black offering

47.

Li Qiang's ability to handle affairs is very strong, he lives up to his name.

Since I became his bodyguard for that kid, Hua Feitian, he has become even more reluctant to talk, with a blank face all day long, not like a child at all.

I basically have nothing to do every day. The so-called bodyguards are more like the ones being protected. Like passing through windows, there will always be a bunch of people in front of me and the children.

I have never met Hua Feitian's parents, and his content is not about playing. I follow him to learn this and that every day, and it is a headache to watch.

The place where I lived that day was actually a dance place of their family. Whenever there is a party in their family, it will be held there.

I am even more convinced now that this child is simply trying to support me.

Don't let me run away, give me a sham job, hang me next to him.

I have tried to leave, but the tricky thing is Li Qiang, this person can always give me a timely warning and stop my next move.

I was restrained invisible, but it was not irreparable, at least the child didn't seem to be threatening me.

I wandered around all day with nothing to do during the day, and at night it rained and thundered suddenly. At eleven o'clock in the middle of the night, the child came to me shivering with his pillow in his arms, and stood at the door, staring at me.

I laughed, "Why, afraid of thunder?"

"Once, I was imprisoned by my father with the dead during a thunderstorm night." The child said coldly.

I raised my eyebrows, wondering what kind of father would do such a thing to his own son.

The child didn't seem to be as glamorous as it seemed on the surface. He quickly fell asleep in my arms. I touched my neck and thought, it's almost time.

A night without dreams.

As a mediocre me, I wanted to stay mediocre forever, but on the eve of the Spring Festival, I unexpectedly met an acquaintance, An Zechen.

This is actually just a party. Who knows how An Zechen will appear. As a bystander, I just try my best to hide in the corner and drink red wine, but there is a person wearing a pair of well-made snow-white leather shoes. In front of me, I directly called out my name, "Shen Mo, you can hide with peace of mind."

I looked up at a tattooed skull, An Zechen's eyes were full of sarcasm and anger.

I was a little surprised, but quickly took a step back and said, "Ah, hello, I think you got the wrong person."

"Will you?" An Zechen raised the corners of his lips, "You seem to be doing well, how did you get in such a high-end banquet?"

I didn't bother to talk about it, so I turned around and wanted to leave.

An Zechen held me down with great force, and almost pushed me to the ground, "Su, Su Qin, go and meet him, none of us can find you, but he is the only one who is crazy."

I was a little annoyed, and whispered, "Let go!"

An Zechen was in a stalemate for a while, but he still let go. I could feel the murderous gaze from behind, but I still left, "I also want to beg you to let me go."

It's been two years, everyone let each other go, I'm just a person with amnesia, not worthy of your pursuit.

Come and hate me for everything, I am the biggest villain, I have many scars on my body, I don't care about that anymore.

"You're a coward! Are you really Shen Mo? The Shen Mo who frightened people when they heard about it."

I shook my head, thinking, I really am not.

I am now a cowardly, timid, humble person who has no hope for life and no resentment. I am as weak as plain water, tasteless.

It's not worth your taste.

At night, it was thunderstorm again, the thunder roared, and the child was sleeping peacefully next to me. I knew that the child probably regarded me as a father, but ah, I really couldn't stay any longer.

I stayed only because I probably felt a little bit reluctant.

I finally found someone who is willing to rely on me. Even though I am only a child, I am very satisfied.

For two years, I was in exile in many places. I was alone, starved to death, exhausted, beaten to death, I didn’t say a word, I didn’t dare to go to the shelter, I didn’t dare to call the police, thunder and rain, snow and fog , or on a sunny day, I was alone, and I didn’t even dare to walk into the crowd. I once suspected that I had a crowd phobia. It was only a year after I went into exile that I could calm down a little bit.

I was wrong, so I had to be alone.

I am punishing myself.

