nine words

Chu Jiuge is now beginning to miss his life in Fengming Mountain... When he was awakened from his lethargy by the severe pain, he saw the gorgeous and heavy curtains in front of him, and realized how much he missed that period of sleeping in the open On the street, there are no troubled days.If Chang Lingge hadn't forced him to leave, I'm afraid he would still be that downcast and carefree luthier at this moment.

Chu Jiuge looked carefully at the pattern on the purple curtain, and suddenly realized that this was Xu Changqing's bedroom when he was banned from the strict palace.

...he knew too well the place that caused him so much pain that he would never forget it for the rest of his life...

Compared with being aggressive, Xu Changqing, who is actually fond of sadism, scares Chu Jiuge even more, because inflicting pain and fear at the most helpless moment is the deepest destruction.

Chu Jiuge's fear is also Xu Changqing's worry and unbridled scruples. They both hide something from each other, and they don't expect others to tell the whole story, and they never intend to share what they have with others.

Greed like selfishness can destroy a person, a city, or even a country.If people can completely put an end to desire, then there will be no evil in the world.

He can't bear to look back on everything that Chu Jiuge has suffered. At this time, he is already thinking, Qishi has been taken by him, and there are no seven herbs in the world. If he drinks Wangchuan water again, will he be able to completely forget everything?

...Maybe...Chu Jiuge raised his hand, and looked at his red and swollen carrot-like fingers under the light.

... But, not now.

If at that time, everything can really return to peace, then he is willing to spend time with Xu Changqing in seclusion.

Some people may say that he is not dedicated... If he loves He Liangjin, why does he have to stay with Xu Changqing?

Because of all the love, I really can't move... I'm too tired to love.

If he is badly injured, and uses himself as a pawn to transfer to another country, or even sells his body, so that he can continue to love him, then he is really too great.

He loves to indulge.Loved it.

As for Xu Changqing, his love is the most sincere.As much as Chu Jiuge felt pain, Xu Changqing loved Chu Jiuge so much.

He understands Xu Changqing, and it is precisely because of this rare acquaintance that he is willing to be with Xu Changqing.

Although it is good to be selfish, but in the end, what I love is the country and the world, and I never care about him Chu Jiuge.

Chu Jiuge thought it might be the rainy season.The patter of rain outside the window was endless, but it didn't bother him, on the contrary, it was a little reassuring.

This may be the quietest noise in his world...

However, he still doesn't like the pain of moisture penetrating into his joints.

This rare peace made him forget about the war and pain, and began to fantasize about his future life.Even he himself was very surprised. Could it be that he is really old?

Chu Jiuge seemed eager to prove himself that he was not old, so he quickly recited "The Song of Flowers" in his head... He still remembered, but luckily he didn't fall into Chang Lingge's trap, otherwise...

Thinking of this, Chu Jiuge suddenly lost his mind, as if falling into an ice cave, his whole body became cold, his eyes were wide open, and he was so frightened that he was sweating coldly.

...Chang Lingge, who is Chang Lingge?

Seeing Chu Jiuge's appearance, Xu Changqing, who entered the room with the palace lady Duanyao, felt that something was wrong. If he had been immersed in the surprise of being stabbed, he would not have always had this expression. Could it be that, What details did Chu Jiuge discover that no one else noticed?

"Nine songs? Nine songs!"

Xu Changqing yelled loudly, and finally brought back Chu Jiuge's mind. The latter was startled, and reflexively sat up from the couch, but fell back again in pain because of the wound.

"What's the matter? What is it that scares you like this?"

"Are you still ashamed to ask me?" Chu Jiuge suddenly returned to the unreasonable appearance of a luthier player before, which surprised Xu Changqing. After all, Yu Jingnian was the only one who had seen it in Yan Palace. Chu Jiuge like that.

And Chu Jiuge knew in his heart that if things went on like this, sooner or later he would become a split personality just like Xun Sui.

But in contrast, the question of him starting to forget things made him feel even more frightened. If the effect of the forget-sorrow grass starts to exert its effect now, it won't take long for him to clear the memories that he has finally recovered in his mind again. He has become a real fool, what should he do then?

He did all this because he wanted to stop this war, but if everything was in vain, then why did he live until now?

"Quick, hurry up and find Xi Sui." Chu Jiuge turned over with difficulty, turned to the side that did not compress the abdominal wound, grinned his teeth in pain, scratched in the air, and finally touched Xu Changqing The hem of his clothes was so painful that he almost cried out.

Seeing him like this, Xu Changqing looked at the palace servants around him in bewilderment. The palace servants immediately shook their heads, expressing that they didn't know anything, and Xu Changqing was even more puzzled.What kind of urgency must this have caused you to ignore the pain?

