On the sadness of falling in love with a fool

I am a god, a god named Jiuchuan who walked through the back door.

The reason why I became a fairy has something to do with the Emperor of Heaven. The relationship is as follows:

The Emperor of Heaven was reincarnated as my elder brother when he went down to the earth to endure calamities, which is very interesting.

The Emperor of Heaven became my elder brother, but he came to the lower realms to experience calamities, so the group of people in the sky should be the group of gods in the sky.I don’t know if it’s to let the Heavenly Emperor end the calamity quickly or to make the Heavenly Emperor’s calamity a bit special. When the Heavenly Emperor was nine years old, that is, when I was six years old, a thunder exploded from the sky... Then, it killed me And my parents and my brothers and sisters, except for the Emperor himself, all his relatives were chopped into ashes in front of him at that time, I don’t know if there is a psychological shadow left...

Ah, far away!All in all, I don't know how long after the Heavenly Emperor's calamity was over, he suddenly thought of me, an innocent poor person who was struck to death by lightning.

So, with a wave of the Emperor of Heaven, I became the Immortal of Jiuchuan. Before I became a half-immortal, I stayed in the world all the time, a mediocre mortal running around for food and clothing.I'm a little embarrassed to say it, I never read a book when I was in the world.So, I'm an illiterate...

But I was not always illiterate.After I became a fairy, I was very free, and I had almost nothing to do except eating, drinking and having fun.So, I went to study with a group of young fairies who were just enlightened.

I still remember when I saw Bihua for the first time, she was dressed in white, her expression was indifferent, she was really too tall, Bihua's appearance was recognized as beautiful in the whole heaven.Even though Bihua was only half a child at that time, I still thought she was the most beautiful, even if I later met the Immortal God who was as beautiful as Bihua, I still felt that Bihua was the best in my heart watch.

At that time, I subconsciously felt that Bihua must be a very gentle and pleasant fairy who looked like a real girl.I started thinking about making friends with her.I wanted to get Bihua's attention, but I didn't know how to do it, and after trying for a while to no avail, I gave up.

So, I asked a fairy next to me who that girl was.

The fairy gave me a blank look, as if she was dissatisfied with what I said, I think I should say who the fairy is, not a "girl".

However, the fairy still told me responsibly: "That's Fairy Bihua." As he spoke, his tone seemed to be involuntarily tainted with respect and admiration, and the feeling of toothache when talking to me before was completely gone.After he said that sentence, he stopped talking.I can't learn more about Bihua from him.

This is the first time I met Bihua, and she left a good impression on me.It's a pity that this is not our first meeting, because Bihua didn't notice me from the beginning to the end.

Bihua and I first met when we became classmates, and it was also the first step to change me from being illiterate.

I am going to study, among a group of newly enlightened children, thinking about this is also something that requires courage...

When I went to Liu Wenge, I saw Bihua immediately.With the mentality of being attracted (conquered) by Bihua's beautiful appearance, I walked over to greet Bihua friendly, and I said hello to Bihua, probably because I was shy, so my voice was a little low.

Bihua ignored me, I guess she didn't hear me, so I mustered up the courage to say: "Hello, I'm..."

"I know." Before I finished speaking, Bihua interrupted me and said, "You are Jiuchuan."

After she finished speaking, she raised her head and looked at me steadily. She may have only glanced at me, or she may have looked at me for a long time.I don't remember, I just remember that when she looked up, the light seemed to be monopolized by her alone, gently enveloping her whole body.Then, this kind of her made my mind flutter.

She went on to say: "It's just an ordinary person who has climbed up to the emperor of heaven, huh!" Her words made my whole heart go cold.I know that most gods look down on me, but I didn't expect Bihua to do the same. Bihua seemed to say something again, but I didn't pay attention to it, so I couldn't remember it.

At that time, Bihua was only 20 years old, and I doubted that she could not speak completely, how could she know that she looked down on others!And I was in my twenties at that time, Bihua didn't respect the elders! !And I just went to heaven, Bihua was born as a fairy, I don't know how much older than me, a [-]-year-old "mortal", so Bihua doesn't know how to let the younger generation! ! !

As a result, the good impression of Bihua disappeared in my heart.So, I originally planned to sit next to Bihua.With his mouth curled up, he sat in the last row of seats in the whole room.

And I don't know why, Bihua always likes to express her contempt for me to me.From words to eyes to behavior.

I am a stingy person, so I started to have the idea of ​​hitting her.