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Chu Jiuge's body is gradually recovering, so other people's work is gradually getting on the right track. They should be busy with the imperial examinations. They should be busy with the imperial examinations, and other countries should be classified as provinces. They should start to do it. Chu Jiuge lay on his back on the bed , The injury on his body is not very painful anymore, Mo Huaichun's medicine is very effective, he just wants to know what he missed these days.

"If you hit your head, you will definitely feel dizzy, nauseous, and want to vomit. If you feel uncomfortable, just say it, so that you can recover as soon as possible."

Mo Huaichun always only sees doctors and does not take care of patients. Chu Jiuge is the first patient he takes care of so carefully. There is a reason for expecting the generous salary from the royal family, and I am afraid that he cannot help but want to save him.

From a young age, he was educated to praise the Southern Kings of all dynasties as Mingjun. In this generation, Xunjue is respected because he expanded the territory and made the people live happily. , has also become a model of a virtuous minister, and now he is willing to do his best to save him, perhaps because of the influence of his ears and eyes.

"Fortunately, it doesn't hurt anymore." Chu Jiuge smiled, "I don't know how to be grateful for the doctor's efforts to rescue me for so many days."

"There is no need to be grateful. Healing the sick and saving lives is the responsibility of the doctor. Your peace of mind and recuperation is the greatest gratitude to me." As he spoke, Mo Huaichun picked out a few grasses from the sack and crushed them in the medicine bowl, " This is the Yuxiancao that Mama Liu from the Yukitchen mentioned. You have to thank her very much. For these handfuls of grass, she went to pick them on the muddy mountain road after the morning dew. You are lucky, this season is just right for fish The grass jelly grows luxuriantly, it is just right to heal your wounds."

After hearing this, Chu Jiuge subconsciously stretched out his hand to touch the wound on his abdomen. Sure enough, the pain was no longer as painful as before. This folk prescription really worked.

Just as he was talking, Xu Changqing knocked on the door of Weiyang Palace. Just as he was about to step in, he bumped into Hua Yilian who was walking towards him. The two looked at each other, and retracted their legs tacitly, signaling each other to advance.

"You go, you go, I'm fine." As she said that, Hua Yilian pushed Xu Changqing into the door, and waved to Mo Huaichun who was inside the room, telling him to come out quickly, and the two left together, only Chu Jiu was left in the room Song and Xu Changqing.

Chu Jiuge knew that sooner or later he would have a talk with Xu Changqing, but he didn't expect that this conversation would come so late. He had been waiting, but he also knew Xu Changqing's temper. He will come to see him, if he really doesn't want to, then he won't force it.

"You're finally here, don't you want to see me in such a miserable state, that's why you haven't come to see me?" Chu Jiuge smiled and struggled to get up, but his legs couldn't move. Seeing this, Xu Changqing went up immediately She supported him and leaned against the bed curtain.

"I have to pay back what I owe you. I don't want to ask for forgiveness for everything I have done to you. Now I just want to repay it with my best. I hope you will give me a chance."

"Is that why you didn't see me?" Chu Jiuge smiled, "I can't blame you for everything that happened back then. I sent me to Yan Kingdom just to seduce you and force you to do stupid things. I am no longer innocent. In the end, I should be indebted to you, after all, I caused you to perish, and now you are willing to accompany Xi Sui to assist him, I don't know how to thank you..."

In the final analysis, no one is wrong, it's just that the positions are different.

Chu Jiuge, who came out of Fengming Mountain, once recalled part of the memory, how much he hated Xun Sui at that time, and even killed him. Later, he also realized that being a minister of Xun Sui was a blessing from the third generation.He loved him, even though he was tyrannical, he still loved him desperately, even though the love was painful and exhausted, he still didn't give up.

Chu Jiuge's apology to Xu Changqing is sincere. It is true that he caused him to perish. In terms of feelings, Xu Changqing is just like the name, and he is also a passionate seed. Give in.Even if it is forced by the general situation, according to his temperament, he will inevitably have a fierce battle with Xun Sui.

On the issue of war, Chu Jiuge has always disapproved of war. No matter who he stands on, he has never approved of killing such a lifeless thing.Some people commented that he is compassionate, maybe, but only he himself knows that the world is unified, the division is caused by greed, and the annexation is even more greedy.Human nature is inherently evil, and if the viciousness is not curbed, it will become even worse and crimes will be added to crimes.Human nature is inherently good, if we do not keep this kindness in time, I am afraid that we will also be polluted by this evil world.

This long talk is like the chess game when Chu Jiuge and Xu Changqing first met many years ago, the Jiugong chess game, the outcome is difficult to determine, one wrong step, one wrong step, as a son, Xu Changqing did not do his best to protect the people responsibility.As a minister, Chu Jiuge was incapable of avatar, and did not help Xun Sui get rid of the name of "tyrant".

