to pretend that this never happened.The ancients were generally reserved and introverted, but also restrained by etiquette. Even blood brothers in the family are not allowed to step into the women's living place, let alone only wearing single clothes, peeping through the gauze?

In the past, she swore to keep the ritual by herself, but now she violated the etiquette by breaking the line, how A Niang treats herself is the second priority, so don't be angry with her.

The blushing on her cheeks did not fade, Tang Yu eagerly argued: "I...I mean...that is, that..." Looking around, she happened to be facing the carved screen, and she quickly shook her head, "— —The spring/color of Jinling!"

The Empress Dowager followed her gaze to look at the screen. When she moved here, she never cared about the furnishings in the Changle Palace, but when she moved here, there was no discomfort in eating and living. It shows how hard the person who arranged it was. Even the screen was hired by a court painter Paint the picture scroll of the four seasons in Jinling vividly on it.

The color of spring is seductive, and there is indeed spring in this screen.

The red cloud on the ear/lobes faded/down slowly, the corners of the Empress Dowager's mouth hooked slightly, her smile was as bright as a flash in the pan, but it was fleeting, making it unpredictable.

"Today's court affairs are relatively light, and I've taken care of them. In the remaining time, Chi Zai relieved me of boredom, so he talked to me about the past, and talked about Jinling." So he sat down.Seeing that there was nothing to add incense to the case, Tang Yu put the incense pills into the incense box and forcibly concealed his guilty conscience with words, "Yanjing is located in the north, no matter how brilliant the spring is, it will always be majestic and rough. Jinling is full of beautiful mountains and rivers, full of spring, which makes people yearn for it.”

"That's why..." Tang Yu carefully glanced at the Queen Mother, seeing that she was calm as usual, thinking that she believed his words, Fang smiled confidently, "Spring is seductive."

The Empress Dowager's gaze has already withdrawn from the screen. She is as cold as the moon of Su Shang and as tough as green mountains and green bamboos. With a serious look on his face, his mouth is even more admonishing: "Where the talented and the beautiful are romantic, it is easiest to raise people who like to relax and hate toil and sleep in flowers and willows. Everyone is lazy by nature, can you not yearn for it?"

The emperors of the previous dynasty also threatened the world with gold and iron horses, and all the barbarians in the country were convinced.But the descendants, one generation after another, have failed to live up to their expectations, ruining the great dynasty in front of their eyes.The abolished emperor was in Jinling, the imperial capital, seeking pleasure. There were wine ponds and meat forests. The rebel army had already approached the city, and they still left/embraced/right/laughed and played the pipa.When she escaped from Miyagi under the protection of others, she turned back, just to get a golden step of the favorite concubine. On the way, she was accidentally injured by a red-eyed soldier, and died on the spot, becoming a laughing stock for future generations.

Not only the former emperor was abolished, but also the emperors of several dynasties were destroyed in Jinling.This kind of incident occurs again and again, which makes people question the dragon spirit of Jinling. When the Tai/Zu emperor of this dynasty established the capital at the beginning, he recruited alchemists and Kanyu, and then abandoned Jinling and chose the site of Yan. Beijing capital.

Don't know about such things.

After being reprimanded by the queen mother for a long time, Tang Yan's eyes moved slightly, as if he had something to refute, but in a moment he changed into an appearance of being taught sincerely, and said in a low voice: "Aniang, I'll just talk, no matter how much I yearn for it, I will always give up." It’s better to be at home.” Suddenly remembering that her actual home is not Yanjing, but Gusu, she continued, “It’s always better to be where you are.”

Whether her words are sincere or not, the queen mother can't see it, but now there is some ambiguity between the two of them, and she occasionally doesn't know what to do with her.For example, at this moment, "It's better to be where you are", how should she answer this question so that she doesn't feel lucky or delusional?But sometimes, not to mention understanding her own child, she can't even see herself clearly.

Shicai clearly heard the sound of the footbell, clearly caught a glimpse of the figure outside the veil, clearly knew that she was peeping and crossing the boundary, but why did she subconsciously choose to acquiesce and indulge?

She knew that it was very hard for her to suppress this emotion, and it was probably because of this that she indulged her and acquiesced to her.

Mothers always have the instinct to love their children.

Probably, just because of this.

May there be nothing else.

However, if she can indulge once or twice, can she indulge for a lifetime?

Their relationship, their identities...

The queen mother sighed softly in her heart. Before she could speak, Tang Yu hurriedly said: "Mother, don't be pressured, don't be burdened. Just listen to what I say, and treat me like you Like when I was a child, I like to say nice things to you, to please you."

The Queen Mother listened, looked at her sincere eyes, paused for a moment, then nodded and said: "Okay."

In the time of gossip, the palace people have already offered soup and medicine.

Tang Xi, as usual, watched her take medicine, watched her eat candied dates, and talked with her. He only stepped forward to help her when she needed it, and did not interfere with others, so as not to make her show her incompetence caused by the inconvenience of her eyes in front of others.

It's not always easy to stay in the Changle Palace, there are often affairs that need to be handled by Tang Yu personally, this day is also rare, until the night, the two of them had dinner together, and she got up and left.

The wind was strong at night, and the Empress Dowager's eyesight was not as good as in the daytime. She was about to go out to see her off. Tang Yu stood at the gate of the palace, turned around and persuaded: "Aniang, we are close, and we will be there in a while. Don't come here, be careful when the wind blows." sick."

Before she could finish speaking, the Empress Dowager walked towards her with the back of Lian Dong's hand, and said with a faint smile: "I'll just stand here and watch you go, there won't be much wind blowing, how could I catch a cold?"

He said that he didn't want her to give it away, but he actually thought about it in his heart, and the other party was exactly what he thought.

May your heart be like mine, and never disappoint lovesickness.

Tang Xi didn't refuse anymore, but there was a sudden warmth and impulse in his heart, and the corners of his mouth were slightly curved, and he couldn't hide his smile.Looking at the person in front of her, Tang Yu didn't think otherwise, the warmth and impulsiveness gave her great courage, she went straight forward a few steps, hugged the queen mother tightly, and rubbed her head on her shoulder like a kitten And neck, the hot air from the nasal cavity made her cheeks itchy.

The queen mother was in her arms, she was surprised at first, and then she looked calm and calm, unable to see what she was thinking.But after a while, she stretched out her hand, and caressed Tang Yu's back in a funny way because of the slightly stiff appearance, but what was even more funny was that as soon as she touched it, she found that the child's body was stiffer than her hand , and it tends to become more rigid under her touch.

The majestic emperor rushes forward to hug his mother/kiss when he doesn't agree with each other?Liandong was surprised and hurriedly stepped back a few steps, before she could calm down and look again, there was no figure of Tang Yu in front of her eyes?

Liandong looked out again, only to see that Tang Yu had already run away and disappeared.

Liandong couldn't help looking at the Queen Mother, and said in a low voice: "Your Highness, just now..."

Although the emperor has been clinging to his mother since he was a child, and often relies on the queen mother to hug and kiss him, but when he threw himself into his arms just now, there is always a weird atmosphere for some reason.

The Empress Dowager was looking outside the hall, but she turned her gaze away when she heard the words, put her hand on the back of Lian Dong's hand, turned around and said indifferently: "It's nothing serious, let's go."

Her embrace still kept warmth on her body, the hot air she exhaled still seemed to be lingering behind her ears, and the names she called out impulsively lingered in her mind——

"Ayi."

How long had she wanted to call herself that?

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