nine words

Xi Sui held Chu Jiuge in his arms and stepped on the horse, the rest of Xue Wuhua and Qing Yan rode the horse together, Yu Jingnian rode alone, and because Shen Huafeng was restricted to leave, the five of them hurried on at a leisurely pace.

Qing Yan asked in a low voice: "Aren't you afraid that someone will plot wrongdoing? He is the king of Nan, why didn't he bring his own soldiers for his private visit?"

Yu Jingnian said slowly: "Come to think of it, when he saw me asking for help, he didn't think much about it. It's because he loves Chu Jiuge, and he doesn't want to see him suffer, let alone let him die in vain. Under the circumstances, my love for him seems too humble, after all, I did enough fighting in my heart to go."

There is no doubt that he loves Chu Jiuge, they all believe in it, but it is also an indisputable fact that he tortured Chu Jiuge mentally and physically, which makes them very confused, whether it is love or hate ?

"But we all know one thing. Chu Jiuge didn't drink the Wangchuan water voluntarily. In such a chaotic time, it is not impossible for him who has no self-protection ability to be held hostage."

"Chang Lingge? Could it be him?"

"Not necessarily, because everyone knows that Chang Lingge is meticulous. It is impossible for Chu Jiuge to give him the prescription of Wangchuanshui easily. It is even more impossible if he controls Chu Jiuge in some way. , Chu Jiuge, who has always been wary of him, never let him get close."

The doubts in the hearts of Xue Wuhua and Yu Jingnian could not be solved for a while. If Chu Jiuge could not remember the memory of that time, then this past event would become a mystery forever. No one knows why Chu Jiuge drank Wangchuan Shui lost his memory, and no one knew why Chang Lingge took Chu Jiuge away.

"If you know which country Chang Lingge is working on, I'm afraid things will be much easier."

After hearing Yu Jingnian's words, Xue Wuhua shrugged, "That's impossible. I've always felt strange about it. Chang Lingge's work is known to everyone. Why is it that no one knows his background and his allegiance? Who, King Wei is willing to reuse him until his death? Is this also a conspiracy?"

The two looked at each other and smiled wryly, they had no choice but to shake their heads.

There are some things that they can't easily figure out.If it were really that simple, the country of Wei would not perish.

The boring journey was replaced by complicated thoughts. Everyone has worries in their hearts, and everyone has difficulties that cannot be spoken. In contrast, Chu Jiuge, who is temporarily paralyzed, looks the most relaxed.

"Ge'er... How long has it been since I called you that?"

"Since the blood splashed on Nangong..."

It feels like Chu Jiuge's memory has really recovered a lot.In this situation without Qishi as an antidote, he forcefully recalled the past. If there was no Jiaoguzao to save his life, he would have died from the poisonous poison.

"do you hate me?"

"Hate..." Chu Jiuge gently opened his pale thin lips, "Hate myself... I only know some unimportant things... but I can't save you from the sea of ​​suffering..."

Who said that the indulgence of split personality can only bring pain to others?In fact, the pain in his own heart is the deepest helplessness and helplessness.

"Liangjin...Only you can save yourself."

Chu Jiuge's eyes were clear, like a clear spring. He not only thought of his beloved Xun Sui, but also his name.Domineering is just what the world calls the tyrannical side of this monarch.He Liangjin... How long has it been since no one called him that?

I still remember that back then, Master Xiang brought his only son, Chu Jiuge, into the palace to discuss matters. At that time, Zi Sui, the son of the son, was still young, and he walked up to Chu Jiuge arrogantly, looked him up and down, and then played with disdain Said: "I heard that Xiangye's son knows everything, but now it seems that he is just a sissy with heavy makeup."

Chu Jiuge sat quietly on the soft couch in the side palace, closed his eyes and rested, not caring about Gongzi Jin's teasing. Gongzi Jin, who felt bored, was a little annoyed, but he was afraid of the majesty of the prime minister, so he had to give up.When he turned to leave, the aloof and arrogant Chu Jiuge slowly opened his eyes, threw a few black stones in his hands on the ground in front of him, and said slowly: "Young Master's confusion is difficult for ordinary people, but easy for me to understand."

Young Master Jin stomped his feet in disdain: "What do you know, you vile sissy."

"The confusion of Gongzi brocade is the confusion of naming. This confusion has not been solved until today. However, what surname, although it is the surname of the country, is a doubtful word. He Liangjin, that is, where to find a good brocade. No hate, no No regrets, no regrets."

It was at that moment that Young Master Jin was in awe of Chu Jiuge. From then on, if Chu Jiuge was bullied, he would definitely help him.

Later, Chu Jiuge's wisdom won the favor of Nanjun, the father of the king, and he was called by his characteristics to be the national teacher. With such an official position every day, he was actually banned from Nangong. If Nanjun had any doubts, he would not go. First consult the ministers, but come to divination.

