Chen Mufengchun

Cheng Sheng was angry, but he didn't want to get angry with Chen Shuyu either, so he asked, "Is it OK to have a tetanus in this clinic? Or you should go to the hospital."

"It's okay. The doctor is a top student of the Medical University, and he has all the certificates of the clinic. People in the vicinity almost come to him for nothing important." Chen Shuyu explained.

After Chen Shuyu finished speaking, both of them fell silent, and then spoke at the same time.

"I……"

"you……"

"You speak first."

"You speak first."

It's a bit like the dialogue between two people who are in love for the first time in a school drama, but in fact the combined age of the two people is over sixty.

Chen Shuyu glanced at Cheng Yan, found that he was staring at her, felt a little embarrassed, and said, "Talk first."

Cheng Yan was not polite, and asked directly: "I want to say, do you really want to understand what I just said?"

"Ah?" Chen Shuyu didn't expect Cheng Yan to be so direct.

"I will return to Liaocheng by car at two o'clock in a while, and I may not come to Linyang again in the near future, so I want to talk to you about this problem face to face before I leave, instead of hastily leaving my phone number and talking on the phone ,” Cheng Yan paused, and continued, “Ask if you would give me a chance to pursue you again.”

After Cheng Yan finished speaking, he looked at Chen Shuyu with fiery eyes.

Chen Shuyu didn't dare to look at Cheng Yan, but even if he didn't look at him, he knew what kind of eyes Cheng Yan was looking at him.He wanted to agree to Cheng Yan so much, since he left him, he has been thinking about him, Cheng Yan is all his love, he has no feelings for anyone except Cheng Yan.

But this is real life, not making idol dramas, as long as we like each other, we can be together, he has too many things to consider.What will his three sons do after being with Cheng Yan? They are still young and don't understand what it means for their father to be with a man, but as time goes on, and people around them point and point, they are also growing up slowly. Big, what will they think when they find out that their father is gay? If they feel ashamed, disgusted, and ashamed to have such a father... Chen Shuyu didn't dare to think about it anymore. After leaving Cheng Yan, he once Feeling that there is no hope in life, he spends his days in negativity, holding the idea of ​​living and living, thinking that it doesn’t matter if he dies someday. It is the arrival of these three children that makes his life look new. No matter how difficult life is in the future, he will I also feel that I have endless energy.

Children learn to crawl for the first time, learn to walk for the first time, call their father for the first time, and know how to deliver the food in their hands to his mouth for the first time.He invested too much in these three children, so much that he would rather die alone for them, and never find another person to live in his life.

Chen Shuyu didn't speak, but Cheng Yan knew what he was thinking. To be honest, he was a little disappointed. He didn't expect that his position in Chen Shuyu's heart was not as important as those three children, which was a bit unbalanced.But soon he thought about it, just like Chen Shuyu thought that he had poured his heart and soul into those three children and was unwilling to give up on them. Whoever persists until the end wins, but sometimes tug-of-war is not all about strength, but also skills.

"I know what you're thinking," Cheng Yan said suddenly, "but Chen Shuyu, are you tired all your life? You worked everywhere for your father seven years ago, and you were so tired that you were sent to the hospital, and then you did everything for him. Stay with me without asking, of course I am not saying that it is not good to be with me. Now, you are preparing to live your life for your sister's children? Then have you ever thought about waiting for the children to grow up? What should you do, the children will always have their own lives, and you will be left alone in the end, you..."

"I know," Chen Shuyu said, "I know what will happen to me alone. No one will add clothes to me when I'm cold, no one will cook for me when I'm hungry, and maybe one day when I die, no one will be there first. Time found out, but Cheng Yan," Chen Shuyu's eyes were red, "this is the child born by Chen Shuyue, if I don't care, who else will care? Their father doesn't want them, I am the only one left with them in this world There is a blood relationship, if they call me Dad, then I am their biological father, I am a homosexual, and I am destined not to have my own biological children in this life, so these three children are my biological children."

Chen Shuyu said that he felt that his tears were going to stay, and he didn't care if Cheng Yan would see him. He raised his hand and wiped his face, and continued: "I was 15 years old when I was hanging around outside. I know what it's like for a child who is not cared about. No one cares about being cold, no one cares about being hungry, no one cares about being bullied. Anyway, this is how I am in this life. I have lived through hard times, but I also have lived when I am with you Live a good life, I don't need anything, I will remember your kindness to me forever, but I can't let these three children be wronged. Cheng Yan, my life has been ruined, but I can't ruin these three children. A child's life, so I, I can't..."