In the game of chess, one must learn to choose, to choose the big, to choose the big, to choose the best, Xu Changqing followed Chu Jiuge's wishes, did not fight desperately, and saved many innocent lives from sacrifice, and Chu Jiuge followed the will of the king. Orders, traveling around the country to lobby, and missed the opportunity to assist him.

Now, the overall situation has been decided. In this game of chess, they are not considered losers, but they have not been able to win the final flowers. Chu Jiuge knows that he and Xu Changqing are all the same way. Now, like Shen Huafeng, Xu Changqing can stay by Zi Sui's side to assist without causing too embarrassing situation.

Even if Xiang Sui doesn't care about this...

After Xu Changqing left, Chu Jiuge looked at the bronze dressing mirror not far away alone in a daze.It didn't reflect his face, and he didn't want to see it himself.

Some people say that Chu Jiuge is a mirror. What people see from him are all his own reflections, not the real Chu Jiuge. But in his own eyes, it is because he left There are too many forks in the road, and it seems that they have too many similar life experiences...

If he was really a mirror, what would he see in himself?nothingness?Or endless pain?

Sometimes, when Chu Jiuge looked back at his own life, he would complain that Chu Zhiyi had trained him into such a machine that could only contribute to the war, but more often, he had to think about what to do next, and what was the surefire solution.

When night came, everything returned to tranquility, and when loneliness and death seemed to be able to swallow him, only misery remained in his heart.For the first half of his life, he lived in hopeless loneliness. Later, he came to the world he longed for, saw people's desires, and saw the blood splashing in the world, so he began to serve that person.Just as Chu Zhi expected, he was hopelessly in love with Xun Sui, but under the effect of Wangchuan Water, Xun Sui was sometimes gentle and sometimes violent, and when he was gentle, his tenderness was like water, almost melting him, and when he was brutal, Sometimes it made him miserable.

Even so, he still couldn't give up his love, no matter how he used himself, humiliated himself, or even sent himself to another person's bed...

Even Chu Jiuge himself feels that he is being mean, but he just... humblely loves someone.

If loving someone is giving for him, then Chu Jiuge has dedicated all of himself to Zi Sui, and now, he has also ushered in the final blooming flowers.It wasn't until Zi Sui hugged him and said to him: "It's nice to have you here..." Chu Jiuge realized that the meaning of his existence is not to save more lives, nor is it to support Zi Sui to become a man who will last forever. Mingjun, he just hoped that this person would take another look at him and give him a chance to stay by his side...

The play I watched when I was young was called "Farewell My Concubine". At that time, Zi Sui pointed to the actors on the stage and said: "If I am lucky enough to be king in this life, I will never be defeated by others. Your love will never let you leave my arms."

In the year of dancing the spoon, peach shade is the proof.

Now the patches of peach shade in the Nanwang Palace have also become rotten trees. They have been dead for a long time. Chu Jiuge once looked at the remains of those peach trees sadly, but never thought that he would have no time to take care of those peach trees. But so far they are unwilling to burn them.

If he hadn't clearly remembered the promise of the year, how could a few useless dead trees have survived in such a prosperous palace?

If he didn't clearly remember the promise back then, how could Weiyang Palace have not changed the arrangement of objects so far for him?

It is because of the belief that Chu Jiuge will return to his arms one day, and because of the belief that Chu Jiuge also clearly remembers the oath of the year, that Xun Sui used his remaining reason to keep their memories.

"Persuade the king to drink wine and listen to Yu's song, to relieve the king's sorrow and dance..." In the evening, when Xi Sui was feeding porridge to Chu Jiuge, the latter sang a tune according to the tune in his memory, and after listening to it, Xi Sui held the bowl in his hand With a shake, he almost spilled the porridge.

However, his eyes have already responded to the doubts in Chu Jiuge's heart.He remembers, he still remembers...

Looking at Chu Jiuge whose eyes were full of tears, he smiled indulgently, like a child, so happy that he even wanted to cry.Stretching out his hand to wipe away the tears from the corners of his eyes, he asked, "Why are you crying, my silly queen, look at you crying like a big tabby cat."

Chu Jiuge pursed his lips, and lowered his head not to look at Xi Sui's eyes. The latter thought that he was dissatisfied with such a metaphor, and was sullen in his heart. He was just about to make him laugh, but Chu Jiuge struggled for a long time, and actually said "meow "A cry.

The two looked at each other for a moment, and then they both laughed heartily. The serious and indifferent king and the melancholy national teacher, the two of them are now smiling brightly, caressing Chu Jiuge's neck, and pressing their heads on his lips. The next kiss skillfully avoided the wound on Chu Jiuge's head.

The two kissed like this, as if time had stood still.

The blissful thing in life is that the one you love is by your side, and the one you love loves you...