Even though Chu Jiuge gave the correct inference every time, it still aroused the dissatisfaction of the courtiers. People believed that he was the culprit of the subjugation of the country. The officials impeached him and must execute him.

At that time, Gongzi Jin had already taken over the regent, and he was in charge of the power. Facing the attacks of the officials, he was not afraid. From now on, no one would dare to defy this tyrannical monarch.

Regarding Xun Sui's violence, Chu Jiuge has always chosen to remain silent, and Xun Sui, who is called king, has not seen Chu Jiuge for a long time. When they met again, their hands were already stained with the blood of innocent people.

"You really need to be restrained. I, the monster who confuses the world, let you kill so many people. Is it because I am the only one who died, can your killing intent stop?" Chu Jiuge asked during the chess game.

Xun Sui replied: "If you die because of the persecution of the people in the world, I will ask the people in the world to pay homage to you with their lives."

"You were not so tyrannical before."

"No one in the past has actually hurt you."

A chess game and a conversation ended hastily, and Chu Jiuge became more determined in his mind that he must leave Zun Sui, for the sake of the world, and for himself.

Chu Jiuge's departure made Xie Sui even more tyrannical, no one restrained him, and he lost his beloved... His split personality became more serious, and he began to attack other countries recklessly, and then wantonly massacred the people of other countries. Violence caused dissatisfaction among others, but Xun Sui was extremely shrewd and cunning, so no one could resist him.

"Only you can save yourself..." The weak Chu Jiuge repeated again, "Liangjin, you have to control yourself..."

Xi Sui leaned against Chu Jiuge's cheek, felt the cool temperature, sighed softly, and said, "It is only possible if you are by my side..."

Chu Jiuge is the best tranquilizer for Xun Sui. The crazy Xun Sui will always order the massacre of innocent people. In the past, Chu Jiuge would always stop him, stabbing his body with a sharp knife.Only after seeing blood can Xun Sui calm down.

Chu Jiuge's abdomen, waist, and legs are full of scars from the healed knife wounds, which are the result of his body blocking it.If not, why would he ask for trouble?

"Do you know that I hate you?" Chu Jiuge smiled faintly, the hatred in his eyes did not diminish because of his weakness.

When he woke up, he seemed to think of more things, including his father being executed by Ling Chi, and his newly married wife being strangled to death by a spy.He finally remembered that it was not his wishful thinking to stay by Xi Sui's side, but because he wanted to save his son's life...

That is his only relative in the world. If he loses his son again, how will he survive...

He also finally remembered the reason for going to Weiguo, it wasn't because he was expelled by Xun Sui, how could he let him go easily, and it wasn't because he was a well-trained soldier who secretly escaped from Nangong.

Xun Li used his son as a bargaining chip to force him, the culprit, to destroy the country of Wei.

Now, this hatred poured into his heart together with the lost memory, and Chu Jiuge finally understood why he drank Wangchuan water.

He regards Gong Ziyin as a close friend, but the family and country that killed him are not there. He is under the pressure of the world, but he can't save his son, but he is afraid that if he dies, he will kill his son in a fit of anger.

Chu Jiuge felt sorry for his fate.

He used to love so much, but he followed his father's wishes and married a woman he didn't love.After marriage, he tried his best to be a good husband, but he killed his whole family. In order to protect his only son, he could even abandon his dignity, but he only got this ending.Of course he regrets, of course he hates...

"Chu Qiu, I have been raised by Gong Ziyin. They live in Nangong, and their life is easy."

Chu Qiu is Chu Jiuge's son. Six years ago, when he destroyed Weiguo, Chu Qiu was only two years old. Now, Gong Ziyin is willing to raise Chu Qiu regardless of past suspicions. How much kindness is this?

Chu Jiuge was overwhelmed and cried bitterly, dumbfounded, knowing that he should not comfort him, and he was not qualified to do so.

The person who single-handedly caused the destruction of his family, who has the right to comfort him?

Xue Wuhua, Yu Jingnian and Qing Yan looked at each other in blank dismay, a little overwhelmed by the sudden crying.The Chu Jiuge they are familiar with is the once lofty and aloof national teacher who was unaffected by the world, but later he forgot the past and lived a relaxed life.

It was the first time for such a gaffe.

"He has accumulated pressure for too long, and he never vents it out on weekdays. He always has to hold back, and it is a good thing to cry."

Xue Wuhua was a little dazed: "He also has a son? Why haven't I heard of it?"

Yu Jingnian replied flatly, "He hasn't recovered his memory yet."

"What do you mean?"

"If he fully recovers his memory, he will remember that he doesn't have any wife, and that child is just a baby he adopted... Many of the things he has remembered so far have been tampered with by Chang Lingge. "

"how do you know?"

Yu Jingnian smiled wryly, "His prophecy and entrustment in the palace back then..."