Cheng Yan felt uncomfortable being told by Chen Shuyu. He hugged Chen Shuyu in his arms and didn't care if anyone was watching.The person in his arms was trembling, and Cheng Yan knew that he was too excited. He kissed Chen Shuyu's forehead and said, "Don't say that, why have you been like this in your life? You are only 27 years old, and your life is only [-] years old. Just started. I am very glad that you feel happy when you are with me, but the happy days are not only so short, I am willing to spend my whole life to make you happy. Children are not a problem, the society is so open now, they will Accept our existence, and will not discriminate against our children, and the children will understand us when they grow up. If you feel uncomfortable living in China, we can also take the children to settle abroad, so that the children can also accept Better education. Chen Shuyu, children are never a problem, our problem is whether you are willing to be with me, and you are willing, aren't you?"

After Cheng Yan finished speaking, Chen Shuyu calmed down a little. He gently pushed Cheng Yan away to wipe his face, and then cried in front of Cheng Yan, almost throwing his face to his grandma's house.

Cheng Yan let go of Chen Shuyu, took out a tissue from his pocket and wiped Chen Shuyu's face.Chen Shuyu was embarrassed by him, her eyes were red, and her face was also red. She grabbed a tissue and wiped her face carelessly, then turned her face away, embarrassed to look at Cheng Yan.

A boy passing by saw them like this, smiled and whistled at them, and Chen Shuyu's face became even redder.

Cheng Yan looked at his watch, it was getting closer, and he had to go back to the hotel to pack his luggage.

"I have to go."

"Huh?" Chen Shuyu cried and spoke with a nasal tone, "Are you going back?"

"Well, the car at two o'clock, there are still things to deal with in the company, and I may not be free for a while."

"What are you doing?"

Chen Shuyu took out the business card that Cheng Yan had stuffed in his pocket, and said, "Put me a business card again, and I'm addicted to it, treat me like a trash can and a mailbox?"

Cheng Yan smiled and said: "Chen Shuyu, you have always been in charge of the two of us. If you are willing to give me another chance to pursue you, then you can call me after I leave, or send me a message. Just text or shake me, let me know that you have me in your heart, and my six years of waiting are not in vain. We started too hastily before, so give me another chance, let me chase you well, okay?"

"Then what if I don't fight?" Are you going to stop chasing?Chen Shuyu didn't dare to ask the latter sentence.

"Then I'll come again and pester you until you agree." Cheng Yan said with a smile, "Okay, I really have to go."

He took a few steps forward, turned around suddenly and said, "I'm leaving, don't you give me a loving hug?"

Chen Shuyu stood there and waved, "Goodbye, uncle."

Cheng Yan smiled, turned and left.

Chen Shuyu stood in place and watched Cheng Yan walk away until he could no longer see him, then slowly walked back to Chen Ji.

After returning to Chen Ji, there were not many people in the hall, and Tang Song was lying on the counter playing with his mobile phone.Chen Shuyu walked to Tang Song's side and didn't speak for a long time.

Tang Song knew that Chen Shuyu wanted to talk to him about something, but he waited for a long time but still couldn't find it, so he asked, "What's the matter, young man, do you have anything to say to your bosom brother?"

Chen Shuyu was silent for a while, then said: "Brother Yu, the slave family is very upset."

Tang Song thought to himself, you are in the mood to joke, and it is still very chaotic, but in fact it is very turbulent.

"Amitabha Buddha, female benefactor, color is emptiness. My Buddha is merciful. As long as the female benefactor submerges in the Buddha and ignores worldly affairs, the mind will naturally be calm." Tang Song said and bowed to Chen Shuyu with clasped hands.

"I didn't quarrel with you. I'm really messed up. What should I do?"

"Cold salad, add some sesame oil, my mouth is heavy."

"Oh, why are you doing this?" Chen Shuyu got angry, he pushed Tang Song, turned and walked towards the kitchen.

"Chen Shuyu," Tang Song said behind him: "You can do whatever you want in your heart. There is nothing to hesitate. Life is only a few decades, and those who are lucky can live to old age, and some are unlucky. If it’s not good, he died that day, so if you don’t do something you want to do while you’re still alive, what’s the point of that person’s life.”

Chen Shuyu paused, then opened the curtain and walked into the kitchen.

Maybe Cheng Yan has koi attributes. Not long after he left, Chen Shuyu successfully recruited two new chefs. It happened that his hand was injured and he couldn't help in the kitchen anymore.

Chen Shuyu changed back to his original appearance, as if the loss of control at that moment was an illusion of Tang Song. After he negotiated the salary and vacation with the two new chefs, he talked and laughed with the people around him with a normal expression .And Chen Shuyu didn't bring up the nonsense with Tang Song before, and Tang Song didn't ask again. Everyone is an adult and knows that when asking others what to do, they are just seeking a kind of psychological comfort. What you do in the end is up to you.

When it was time to pick up the children again, Chen Shuyu found that after a day at school, the three bear children seemed to have forgotten that there was still the word three on the back of their head. Seeing him, Tang Jingshu was still so shy and wanted to kiss and hug him. The teacher's eyes are still a little fiery, this is the life I should live, Chen Shuyu thought.

