Those years when I was dressed as a cheap attack [Quick Cross]

Fifty years have passed, and Xue Wen still remembers the marriage gift that shocked everyone in the hall.I still remember the promise of being a couple forever, and the original intention of wanting to protect him, pamper him, love him and respect him for the rest of his life.

The emperor gave the marriage in the end, anyway, it didn't hurt him much, and he didn't have to worry about marrying those aristocratic families.

At that moment, both of them had sincere joy on their faces.

Only he smiled bitterly in his heart. It seemed that there was no need to fight for this last time, the answer was already obvious.

He would often think in a trance that if they hadn't been separated back then, maybe at this moment, the person he promised to take care of with his persistent hands would be himself.

There are no concubines, no concubine, and no children who appear out of nowhere.The two have been in love for 50 years, which disappointed those who wanted to see jokes, and made those women envious of this unique relationship.

For 50 years, the two have gone hand in hand.Xue Cheng became the first assistant of the cabinet at the age of 30, and Lin Shu became the second assistant at the age of 35.The two became the emperor's right-hand man, various reform policies were implemented, and the country became more and more prosperous.

The people of the whole country are grateful to them and set up longevity tablets for them at home.Numerous celebrities and poets are vying to write their biographies, and they are destined to go down in history.

As for myself, I have been incompetent in my career all my life, and I can no longer make an inch of progress until I get to the position of a fifth-rank official.

As for the family, it was a failure even though the teacher agreed to bring his parents to the capital together.But after that, he was not as close as before, and his wife couldn't get along with his parents, making the family very noisy all day long.

After a tiring day at work every day, I have to ease the relationship between my parents and my wife when I come back.This made him exhausted and exhausted, and finally sent them back to Xuejia Village in spite of his parents' opposition.

I thought everything was over here, but he was impeached by the officials for being unfilial and disrespectful, and was punished moderately by the emperor.With this experience, he will not be able to hold a high position ever since.

Although the parents have been sent away, the relationship with his wife has already deteriorated.Because the official position has been unable to be mentioned again, he has to rely on the protection of his wife and uncle in the court.The wife also took herself less and less seriously, and the two of them once couldn't see each other for a month.

hehe.What a failure!

Xue Wen, who is now over 70 years old, is lying on the bed with wrinkles all over his face, surrounded by only the servants and maids who serve him.I have been ill for a month, my wife and son only came to visit once, and left after a few words of care.

Maybe it's about to die, the scenes from the past uncontrollably played out in my mind.

At the age of six, he finally couldn't bear the boredom of being locked up at home all day, so he sneaked out to play with everyone while his parents were not paying attention.In the end, they scolded him as a sick child, beat him and scolded him.It was Xue Cheng who suddenly rushed out to drive away the group of children, and said that he would take him to play with him in the future to protect him.That was the first time they met.

But they only played for a few days before he was sent to a private school by his parents.But their relationship is still very good, Xue Cheng often went to the town to see him, to comfort him because of the fear of his parents not around.

A year later, Xue Cheng's parents passed away, and it was the first time I saw him so sad.My heart ached for no reason, and I felt sorry that he would have no one to rely on from now on.Perhaps from then on, I no longer have a simple brotherly relationship with him.

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On the day when I learned that I was selected as a scholar, my parents were so generous that they set up a few tables and invited some relatives.As the protagonist, he naturally cannot escape the fate of being toasted. Even though Xue Cheng tried his best to block most of the wine for him, he was still drunk.

Leaning on that thick shoulder with confidence, he let him help him into the room.Even lying on the bed so drunk and delirious, he could still feel that Xue Cheng was looking at him all the time.

There was a bit of sweetness in my heart for no reason, and by accident, when Xue Cheng asked him if he would like to be his wife and protect him for the rest of his life, he nodded.

Afterwards, Xue Cheng excitedly pressed his lips that smelled of alcohol, and he responded enthusiastically.

How wonderful it would be if time could stay at that moment!A sigh overflowed from Xue Wen's mouth unconsciously.

The old eyelids closed unconsciously, Xue Wen understood that he was going to die.But it would be nice to be able to recall the sweet memories of the past before dying.

Dimly, Xue Wen seemed to have seen Xue Cheng's life.It's just that this doesn't match the reality at all. From the very beginning, there was no such person as Lin Shu.

After he said he wanted to marry his teacher's daughter, Xue Cheng didn't give up on him, and always stayed at his house or private school, wanting to see him.

But at that time, he only felt annoying and disgusting, so he cursed him and insulted him with the most vicious language.Watching him turn and leave heartbroken, but he didn't feel any guilt.

This time, the marriage between myself and my mentor's daughter was fairly harmonious.It's just because Xue didn't appear in front of me when he grew up, and I can't help but miss him.

As a result, the two had an affair, and behind everyone's backs, they fought firewood in a house that no one knew about.

I can see Xue Cheng's entanglement and pain, and I know his guilt towards his wife, but I still seduce him shamelessly.

And he couldn't deny himself.

But paper can't contain fire, and their affair was discovered by his wife.At that moment, I didn't hesitate to shirk responsibility, only saying that I was seduced, and my mind was fascinated by ghosts for a while.

The wife believed it, and then launched a revenge.They found someone to beat Xue Cheng up, and spread rumors about him with vicious remarks.

Finally, Xue Cheng had nothing and could only live on the street.

I placed him in a house, and when I thought that he could only rely on myself from now on, I felt a strange sense of excitement.

However, things did not go as he wished.When she sneaked out to meet him once, she found that he had already committed suicide in this small room.

That dazzling bright red seemed to be engraved in his mind, making him unforgettable forever, guilt and regret forever.

"Ah!" Unable to accept the fact, he broke down and yelled, crying and laughing with snot and tears.

Holding the man's body, kissing and touching, constantly calling his name in the ear, hoping that he would wake up.

As long as someone approached, he would fight like crazy, attacking with all the tools he could touch.

He saw the disappointment and shock of his parents when they rushed over and the disgust and contempt of his wife.

Because he couldn't bear the blow, he went crazy from then on, and his wife reconciled with him in order to get rid of him.He returned to Xuejia Village and lived off his parents.

After his parents died, he died not long after.

He gasped uncontrollably, unable to believe what he saw.There was a strange sound of "ho" and "ho" in his throat.

impossible!How could Xue Cheng fall into such a miserable situation? He should be named on the gold list, a high official position, and a famous name in history.

How, how could this happen!

At this moment, a voice suddenly sounded in his ear.

"I know that everyone will look down on me and laugh at me, and I don't want to. I also want to change my destiny, and I don't want to let myself fall into that situation."

"But I can't do it! Even if I can predict the future, so what, I am still the same me, I have not changed at all. I still love him, and I am willing to give everything for him until I have nothing. I can only look at myself I know it clearly, but I still willingly walk towards the end step by step."

"For me like this, I really look down on myself, but I can't refuse any of his requests, and I can't restrain myself from seeing him. I can only watch myself being cheap, but there is nothing I can do."

"I also want to love him less, and I also want to be less self-respecting. No matter what he does to me, as long as he is willing to look at me again and wave at me, I will beg for nothing like a dog." leaned close to him."

"Why did you let me know all this after I was already deeply in love with him, why?!"

"I can't bear to hurt him, and I can't stop loving him. So, do I have any other way out besides death?"

He saw Xue Cheng leaning against the wall weakly, letting his clothes drip with tears.His eyes were filled with dead silence and despair, and he could not see any hope of living.

No, don't die!

I wanted to roar, but no sound could come out of my throat, and my raised arms slowly and feebly dropped.Cloudy tears seeped out and soaked the pillow, but no one noticed.