I took out my mobile phone and proficiently broadcasted a series of numbers, agreed on a place, I jumped out of the window, and landed on the grass leisurely, the residence here is near the sea, so, the salty sea breeze blew over in the wind and rain, and a bolt of lightning roared However, the entire lawn was illuminated as bright as day, and the people standing on the grass were also clearly illuminated.

"Shen Mo...really...is it really you?!" A voice of surprise came through the sound of wind and rain.

The man in the wheelchair stood up like crazy, took a step towards me, and fell into the puddle, but he still couldn't hide the ecstasy in his eyes, and he shouted: "Shen Mo, Shen Mo, Shen Mo, really! It's you, I saw you, this is not a dream."

This person is Su Qin.

Su Qin, who was completely unrecognizable, was so thin that he became a bone, and even became disabled, and he completely lost the sense of coercion when he met before.

This man has been tortured like this.

I couldn't even say a word.

An Zechen said, "Only he is crazy."

Is Su Qin crazy?

I walked over and hugged the struggling person on the ground with my strong hands. As soon as Su Qin held my hand, he became quiet for an instant, and his whole body began to tremble. I don't know whether it was joy or fear.

"I miss you, Shen Mo, I miss you." He began to repeat it over and over again, with burning paranoia.

I didn't know what was going on, but I was trembling a little too.

"Accompany me to meet someone, okay?" I asked softly.

The rain washed us mercilessly, but the person in my arms just held me tightly and murmured to himself.

A flash of lightning flashed by, and this time I could see clearly that the man's eyes were not in focus.

Su Qin is crazy.

What An Zechen said was true.

My disappearance drove him crazy.

When K gave me the new jammer, he glanced at the person behind me, his movements were as bold as ever, his golden eyes shone brightly, especially bright in the dark, "Who is this?"

I picked up the knife on the table, touched the hard object on the left arm, cut open the muscle directly, put my finger in it, felt the thing out, and then put the new thumb-sized shield back in.

After completing the whole movement, I didn't change my face, but I broke out in a cold sweat from the pain.

"When can I stop using this thing, fuck it, it hurts to death every time." I frowned and complained irritably.

"Wait until the day you die." K smiled indifferently and said.

I can't escape Jackdaw's control as long as his blood is still flowing in my body.

He didn't rely on pheromones to track me at all, he relied on his positioning of his blood to track me.

As long as I am alive, as long as the blood that belongs to him in my body has not been drained, I cannot escape him.

In the first month, I was extremely embarrassed. I didn’t understand why the pheromone was still effective after more than half a year. I was forced to have no way out. I took out the blue that K left for me. Business card, dialed the number on it.

K agreed to help me, he was very happy, the only condition was that he would exchange my blood.

K is a very smart person. He understood that my condition at that time was like a taut Xuan, which would completely break me if I was not careful, and what he needed was a more long-term blood collection. He couldn't let me die, so He didn't control me.

I am still grateful to K.

The old shield was directly crushed by me and thrown in a pool of blood.

Although I moved very quickly, there was still a lot of blood coming out because of the deep wound.

"That's enough." I stood up.

"You're getting more and more perfunctory now." K didn't mind too much, but his tone was a bit disgusting.

The shield is changed every three months. The first few times I honestly drew his blood. Later, I directly bled more and pointed at the blood flowing from the wound where the shield was changed. K didn’t even refuse. .

He bent down and picked up the person who was sitting quietly on the side. He fell asleep. I moved a little and woke up again. The first reaction I saw was to grab me and not let go. Then I stared at K vigilantly, with a look in my eyes. full of resentment.

When I contacted An Zechen to express my attitude, An Zechen just nodded, gave me a bunch of keys, and sent me and Su Qin to the door of the apartment. During the whole process, Su Qin just held my hand blankly. .

"Su Qin, you have tortured me like this." An Zechen looked at Su Qin distressedly and said.

I was silent.