After picking up the children, they had dinner in the store again. After explaining a few words to Tang and Song, Chen Shuyu took the children home.

After returning home, tidying up the three children and tidying up herself, Chen Shuyu realized how tired she had been all day after lying on the bed.

The three children didn't go to bed early as usual today, because tomorrow is the weekend, so today is a bit presumptuous. Chen Shuyu was lying on the bed, and the three children crawled over and over him. From time to time, someone accidentally stepped on him and kicked him I kicked, and I forgot why Dad was angry this morning.

Chen Shuyu stared blankly at her three brats, feeling hopeless.

What about the innocent and cute baby you promised?He has seen so many children who are the same age as his own children, but he has not found a child with the same destructive power as his three children. Apart from being good-looking, these three children can really do anything Make people cry.

Chen Shuyu was thinking about it when she suddenly heard Sanwa ask, "Father, where is our mother?"

Chen Shuyu didn't expect Sanwa to ask this question suddenly. This question came up in their home once before, but he was fooled by the story of "Gourd Baby", but now the children have grown up a bit, and now the children They are all precocious, and the lame stories of the past can no longer fool them, but he doesn't want to tell the children the truth. He originally planned to wait until the children grow up and understand it before telling them, or never tell them at all. them.But he didn't think about what to say for a while, so he asked, "Son, what did you just say?"

Sanwa repeated again, "I said where is our mother? Why do other people have parents, but we only have father?"

Just as Chen Shuyu was about to explain, Erwa said, "Stop fooling us with gourd babies! Huh, we all know that children are born by mothers, so they are not made of gourds. You have been lying! You are not Are you saying that liars are puppies!"

"I..." Chen Shuyu was thinking about what to say to the children, while reaching out to smooth out the pajamas that had been ripped out of her stomach by the children, she touched the scar on her stomach by the way, and then she began to lose focus again up.

"Okay, okay," Chen Shuyu said pretending to be distressed: "Since you are all grown-ups, Dad won't lie to you anymore. In fact, you were not born by your mother, but by me." She sighed tone.

"You liar!" The three children said together, and after they finished speaking, they tossed Chen Shuyu vigorously.

"Father can't have children at all! You lied to us again!" Dawa said angrily.

Chen Shuyu put the three of them into his arms and said, "If you don't listen well, I won't tell you. If I say I won't lie to you, I won't lie to you. So do you want to listen to where you come from?"

The three children glanced at each other, and they were still nestling in Chen Shuyu's arms obediently, ready to listen to their father seriously.

"When my father was young, I met a strange old man. The old man had a baby named Crescent Moon. One day the old man lost his crescent moon. The old man searched and searched, and found Dad. When he saw Dad, he said, 'You bastard, Why did you steal my crescent moon!’ I said, ‘I don’t have one.’ The old man said, ‘You’re still lying, look at your belly.’ I looked down, ah, why is my belly getting bigger?”

The three children were a little sleepy from listening to the story, but they still listened while holding back their drowsiness.Erwa asked, "Dad, why is your belly getting bigger?"

"Because I have three little crescents in my stomach." Chen Shuyu gently moved the three children from his arms to the bed.

"Father, why is there a little crescent moon in your stomach?" Sanwa asked.

"Because that big crescent moon is a fool, she lost her way while playing outside and couldn't find a home, so she found her dad in a daze, and became three little crescent moons."

"Then can she change back again?" Dawa asked.

"I can't. After the big crescent becomes a small crescent, it can't be changed back."

"What about the old man? He doesn't have a baby anymore." Sanwa asked.

"The old man said 'Since the big crescents have become small crescents, I'll give them to you, and you have to love them.'"

"So we are in your belly, Dad?" Erwa asked.

"That's right, the three of you are like kittens in Dad's stomach, holding hands and hugging each other." Chen Shuyu said, making the three children close together and holding each other's hands , Said: "Just like this, you are like this in Dad's womb, and you are also like this when you come to this world, because you are brothers, brothers of the same mother, the three of you are the closest to each other in this world except Dad people, because the same blood flows in your bodies."

The three children fell asleep listening to the story, and they held each other's hand tightly.

Chen Shuyu covered them with quilts, and prepared to go to the sofa to make do for the night. The children were already asleep, and he didn't intend to torment them anymore. It was good to let them sleep like this for one night, anyway, the bed was big enough.

As soon as he left the bed, he heard Sanwa say in a dream, "That big crescent moon is our mother." Chen Shuyu turned back to the bed, bent down and said in Sanwa's ear, "Yes. , Big Crescent Moon is your mother." Then she kissed each of the three children on the forehead, and walked out of the bedroom with her mobile phone in hand.