"Go find Xi Sui! If I don't get him back, I will forget about Chang Lingge!"

It was the first time Xu Changqing saw Chu Jiuge who lost his composure. He waved his hand and ordered the palace servants to call for Xie Sui. He was still secretly surprised. Could it be that Chu Jiuge also had a split personality, but he hid it better?

Although Xu Changqing admits that he is abnormal in some aspects, such as hurting Chu Jiuge very enjoyable, enjoying it, and regretting after waking up, are two extreme personalities, but he only treats Chu Jiuge's On the one hand, he can't help himself, to put it bluntly, he is infatuated, but what about it?Xun Sui is a lunatic, as for Chu Jiuge, maybe he is a lunatic who hides too deeply and can control himself.

After Xi Sui came, he was suspicious of Chu Jiuge's forgetting of Chang Lingge. Although he didn't think that Chu Jiuge would cheat on others to betray him, there was no guarantee that Chu Jiuge would have selfish intentions.Only Chu Jiuge knows how to defeat Chang Lingge. If he decides to face it alone, it will not be a good thing for both parties.

For now, the war has not stopped, the world has not yet been unified, but it is still in a ridiculous balance. Perhaps such a balance is hard-won. If you ask for anything more, even everything now will cease to exist.

"What's the reason?" Xie Sui asked, "Chang Lingge's reason for doing this."

"Because...hate me." Chu Jiuge said very uncertainly, and his eyes were also erratic. At a glance, he could tell whether he was guessing or talking casually.

Yu Jingnian who was next to him also saw the clues. There is no difference between Chu Jiuge now and the luthier Chu Jiuge who was dressed in white clothes stained with travel dust. Perhaps it was because he forgot again that he was able to face him so easily. For the two men who are both enemies and friends, Xi Sui and Xu Changqing.

And Chu Jiuge was unaware of his own reaction, but just like Yu Jingnian's guess, he has no psychological pressure now, and he is very relaxed. He seems to have guessed that he is about to forget everything before the general situation is over. Maybe This is the best way forward...

However, the domineering when gentle pays more attention to emotion, while the domineering when tyrannical pays more attention to power.The gentle Xun Sui does not want to let Chu Jiuge go because of love, but the brutal Xun Sui does not want to let the unique chess piece in this world go to other people's battle flags.

This kind of selfishness is not just possessiveness, but if you can't get it, you will destroy it.

Everyone present knew that Xie Sui's state was obviously not good, and he was likely to kill Chu Jiuge in a single thought.None of them hoped that Chu Jiuge would be sentenced to death in the end, so they were all secretly thinking about how to alleviate the current embarrassment.

"The words I'm saying now show that I, Chu Jiuge, was not a smart person from the beginning to the end. I don't hate Xu Changqing, and I'm not afraid of He Liangjin, but this doesn't mean I'm omnipotent. Maybe one day after that , I will completely lose all my previous memories because of the effect of Wangyoucao, and become a worthless ordinary person, living and dying on the streets. But now I am yearning for that kind of life, all because Now there is no dignity."

"Dignity?" Zi Sui asked back with a smile, the sarcasm in his tone seemed to want to tear Chu Jiuge to pieces. "Who is forcing you to abandon your dignity? Me? Or Xu Changqing? Chu Jiuge, Chu Jiuge, the prime minister who planned the strategy back then, really didn't pass on the shrewdness to you, only let you learn those things that attract those in power Crooked way. Let me tell you Chu Jiuge, in this world, Xu Changqing is not the only person who can make your life worse than death."

Among all the people present, only Yu Jingnian knew that Chu Jiuge's hippie smiling face was not afraid of anything. If it wasn't his superb acting skills, it was because of his mental confusion. After all, his memory disappeared all of a sudden, and slowly Come back, come out all at once, and then disappear slowly, the damage to his brain must be more than 01:30.

And according to his analysis, I am afraid that Chu Jiuge when he was a teenager has carried more secrets that he himself does not know now.And he is definitely not the only one who guessed like this.

Why is Chu Jiuge, who is so approachable, just like Chang Lingge in Fengming Mountain in his mouth, keeping silent about the past?Is Xiangye's death really that simple?He just didn't have any influence on his two sons?

No one would believe it.

Xu Changqing knew that there was no reason to talk about the current indulgence, maybe one accident ignited his anger, and the next moment all of them would be wiped out in ashes without a place to die.Under such circumstances, it is obvious that Chu Jiuge cannot be mentioned too much, otherwise it will lead to irreversible consequences.

Now that things have happened, he is the only one left who can be the master of the family. If he is selfish, he will definitely not be outdone, and will destroy the arrogance and take down the southern capital Lin'an in one fell swoop.

But considering the overall situation, he might be able to...