"When I joined the group, you were together. It's been four years. Shen Mo, Su Qin clearly knew that you had someone in your heart, but still chased you, from outside the group to inside the group. You were as cold as a wall at that time. It's hard, Su Qin suffered a lot from you, you like to eat spicy food, Su Qin secretly went to learn it, but because you ate it outside, you directly dumped the food into the trash can, Su Qin knew that you like to be alone, So he is always wandering outside your world. Su Qin knows that your living ability is low, so regardless of whether you are happy or not, he will definitely stick by your side and take care of everything for you, whether it is in the group or in the group. He has only one heart for you, all of us know that later when you were drunk, you fucked Su Qin, Su Qin bled a lot, but he held on and didn't say anything, and then he couldn't hold back and fell down, The hospital you were sent to, and later you became lovers, and you were the same. You didn’t treat him well, and you only grabbed him to vent when you needed to vent. Su Qin ran to the hospital many times behind your back, from beginning to end , you never really loved Su Qin. If you don’t love him, why do you bother to provoke him? It’s even more funny later on, you just forgot all the f*cking things. If you don’t remember one sentence, if you can’t bear it, forget everything? Fart! Do you know that Su Qin still loved you at that time? You want your past information, and this person was slept all night by the person holding your information , do you know? They took your information and forced Su Qin to go to bed again and again. You don’t know anything, and you really think that these things are checked by 026? Your identity has long been listed as prohibited Information, no one is allowed to read it!"

I listened carefully to every sentence, I really didn't expect that I would be such a jerk.

It's just that the person involved didn't respond at all, as if the protagonist in the story just now wasn't him.

His gaze was fixed on me gently, but he didn't seem to be looking at me, but he was very quiet, he didn't talk to himself, and he didn't move around, quietly like a clay doll.

"Do you know why Su Qin went crazy? Jackdaw, do you remember?" An Zechen calmed down a little, and his tone softened.

"Did he force it?" I bit my lip and asked.

Being stabbed by this name made my heart jump with fear.

"After the Jackdaw learned that we told you about your previous relationship with Su Qin, we banned us from contacting you again. He has a lot of power, and under pressure, he completely blocked us. Su Qin's family also suddenly knew After learning about his son, he took Su Qin back in a rage, tortured him, and only asked him, do you like men, Su Qin answered over and over again, I like Shen Mo." An Zechen's hands trembled a little, his eyes Turning red, "Do you know how much I wanted to kill his family when I saw the video...then the fuck is their own son, how could I do it, Su Qin is covered in blood It's blood, no one is intact... Su family, Su family has only one son, but fell in love with a man desperately, Su Qin couldn't bear the torture, I think, betrayal of lover and family at the same time , finally freed this man, he's crazy, he won't recognize anyone, he calls everyone Shen Mo, Shen Mo."

An Zechen reached out and touched my chest, "Shen Mo, boss, can you be kind to someone who loves you so badly?"

"Su Qin, there is still one year to live. I thought he would have no chance to see you again...Take good care of him, thank you."

The originally quiet person suddenly jumped up, making a fuss desperately, shouting: "Shen Mo can't die, Shen Mo can't die!" Finally, he let out a mournful cry, his thin back made people panic.

I was a little stuck, picked up Su Qin who was struggling, and asked, "Why is he so thin?"

"Refused to eat. It's been half a year."

I hummed lightly.

I also asked a lot about Su Qin's life, his medication, and what disease he had. An Zechen spoke very carefully.

My heart is as clear as a mirror.

"Zechen, when Su Qin saw me for the first time, I was probably comforting a little girl. If Su Qin saw you at that time, it would be fine."

The back of An Zechen leaving didn't move, he said, "Call me if you need something." Then he left.

"Su Qin, do you still love me?" I lowered my head and asked.

"Shen Mo, Shen Mo." But the person in his arms could only say such a word.

I chuckled lightly, kissed him nonchalantly, and said, "I'm sorry."

But now, this person can't even smile, so I stared at me blankly and shouted: "Shen Mo is back."

Now, it was too late for him to understand the meaning of the three words sorry.