Cannon Fodder: Forced Counterattack

Jing Fan picked him up and put him on the bed.

Ao Ran looked at him in a daze as he also went to bed, and said in surprise, "You...?"

The other party stared straight at him, and said something unbelievable, "Ao Ran, some people cannot be saved, this world is very cruel, it seems that someone has set it up, step by step, no matter you No matter how hard you try, no matter how desperate you are, you can’t change it.”

When he said this, Jing Fan's expression was extremely flat, as if he was talking about something unimportant, but Ao Ran froze in place, his pupils shrank suddenly.

"Some people, some things, should perish. Whether you feel distressed or reluctant to let go, you have no choice but to accept it. You think you can save them, but in the end you will find that these are all futile."

Ao Ran trembled and got up, knelt on the bed, grabbed his arm with his fingers, and looked in disbelief, "How could it be? Xiangxiang, Xiangxiang, we have rescued them, there are others, so many people are alive, Your uncle, we don't want to save him, he is still alive, why can't we save him?"

If what Jing Fan said was true, would all his efforts be in vain?Changed the process, but can't change the ending?Whether it is Jing Xiang or Jing Zi, will they all suffer misfortune in the end?

But, no!

With red eyes, Ao Ran almost choked up, "If you haven't tried it, how do you know it can't be saved? Isn't everything changed now? As long as you try, it will always change."

Jing Fan doesn't know where he got it from, but it seems that Ao Ran is very clear about the fate of each of them. He thinks about what he has experienced, time and time again, full of hope but full of disappointment, but this People don't seem to know this.

Just because of his words, his eyes were reddened with sadness, and he, a witness, must have such a strong heart to persevere again and again, Jing Fan suddenly felt a little annoyed, he never told anyone what he had said. Everything he encountered, all the pain, all the tears, he swallowed in his stomach alone. He polished his heart time after time, forged it again and again, and plated it with thick layers of iron. He was moved, and his face didn't change, but he is also a person, why should he bear all this alone?He also wanted to have someone with him.

With a malicious but inexplicably sad smile, Jing Fan said, "I have tried countless times, and it has never changed."

!!!

"No... Countless times?!"

"What... what do you mean?!"

Seeing him so surprised, Jing Fan felt an unprecedented sense of joy. It turned out that it was so fun to share the secrets that he couldn't tell with someone. When all the pain was borne and felt together, he really felt relaxed.

Ao Ran, Ao Ran, Jing Fan recited this name over and over again in his heart, and it turns out that these two words are so comfortable to read.

This person, like himself, is a different kind in this world. He has his secrets, and he has his own secrets. Only he can explore his secrets in this world. Similarly, he is willing to reveal everything about himself to him. , then they are two unique but special people.

The more Jing Fan thought about it, the happier he became. It seemed that all the pain was relieved at this moment. His eyes brightened a lot, filled with light, and the corners of his mouth smiled uncontrollably. He said, "You know what? The first time I When she was reborn, when Xiangxiang encountered misfortune, she was so frightened that she was at a loss. You don’t know how lucky I was to be alive again. At one time, I thought I was dreaming. All right, as long as Xiangxiang can be rescued.

At that time, I had already practiced "Extreme Dao". Although my body was still not used to it after rebirth, the bondage that I was unable to resist in the previous life can be easily resolved in this life. I rescued Xiangxiang from Guan Yutai, and I was overjoyed Ting, I thought at the time that maybe I came back to change, to save those relatives I lost.However, it wasn't until the end that I realized how ridiculous it was. The Guan family was killed by me, but there were other families who came to take advantage of the fire. I tried my best but couldn't protect Xiangxiang. I couldn't finish the fight no matter what, I was surrounded by a group of people, I was hit by several arrows, and I couldn't stand still because of the pain. In the end, Xiangxiang blocked the arrows for me so that I could live. She didn't die in Guan Yutai's hands, but for me And die, you don't know how desperate I am when she falls in front of me covered in blood!At that time, I didn't feel that I couldn't change everything. I only hated that there were so many people on the other side, and we couldn't beat them.But after a long time, when I came to the same situation as in my previous life, I came back to life again, this time earlier than last time, there were still many people alive in the Jing family when I arrived earlier, I was not fighting alone, So early I thought I could change everything, but I still can't do anything, they will always die in various ways, Jing Zi, Jing Fengzhuo, Jing Weihua, my parents, so many people are familiar with it The faces in my bones will fall one by one in front of me, as if I must watch them die in front of me, one by one, until the end, after all, I am the only one left, time after time, every time Give me hope, let me feel that I can change, but make me completely hopeless, let me know that nothing can change! "

Ao Ran's throat was rolling, but he couldn't speak, he didn't know why Jing Fan was saying such a sad thing, but there was still a smile on the corner of his mouth, but he himself was not infected by his smile, instead his heart was like a knife, This protagonist, who he thought was superior, showed little expression when he saw him. He and Jing Xiang discussed how he could make him cry, make him laugh, but in the end they left it at that. Later, he thought that this person was reborn. He has experienced too much, as described in the book, he has grown into a cruel and black-bellied protagonist, a protagonist loved by readers, but he never knows how much pain he needs to endure on this road, The goodness and gentleness of the Holy Father who was complained about in the past, how many tribulations will it take before it can be abandoned like a shoe and change its face?

His growth was actually cramp and deboning, crushing the flesh and blood, and reshaping it, the pain is too painful.

Jing Fan seemed to be a little excited, as if he had finally found someone to share with, he stepped forward and got closer to Ao Ran, and said, "When you have looked at your home countless times, the place you want to protect all your life When you are completely destroyed, you will be so peaceful that you will not feel a single thing, and those family members you love so much that you want to protect them with your life, after watching them die countless times with your own eyes, you will only feel calm and indifferent when you look at them again. It’s like a lunatic, terrifying and unbearable, do you think I should save them, but why should I save them, I have saved them many times before, and I can’t save them, even if I can save them now, I don’t want to save them .”

Ao Ran was already choked up, he wanted him to stop talking, but he felt painful even listening to it, how did the other party bear it after going through it again and again?What right does he have to make him a saint again?